The only good thing is that, whatever the case may be, the money aspect is not an issue.

If something really happens to me this time, I'm going to lash out at him and vent my unhappiness.

I've been waiting for Li Hua for five days, and I feel like it's okay to wait. I know that there is a death over there, and he, as a responsible and conscientious foreman, attaches great importance to this matter, and I also know that pregnancy is a long-term thing, even if it is delayed for ten days and half a month, it is nothing.

I know everything, but I'm not happy, who can stop this.

Many things, when they are not done, they want someone to do it with them. I really went to the hospital for a check-up, and when I came back, I felt that if I really had to go to the hospital for surgery by myself, I would be able to hold on, not because I had to have him.

I didn't even want to call him, I heard his voice, and I was annoyed when I heard those reasons.

From this incident, I began to hate Li Hua. Maybe we've really reached the period of boredom, and I'm a little tired of the experience of being with him for more than half a year.

At this time, all the thoughts in my mind are bad things, all the bitter water begins to gush out, it seems that every time I need him very much, he is not by my side, so what is the point of me having him or not him?

Li Baitian called me out of the blue, and I asked him what he was doing.

He said, "Let's see if you're still alive." ”

I said, "It's better to live than to die." ”

He said, "If you want to open up, boy, you don't have to do this alone." The things in front of me feel bigger than the sky, but in fact, there is nothing in the past. ”

It's true, when I was a child, I failed the exam, and I would be so scared that I didn't even dare to go home, and I felt that the sky was dark when I got the results. But now look at those things, what's there?

I said, "Thank you, Brother Tian, I've always wanted to say thank you well, but I think it's too fake to say it." You have really helped me a lot, and I will definitely do my best to find my sister in the future. ”

Although Li Baitian basically has nothing to do with me.

He said, "Hey, what's this, it's not because my brother likes you." ”

"Huh?" I didn't understand.

He said solemnly, "Normal men's liking for pretty little girls." ”

"Hush. ”

I'm pregnant, and he's still thinking about yarn, so I'm sure it's a joke. Anyway, according to Li Baitian's meaning, as long as it is a beautiful little girl, he likes it a lot.

In other words, Li Baitian is a person who is in his twenties and almost thirties, and he is really not in a hurry to start a family at all.

Li Hua came back, I also bled below, went to the hospital to see, said that it was a threatened miscarriage, the doctor said: "You young people are really in poor health now, think clearly, do you want to do it, do you want to take medicine now, don't just hurry up and operate." ”

Then I came out to discuss with Li Hua, who was waiting at the door.

Maybe it's also because the time of separation is not too long, he came back this time, I didn't even look at him very seriously, I was mainly in a bad mood.

Li Hua still had a flat expression and asked me, "What do you say?"

The person was right in front of me, and I didn't want to get angry with him like I did on the phone, so I said what I had to say. Then we sat together in the chairs and struggled.

Actually, I'm not so entangled, I'm just waiting for Li Hua's answer, and I'll do what he says. But I waited and sighed, completely annoyed by his attitude that he couldn't kick his stuffy fart.

I think this man next to me is so unfavorable.

But Li Hua thought about it a lot, he had to think about it a lot, if he didn't want it, if he wanted to protect it now, if he couldn't keep it, would the situation be more troublesome than it was now. Keep it, the child has a problem, that is even more troublesome.

Li Hua's biggest problem as a person is that he doesn't like to express his feelings with his mouth. Unfortunately, I'm a straight kid and don't like to guess.

He didn't say he wanted it, I thought he didn't.

After waiting for a while, he still didn't speak, I sighed, got up and went back to the doctor to ask about the operation. The doctor said that at this time, it is safer to have surgery.

I made an appointment for surgery the morning after tomorrow, the doctor prescribed me some medicine for advance care, I went out to hand over the list to Li Hua, he didn't say anything, went down to pay the money to get the medicine, and then came back to me.

As soon as he returned, I snatched the medicine from his hand and walked out. Walking fast, Li Hua followed behind. Out of the hospital, I still strode forward, and my mood was so bad.

I didn't know where to go, so I kept walking along the road, and then a car passed by and almost hit me, and Li Hua dragged it next to me. It hurt me so much that he asked me, "Where are you going?"

I shook his hand away, "Leave me alone!"

Then he dragged me, and I struggled, and I said, "What are you doing?"

He said, "Come home with me." ”

I persevered and shook his hand, "If I don't go home with you, why should I go home with you!"

He said, "You're pregnant and running around something." ”

I was angry, waved his hand and slapped him in the mouth, and the slap was accurate, and Li Hua's face was wooden after the slap.

I said, "I don't want it!"

Then I grinned and started crying, crying and looking at him, I felt very wronged, I hoped that there was no such thing as pregnancy. But he's pregnant, and if this child is okay, I think I'll probably give birth to him.

Although I don't want to be a mother yet, this is my relationship with Li Hua, and when I love him the most, I wish I had a baby for him. Then our flesh and blood are connected, and that must feel very, very good.

When I cried, he came up and hugged me and whispered in my ear that he was sorry. Actually, I don't really blame him for anything, I just have low emotional intelligence, I can't stand things, and I want to vent.

At this time, besides Li Hua, who else can I find to vent.

The two of us were standing on the side of the road across the street from the hospital, I was crying, he was hugging me, he was hugging me loosely, and he didn't say anything comforting. In fact, it is useless to say anything.

Later, Li Hua took me home, the same home where he lived with his mother. So I met my mom too.

His mother knew about my pregnancy, Li Hua told his mother, but he hadn't said anything about our decision, and I didn't know what the old man thought about himself.

The first time I met my mother, I would have been nervous under normal circumstances, but not today, I felt a little embarrassed today. I appeared as a bad person who had been by someone, and even though the perpetrator was his son, I still felt embarrassed.

Li Hua's mother is a kind middle-aged woman, although she is not very young, but she is dressed quite foreignly and capably. Compared to my mother, it's definitely a lot more high-end.

At this time, I stopped crying, and stood at the door with low eyebrows and called "Auntie".

His mother looked at me, then at his son, and said kindly, "Coming back." ”

Li Hua led me into the house and found me slippers to change, and his mother was also very enthusiastic, but he probably knew the kind of discomfort that young people felt in the face of their parents. So he didn't leave me to talk in the living room, and asked Li Hua to take me directly to his room.

The first time I saw his mother, and of course the first time I came to where he lived. The heaviness of the first time I saw, and I was quickly attracted to his room.

Although I didn't seem to be in high spirits, I was still interested in his life here. Look at his table, chair, bench, his bed, look at his trophies in rows.

That used to be Li Hua's pride. I thought to myself, if I were Li Hua, after choosing to leave the dance, I might put away all the trophies, see those, think about the abandoned dreams, how bad it is.

Then Li Hua showed me his photo album, which was basically full of photos of him when he was a child, and his father could not be found in the album at all. I'm interested in what his dad looks like.

There are photos from one year old to ten years old, sitting bare-bottomed in a small basin bathing, wearing open crotch pants with small cocks exposed, and being dressed as a girl with a cinnabar mole on their foreheads.

I have to say that Li Hua, a child, has been very beautiful since he was a child.

I said, "When you were a kid, you were much more pink than you are now." ”

As I sitted, he stood behind me, half-lying on his stomach, wrapped his arms around me, and joked in my ear, "I used to ask my mom where I came from, and my mom said that she picked it up next to the garbage bin in the neighborhood on a dark night." When I picked it up at the time, I thought this kid was so beautiful, I took it home and raised it to play, who knew that he would grow up like this. ”

I said, "Then she must regret it now." ”

He said: "I look so sorry for the audience, my mother hit me, and you beat me." ”

I pouted. The feeling between us finally eased a little, and we didn't talk about pregnancy for the time being.

Then Li Hua's mother knocked on the door, politely opened a small door, and said inside: "Xiaohua, you come out, my mother has something to say to you." ”

Li Hua patted me on the shoulder and went out.

I've never seen a mother and son talk like this again, and the sound of "Mom" makes me feel very strange, as if Li Hua is still a very young child.

But this politeness between them does not feel strange. I want to think about my family, but I don't have such a peaceful way of getting along, I talk to my dad, it's lukewarm, he either muddies the water, or relies on the old and sells the old, and I never have a warm attitude. My own mother, if she wants to say something, she just chatters endlessly.

Before entering Li Hua's house, I never thought that there would be such a way for my family to get along with each other.

About ten minutes later, Li Hua came back. I turned to him and asked, "What's wrong?"

Li Hua said, "My mother went out to buy groceries. ”

"What did you say?"

"I didn't say anything, just ask about you. ”

I didn't seem to be doing well, and I said, "Does your mom dislike me?"

He smiled gently, sat down next to me, scratched my face with his fingers, and said with a smile, "My mother said that you are so beautiful, how can you take a fancy to me." ”