Since announcing that she had found a job, the family has been very calm for a while, and neither her parents nor her mother-in-law have ever cared about her work anymore.

She thought that the old man had finally reluctantly accepted her current state in a last resort, only to realize that it was just an illusion.

Yes, this is an illusion that you can't even barely do, and once something breaks out, you will find that the scar has never healed, but is only hidden in the depths and slowly rotting.

To be honest, it's a devastating feeling.

She knew that when she was a child, she was what her classmates' parents called "someone else's child", and many years ago, her mother was always the one with her head held high among parents. Now that she is at the age of starting a family, she has only found a job with a monthly salary of more than 2,000 yuan, and for her mother, she will definitely not be able to raise her head in front of her former acquaintances.

But what did she do wrong?

She was neither guilty nor immoral.

She didn't hurt anyone, she just wanted to be a good mother, she just didn't want to leave any regrets for her children and herself, she just didn't want to go further and further away from her in the child's adolescence more than ten years later, but all she got was worry, ridicule and contempt.

For a moment, her heart fluctuated, her eyes were sour, and she subconsciously wanted to go back to her mother.

But it was only for a moment - after experiencing Meibai's affairs, her mentality began to change.

She began to understand that there were some things that didn't need to be argued, and arguing wouldn't change the minds of her parents or mothers-in-law.

In fact, if you think about it, my mother's worries are not unreasonable.

As a stay-at-home mother, she does face great risks, and it is also true that she has no income and no security nowadays. If she can't listen to it, does it mean that she is secretly inferior to it in her heart?

Think about Mei Bai, she obviously didn't do anything wrong, but she was abandoned by the people closest to her. What was the use of arguing with her in the face of such a fact - those people would not even give her a chance to argue with her.

Compared with Mei Bai, life treats her too favorably, and she has been spoiled to forget the weight that should be on the shoulders of adults.

Maybe it's time to relearn how to be honest with yourself.

Although there is still sadness, at this moment her heart is no longer restless, but has a rare calm.

"Mom, there is no impermeable wall in the world, and if people laugh at my work, even if I avoid them, won't they know? ”

Mom glanced at her: "I'm not asking you to cover your ears and steal the bell, but to let you stop looking for it yourself." Isn't it just to show off your job, income, husband and children, what else can you do now besides your husband?"

Yes, as a former child of someone else's family, now there is only one husband who can get his hands on it, which is really a great irony.

Even though his mentality has changed, he can't help but have a burst of tears in his eyes.

She pressed it down and said, "I don't know why others go to the class reunion." I just want to exchange feelings with my old classmates, and by the way, learn about other people's living conditions, so that I can have a more accurate positioning of myself. In addition, you may be able to learn about what information and find some job opportunities. ”

"Oh, if you don't want to be ashamed, you just go, I don't bother to care about you. Seeing that her daughter was hopelessly stubborn, the mother threw down a sentence angrily and turned away.

I still feel hurt.

Yan Rushun lowered her head and wiped her eyes, adjusted her mentality, and returned to the side of the crib.

Jian Jian just woke up, in good spirits, when she saw her mother coming, she babbled a few times, and after her mother showed a smiling face, she began to gnaw her fingers and toes comfortably, which was so delicious that she was screaming with relish.

Sister Zhou laughed and teased her on the side: "Jian Jian, are the toes delicious? What is the taste? five-spiced or spicy?"

Jian Jian didn't know if she understood, and giggled.

That pure smile and cute gesture made Yan Rushun's heavy heart feel comforted.

"Xin An," this was the first time she had evoked her daughter's name, and her voice was filled with endless tenderness, "may you always find your own place of peace." ”

Sister Zhou squinted at her, a little inexplicable.

She didn't want to explain, turned around and went to the study to get a book, returned to the crib, and read softly: "The way of the university is in Mingmingde, in being close to the people, and in stopping at perfection." Knowing and then there is determination, determination and then can be quiet, quiet and then can be peaceful, peace and then can be considered, and then thinking can be ......"

The sound of reading in a low tone filled the room with an indescribable elegance.

Jian Jian glanced at her mother blankly, and continued to gnaw her toes intently.

"University" is not long.

After Yan Rushun finished reading, Sister Zhou said: "Shunshun, your ancient text is too profound, such a young child can't understand it." ”

"I know. Yan Rushun smiled faintly, "I didn't read it to her." ”

This is what she read to herself, but she suddenly wants Jian Jian to be her little listener - even if she can't understand what her mother reads, if she often sees her mother reading, she should gradually become interested in books, right?

She decided to read to Jane Jian often in the future, which could not only create an atmosphere of reading, but also cultivate her heart.

On the day of the class reunion, Yan Rushun participated as planned, and by the way, she also pulled Mei Bai, so that she could come out to relax, so as not to think crankily all day long.

She also asked Qi Qing, but the seventh master was not interested in the classmates at all: "What am I going to do? Make up a story to tell them about the life of my captain? ”

Also, Qi Qing had been studying in this elementary school for two years, and apart from the two of them, she didn't have any other good friends, so it didn't make much sense to go.

After Mei Bai was explained by Qi Qing, her mood was a lot more relaxed: "I think the seventh master is right, I don't worry about food and clothing now, and I don't worry about the child not being able to place it in the future, why bother to have a fetus with entanglements and possible regrets? ”

Although there is a suspicion of evasion, it is not bad to be able to maintain the current calm.

When the child is born, maybe Mei Bai's mentality will change and she will be able to make a decision easily. Even if you can't, there must be a road before the car reaches the mountain.

Considering the special condition of Mei Bai's body at the moment, Yan Rushun took Mei Bai on the stage as a flower messenger.

Fifteen years after graduating from elementary school, at the class reunion, the difference between people is really big, some children are seven or eight years old, but people like Mei Bai don't even have boyfriends.

After the initial messy greetings and memories, the students automatically and spontaneously divided into two groups and chatted while eating the buffet:

Married people talk about men, work, and children.

Single dogs talk about career, youth, and ideals.

Mei Bai may be pregnant with a child, and she also got together with Yan Rushun and her wives.

Many people have strange expressions about Yan Rushun's choice to be a full-time mother, and she is cheeky and just doesn't see it.

It is gratifying that she is not the only one among the female classmates who is a full-time mother.

I really should let my mother come to see it, so that she knows that full-time mothers are also a norm in modern society, lest in her eyes, only those superhuman working mothers who have to go to work and do housework and take care of the baby are the right way for women.

Of course, it is estimated that she will only say things like "can you be the same as others, do you know what it means to be prepared for danger in times of peace" and so on.

Yan Rushun smiled self-deprecatingly, put this thought behind her, and listened intently to the mothers talking about their children.

The child of the forest fish is only two years old, and it is the time to be cute and lovely.

Because she was asked what interest classes she had enrolled in for her child, she smiled and said, "Oh, she's still young, I hope she spends her childhood happily and happily, and it doesn't have to be so hard." It's never too late to grow up and learn. ”

Zhao Binbin, who is seven or eight years old when the child is seven or eight years old, painstakingly imparts his experience: "Oh, you must not think like that. Parents who used to think like you cried as soon as their children entered elementary school. If you don't believe me, you go and ask, what is happening to those parents who used to shout 'as long as their children are happy', are their intestines all repentant?"

He Mei is a primary school teacher, and immediately accosted: "Yes, yes, the competition is too fierce now." At the beginning of the year, only 35% of people can go to the general college entrance examination, and the rest have to enter the vocational high school. So, now it's too late for two years old to start paying attention, how many children are less than four years old, can read books on their own, speak English slippery, and carry a number of certificates, how can you compete with such children in the future?"

Lin Yu was suddenly worried: "Then what do you mean, the child is going to start working hard when he is born?"

Zhao Binbin said: "No, the slogan of the mothers who are preparing to conceive a second child around me is: win in the womb!"

Mei Bai suddenly interjected: "It's not enough, you have to advance." ”

Everyone looked at her confusedly: "How can you advance it?"

"It should be my husband!" she said in surprise.

Everyone: "...... You don't think you're married, are you?"

"It's because I'm not married yet, so I have to pay attention to it!" Yan Rushun listened to Mei Bai's words dumbfounded, "Who is a mother now is not going all out for her children, and every family is almost the same, so whoever has more help from his father, the child must have more advantages." Therefore, from the beginning of looking for a husband, you must find a husband who understands and takes responsibility for his father's responsibilities, so that he will naturally not let the children go. Ah Shun, did you say?"

At this time, all the attention shifted to Yan Rushun, and everyone asked her husband what kind of person he was.

She had no choice but to smile and say a few words casually to deal with the scene, but while guessing in her heart whether Mei Bai was sentimental about her child's future and future, she forgot that Jian Jian had grown so big, and Xin Weiyang basically only acted as a shopkeeper from beginning to end.

It's a waste not to use such a good resource!

Xin Weiyang, who was checking the progress of the experiment in the laboratory, had an itch in his nose, and couldn't help but sneeze three times in a row.

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