The appearance of Yan Rushun made the whole situation pause.

Except for Qi Qing, the other two were a little embarrassed beyond words.

Yan Rushun laughed dryly twice and explained: "Jian Jian's little hairpin is missing, let's come back to find ......"

Qi Qing let out an "oh".

Mei Bai didn't look away, her shoulders suddenly twitched, and she let out a suppressed chok, as if she had endless grievances.

What the hell is going on?

Yan Rushun was worried and confused, but also a little concerned that Mei Bai was hiding this matter from him, and he was in a dilemma for a while.

It was Qi Qing who beckoned to her: "Since you are back in the capital, let me persuade Xiaobai together." Then he pulled Jian Jian over, "You and the captain's brother will go feed the birds first, okay?"

Children are playful by nature, and when they heard that they could continue to play, there was nothing they would not agree to.

The captain took the money, immediately pulled Jian Jian, and happily went to feed the birds in the big bird cage next to the ocean ball pool - fortunately, it was also a place where you could see it when you looked up, and you didn't have to worry about the children getting lost.

The three of them sat down again.

Mei Bai sobbed for a long time before her emotions eased up, smiled bitterly, and said wistfully: "I know that you will definitely oppose me in this matter, so I originally wanted to have one less opponent, but I didn't expect that I still couldn't avoid ......"

Yan Rushun slapped the table and choked, "How do you know that I will definitely oppose it?" ”

With a "bang", tears crisscrossed Meibai's face, cutting out a face that revealed a strong sense of old age because of exhaustion.

"Ah Shun, my Qi family was taken away by them, I can't find them......"

The Qi family is Mei Bai's nickname for her daughter.

She said that she had no other expectations for her daughter, and only hoped that she would not be like herself, or like her grandmother, who would never be able to live a good life, so as long as she could straighten out her small family in the future and live happily ever after.

But she can't openly proclaim this small wish, she can only hide it in the depths of her heart and quietly pray for her daughter.

At the beginning, she said that the child would be handed over to the adoptive parents, and she would no longer ask, and the adoptive parents would send her a photo or video of the child once a year to let her know the current situation of the child.

And yet she couldn't.

Motherhood, which is deeply rooted in the bone marrow, makes her miss her children very much.

In the first year of life, the child changes the most, one day at a time.

She would keep thinking, what does the Qi family look like now, is it as chubby as Jane Jian when she was a child, or is she as capable and lively as the captain when she was a child?

Because she had seen the car driven by her adoptive parents in the hospital, she tried her best to find out the address of her adoptive parents through the license plate number, and secretly visited her daughter many times.

Every time she saw her daughter's smiling face full of sunshine or crying, she couldn't help but burst into tears.

She kept thinking: maybe giving up the child would become the thing she regretted the most in her life. But can it be reversed?

It was at this time that her voyeurism was discovered by her adoptive parents.

They were repulsed and angry at her presence.

She explained to them that she didn't plan to take her daughter back, but occasionally she couldn't help but want to see her look like and watch her grow up little by little.

However, the adoptive parents disappeared quietly one day.

The whole family moved away at once, and there was no trace of it.

She ran around desperately, tracking down even the slightest clue. She even found a private detective to find out the news, and finally learned that her adoptive parents' family immigrated abroad with the Qi family and may never come back in the future.

She collapsed all at once.

Desperate, she finally begged Qi Qing, hoping that she could reveal a little information about her adoptive parents abroad to herself.

However, Qi Qing refused.

"When you spied on them, they thought I was giving you the information, so they have cut ties with me. Qi Qing said.

However, Meibai didn't believe it.

She didn't believe that a shrewd and capable woman like Qi Qing would not be able to eliminate even this little misunderstanding. She believed that Qi Qing was teaming up with her adoptive parents to deceive her and wanted to make her die.

Looking at Mei Bai, who had exploded several times and collapsed several times, Yan Rushun couldn't help but have slightly red circles in her eyes.

is so hard-working, so positive, and so yearning for a better life, but why is it always the twists and turns and suffering that awaits Xiaobai?

She can fully understand Xiaobai's mother's heart, but only those who have brought children know that maternal love is not omnipotent. In the world, many things are helpless, even if you burn yourself out, sometimes you can't do it.

She really wanted to tell Mei Bai: Xiaobai, we have long passed the age of youth and enthusiasm, and we have passed the years when we thought that as long as we were strong-willed, we could be invincible. We are about to be 30 years old, we have seen all aspects of society, and we know how to deal with it with reason in the face of life.

But looking at the tearful appearance of Fa Xiao, Yan Rushun couldn't say anything.

"Okay, I'll help you find out their addresses. ”

Mei Bai was shocked by Yan Rushun's words, and Qi Qing also cast a surprised look: "What did you say?"

Yan Rushun said with a straight face: "Qi Qing, we are all mothers, I think we should be able to understand Mei Bai's mood." Give her the address, since she's ready to give it up, let her fight!"

Speaking of this, she turned to Mei Bai and said: "You have to think about it, whether you can always stay by your daughter's side when you go abroad, whether you are willing to live like this for the rest of your life, is this the future you want? If the answer is yes, then I firmly support you to immigrate abroad to guard your daughter." ”

Mei Bai's face was happy.

Qi Qing couldn't help but speak, Yan Rushun gave her a look, and said in an accentuated tone: "I have only one condition: in this matter, Qi Qing is deeply affectionate and benevolent to you, and there is no place for you to live in the slightest, you can't pit her again and again." Therefore, if you really decide so, then you must have plastic surgery, change your name, and never let the adoptive parents of the Qi family recognize you. You want to use a new identity to get to know the Qi family, and never let her know the truth, can you do it?"

As if being splashed from head to foot by cold water, Mei Bai's face was a little cold.

Yan Rushun asked her: "Didn't you say that as long as you can watch the Qi family grow up little by little, you will be satisfied? You don't have any other thoughts about her and her adoptive parents' family, right? Then the conditions I put forward can be fully met, right?"

Mei Bai was speechless, only a thousand lines of tears.

It wasn't until this moment that she realized that the maternal love she was so in was not selfless.

She thought about being a good mother, but she didn't dare to take responsibility at the end of the day, and she thought about sacrificing everything for her children, but now she found that this "everything" was just a small amount of money.

She can't erase the first half of her life for her daughter, and live the second half of her life completely in another capacity, and at the same time lose the opportunity to recognize her daughter.

Mother's love is great, but greatness is not limitless.

Most of those who do everything for love only exist in her or other people's, just as many families live an ordinary life without so much love and hatred.

When he returned to Yan's house, Yan Rushun's mood was still a little low.

Although Mei Bai was dissuaded in this way in the end, her depression was still inevitable.

Only time can erase all the pain, and I hope Xiaobai can survive until the pain is healed.

Yan Rushun said hello to her parents listlessly, but Jian Jian suddenly threw herself into Grandma's arms and said sweetly, "Grandma, I miss you." ”

Yan's mother couldn't close her mouth with a smile, and when she turned around and saw her daughter on the sofa, Ge You was paralyzed, and suddenly changed her Wanniang's face: "What have you been busy with lately, you don't have any energy at all." ”

"With children, it must take a bit of effort. ”

My mother asked, "Why, can't you take it down alone?"

"Who said that? Isn't that good?"

"Do you have time to write lately?"

Yan Rushun was speechless, and then stopped talking about his defense: "Yes, I still got my full attendance every day." ”

"Do you still have time to take full attendance?" Yan's mother didn't believe it, and turned on the interrogation mode, "What time do you get up every day?"

Yan Rushun was a little vigilant, but he could only tell the truth: "Seven o'clock." ”

"What time does Jian Jian get up and finish eating?"

"Half past eight. ”

"And then what are you doing?"

Yan Rushun cleared her throat: "Take her for a walk to buy vegetables." ”

"Okay, what time will you get back from your walk?"

"Nine, ten o'clock. ”

"And then?"

"Then we're going to read a book, and we're going to make lunch and have lunch. ”

"Then it's one or two o'clock?" Yan's mother took the child for a while, and she was also clear about the basic arrangements.

Yan Rushun could only nod: "That's right." ”

"After eating, take a 10-minute break and take a nap, right?"

"Well, what?"

"What do you do when she's napping?"

Yan Rushun was vaguely aware of her mother's intentions, and replied vaguely: "Wash the dishes, wash the clothes, wipe the table and sweep the floor." ”

"She takes a nap at three or four o'clock, did you feed her fruit?"

"Yes. ”

"After eating the fruit, take her for a walk, otherwise there will be no activity after lunch, and she is basically full, how can Jian Jian eat dinner?"

"Yes, I've taken her to exercise, and I'm telling idiom stories when I'm walking, you can rest assured. ”

"And then come back from a walk and make dinner and eat dinner, right?"

Yan Rushun sighed: "You know what else to ask." ”

"What are you going to do after dinner?"

"Play games, take a walk, and then wash up and sleep. What the hell are you asking?"

"What time does Jian Jian fall asleep now?"

Yan Rushun was absent-minded: "Nine o'clock, ten o'clock." ”

"So you can't start coding until after ten o'clock?"

"Uh-huh. ”

In fact, this is an ideal situation. In fact, at any time of the day, some accidents can happen, which further shrinks the code time.

Yan's mother was anxious for her: "There is only a little time every day, what the hell can you write?"

Yan Rushun perfunctory: "I have a fast code speed." ”

"Then how much have you paid for the past few months?"

Oh, do you have to hold on to this question, it's really painful.