Before Xiaoxiao left from Shenzhen, she still didn't know if she wanted this child in her belly, she had been thinking about it for a while, whether it was a little hasty for her to leave me rashly that night, this child may be a foreshadowing to save our two feelings, in this entangled mood, Xiaoxiao decided to go back to Shanghai to meet me, to see what I want to do with this child,

So, Xiaoxiao stepped on the train back to Shanghai, when the train arrived in Shanghai, she walked out of the crowd at the train station, she already knew that she had to give birth to this child, and the child's father must be me, whether I care about her past or not, even if I can't be as good to her as before, now she must be with me for the child, because, she doesn't want the child to have no father,

With excitement, Xiaoxiao rushed to the house we had rented, but found that it had already been empty, no one lived here, at that moment, she felt a trace of panic in her heart, after many inquiries, Xiaoxiao finally knew that I had resigned from U, joined a start-up company, and was someone else's partner, at that time, Xiaoxiao learned from others, saying that I was a little white face who was raised by a woman, what a partner, that is, the second master who eats soft rice, that colleague also persuaded Xiaoxiao, said let Xiaoxiao don't contact me again, I'm not a good thing, Xiaoxiao was shocked to listen to this colleague's words, and then I didn't know what to do,

She secretly went to the community where Bai Lu and I lived, watching the two of us smile like a flower in pairs, she hid in the dark and was lonely and lonely, during that time, in the face of her bigger and bigger belly, Xiaoxiao didn't know what to do, full of joy when she got off the train, all kinds of entanglements in Shenzhen, all turned into a rain in the end, wetting her soft heart, and also made her completely desperate, she is not the kind of strong woman who likes to make trouble and like to fight, so, after learning the wedding date of me and Bai Lu, she was dressed very ordinary that day, appeared at the door of our wedding scene, looked at me and Bai Lu on the wedding stage from a distance, crying silently, and then, resolutely turned around with reluctance, took the child in the belly, and completely left me

But she did not leave Shanghai, but lived in a rural-urban junction, during that time, she barely ate, the whole person lost weight, all day and all night sleep, fell into self-blame and unwillingness and anger emotional collapse, she regretted that she left that night without a word, and was not willing to lose the father of her child like this, even more angry that I was like this, she only left for half a year, I married someone else, every time I recalled the scene of the wedding scene, she felt a colic in her heart, in this almost mental breakdown situation, less than half a month Xiaoxiao almost had a miscarriage, in the hospitalAfter the doctor warned her that she had to be careful, she realized that she was not nothing, and she still had children.

So, Xiaoxiao began to eat, began to try to get out of her inner world, after the mood stabilized a little, Xiaoxiao suddenly learned that her best friend actually worked in Hangzhou, and her inner memory of Hangzhou resurfaced in her heart, so she stepped on the train to Hangzhou, wanting to give birth to the child in Hangzhou,

Speaking of this, Xiaoxiao breathed a long sigh of relief, raised his head to look at me, there was some hesitation in his eyes, as if he was thinking about whether to tell me something, I saw through her thoughts, and asked her: "Then, after you go to Hangzhou,"

"Qi Tian," Xiaoxiao called me again, raised his head and looked into my eyes with a hesitant gaze, I replied with an encouraging look, did not dodge, smiled and breathed a long sigh of relief, as if I had made up my mind, and plucked up the courage to ask me: "Do you know what Nannan's name is?"

I thought that Xiaoxiao would tell me about the death of her parents, but I didn't expect her to ask me this question, I was a little stunned, and I also felt a little funny, and subconsciously asked: "What is it called?"

"You really don't know," smiled and asked again,

I smiled and said, "How would I know that you didn't tell me,"

Xiaoxiao bit her lip and fell back into hesitation,

When I saw her hesitating, I put away my playful smile and asked solemnly, "What is the name of Nannan?"

Seeing me ask, Xiaoxiao raised his head and looked at me, with a little tears in his eyes, and continued to tell me the following stories that surprised me even more.

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After Xiaoxiao arrived in Hangzhou, she stayed in the place rented by her girlfriend, during that time, she couldn't work, so she often visited some scenic spots in Hangzhou, especially those places we had been to, she went to each place more than ten times, and when she was about to give birth, she took out all her savings to the hospital to give birth, and did not tell her girlfriend, but what she didn't expect was that after the birth of Nannan, the real nightmare began,

Nan Nan was diagnosed with heart disease after birth and needed surgery, but at that time of delivery, all of Xiaoxiao's savings had been spent, and she was lying on the hospital bed at this time, where did she still have money, and the hospital did not give up Nan Nan's life, but put her in an incubator for conservative treatment, half a month later, after Nan Nan's condition stabilized a little, the doctor told Xiaoxiao that Nan Nan's surgery must be done within two months of her birth, and let Xiaoxiao borrow the operation fee,

At that time, because Nan Nan had been in the incubator for half a month, Xiaoxiao had owed the hospital seventy or eighty thousand, and Nan Nan's surgery fee was even more sky-high, Xiaoxiao almost contacted all the people around her who could borrow money, but the borrowed money was only enough to pay for the cost of putting the incubator, no money, they had to be discharged from the hospital, after returning to her best friend's residence, Xiaoxiao washed her face with tears all day long, her best friend resigned to take care of her at home, and it was uncomfortable to see her crying, Xiaoxiao's depression made her best friend also find a way to raise money for Xiaoxiao, but both of them had just graduated less than two or three years at the time, and they were not children of rich and noble families, where to borrow so much money, but there was no money Xiaoxiao was unwilling to give up her life, she often goes to the major hospitals in Hangzhou with her nannan,

Once, in a hospital next to the West Lake, Xiaoxiao hurried past me and Bai Lu with a nannan.

At that time, I just felt that this woman's figure was so familiar, and I didn't know that she was the smile I thought about day and night, and I didn't know that the child she was holding in her arms was the first child in my life.

The next day, Xiaoxiao gave birth to the hospital suddenly notified Xiaoxiao to go over, the hospital to give Nan Nan heart surgery for free, and all the money they spent in the hospital, all returned, this news made Xiaoxiao overjoyed, immediately hugged Nan Nan over, that night, Shanghai experts rushed to the hospital, to Nan Nan operation, after the operation, Xiaoxiao looked at the young Nan Nan lying on the hospital bed, shed tears of excitement, a week later, Shanghai experts to the hospital follow-up, said that Nan Nan recovered well, half a month later, Xiaoxiao left from the hospital with a healthy Nan Nan,

When they were standing at the bus stop of the hospital waiting for the bus, a phaeton stopped in front of the two of them, the window was lowered, and there was a pregnant woman with a big belly sitting inside, the pregnant woman said to Xiaoxiao, get on the bus, look at the pregnant woman with a smile and surprise, the pregnant woman smiled and said, I want to know who paid for your operation, Xiaoxiao was subconsciously stunned, and after hesitating for a while, she got on the bus,

After getting in the car, the pregnant woman introduced herself, saying that her name was Chen Bailu, as soon as she said these three words, she suddenly remembered the strong woman who heard the colleague in Shanghai, and immediately turned her head and looked at Chen Bailu who was driving in shock, Chen Bailu said with a smile on her face, it seems that you have heard of me, those ten minutes on the Phaeton, it seems that the seconds are like years,

Xiaoxiao was taken to a café by Chen Bailu in a completely overwhelmed panic,

After sitting down, Chen Bailu introduced herself again, saying that she was my wife, she had seen Xiaoxiao's photos before, but she didn't expect to meet Xiaoxiao in Hangzhou, and she also knew that the child in Xiaoxiao's arms was actually mine, Xiaoxiao felt that she was in front of Chen Bailu, as if she was a transparent person without secrets, when Chen Bailu said that she gave Nan Nan the surgery fee, Xiaoxiao subconsciously hugged Nan Nan tightly in her arms, and asked Chen Bailu, what do you want,

Chen Bailu just smiled softly and said, I just want to help you,

Xiaoxiao shook his head vigilantly and said, I don't believe it,

Chen Bailu said, I like smart people,

Then the two of them made a pact,

Chen Bailu helped Xiaoxiao fund Nannan's surgery, and gave Xiaoxiao a sum of money, which is regarded as Nannan's alimony, but Xiaoxiao needs to agree to Chen Bailu's several conditions, the first condition, Xiaoxiao and Nannan are not allowed to see me again in the future, and they are never allowed to take the initiative to find me, the second condition, Nannan will never recognize me in the future, even if I want to recognize Nannan, I am not allowed to admit it, Xiaoxiao agreed to these two conditions without thinking about it, because she herself thinks so, but Chen Bailu's third condition is the most important and the most heartbreaking,

She asked Xiaoxiao to call Nannan's name, Hong, Bai, Lu,

With her namesake

As soon as Chen Bailu's condition was spoken, Xiaoxiao decided to object, but Chen Bailu said with a smile, she had already contacted the household registration center, the name Hong Bailu had taken effect, hearing Chen Bailu say this, Xiaoxiao immediately looked at her dumbfounded, Chen Bailu said again, if you really don't want to call this name, go to the household registration center to change it, but a few years later, I hope you don't regret it, listening to Chen Bailu's words, Xiaoxiao's heart was very chaotic at the time, she didn't change her name in the end, thinking that it would be okay to call Hong Bailu, anyway, she only called Nannan, and I will never see Nannan,

After listening to Xiaoxiao's story, I was shocked beyond measure, and I was stunned and asked Xiaoxiao several questions: "Have you seen Bai Lu, Nan Nan's illness was cured by Bai Lu's money, Nan Nan is also called Bai Lu, or Bai Lu asked Bai Lu to call Nan Nan,"

Xiaoxiao bit her lip and nodded,

At this moment, I only feel that my brain circuits are not enough,-