Li Hua's move to change the lock, I don't know why it makes me very happy, think about it, the key to his man's house, in the hands of other women, what does it feel like, isn't that the same as opening the door for a thief to steal. Although this thief has a special relationship, and I don't think anyone can steal it from my family, but as a woman, I am not happy.

In fact, there was no need to change the lock so troublesomely, just confiscate Lan Tian's spare key, but this is inevitably too direct, it is better to change the lock for a reason, and then don't give her the key.

I didn't rush in, I stood at the door and waited for the lock to be changed. It's not very troublesome to change the lock, in fact, Li Hua doesn't come back at noon, so he eats in the company, and today is a special trip. He didn't sleep well after I left with Lan Tian yesterday, and after I arrived at the company today, the more I thought about it, the more uncomfortable I became, he was a bit obsessive-compulsive, and he felt uncomfortable if he didn't do it quickly.

After the lock was changed, I stretched out a hand to Li Hua, "Bring it." ”

"What?" Li Hua put away a bunch of keys and pretended to be crazy and stupid with me.

I said, "Key, won't you let anyone else in or won't let me in?"

Li Hua raised his eyebrows, and said in a strange manner: "In the future, you will not be able to face the saint without being summoned." ”

I glared at him, he looked at me proudly, I looked at the two bags of apples in my hand, and my mind turned to me, and then I was proud, "You said, then I don't want it." ”

I took out the key to open Lan Tian's door, Li Hua admitted defeat, came over and held my hand, and stuffed a key over, "Okay, please, please take it, huh?"

"Hmph. "I'm even more proud.

Li Hua smiled and scratched my nose, "I'm back to the company, and I've got the key." ”

I nodded and watched him leave.

But things can't be finished with Li Hua changing the locks. After I went back, I washed the apples and gave them to Lan Tian to eat, and I didn't mention Li Hua's change of locks, but asked her what to do if I asked me for the key.

Lan Tian bit the apple, watching TV intently, I was guarding her beside me, in fact, there were a lot of things in my throat that I wanted to say to her, but it was inappropriate, and I didn't know where to start. Forget it, wait for her psychotherapy to see the effect, if it works, maybe we won't need to talk nonsense.

It's just that I'm like a housewife every day, taking care of the three of us, buying groceries and cooking, and I'm a little irritable. Because I'm not the kind of woman who likes to be a housewife, I like to work and I like the thrill of putting in the work to get things done.

It's too cruel to bind me with firewood, rice, oil, and salt. It's okay if he only takes care of Li Hua, he knows what kind of person I am, and he will definitely not trouble me, but now Lan Tian can't get rid of it, and I feel like I have a sick girl. I will have a little complaint in my heart, when will this day be the end.

I counted with Li Hua, I watched her for 24 hours a day, wasn't I afraid that she wouldn't want to die again, since Lan Tian let go and said that she wouldn't die, shouldn't I also let go, and occasionally take time to relax and relax, I'm such a wandering person, right?

It's not that we're irresponsible, but let's say if you raise a child, knowing that there may be traffickers out there and there may be many dangers, but you can't always tie the child to your waist and deny him a chance to be independent. If I want to look at Lan Tian like this, for a lifetime, it may not be a good thing for her.

So I tentatively went out for a little longer, and Lan Tian didn't react, she was just watching TV now, and she was staying at home. There is no need to mention work, and we don't expect her to work, and we are still willing to take on the responsibility of raising her for a lifetime.

It's going to be the New Year, Li Hua said take me out to buy new clothes, okay, okay, although I don't go out often, no matter how beautiful the clothes are, no one looks at them, but I still like to buy clothes.

The two of us went out for an afternoon, and both of us got two new pieces of equipment, and of course bought them for Lan Tian. I bought vegetables from the supermarket and went back, planning to cook at home, but when I arrived at the door, I found Lan Tian sitting on the ground in front of Li Hua's house stupidly.

When he looked up at us, he looked pitiful.

I said, "Why aren't you in the house, what are you doing sitting here?"

Lan Tian glanced at Li Hua and said to me, "I look at the sun and want to help him dry the quilt." After a pause, he said, "But his lock seems to be broken, and the key cannot be opened." ”

"Oh," I said, "it's broken, I changed the lock two days ago, and I didn't have time to tell you." ”

Her expression was lonely for a moment, and I asked, "Then you don't have to stay here?"

"I forgot to get my house key, I couldn't get in, and I didn't have my phone," she said. ”

I know that a person like me is definitely not the kind of person who can be a good stepmother, maybe my stepmother used to look at me, just like I look at Lan Tian now, and I feel a little troublesome, but I can't get rid of it. The difference is that my stepmother has nothing to do with me directly, she just needs to raise me and not attract tongues. And we have a responsibility to Lan Tian, if we don't take care of her, we can't go in conscience.

I opened the door with the key and let Lan Tian in, Li Hua was carrying a lot of things in his hand, so he followed to help send them in, and he wanted to leave when the things were put down. Regarding Lan Tian's matter, Li Hua is more responsible than me, but he is inconvenient to take care of, and he is more impatient than me, and he is even more reluctant to see Lan Tian.

In fact, what people say is right, a woman should never try to save a man's heart by seeking death and life, because this will only make a man more disgusted and pressured. It is true that Lan Tian committed suicide not to get Li Hua's heart, but she died so once, and Li Hua was actually quite unhappy.

I think Li Hua is now sorry for Lan Tian, and there is also a fear of it.

Li Hua wanted to leave, but I didn't let him go, I said that we would cook and eat together, and there would not be many opportunities to get along with him.

I pulled him to the kitchen and coquettishly looked at him, Li Hua habitually got used to me, gritted his teeth and stayed. Lan Tian is still watching TV, she has watched the idol drama at least six times, she still laughs and laughs when she was funny at first, and her eyes are red when she is sad, and she doesn't feel anything at this time.

Seeing her like this, I felt very distressed again. How boring is this, just passing the time like this, although I accompany her, I am also bored, but it is different, I am bored with something to do, she is really bored, not only boring, but also lonely and lonely.

I can't imagine how Lan Tian's heart has endured every day. Yes, I occasionally have a small complaint, but it is all a flash of human nature, I still have more responsibility to her than myself, I hope Lan Tian is good, more than I hope that I will live well.

Li Hua was chopping vegetables, and I whispered to him: "It's not a way for her to go on like this, she is not sick and she is sick." ”

Li Hua's level of cutting vegetables is not good, and it is the kind of backhand cutting, every time I see it, I am frightened, he said: "How is the psychiatrist?"

"I've been there every week, and she says it feels good, and that's not enough, why don't I take her out for a few days?"

Li Hua said "um" lightly, "Am I still going?"

I'm also entangled, there's a man here, be safe, but Li Hua follow, I'm afraid that Lan Tian's ideas are not good. I said, "Wait, let's finish the New Year." ”

He said: "Youyou have worked hard for you, it's all my fault." ”

I smiled, "Don't say that. ”

"Hiss......"

Li Hua's stupid hand was cut, and the opening was not small, so I asked him to go under the faucet to flush first, and then run out to find the medicine box. Lan Tian looked at me and asked me what was wrong, I didn't think much about it, and said casually, "He cut his hand." ”

Then Lan Tian went to the kitchen.

When I went to the kitchen to find something to treat the wound, I saw Lan Tian lowering his head and holding Li Hua's fingers with his mouth, the picture made me a little dumbfounded, Li Hua also did it, wanted to withdraw his hand, turned his head and looked at me with a frown.

Lan Tian was very generous, let go of Li Hua's hand, and said with a smile, "This is the fastest way to stop bleeding, and my mother was like this when I was a child." ”

She looked at Li Hua's gaze, which was a rare brilliance for many days, full of tenderness and love, and it hurt a little to see me. My heartache is not that the target is me, but that Lan Tian, the object of her eyes, does not have her in her eyes.

I don't know what kind of strength can support Lan Tian to Li Hua like this. But in the final analysis, Lan Tian loves Li Hua, don't blame her, feelings are often uncontrollable, Lan Tian is like this now, if she is not even allowed to move her feelings, then her heart will really die.

Li Hua smiled faintly and said thank you to her, Lan Tian turned her head to look at me, "Youyou, you wrap it up for him." ”

I smiled reluctantly and put the disinfectant cotton next to Lan Tian, "Come on, I'll go wash the cutting board." ”

Since Li Hua and I discussed and let Lan Tian do what she felt happy, sometimes I think that if contact with Li Hua would make her feel happy, then let her be happy first.

Although we are a little uncomfortable, this is all as it should be.

We had our own hearts and minds for this meal, but on the surface we were happy, I sandwiched the dishes for Lan Tian, admiring the smile on her face, and thought to myself, you get better quickly, you get better, we will all get better.

After dinner, I asked Lan Tian to change into the new clothes I chose for her, she changed them one by one, walked out after changing, and asked Li Hua with a flash, "Does it look good?"

Li Hua could only smile shallowly, hiding the hint of comfort, and said in a gentle and sincere tone, "Well, it's appropriate." ”

My eyes were flushed next to me, and my heart was beating as if I was sad.

I finally understood why my dad had been muddying the waters all these years and why my dad had been muddying the waters and not showing a resolute attitude to favor anyone. It turns out that the surface is harmonious, and it is much stronger than being stiff from the inside out.