084 Calling

I have never seen Li Baitian's family like this, Li Baitian has such a big incident, Li Wei dared to delay until Li Baitian came down from the operating table before calling his parents. His parents were also very stable, and they didn't rush to Z City.

Although according to the doctor, Li Baitian is not out of danger of life, but with Sister Li Wei here, I am not very worried that Li Baitian will die.

The existence of some people can bring strength to people, I think Sister Li Wei is a particularly good role model, and I want to be like her.

So while I was expecting Li Baitian to be sober, I kept introspecting and reflecting on what I still didn't have enough. However, introspection is only a process of understanding the truth, and it may not be immediately manifested in practical actions.

I'm still powerless, I can't help anything, and sometimes I feel like I'm redundant. In the past, I thought that people with and without money were not all people, but now under the strong psychological quality of such rich people, I am compared to very small.

Intensive care unit, we can't go in, we can only watch from the outside. The physical injuries are easy to solve, Li Baitian's physique is not weak, and the Li family can find the best medical conditions for him to do the most comprehensive recovery exercises, except for the possibility of leaving some scars, it should not be a big problem.

It's just that the brain is damaged, this thing can be big or small, and what I'm most worried about is that like in my dream, a vegetative person will come out.

He was lying down for several days, and the hospital announced that he was out of danger, and it is difficult to say when he would wake up. I've been in the hospital these days, and the more I stay, the calmer I feel.

I don't care how far the case is handled by the police, there is always someone who can handle it well, Liu Shuyu and those who hurt Li Baitian, none of them can escape.

I don't hate Liu Shuyu either, I don't hate anyone, just like Li Baitian said, there is a law to shoot and there is thunder and thunder in the sky, and no one can hide from the report.

Hate only adds a burden to one's own heart.

Li Baitian's parents also came to visit, they didn't make any noise, they quietly accompanied him for a while, and they still had things to do, so they handed over all the power to Li Wei to deal with here. I said hello to them and they didn't care much about who I was.

Sitting on the edge of the hospital bed, Li Baitian lay down like that, very quiet. He has never been so quiet in his life, he has slept for many days, and he is usually able to sleep very well, and when he sleeps one day, the sheets are not messy, lying on his stomach and lying on his side, and various postures change.

Now for so many hours in a row, lying flat on the bed, waking up about the bones are crispy. But when are you going to wake up?

His right hand is wrapped, and he has to change his medicine regularly every day to prevent infection, and he can only hang water on his left hand. Because of the long hanging water, that blood vessel was stretched.

I stroked a bulging section of blood vessel on the back of his hand, pressed it, let go, pressed it again, let go again. It's kind of fun. I looked at Li Baitian's sleeping face and smiled, and I said, "You don't know, even when you are unconscious, I am still in the mood to fiddle with you, because I am not worried, I am not worried that you will die, you will definitely get up, sooner or later, and then come to take revenge on me." ”

Sniffing as I spoke, I continued, "Hurry up, I'm all itchy, wait for you to clean up ......"

With tears in my eyes, I frowned and pursed my lips to hold back tears.

I really don't want to cry, I don't want to shed any extra tears. I just miss him very much, I miss him very much, whether it makes me unhappy, let me steal the fun, if there is no Li Baitian all these years, how boring my life will be.

I don't know if Li Baitian can hear it, maybe there are some things that he just said to himself.

Li Wei came in from outside and said, "You go eat something first." ”

I nodded and gave up my position to Li Wei. Eat, why don't you eat, you have to eat if you can't eat, I have to take care of myself, I can't do the kind of thing where he's still asleep, and I'm inexplicably tired and sick.

What's more, taking care of Li Baitian is not tired, just looking at him, always paying attention to his condition, heartbeat, whether his fingers are moving, whether his eyes are turning, whether there is a change in expression, and whether there are any signs of waking up.

Yuan Ze was waiting for me outside and brought me something to eat.

I sat side by side in the chair with him and glanced at Yuan Ze, who was also a little injured at the time, but now there is basically no problem.

A mouthful of buns and a mouthful of porridge is a little difficult to swallow, so I can only eat it with this.

Yuan Ze hesitantly reminded me, "You...... Next week it's time to get ready to go abroad. ”

I was stunned, the food in my mouth was even more unswallowable, and I looked up at the ward, where Li Wei was wiping Li Baitian's lips with a cotton swab.

My heart suddenly moved, and I knew that I was shaken again, and I was reluctant to leave at this time. I wish I could have given me a little more time, at least so that I could see Lee wake up, and at least I could take care of him when he needed it.

But time never waits for anyone, time is missed, and the next reincarnation will take a long, long time.

I didn't say anything because I hadn't decided yet.

Yuan Ze just reminded me and didn't plan to give me any advice, he said: "I told my parents about the situation here, and they don't blame you." ”

"Yuan Ze. I called him softly, wiped my mouth with a tissue, and turned my head to look at him solemnly and sincerely.

Yuan Ze also looked at me, his expression was still so indifferent, I don't know if his heart is the same as his expression. What a good man this is, until now, I can't deny his excellence, if I haven't experienced a Li Baitian, then I will persuade all the girls in the world to marry if they meet a Yuan Ze.

At the beginning of a relationship, who doesn't want this time to be the end. I once fell in love with Yuan Ze, although there is something hidden in my heart, but my attitude is absolutely sincere and firm.

But no matter how good Yuan Ze is, it's not Li Baitian after all, so I have to let it go.

With a hint of bitterness on my face, I still said the three most useless words, "I'm sorry." ”

He smiled, nodded, and said lightly thoughtfully: "I know." ”

How could he not know that in the days when Li Baitian was lying down, my eyes could not see Yuan Ze at all, and his heart was as careful as him, how could he not know.

He always knew what kind of feelings I had for Li Baitian, and knew that even if I was with him, those feelings could not be erased immediately. He gave me time to forget, he tolerated and waited, but unfortunately in this scene, he was not the protagonist and couldn't wait for the result he wanted.

Yuan Ze reached out and patted me on the shoulder, I felt powerless in the face of this guilt, and put my forehead on his shoulder, this was the last time to rely on.

"I'm sorry. I couldn't help but say it again.

The distance between us was polite, and he patted me gently on the back while I only used his shoulder for a brief support.

"I'll still wait, until I don't want to wait any longer, and you should calm down, don't be the same as last time. Yuan Ze said.

Don't be the same as last time, thinking that you are going to lose Yuan Ze, so you think that Yuan Ze is the most important, and now it's the other way around. I will be calm, I will jump out, re-simplify my heart, what kind of life I want, what kind of love, how to get what I want.

I nodded, parted from his body, and continued to eat with my head down. Yuan Ze sat beside him, his body bent into a lonely arc, his elbows propped up on his knees, as if he was contemplating, as if he was sad.

When we are sad, we often choose to avoid things that make us feel sad, such as asking me to switch places with Yuan Ze at this time, and I may leave directly.

But Yuan Ze didn't leave, he was still willing to accompany me and guard me, this kind of forbearance moved me, and made me feel sorry for him.

I have a clear conscience with this and that all day long, and I am sorry for myself, who am I worthy of? No one is sorry, including myself.

So a lot of times, we're forcing others and indulging ourselves. But there are some indulgences that you don't feel at all when you indulge.

Even if things had come to this point, it would have been the way I would have gotten this way if I had thought about it from the beginning of the story, without knowing the ending.

will still dislike Li Baitian's previous flower, and will be killed because of his little pride and self-esteem. will still be disappointed and even dead in him when Li Baitian is falsely accused by others with a child, and he will still have no resistance in the face of such a good Yuan Ze.

I think I really need to calm down and reorganize my mind.

But I also know that Yuan Ze and I can't continue any longer, and I can't delay him any longer.

We didn't say anything about breaking up, it was like it never started. I can't understand Yuan Ze's sadness, I can't do anything more to help him heal, my blessing may not matter to him, I can't do anything for him anymore.

This feeling of wanting to be sorry, but not being able to be sorry, and not being able to make amends at all, is uncomfortable and a punishment for me.

Yuan Ze left, I looked at his back, and my steps were lonely. The corners of my mouth twitched twice, and I made an ugly expression, admittedly, he was also important to me, but he didn't deserve this grievance.

I'm sorry to give you empty joy.

Li Baitian was still unconscious, and we began to stimulate his taste. Sweet and sour, all kinds of flavors, little by little to him.

What irritated him the most was the sour taste, and every time his tongue tasted it, he would close his eyes tighter and frown, looking very annoying.

Sometimes, I even find it fun to play with him like this. It's like one morning, you tell him to get up and go to work, he refuses, you try tricks, he still lies in bed.

I called to him next to him, "Hey, Li Baitian, get up." ”

"Look, there's a big Yanma over there, undressed!"

"Li Baitian, pay back the money!"

I pointed my finger around his neck and whispered in his ear, "Li Baitian, there's an earthworm crawling on your neck." ”

"Li Baitian, your little cock is gone!"