Gu Zhenyu.

I didn't know what to call him, and my heart twisted slightly.

She ...... How's it going?"

Gu Zhenyu's eyes were a little sunken, although we didn't tell him about Li Zhengke this time. But after all, it is a major event in the upper circle, he will always hear about it, and he will pay a lot silently later, otherwise, in the words of lawyer Shen Chenliang, ten years sounds like a very cruel thing, but in fact, in terms of past cases in law, it is already light, and this is definitely inseparable from the efforts of so many people outside.

Just because, Li Zhengke is Huang Manru's son.

I can see that Gu Zhenyu really has a heart for Huang Manru. Perhaps, more than 20 years ago, it was even more out of control, but the fact is already the same, and it is the same as being covered with water.

If I hadn't stood in my current perspective, without Li Zhengke, without Huang Jingya, and without their father, I think I would match them, who doesn't want their biological parents to spend happily together.

But, really, let it be.

I said, "She's in good spirits." You can go in and have a look...... Father. ”

Gu Zhenyu's eyes widened suddenly, and his eyes flickered faintly, "Child......"

I smiled and turned around, trying to restrain my mood swings. said: "Jingzhong is still waiting for me downstairs, I'll go down first." ”

Gu Zhenyu was stunned for a moment before he said, "Okay, you slow down......"

At this moment, I can really feel that such a middle-aged man who has been dominating the mall is clumsy at the moment.

A soft place in my heart was poked and hurt.

It's like when I first called Dad, the kind of ...... that I never had Warm feeling.

Lu Jingzhong was waiting for me at the entrance of the hospital. In the distance, I saw him leaning on the car and smoking, casting a long figure on the ground.

I walked around the back lightly, and Lu Jingzhong didn't notice me.

I swooped over from behind and hugged Lu Jingzhong's waist, Lu Jingzhong was not a little surprised, he held my hand with his backhand, pinched his cigarette, I probed forward, only to see that there was a fruit shop in front of me, and I could see it clearly.

I snorted, and Lu Maomao was still as black as ever.

When I got in the car, I could still smell the faint smell of tobacco on Lu Jingzhong's body, but I didn't hate it.

I'm afraid this is the only man in my life who can tolerate the smell of smoke.

Lu Jingzhong helped me fasten my seat belt, and I hugged his waist and didn't let go, "I just called him Dad." ”

Now that Gu Zhenyu appeared at the door of Huang Manru's ward. He must have met Lu Jingzhong in front of the hospital, and he must have known who I was referring to.

Lu Jing rubbed my hair heavily, it was a little messy, and he let out a faint "um".

I rubbed Lu Jingzhong's hand: "Am I a little hypocritical?"

Lu Jingzhong smiled and hooked up a strand of black hair scattered around my ears, "I like your hypocrisy." ”

Me: "......"

This night, I felt that I slept better than usual, and in my dream, I not only dreamed of Lu Jingzhong, but also dreamed of my parents.

………………

In mid-October, after an autumn storm and rain, the temperature plummeted a few degrees, and the yellow leaves shivered on the branches, and the leaves of the plane trees on both sides of the road fluttered and fell to the ground, as if from summer to winter overnight, without excess.

On this day, while I was having fun, I received a phone call from Yunnan.

When I saw where the call belonged, my heart skipped a beat, and I hurriedly answered the phone.

"Hello Miss Du, I'm Zhang Yi, I don't know if you still remember me?"

Mother Lu watched me answer the phone with one hand and Yan Yan with the other hand, so she came over and waved me to answer the phone, and Yan Yan took care of her.

I nodded, took my phone out of the children's room, and walked up to the balcony before saying, "Of course I remember, Officer Zhang." ”

"Don't say that," Zhang Yi said, "let our captain hear it, but he will peel off a layer of my skin." ”

I knew that Zhang Yi called me again after nearly a year, and it was definitely not for these two jokes, so he echoed and laughed twice, and asked, "This time, is it the news of Thangka?"

It is indeed the news of the thangka.

Zhang Yi told me that Thangka was injured in one leg during his last mission and then amputated.

I was shocked when I heard this: "What...... What about Zhou Yusen?" "I'm afraid that this person doesn't know who Zhou Yusen is, after all, at that time, Thangka didn't have direct contact with Zhou Yusen, and during the two weeks in Yunnan, I was also the mouthpiece between the two of them, "Zhou Yusen is the tall and thin man, who is with me, and he is not as tall as my boyfriend." ”

"I knew it was him," Mr. Zhang said, "and he came some time ago, met with Thangka, and then left, I don't know where he went." ”

Zhou Yusen is missing?!

"Is Thangka with you now?" I said, "can I say a few words to him?" ”

Zhang Yi said: "He is still in the intensive care unit and is estimated to be unable to answer the phone. ”

Intensive Care Unit ......

If you just hurt your leg and have your leg amputated, you will definitely not lie down in the intensive care unit!

My heart suddenly cooled, and I suppressed the strong tremor in my heart and asked, "What happened to the thangka?!"

Zhang Yi told me that it was in the last mission that a fire ignited an explosion, and then he was attacked by gangsters, and then injected a large amount of carol in, a syringe, and pushed directly into the blood vessels. Fortunately, the police arrived in time, rescued in time, and handled it properly, so they did not die violently on the spot, but now they are just hanging on the hospital bed.

Zhang Yi finally said: "Maybe, I mean maybe......"

When I heard Zhang Yi say these words, my hand holding the phone trembled uncontrollably, covering my mouth to prevent myself from making a sound.

I knew what he wanted to say, and that scene was reorganized and pieced together in my mind through Zhang Yi's words, and I seemed to see Thangka's face.

Hanging up Zhang Yi's phone, I stabilized my mind, and then used all the ways of Zhou Yusen that I knew, mobile phone number, QQ and MSN, everything I knew, and left him a message, but it was all like a stone sinking into the sea, and there was no news. I wanted to go to Zhou Yusen's school to have a look, but I remembered what Zhang Xiaoran said some time ago that Zhou Yusen himself could not be contacted in the department.

Only now did I realize that I really didn't know anything about Zhou Yusen.

He and Thangka are both very mysterious in my eyes, from five years ago when I saw them in school, Zhou Yusen was particularly autistic and particularly sticky to Thangka, but Thangka had a woman like Lin Xiaoxiao who was a girl who mixed up at night as a sister, as for the family situation, I don't know.

At the time, I didn't think it was good to ask, so I didn't ask too much and made a guess about what I saw.

By now I wanted to know, but no one could tell me.

I'm going to go to Yunnan again.

In the past few years, I have experienced so many things, although my heart has been very hard, grinding out a thick cocoon, and I dare not easily show the weak side to others, but I still hope that my friends can be well.

………………

"I want to go to Yunnan. ”

When Lu Jingzhong returned, I hugged his waist and looked up at him, in a tone that seemed to have been carefully thought out before finally speaking.

Lu Jingzhong has a lot of things to do in Jiage these days, and he is busy until late every day, I joked that your eldest brother has been squeezing you, Lu Jingzhong smiled and pressed me down on the bed, "You are the only one who has been squeezing me." ”

I was stunned for a moment before I suddenly came back to my senses and slapped him on the shoulder, "Rascal!"

These things turned around in my mind, and when I came back to my senses, Lu Jingzhong glanced at me with a faint look in his eyes, "No." ”

I know Lu Jingzhong's concerns, he doesn't allow me to go again, I'm afraid it's still the last time, but this time the nature is completely different, I just went to see the thangka.

I held the water cup and handed it to Lu Jingzhong, looking like a little daughter-in-law, and said flatteringly, "I'm going to do business, it's really business." ”

However, Lu Jingzhong still disagreed, and said: "After two weeks, I will be busy for a while and go with you." ”

"Two weeks?" I widened, "I'm afraid Thangka won't be able to wait......"

Saying this, I myself was startled and covered my mouth.

For the next two hours, I tried my best to please him, and even ran to the bathroom to wipe his back, and even bubbled his body with shower gel on my hands to satisfy his bad taste, massaged him, and deliberately drew circles on his lower abdomen.

At this time, in the midst of the steam, Lu Jingzhong's eyes were particularly bright, and I found that the eyes of the ice cream were completely inherited from Lu Jingzhong's eyes, and they were all amazingly bright.

And once Lu Jingzhong's eyes are amazingly bright, it means that he is not only very interested now, but also very sexual.

From the bathroom to the big bed in the bedroom, it was wet all the way, this time, Lu Jingzhong seemed to feel very much, I had to make a shameful sound to toss, and finally, I lay on the bed like a fish that had been struggling to breathe, almost tossed and faded a layer of skin.

And Lu Jingzhong, with a satisfied expression, tilted his head to look at me, like a big cat who has been lazy.

I looked at the scar of a bullet on his right shoulder, reached out and rubbed it, leaned in and kissed it, and then asked weakly, "Approved?"

Lu Jingzhong dropped a kiss on my forehead, raised his hand to turn off the wall lamp, and whispered in my ear, "Approved." ”

It's just that this approval is not that I went to Yunnan alone, he was not at ease when I went alone, and Lu Jingzhong really couldn't get out of his way, so he found someone to accompany me.

It's a long road, so you have to find someone who has believed in it to accompany you, and it should be a strong man.

But if I only find a man, a lonely man and a widow will inevitably spark, and if I find a couple of men and a woman, I will inevitably be left out in the cold.

So, I was at the airport and saw Pei Sicheng father and son.

Pei Sicheng was wearing a pair of big sunglasses that covered half of his face, and Pei Haoyu, who was following behind, also took out a pair of toad glasses and put them on, and beckoned to me: "Aunt Du!

Lu Jing repeated in my ear: "Pei Haoyu is choosing a mother." ”

I was embarrassed for a while, I have only heard of the choice of wife, and I have not heard of the choice of mother.

When I left, I stood on tiptoe and took the initiative to kiss Lu Jingzhong's lips, and from his pupils, my crooked eyes with a smile were reflected.

"Wait for me to come back, don't look for other women, or I'll be jealous." "The regiment is only every section.

When I turned around, I saw Pei Haoyu covering his eyes with a pair of small hands, a slit between his two fingers was exposed, and he stuck out his tongue, "It's really inappropriate for children." ”

Lu Jingzhong said: "If you are optimistic about ice cream in the future, you can't mix it with Pei Haoyu." ”

I nodded, "Yes, it's horrible." ”

Lu Jingzhong watched us enter the waiting hall and drove away.

The company's affairs can't be separated from him now, and Lu Zhengyu has also made some moves recently, and he needs to keep an eye on it all the time, hoping that there will be no other things.

Pei Sicheng was very gentlemanly, and when the plane took off, he put a sunshade on me and asked me if I needed something to drink.

Pei Haoyu squinted his eyes, clasped his arms with his hands, and looked like a little adult: "Nothing to do, you are either a traitor or a thief." ”

Me: "......"

When Pei Haoyu pestered the beautiful flight attendant to go to the bathroom, I couldn't help but be curious, and asked Pei Sicheng: "The last time you asked me for the phone number of my classmates in the literature department, was it to find his mother?"

Pei Sicheng turned his head to look at me: "I found the wrong direction." ”

Me: "......"

"Now it's a different direction, and the results are remarkable. ”

I couldn't help but smile, looking at Pei Haoyu, who had just come over from the bathroom, a very beautiful little boy, and teased him: "You're about to have a mother, aren't you happy?"

Pei Haoyu glanced at me lightly, it was really the same as his father's eyes: "I have had seven or eight mothers, and every time they say that I am a bear child, auntie, do you think I am a bear child?"

"Hehe, your real mother will not treat you as a bear child, she will only be good to you, better than your father is to you. ”

Just like Lu Jingzhong to ice cream, even if he hasn't seen his son for three years, but the first time he sees ice cream, he will still be good to him, I have always felt that Lu Jingzhong hides all his emotions deeply, even when he sees ice cream, he does not show too fluctuating external emotions, but every time he sticks to his chest, I can feel his heart.

As for Pei Haoyu, if a woman who just wants to get close to Pei Sicheng, she will definitely think that this little oil bottle is a bear child who spoils the scenery, and Pei Haoyu is so smart, but if it is really Pei Haoyu's mother, then it is another matter.

………………

It was close to evening when I arrived in Kunming, Yunnan, and said that I was going to take a car to the town where Thangka was located, and there was no car, so I had to wait until the next morning to send the first bus at half past five, so I found a hotel to stay.

I have one, Pei Haoyu and his father Pei Sicheng one.

I took a shower in the bathroom and came out lying on the bed scrolling through Weibo.

When I saw a popular Weibo, my eyes widened.

It is indeed Lan Xuan's Weibo, saying that Lan Xuan will get married next week!

Thinking of Lan Xuan, I really haven't seen her for a while, but I've been in touch on WeChat, and occasionally I can see the progress of her filming, and her assistant is still Rin.

However, this time the big wedding ...... Is it with whom?

I still remember that on that stormy night, Lan Xuan said her vow not to marry in front of all the cameras.

was thinking wildly, the mobile phone just rang, and it was Lu Jingzhong who was connected.

I found a very comfortable sleeping position on the bed, and then crossed Erlang's legs to make porridge on the phone for Lu Jingzhong, with a smile on the corner of my mouth.

"Are you off work?"

"No, it's still in the office. ”

I said, "If you dare to call during work hours, if my boss fires you and goes home with my wife." ”

Lu Jingzhong chuckled: "I can't ask for it." ”

I paused and asked, "Lan Xuan is getting married?"

"Where did you see that?"

"On Weibo, Lan Xuan's own Weibo. ”

Although I know that Lan Xuan's Weibo is not necessarily posted by herself, she has a public relations team behind her, or it may have been sent after careful consideration, I knew it when I was with Lu Jingzhong at that time.

"Well," Lu Jingzhong said, "next Sunday, you can catch up." ”

"And ...... Who?"

I felt my voice tremble a little, and I wanted to say Rin's name from Lu Jingzhong's mouth.

However, Lu Jingzhong said a completely unfamiliar name - Xue Miao.

I was silent, not knowing what to say for a moment.

If it is said that in just a few months, Lan Xuan can be empathetic and not in love, then what about the twenty years that A-Rin followed Lan Xuan before.

Lu Jingzhong didn't urge me on the other end of the phone, but asked me to wait for a while, and he answered a call.

Until I asked, "Is there no room for maneuvering?"

"Maybe," Lu Jingzhong said, "You come back two days early to see Lan Xuan." ”

I heard a knock on the door, "Who?" I said to Lu Jingzhong on the phone to wait a minute, and ran over to open the door, and saw Pei Haoyu with a gloomy face, "Why don't you keep opening the door!"

After saying that, the kid pushed me open and entered the door.

On the other end of the phone, Lu Jingzhong asked, "Who is it?"

I said, "Pei Haoyu." ”

Lu Jingzhong laughed softly: "Can you do it?" or I'll give Pei San a call." ”

"No," I said, "I'll send him back in a moment and hang up the phone." ”

Hanging up, I looked down at the little boy in a SpongeBob nightgown, "Are you here for something?"

Pei Haoyu said: "My dad answered a phone call, and then kicked me out, I have nowhere to go, I can only borrow a night from you." ”

“……”

Because Pei Sicheng booked a two-piece double bed before moving in, even if he slept with Pei Haoyu more, it would not look crowded.

Pei Haoyu was taking a shower in the bathroom, I knocked on the door, and then directly unscrewed the door and went in: "Haoyu, do you need me to wash it for you?"

Pei Haoyu directly wrapped a towel longer and wider than him from head to toe: "Female hooligan!

I touched a handful of water droplets on my nose, thinking to myself who Pei Haoyu learned these words from.

However, this night, it was precisely because of Pei Haoyu, a little clever ghost, that I had no chance to think crankily at all, and I slept peacefully all night.

The next morning, we took the bus to the town, I called Zhang Yi and informed him of the train number and location, and he said that he would pick me up at the station.

Two hours later, we finally arrived in town.

Zhang Yi saw that there were two people behind me, one big and one small, I could see his consternation, and before getting into the police car, he pulled me and asked, looking at Pei Sicheng: "Why is it different from the last time?"

"......" I immediately knew that he was admitting Pei Si as Lu Jingzhong, so he explained, "He is my friend, and my husband did not come." ”

When they arrived at the hospital, Pei Sicheng and Pei Haoyu just followed to the door of the ward, and then sat on the public seat in the corridor, Pei Haoyu also followed Pei Sicheng to sit on the public seat, his little head drooped, and asked Pei Sicheng to play games on the iPad.

I knew that Pei Sicheng followed me to this trip for Lu Jingzhong's entrustment, and I was still very grateful in my heart, thinking about buying something for Pei Haoyu when I went back.

followed Zhang Yi into the ward, there was no light in the ward, only a window shining on the bed, and natural light came out of the window, outlining an undulating silhouette of the person on the bed.

Zhang Yi had already stepped forward, but I didn't dare to move half a step while standing.

I had a sudden feeling in my heart, I was afraid to see the way the thangka was now, it was really scared.

However, this time I came here specifically to see the thangka.

I took a deep breath and stepped forward.

The light gradually shortens, casting a silhouette on the bed. Then, I gasped and covered my mouth.

On the hospital bed, Thangka's cheekbones were gray, thin cheekbones protruded, as if only a layer of skin was wrapping, there seemed to be burn marks on his face, his eyes were sunken, and his hair was all shaved and wrapped in gauze.

Tears rolled in my eyes, and I finally looked up and forced myself back.

I remember the first time I saw Thangka in a bar, he was a big boy in a white shirt, holding a microphone and singing "The Legend of the Hungry Wolf", and later, at the door of the playground, he asked me to take care of Zhou Yusen's kind of determination, and when he received a call from Lin Xiaoxiao to scold him for not growing up, his kind of forbearance, I also remember that at the train station, he waved his arms to Zhou Yusen goodbye with a bright expression on his face.

I also remember the last time I saw Thangka, in a small dark hotel, he sat at the head of his bed and smoked silently, his face tanned.

No matter what kind of thangka I remember, it is not what it is now.

It shouldn't be now, lying motionless on the bed, with a pale face, skin and bones, and the corners of his eyes twitching.

Zhang Yi whispered in Thangka's ear: "Aka, your friend has come to see you." ”

I watched as Thangka's eyes were shaking, and it took him more than ten seconds before he opened them.

The black eyeballs no longer have any light, as if they were covered with a layer of gray lime.

He first glanced at Zhang Yi beside him, and then turned to me, pulling the corners of his mouth to reveal a particularly strange expression, I knew that he was laughing, but it was really worse than crying when he laughed.