Zhou Chuanxiong "Man Ocean"

The most infatuated man is like the ocean, love is strong in the storm, bitter or calm,

The rolled attachment is so long, waving your hand to see you set sail to the heaven you think I can't give.

The most tender man is like the ocean, love is hidden at critical times, and the heartache gathers with open chests,

Be the moonlight that guards you from afar, don't be a wall that blocks you, my love is to break off my wings and give it to you to fly

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When Li Hua walked out of the room, he didn't want to close the door, but unfortunately the door was closed by himself, he stood at the door and watched for a while, and waited for a while, but Youyou didn't come out. A wry smile overflowed from the corner of his lips, and he went downstairs to get the car, driving all the way, meeting the school that used to get along day and night.

On the way, I passed by the small clinic, where he was bruised and bruised his foot, and it was in this clinic that he was bandaged.

That day, he threw Wang Yujie at the school gate and took a taxi home. Wang Yujie's matter, he knew it earlier than anyone else, but he didn't want to say it, and felt a little embarrassed.

He didn't say to break up, he wasn't the kind of person who talked about breaking up, he just used a cold attitude to let the other party understand, and then left, and then died of old age. As for the woman's apology text messages after the breakup, he will never reply.

After returning to school, Xue Jiazheng pointed to the bottom of the bed and said, "Huazi, I brought you back shoes." ”

Li Hua glanced at Xue Jiazheng disdainfully, "Do you still have this heart?"

The Xue family was glancing back, "It's not that Cong You, who is willing to get you stinky shoes." ”

Li Hua glanced at Xue Jiazheng coldly, sat on the bed and tore the small layer of gauze on his feet with great difficulty, and when he wiped the wound, Xue Jiazheng sat over, and the special buddies grabbed Li Hua's shoulders, so painful that Li Hua almost jumped up and fought with him.

The Xue family said thief: "Brother, I think that Cong Youbao is not even interesting to you, can you do my brother a favor and chase her for two days, just two days, let me take down my daughter-in-law first." ”

The Xue family has been with Lan Tian for a while, and every day the monkey is anxiously thinking about how to get Lan Tian to the bed, but unfortunately Lan Tian has Cong You as a shield, and it has never been successful.

Li Hua glanced at Xue Jiazheng again, Xue Jiazheng said: "You are a full man, you don't know how hungry a man is hungry, in this way, I will give you a little meal, two meat buns per meal, add tea and eggs, until your feet are good, can it be successful? If not, I will mobilize the whole dormitory not to buy you food." ”

Saying that, Xue Jiazheng took out his mobile phone and called Shao Siwei, who was on the way to the cafeteria, Li Hua cleared his throat and said, "Tell him that I want to eat egg fried rice, not cabbage leaves." ”

The Xue family smiled understandingly, "Okay, master." ”

Li Hua has never chased a girl, and the girl still needs to chase this year, and after saying two or three sentences, she posted it herself. But between Li Hua and Cong You, they couldn't say anything at all.

At dinner that day, Cong You was sitting next to him, and the Xue family was constantly making glances at the other side. In line with the principle of pretending to be in front of the Xue family, he glanced at Cong You and glanced at it, held it back and held it back, and held it out, "You still have a tattoo?"

Facing Cong You's flattered eyes, he held back the next sentence, "What's so beautiful about a girl's tattoo." ”

Passing the clinic, the car drove ahead and passed a small shop with a payphone.

Xue Jiazheng and Li Hua were eating out that weekend, Lan Tian didn't pay much attention to Xue Jiazheng that day, Xue Jiazheng felt very depressed, and threatened to take Lan Tian down tonight no matter what, so he asked Li Hua to go out of the mountain, first take Cong You, a professional light bulb, and take it away, don't get involved with them.

Li Hua then called Youyou, said that it was raining, and asked Youyou to send him an umbrella.

In fact, it was not Xue Jiazheng who persuaded Li Hua, this is just a reason, we do many things, and we only need one reason when we take every first step.

After making the call, when you came out of the store, you looked very embarrassed. His hair was dripping, and he looked at Li Hua with some reproach, he smiled at her, and wanted to reach out and touch her cold little face.

Li Hua has always liked Cong You, but she also dislikes Cong You, she shouldn't be the kind of girl he likes, he likes to be well-behaved and obedient, as long as he looks at him, he will understand what he wants to do.

Obviously, Cong You was a little stupid and stubborn.

A little ambiguous pull pull, a pull is a whole half a year, Li Hua thinks this feeling is not bad, in fact, it is the feeling of love, the only thing missing is a promise.

He is disgusted with the entertainment industry, so when Zao Youyou sharpened his head and mixed it in, he was also very annoyed by Youyou. When he was about to graduate, his mother asked him, "Is your grandfather going to immigrate like he is now?"

He pushed the keyboard in his hand and said unhappily, "Don't mention my grandfather to me." ”

Mom is a kind person, understanding his resentment towards the Zhang family over the years, she sat down and said, "Xiaohua, why hasn't Mom seen the girl you showed your grandfather?"

He replied lukewarmly, "That's an actor, bring it to you to see?"

Li's mother was excited, "Ouch, you can't help it, don't find me an actor to come back, Miss Qianjin is as delicate as a girl, and my mother can't wait." ”

"Hmm. Li Hua replied lightly.

Li Hua is a very tall person and likes to dance because dance is an art that does not need to be spoken. He didn't like to talk very much since he was a child, so he never planned to learn the same thing as a businessman.

In the days when I lost contact with Youyou, after the rehearsal was over, I saw Lan Tian sitting down waiting for him. He sat down, took a sip of water, and said, "Don't run here all the time when you're fine." ”

Lan Tian nodded with a reluctant smile and walked away with his things. He glanced at the weak back, it is true that Lan Tian should be the type he would like, but a person's taste can be adjusted, and he began to like Youyou, which is a manifestation of reduced taste.

As usual, Li Hua didn't plan to break up, but just waited for the girl to retreat with a cold attitude. It's like when Lan Tian confessed, he didn't nod or shake his head, he just felt that he needed a woman by his side, and she would make do with it if she wanted to.

He wants to stick to his art, but he has to doubt his persistence, is dancing really useless, grandpa doesn't understand, Xue Jiazheng doesn't understand, and even Cong You doesn't understand. If Cong You doesn't understand what love and ideals are, then what is the dream in her mouth?

That day, the head of the dance troupe said with a smile: "Xiao Li, you have been in our troupe for a while, and your performance is not bad." Although our group is small, there is some competition, and now this role, Xiao J said yesterday that he also wants to try. ”

Li Hua squinted, what do you mean?

Then the regimental commander put his hand on his shoulder, intentionally or unintentionally, and said: "I look at you, although you don't like to talk, you are also a smart young man, and you see many things in your eyes. So, what do you think, let's find a place to sit down and talk?"

Facing the amorous young woman in front of her, Li Hua sneered, like a wisp of dust, flicked her hand away, took her coat and left.

Deigned to this small art troupe, originally to be quiet, Li Hua didn't expect to encounter such a ridiculous thing. He is proud, and his pride makes him completely unable to accept the desecration of art by this little regiment leader, damn it, I want to buy your broken group, it's a matter of minutes, what a thing.

Li Hua was in a bad mood and called Shao Siwei out, planning to discuss with Shao Siwei and start a dance school together. When Shao Siwei came, he brought a rag puppet and said that it was handed over by Youyou.

Li Hua glanced at it and thought to himself, "Paralysis, who did the stars give to?"

Li Hua is a person who lives in art, the moment he tore open the puppet and the stars jumped out, he inadvertently had a sense of art, he fell in love with Cong You at that moment, and since then he has been in love unswervingly.

Lan Tian's experience taught everyone a lesson. In today's society, there are really not many things to steal, and it is considered unlucky. If you really want to be unlucky, no one can stop you, even if you walk on the road, you may meet a madman and slash yourself head-on.

But some bad luck can be avoided. Lan Tian is unlucky, and at the same time Lan Tian also deserves it, her blind confidence in the face of temptation is a manifestation of ignorance. It's like people say that girls should be rich, otherwise others will cheat them out if they give them a piece of candy.

Li Hua asked Youyou, "Why do you want to be an actor so much?"

Youyou said: "Because you're happy, just like you like to dance, you won't die if you're unhappy, but if you're unhappy, you're unhappy." ”

She asked him, "Are you really so upset that much that I'm an actor?"

He recalled her words, "It's good if you're happy." ”

After Youyou left, Shao Siwei came to Li Hua to inquire about running a dance school, but Li Hua didn't think much about it, "Don't do it, it's not enough to worry about." ”

"So what do you want to do? find a troupe and become a dancer?"

He looked at the sky and asked, "Shao Shao, do you know how much it costs to invest in a movie?"

"Three to five million is enough. ”

Li Hua frowned, "Will anyone watch it when it comes out?"

Later, Li Hua held his breath and went to Xinjiang.

He wants money, but it's just a matter of opening his mouth to his grandfather, but just opening his mouth to ask for money, what is the difference between him and his second uncle. When I first went to Xinjiang, I was very uncomfortable, the living conditions in this place were not good, not good in all aspects, I was not suitable at first, it was too dry, I couldn't sleep well every day, and I felt that my skin was very itchy.

There is a young man on the construction site, who brushes his teeth and washes his face every weekend to dress himself, and one day he packs up and comes to find Li Hua, saying that he will go out and play together.

Li Hua said no, and asked with a smile: "What kind of one are you looking for today?"

The young man said excitedly, "Find a student girl." ”

He laughed, "Then you can go." ”

The young man went to find the young lady, did not spend the night outside, and came back disgraced. Li Hua asked him how he felt, and the young man said disappointedly, "Don't mention it, if you find an old chicken, it feels like washing a mop in the sea." Oops......"

Li Hua looked at his phone, it's eleven o'clock in the evening, Youyou has called it a day, it's time to go to bed.

He didn't want Yuyo to come to see him, and he didn't want her to see his life as it was. He had to come that day, he went to take a shower for more than an hour, looked in the mirror, and felt as if he had become ugly, and suddenly became less confident.

After the end of this phase of the project, I went to Zhejiang to give Youyou a class, and saw those brightly dressed male and female stars, Li Hua hid in the crowd, and could no longer find the pride shrouded in the halo in school.

He watched Youyou filming, saw her choking like that, frowned, and wanted to ask her, "Do you have to suffer this kind of sin?"

When I was in Guizhou, I met Wenjuan.

This is a very kind girl, for his father, in this village. Li Hua asked her, "Why don't you take your father out and find a small town, it's not that you can't support it." ”

Wen Juan looked at the school next to her, and she said, "Then there will be no doctor in this place." ”

There were not many young people in the village, and it was natural that these young people were relatively close. Although Li Hua doesn't like to talk, he still needs to communicate with people, on the construction site, he is a small foreman with a background, no one will talk to him well, and his words are a little stammering.

In the village, he is a wealthy outsider, a passer-by who will leave sooner or later, and everyone is very polite to him. He also misses the time when he was in school, when everyone was a student and equal.

Li Hua likes the kind of person who is neither humble nor arrogant, so he likes Wen Juan, because he knows the reason why he stays here, and he is firm and proud from the bottom of his heart.

There is also competition between construction sites and construction sites, and this competition is more cruel than Li Hua originally imagined. Li Hua's shoulder was not injured while repairing the machine, but was caused by the developer of other nearby mines. Of course, Li Hua didn't let them take advantage of it, and led people to carry sticks and draw back the ruffians who were called by the town.

He went to the small clinic to treat the wound, and when the other workers had finished cleaning up, he was the last one to deal with it. At this time, everyone went back to rest, and Wen Juan said, "I don't understand, why are you staying here?"

Li Hua's answer was simple, "Make money." ”

"I can't tell you're short of money. Wen Juan said.

He said: "Everyone is short of money, and if there is no shortage of money, there will not be so many corrupt officials." ”

"What's the use of asking for so much money?" Wen Juan asked.

He looked at Wen Juan and said, "Let me ask you a question, if there is a person you love very much now, give you 10,000 yuan, and let you leave him, will you do it?"

Wen Juan shook his head.

"Fifty thousand?"

Wen Juan still shook his head.

"Half a million?"

Wen Juan hesitated slightly, and said with a smile: "I don't think it will be." ”

"Five million, fifty million?"

Wen Juan was stunned, and seemed to understand something.

Li Hua smiled and said, "My girlfriend is very beautiful. ”

Wen Juan's eyes trembled, "And then?"

He smiled slightly wryly, "I don't want our love to need to be tested by money, I'm afraid I won't be able to pass the test." ”

Wen Juan likes him, so she speaks a little unkindly, she said: "Maybe it's because she doesn't love you enough?"

He smiled and shook his head.

It's best to never take this kind of test. He doesn't expect perfection, but please don't pull away the corner of that imperfection and let it be laid bare.

Maybe without Cong You, Li Hua might have something to do with Wen Juan, maybe not. When educated youths went to the countryside, how many rural girls suffered from the scourge of intellectual youth, all because of loneliness.

Youyou is pregnant, which is a major mistake. Li Hua went to find Wen Juan, he knew such a doctor, and then asked Wen Juan what to do, whether you can have Youyou's child, and how much harm to the body should be, from a doctor's point of view, how to deal with it more appropriately.

Wen Juan only gave some objective views. Because Youyou is taking injections and medicines here, Wen Juan has a number of drugs in his heart, and the drugs used to treat the skin contain hormones, which are very likely to affect the fetus. Of course, if there is no specific impact, you can wait for the child to be four or five months old, and do a color ultrasound to take a look, but if the problem is found at that time, and then the child is killed, the impact on the pregnant woman will be greater.

Li Hua has been struggling and blaming himself. He accompanied Youyou to the hospital, saw Youyou's resentful eyes, and saw the overwhelmed in her eyes.

He thought Youyou didn't want it, and he didn't know how to express it. He is not in a hurry to have a child, but he also doesn't want to kill the child, he even thinks that it would be good if the pregnant man was a man, and if the baby was in his belly, he would dare to take this risk.

Youyou announced that he was going to have surgery, and Li Hua felt a strong sense of frustration in his heart, which made him unable to think rationally for a short time.

After all, he was only in his early twenties, and he didn't know how to deal with this problem, so he could only play games endlessly in front of the computer. When you die, you get up again, and when you get up, you get up again.

Mom asked him what he thought, and he didn't want to blame Yoyo, so he told his mom, "I don't want it." ”

Li Hua's mother felt that Li Hua couldn't stand Youyou in this matter, so she called Youyou over to talk, sparing a lot of bends, although those words were said tactfully, she looked like she understood Youyou and understood their young people, but she was actually trying to help her son shirk responsibility.

Youyou was persuaded and completely decided to give up the child. When Li Hua's mother talked to Li Hua again, she said, "Your mother and I haven't been so happy with people for many years, pretending to feel disgusting, you bastard, you actually make trouble for me!"

Li Hua turned his head, pursed his lips, and sneered self-deprecatingly.

He tried hard to be a responsible man, but such an incident defeated him, it turned out that there were still so many ups and downs in life that he had not experienced.

He wanted to be doubly nice to Youyou, but Youyou's attitude became more and more cold, and if she wanted to leave, he could only let her go first. He tried to keep her, but suddenly one day he found that he couldn't keep her anymore.

How much Li Baitian helped Youyou, he didn't know, so Youyou and Li Baitian got close, and many things were understandable. But he will blame himself, why don't he do those things by himself, and then react in amazement, he has lived a few years less than Li Baitian, he is not as rich as Li Baitian, and he does not have as much ability as him.

On the day he broke up with Youyou, he found Shao Siwei at school, sat on the stairs where Youyou and Yan Xiaochang had talked, and said weakly: "I broke up with Youyou." ”

"Why?"

Shao Siwei asked why, and Li Hua didn't know why. Why did he keep trying and finally lose Yuyu, he said, "She might like someone else." ”

"I rub, it can't be. Shao Siwei said.

Li Hua thought for a while, "I also think it's impossible, shouldn't it, or am I really not as good to her as the man is to her?"

Shao Siwei thought about it with Li Hua, and said: "Huazi, do you know where your biggest problem is, you don't say anything in your heart, Cong You's brain is straight." ”

Li Hua nodded, and Shao Siwei asked again: "Then what are you going to do next?"

"Let her think about it first, and come back when she has figured it out. ”

"What if she couldn't figure it out?"

Li Hua also thought about it and said, "Maybe I'll figure it out at that time." ”