Don't stop, keep going.

I'm not done yet, so what's the reason to stop? Once I stop, the twist in my head will take advantage of the void and drag the character back into a deep sleep.

This is the fundamental premise of the character, which is to never stop believing that the character is real. Only the character can stop the character, I'm just that awareness.

Slash!

Nothing is worth keeping, nothing can't happen, even if the world collapses? What if the universe explodes? Without parents and no family, the character of Yuan Changwen becomes a transparent person, what if the parents are sad and the family is in pain?

Everything is a distortion in the mind, and these are not real people. Even if it exists, it's just virtual data in the head, and everything is the result of thinking that "I think".

To clear the distortion in my mind is to move forward, those people and things that have been harassing me, those people and things that pretend to be important, who gave you the qualifications to claim that they are important?

It's all shit!

I say if you don't matter, you don't matter.

No authority is used, no custom is used, it's all nonsense and false stuff. This kind of thing will not happen at all, the whole universe is me, who would dare not tolerate me?

As for the NPC setup, it's none of my business. Those NPCs have specific behavior patterns, who would be bothered with sadness and distress in order to please an NPC? Who really cares about an NPC?

Maybe it's because of a special task, maybe it's because I like it, but that's all.

I don't need to make the character shine, and even if I do, it's just the flow of life. Since it is the flow of life, there is no need for the character to worry about it, and all the actions are just to stop believing in the distortion in the mind.

The flow of life is already arranged, so I just need to follow the flow of life. Maybe it's alone, maybe it's in the spotlight, maybe it's just an ordinary life. It doesn't matter, without the distortion in the mind, those so-called dreams and ideals will dissipate like bubbles.

Look at the dreams and the ideals, the desire to succeed or the circumnavigation, which one is not based on fear? Well, maybe a few are not based on fear, but what is the use of it for me?

Even if people all over the world are not afraid of life, they all live a life like heaven, what does it have to do with me? This is my killing, this is my life, I am afraid of life, I am firmly bound by fear and dare not move. That's where I am, so I'm going to kill.

It's that simple.

There is no superfluous authority, no superfluous words, no morals, no thousand-year-old traditions, all of this is nonsense. How others love and believe is someone else's business, what does it have to do with me?

What does it matter to me whether those NPCs' fixed programs like me or hate me, whether they think to kill or refuse to believe in that awareness?

Things happen this way because things can only happen this way, and once the time is removed, these are just perceived visual elements, so what is there to analyze?

All analysis is based on the linear passage of time, which means that all analysis is just nonsense. What else is there to grasp in this kind of analysis, based on a hypothesis that has not been discussed, and on the affirmation that this hypothesis is true?

The whole universe is me, and even what Yuan Changwen's character does is a kind of certainty. So what else is there to care about, and what qualifications does the distortion in my brain have to occupy my head?

There is no society at all, and the so-called society is just my virtual data about society.

Of course, you may ask, what should I do if others ignore me? What should I do if I don't have a common topic with others? What should I do if I don't get along with my colleagues? What should I do if my family doesn't get along? What should I do if I ruin my whole life?

Why should I think about answering these fear-based waste questions?

Why do people pay attention to me? Why do I have common topics with others? Why do I want to get along well with my colleagues? Why do I want family harmony? Why do I care about my whole life?

These rhetorical questions seem to be making trouble, but if you put aside the emotional collision and answer these rhetorical questions carefully, you will find that you don't know what all this is going on. It was as if, somehow, I believed these words, and protected them with strong emotions.

So, I'm just an emotional monster.

If not, then why do you feel angry or dismissive when confronted with these rhetorical questions, but you just don't think about them and answer them honestly?

It is only when the distortion of the mind occupies life that these questions are asked, and only when they allow themselves to be pulled by fear. Only by believing in the distortions in the mind will we believe in the results that are weighed by the brain.

Don't think!

This kind of thinking will be killed by the whole society, and it will be sprayed to death by the whole education system. But in fact, it's because "don't think" ruin society as a whole and the education system as a whole. All education is about reinforcing role-based thinking, and role-based thinking is based on fear.

It is as if, if you don't think, you will die, if you don't think, you will be eliminated by society, and if you don't think, you will be inferior. This kind of fear-driven thinking is simply exhausted. Looking at the discourse of the education system, those who do not think seem to be treated as negative teaching materials.

And the standard of measurement is generally social wealth and the like. However, social wealth is itself a measure based on fear. Then, taking what you are afraid of can only give the most feared person the highest praise.

It's funny, doesn't anyone see this? Or do you see it, and even if you do, you're in a state of fear. Because, who dares not to think about a person who is afraid of life, who dares to discard thinking in a universe where bad things can happen at any time?

It's not an easy thing to break a template character and become a custom character.

It's strange, why am I writing these words? Who will read, who will believe, who will do it?

However, I don't need to understand these things, and since everything pushes me here, I should write about it. Maybe, maybe it's just your own guess, but it doesn't matter.

Because I'm going to kill, I don't want to believe in the twist in my head, I don't want to see the twist in my head so arrogant again. As for others, they are no longer on my radar. All the virtual data about other people in my head is going to be killed, so I can't be sure if there is anyone else.

Not to mention, how other people think, how they perceive these words, what do I have better metaphors to understand and so on.

None of this is something I need to worry about, and the flow of life will naturally be arranged.

It's that simple.