It's useless, Li Baitian is lying on the bed, it can't be called a cold weapon.

But in normal times, he has a lot of dependence, for example, if he has something to do today, serious business, he usually gets up by himself, if today's matter is not so important, he will selectively rely on it, such as accompanying me to the street to buy things and the like.

What I said is also the right medicine. Hasn't he always regarded his little brother as very important, and he has always hated earthworms and other annelids.

But this stimulation is obviously not enough, people still don't wake up, I suspect he is making up for sleep, who made him too good at fluttering before.

Tired of calling, I sat down and said to him, "Sleep, sleep, you just fall asleep, I don't have to get married now, and the country doesn't plan to go out, just spend it with you here, you really want to sleep for three or five years, it's okay, anyway, your elder, there is a kind of you who has become a sleeping beauty." But I can tell you, I'll be old in three or five years, and I'll be up to you when no one wants me. ”

After saying this, I fell silent. He sighed, pinched his somewhat cold fingers, and then looked at Li Baitian's right hand. The doctor said that the healing was okay, he was really asleep like this, he was not afraid of anything else, and what he was most afraid of was that the rehabilitation of the palm of his hand would be delayed, and then it would really be just a decoration.

I remembered what Li Wei said to me, and thought that if Li Wei had been one step late, Li Baitian's hand might have been chopped off by me, which was quite scary.

I do think a lot about it these days in the hospital. That's right, I'm just not strong enough, as an ordinary person, what I know and master may be enough, but if I want to integrate into a family level like Li Baitian and deal with the thorny problems they may encounter rationally, I don't have enough skills, and I still have to cultivate.

If he just keeps lying down, how can I have the kung fu to cultivate.

I complained to Li Baitian in a foolish manner, "Aren't you delaying people, you don't count." ”

Slap on the back of his hand, "Bastard." Why did you go earlier, let you not provoke Liu Shuyu, let you not be distracted, let you play with women, you will suffer!"

As I spoke, I couldn't help crying again, and patted the back of his hand again, "You just deserve it!"

Li Wei stood at the door and looked at me silently, watching me hold back tears and look at Li Baitian with resentful eyes. After a long time, he walked in and said, "My dad has contacted a private hospital abroad, and I'll take him abroad tomorrow." ”

I looked at Li Wei blankly, "Where?"

"United States. ”

In the United States, I don't have a visa. Thinking of this, I showed a trace of anxious expression, which was seen through by Li Wei, and she said, "You are not going to study abroad, you should also prepare to go." ”

"I ......," I turned my head to look at Li Baitian.

Li Wei smiled, "It's time to go to you, how long has Tian'er been in a coma, and you can wake up sooner or later, you don't have to worry." ”

I know, I know that Lee Baitian will wake up, I just want to watch him wake up, I want to see him open his eyes with my own eyes, and then I am relieved.

It's all at this time, what hope is there for him, just as long as he is well, and the rest will be talked about when he recovers.

Even if I know now, Li Baitian has always had me in his heart, and he knows what kind of feelings he has. But without the strap, I have to be with him immediately when he wakes up, didn't I just break up with Yuan Ze.

Anyway, the current idea is to see him get better.

Li Wei said: "Go, if you don't leave this time, it will be next spring at the earliest, don't delay, you are down to business." ”

"Sister......

Li Wei approached and glanced at Li Baitian, who was lying down, with a slight sigh. She said: "People say that our family is a leopard, Xiao Tian'er is the most docile horse of the Li family, Xiao Tian'er is tame, our family can get used to it, but my future brother and daughter-in-law, if it is the same as him, I will be the first to do it." When my parents are old, this family business will be his, Xiao Tian'er is confused, and the women around him can't be confused, "Look at me in a blink of an eye, "You don't want to go through the experience anymore?"

I was stunned for a moment, reacting to what Li Wei meant by this. How can I faintly feel that she treats me as her own family, as if she recognizes me as a brother and daughter-in-law.

This is also said a little too early.

Li Wei smiled, "Don't think about it so much, I actually love my brother, I don't want to delay you because of him, what will happen to you when the time comes, he still has to take a responsibility." ”

Yes, when we are colleagues who want to do what we want to do, and who are helping others, we also have to consider whether others need your help, and whether this help will cause a burden to the people being helped.

I believe that Li Baitian will wake up, and his awakening should not be directly related to my existence. But if I continue to consume like this, it won't do me much good.

Li Wei said, "I think you should be a girl who is content with the status quo, you originally planned to study for an MBA, while you are still young, don't miss yourself." ”

I nodded, looked at Li Baitian, and said to Li Wei, "I'll help him take a shower tonight." ”

He will be taken away tomorrow, to a foreign country, to a corner that I can't see, and I shouldn't feel reluctant and sad, because taking him away is to make him recover. If you don't let him go, it's not interesting to guard a living dead.

Helping Li Baitian take a bath, in fact, is to wipe his body well, this matter has always been done by me, thinking that I can't help anything, so I can only try to do this kind of small thing.

Unbuttoned Li Baitian's clothes, there was a little smell of alcohol on the towel, which was quite choking. In fact, there are no ruptured wounds on his body, mainly on his head and hands, because Li Baitian has thick skin.

At this time, Li Baitian still had some small muscles, although he was lying here softly, his small pectoral muscles were still hard. I wiped it little by little, took off his pants, and carefully wiped every part.

When I rubbed a certain part, I accidentally smiled, not embarrassed to look at him, and certainly not with obscene eyes. I just think, it's soft, it's cowardly, and now it's hard to get up, it's trouble!

I really didn't care much about this thing of men before, and I studied it thoroughly, because when I wiped it, it was very clean, clean inside and out.

Hey, what a.

Today I wiped it very slowly, because maybe it was the last time, and I was a little reluctant. But Li Baitian is so big, and the area is so much, there is always a time to finish wiping.

I covered him with a quilt and sat next to him looking at his face, thinking back on the past eleven years.

Eleven years, eleven years, how did he go from a little kid with a flat head to this size, I can say without shame that I watched him grow up.

Watching him get into trouble, watching him start a business, watching and watching, I can't see clearly, I can't see what kind of feelings I have for him, and I can't see what kind of eyes he is looking at me.

Maybe we really need a distance, let go of each other in the past, and re-acquaint ourselves with the future. Maybe it's because we're not the same people, we've always lived together and been influenced by each other, so our personalities have grown out of place.

Maybe it's not necessarily a bad thing to be separated, to think and feel in your own way.

One last time he touched his eyelids, which had become swollen.

Li Baitian, goodbye to the rivers and lakes.

I still went abroad, and I was in a fairly full state of mind. Although there is Li Baitian's concern in his heart, this concern can only be kept in his heart, and if he does not touch it for the time being, it is useless to move.

I know what I'm doing, I know where I'm going, and I know how hard I have to work so that I don't deviate. I have always been in a very good state, and the two friends introduced to me by Yuan Ze before did take care of me in Yuan Ze's face, but I rarely contacted Yuan Ze.

At this point, the distance is still deliberately maintained. When I didn't plan to be good with Yuan Ze, I felt that this was not in conflict with continuing to be friends, and now I understand that when I maintained this friendship, it was actually equivalent to leaving a thought for Yuan Ze in a different direction.

I want him to forget that I'm starting over, and I'm going to try not to be out of his sight.

Li Baitian woke up a month after I left, and it was a stage of adaptation, adaptation to the environment and to school, so he was very busy.

I once called Li Wei and left my contact information here, and asked her to tell me after Li Baitian woke up. No matter what the psychology is, I always want to know the results.

When Li Wei called me in the United States and told me the news that Li Baitian had woken up, I was very excited, put down the research in my hand, and asked her, "Can I say a few words to him?"

Li Wei said: "Not yet, there is a bit of a language barrier, many places have not been replied to, let's wait and talk." ”

"Well, good. ”

I was in a very good mood that day, and after five minutes of joy, I completed the day's academic tasks as quickly as possible.

I've been waiting, and when Li Baitian is better, he will take the initiative to contact me, and he has been waiting.

Chinese girls are actually quite popular abroad, which may have something to do with Westerners' perception of Asian women, who think that they are more gentle and peaceful, and may be easier to deceive?

During the year of studying abroad, my life was indeed unprecedentedly fulfilling, and I was able to make a lot of friends generously, who would take you to learn more, participate in various club activities, and even recommend you as the backbone.

MBA is more complicated than I imagined for someone like me, who has no foundation, and many simple theories have to be studied word by word for a long time to understand. In order to save time on taking care of my hair, I simply cut the long hair that I kept from childhood to size, but I have a small face shape, and my short hair does not look big, and it looks quite neat.

Looking in the mirror, I feel that I have a new look, and I really want to find an old acquaintance to judge it, flip through the address book, and think of Li Baitian.