Li Wei's slap is not soft, a mature woman's mouth is much harder than the girl in the school back then.

I've only been slapped with these two slaps, and the last slap didn't mean much to my life, but this slap taught me a lot.

The first thing I reacted to was that I was beaten in the mouth, of course I was at a loss, I didn't know why Li Wei beat me, but I thought that I did have a place to fight, I shouldn't smoke Li Wei, I should smoke it myself, but I can't tell where this place should be beaten.

Li Wei said it very thoroughly.

I looked at her, my face ached, but I couldn't care, I knew she would tell me why. Li Wei's face was very serious, she said: "This slap was for my family, do you know why Xiao Tian'er came back? ”

Sure enough, when I knocked on the door before leaving, Li Baitian was at home. He just knew I was leaving, and felt that it was not so important to say goodbye or not. But after thinking about it, I was unwilling, and I still wanted to see each other again.

It's like when we graduated, we ate one meal after another, and every time we told ourselves, let it go, let's go, what should we do, and we are always reluctant.

Li Wei continued, "If you say goodbye to this and think so simply, you girl will be hopeless." ”

She frowned, her frowning look was very similar to Li Baitian, and her momentum was also very impressive. In this kind of forceful momentum, I have to use my brain to think, even though there is such a big change today, people's emotions are not very suitable for using the brain to think about such delicate things as feelings.

While I was thinking, Li Weiwei was on demand, and his tone became heavier and heavier, "Xiao Tian'er has a big heart, and there are some things that he can't understand by himself, but you are a woman, you should understand! What must you see and hear others say in person, do you understand? If he doesn't have you in his heart, just to say goodbye, he will come all the way to make himself like this!"

Li Wei's words are clear, and they make it clear what Li Baitian and I don't want to say more and don't want to think about. I have always known that Li Baitian has a good relationship with his sister, and he doesn't get along for a few years, and his sister and brother have more contacts than their parents, and many things will be shared with each other.

For example, Li Wei will talk to Li Baitian about his marriage problems, and Li Baitian may talk to Li Wei about his relationship problems.

Maybe it's the bystander Qing, as an outsider, Li Wei sees it more thoroughly.

Li Wei's words made me want to bow my head again, how simple things are, the authorities don't want to think about it, why don't they want to think about it, it's because they are afraid that they will be more entangled after thinking about it, but in fact, they may be connected, and they are not entangled at all.

Not only did her words make me ashamed, but her aura made me want to bow my head.

I felt that I had done something wrong, that I had blinded myself and that I had not been able to appreciate the feelings that Li Baitian had for me. Without feelings, he would go to eat pickled vegetables for a few months just to buy me a pair of shoes? Without feelings, he would continue to get along with me every time he had a fight with me, pretending that nothing had happened? Without feelings, he would care so much about what I thought of him, and if there was no feelings, he would kiss me?

Without feelings, he is reluctant to hide in the door?

Yes, it's not that I don't see it, it's that I don't dare to think about these things, I'm emotionally cowardly, I'm afraid that I'll have illusions and hopes for him, and I'm afraid of the disappointment and heartache after these expectations are disappointed.

It was because of my non-response that Li Baitian repeatedly repressed his feelings, saying that it was a joke, saying that it was friendship, and that it was due. Li Baitian is such a free and easy person, there is nothing that should not be, I will give you the opportunity to make you angry, hurt me, and humiliate me, not because I care about you.

I didn't cry, I figured out such an important question, I shouldn't cry, I should be happy, this is what I have always wanted in the past.

But I have to say sorry to Li Wei, because I wronged my younger brother.

I'm sorry Before the three words were finished, Li Wei slapped him again.

Choked my apologies back, this slap, I don't know what it was doing. I could only look at her and wait for her to continue.

Li Wei smiled bitterly, her eyes continued to become cold with strong reproach, and she said, "This is for my brother." You almost took off his hand, are you kidding? What right do you have to help him make decisions!"

My eyes twitched, trying to explain, "I'm just worried about ......"

"Worried?" Li Wei glared at me, "What else can you do but worry?" I'm his sister, aren't I worried?"

I didn't know what to say, so Li Wei asked me, "Do you know why you signed?"

I shook my head slightly, my heart stirring.

Li Wei said, "Because you don't have the confidence, because you have no way to solve this matter." You are only worried about the help you can have, and you can't do anything else. Why don't you have confidence, because you are nothing but a graduate of Beiwai, you don't have anything in your hands, what have you experienced in this world?"

I have nothing to say, I really have nothing.

"It's not your fault, sign it, and someone else may sign it too. Without confidence, you can only compromise when facing things. Your kindness and worry may be useful for others, but my brother is not an ordinary person. I've been with my parents since I was a child, and I don't know how many times our family has had ups and downs, and I've seen many more serious things than this. It's that now that our family has money, it's hard to say whether it can be peaceful in the future, if you want to worry, just worry about others, you are like this, you don't deserve to help my brother make any decisions at all. ”

Yes, I just don't have the confidence, and I don't have the ability to help Li Baitian. My ability is to tremble and compromise for him. I can't be like Li Wei, immediately call and bring the best doctors over, I haven't been exposed to those resources, and I don't have the certainty or the way to really do things that are beneficial to Li Baitian.

Although I know that Li Baitian's family is rich, Li Baitian has been in contact with me as a very poor person all these years. It's not that being rich is different from us ordinary people, but the resources, vision, and courage he has will indeed go to the next level.

Being able to earn so much money and keep this family business is definitely outstanding.

And when I think about Li Baitian's affairs, I think about it from the perspective of a flat-headed ordinary person, although I have always lived by his side, but I have not really experienced that world, that belongs to a wealthy family, and we are somewhat different from the level.

Where did I get Li Wei's confidence and courage.

Li Wei said, she doesn't blame me for signing it, but she slapped me, obviously making me introspect. If I reach the level that Li Baitian's family has, I don't have the right to make any decisions for him, even if I am a counselor for any matter, because I don't have enough paragraphs.

I made her more and more sober, the thoughts in her head became clearer and clearer, and the expression on her face became calmer and calmer.

Li Wei just looked at me, probably watching my reaction. There was silence for about a minute, and she asked me, "Does it hurt?"

I nodded.

Pain is pain, can it not hurt when beaten, and it doesn't mean that I blame her for anything, but I thank her.

Li Wei's eyes retracted those stern gazes, exhaled sullenly, and said, "My brother always mentions you to me, although I haven't had much contact, I probably know what's going on with you." If I don't like you girl, I won't say a word to you today, and I'll just let you go. ”

I nodded, indicating that I understood.

She continued, "One more question, what are your feelings for Xiao Tian'er?"

Hearing this question, my heart seemed to pause for a second without beating. What kind of feelings I have for him, how long and how many years have I been deceiving myself.

It's just that I once had a crush? It's just that we've been together for too long? It's just that I can't bear to lose? It's just that, it's not at all. What is it that can sustain this crush for ten years, what is it that makes me so cowardly and afraid to express fear and disappointment, what is it that makes me feel so dark and unacceptable when I suddenly realize that I may lose him.

At this time, I was really embarrassed to lie to myself again.

Pursing my mouth, tears rolled out of my eyes, I didn't answer Li Wei, but she wanted me to say it word by word.

Those words that are never willing to be said in their hearts.

Just three words.

"I love him. ”

I spoke softly, choked up, perhaps with a hint of shame or hesitation.

As soon as I finished speaking, Li Wei almost slapped me in the mouth again, and his hand was raised, but he didn't really pull it up. I saw that she was also very distressed, her eyes were slightly red, and she said, "Forget it, I won't smoke you, you should be the one who should smoke you the most." I really haven't seen a single person, no, it's two people, you can lie to yourself for so long, you are all cattle, both of you are really good!"

The one who pierced this layer of window paper was actually Li Wei in the end.

Tears swirled in my eyes, and they fell out when I couldn't hold back, Li Wei yelled at me, "What are you crying about, my brother is not dead yet!"

I sniffed and held back the tears, Li Wei was quite helpless to me, and knew that it would take some time for me to react completely, she pointed to the chair next to her and said, "Sit down and wait, think about what you should do." After speaking, he frowned and sulked, took out his mobile phone and dialed a call to scold, "Why hasn't anyone arrived!?"

As soon as he finished scolding, he turned his head, stuffed his mobile phone in his bag, and immediately put on a peaceful expression to greet the person who came from the corridor, "Professor Xing, you are here, hard work, you see what procedures are needed now, what can I do, you command." Alas, well, thank you. ”

This face turns so fast!