Chapter 169: Why Is Your Heart So Hard?
To describe it in one word: the shape of the pin and the bone stand.
Since giving birth to a child, Yan Rushun has also visited Meibai several times, with a nanny to take care of, Yan's father and mother also visit from time to time, and people look good when they come out of confinement. Not to mention anything else, at least there is a lot of flesh on the face.
At that time, although there was an invisible sense of vicissitudes in her eyes, she still worked hard to get excited, clamoring to lose weight, to be an A4 waist beauty again, and to hook up with a new good man who is invincible in the universe.
But in just three or four months, what happened to make her like withering and withering into tangible vicissitudes?
However, before Yan Rushun and Qi Qing could ask, Mei Bai had already crackled and said, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I encountered a traffic jam on the road, and I was late." Just the two of you, Captain, Jane?"
The two who arrived first pointed out the child to her.
"Oh, the captain is really capable, and he will protect his sister. Jian Jian is not bad, the eighteenth change of the female college, the more she changes, the better she looks - I remember that when she was born, she was so ugly that you didn't want to recognize her as a daughter, hahaha. She spoke cheerfully, but a pale, sparkling smile appeared on her face.
This made Yan Rushun inexplicably feel that her cheerfulness was full of holes, and her laughter was like a skeleton frame.
Something must have happened to her!
"Xiaobai, you ......"
As soon as Yan Rushun said three words, Mei Bai interrupted her: "Seventh Master, the captain is going to kindergarten, right?"
Qi Qing's eyes were calm, and she examined her for a few seconds before she bowed her head and said, "Hmm." ”
Mei Bai asked with great interest: "What are your plans?
"Private. Qi Qing didn't ask, and said lightly, "I've been to investigate, and the private ones are better in all aspects, and there are good interest classes after school time." I'm already going to work at a securities company, and I can't pick him up from school early. ”
This is unexpected news.
Yan Rushun temporarily put aside Mei Bai's matter and asked, "Qi Qing, are you ready to go to work?"
"Yes, I accompanied him until he was three years old, so I can be regarded as doing my best. He can't get tired of being around his mother as a boy, and he has to slowly see his own world in the future. As for me, I can also find my own position again. ”
Yan Rushun unconsciously showed envy, but he was a little puzzled: "Aren't you very good at speculating in stocks at home?"
Qi Qing shrugged: "I've been doing it for a long time, and I feel like doing four arithmetic problems for elementary school students, there is no challenge and a lack of sense of achievement." ”
Hey, she lost a lot of money as soon as she entered, and people made money without a sense of accomplishment - the gap between people and people is really too big.
However, Yan Rushun can also understand Qi Qing, with her ability, it is too condescending to just make money to support her family. She really deserves a bigger stage.
Mei Bai also sighed: "Seventh Master, you really arranged your life very well, everything is going well, there is no ambiguity at all when you should do something, and you always have a clear goal and clear thinking." My admiration for you is like a surging river. ”
Qi Qing seemed to smile: "You still come to this with me, what do you want to do when you pat my ass?"
Mei Bai paused obviously, and said with an embarrassed smile: "What am I doing with your ass, I don't speculate in stocks." As he spoke, he immediately changed the topic, "Ah Shun, you are not bad, you have planned a simple education problem early on, and you insist on doing it, and you will definitely not become an anxious and helpless parent in the future." ”
Yan Rushun smiled and said meaningfully: "You are very able to speak and have ideas today." ”
In the past, when the three of them gathered, Mei Bai rarely acted as a topic leader, and always listened more and talked less.
Today's anomaly shows that something has indeed happened, but she herself refuses to say it, and no matter how good her friends are, it is inconvenient to ask.
Mei Bai really avoided this topic, grinned, and teased her in turn: "Your Professor Xin is very good now, right? I heard my godmother say that you little couple are now taking care of the child by themselves, and he will help when he goes home, the whole image of a new good man." ”
Yan Rushun had no choice but to pretend not to know, and followed her nonsense: "This is called good, if I don't say it, he won't realize that the table has to be wiped, the bowl has to be washed, and the child has to drink water." So, he's a frog now, poking and jumping. ”
"It's already good!" Mei Bai sighed with an exaggerated expression, "How many husbands in this world don't jump when they poke them, and they don't recognize their relatives in front of the game." Compared with these people, your professor Xin University is simply a peerless good husband, you are content!"
Yan Rushun said "hey": "The world's requirements for men are too low, as long as there is one that meets the standard, it is a good husband; As for me, I worked Jian Jian, no one praised me, I was as tired as a dog every day, and I had to be picked. Women are so bitter!"
Qi Qing interjected: "Isn't yours improving?"
Speaking of this, Yan Rushun lost his temper.
Her key tasks at this stage are three: the first is to take care of Jian Jian, the second is to write well, and the third is to take care of the whole family, in case something happens, ready to rush forward at any time.
There are three tasks that exist at a priority level.
Therefore, during this time, she must put down the work of codewords and give priority to Jianjian's feelings.
This directly caused her code time to shrink significantly, and she could only wait for Jian Jian to fall asleep every day, yawn up in the middle of the night, make herself a cup of coffee, and then burn the small universe, and her ten fingers rushed to the point of card 23:59.
Every night is a heartbeat game, and it is gratifying to catch up, but occasionally misses, it is almost like vomiting blood.
Even with chicken blood, the amount of code words per day has been greatly reduced, and basically only 3,000 words can be completed.
This means that her monthly income has also dropped from 6,000 to a little more than 2,000, and she has suddenly returned to the pre-liberation period.
Originally, she didn't have the time to break this heart, but that day, she invited the housekeeping sister who came to help with the cleaning to chat with her, saying: "The income of this job is not high, only three or four thousand yuan a month, I am the main one, just because it has relatively free time and can take care of the family and children......"
Looking back, looking at the more than 2,000 on her bank card for several months, she suddenly felt congested, and she couldn't slow down for several days.
But what can be done?
You can't just put it simply.
"It's all tears...... Yan Rushun stroked his forehead and wailed, wanting to cry without tears, but then took a deep breath and changed the topic, "Forget it, Mo Ti is sad." Xiaobai, tell me about you, what have you been busy with lately?
"It's over. ”
"Did you open a new article again?"
"It's on. ”
"Or President Wen?"
"Yes, but it's not long, it's short, 5-100,000 words. ”
Yan Rushun was curious: "Can you write such a short online article?"
"Yes, just write an abusive article. ”
Yan Rushun and Qi Qing glanced at each other: "Abuse Wen?"
Is this stimulated by something?
Mei Bai nodded: "Yes, I just want to write the heroine as miserable as she can." The heroine not only has to be abused by the junior female partner, but also has to be abused by the male protagonist at the beginning, such as forcing the female protagonist to transplant the uterus to the female partner, such as killing the heroine's family, such as forcing the heroine to bear huge debts, desperate, etc. ”
Poof-cough-cough-cough!
Yan Rushun almost sprayed the drink into the dessert.
She choked and her face flushed, and as soon as she took her breath, she couldn't help but ask: "What kind of three views are these? It's not abuse, it's simply perverted! Does the heroine have a conscience? Who wants to kill my family, even if it's unintentional, I definitely don't share the sky with him." Don't say that you have to take revenge, but at least you can't even think about anything about love. ”
Mei Bai pouted: "Who knows, anyway, readers of short stories like this tone." ”
Yan Rushun couldn't figure it out: "How can you write this kind of three views that you can't accept?"
"As long as there is money to be made. Mei Bai wrung the double skin milk with a spoon, very careless.
Yan Rushun couldn't help it, and asked worriedly, "Xiaobai, are you okay?"
Mei Bai glanced up at her and smiled: "It's okay, what can I do." I'm at the time when I'm light now.,And I've figured it out.,Boyfriend doesn't have to be.,Anyway, I have a daughter in my life.,There's no regret.,It's pretty chic to live alone.,Really.。 ”
Why does it sound like a broken jar?
It seems that things are not small.
However, no matter how Yan Rushun hinted at it, Mei Bai only said that it was okay, and Qi Qing was silent throughout the whole process, which made it impossible to continue this topic.
Yan Rushun was helpless, so she had to stop talking.
Mei Bai was fine, and asked her how she was doing these days.
Yan Rushun beat his spirit and talked about the battle of wits and courage with Jian Jian during this time.
Mei Bai laughed when she heard this: "Who made Jian Jian so smart, now you know that smart children are not easy to bring, right?"
Qi Qing also pursed her lips and smiled: "It's a shame that you have done it in such a standardized company as H Communication." Haven't you thought about using management to solve problems?"
Solve problems with the idea of management?
This sentence touched Yan Rushun at once.
Yes, when she was in the administration department, she connected with various third-party service companies such as property, greening, and cleaning, and discussed some management measures in the department every year to motivate the employees of the third-party company to work hard, and at the same time reduce negative slacking and other behaviors as much as possible.
These management ideas are the essence of wisdom for hundreds of years since the Industrial Revolution.
From a psychological point of view, it is also the result of making good use of both positive and negative feedback.
Why didn't she think of it before? Is it really too long away from work, so her brain is funny?
For a while, countless ideas flashed through Yan Rushun's mind, sweeping away the original frustration and frustration.
She hugged Qi Qing and took a sip: "Seventh Master, you are simply my savior, I love you to death!"
"Oops, it's disgusting!" Qi Qing wiped her face with deliberate disgust.
The three women laughed at the same time.
It was a great day for both children and adults.
When they broke up, Qi Qing said that she had made an appointment to meet here in the evening, so she didn't go home for the time being.
Yan Rushun asked Mei Bai: "Xiaobai, do you want to go together." ”
Mei Bai waved her hand: "I haven't bought clothes for a long time, so I happened to go shopping today." ”
"That's okay, then I'll take Jian Jian and go first. Let's make an appointment next time. "She couldn't stay, so she made an appointment with her parents to go back to see them.
Here, Jian Jian reluctantly waved goodbye to the captain, and didn't forget to ask, "Mom, when are we going to play with the captain's brother again?"
"After you go back, you can call and ask Qi's godmother yourself, okay?"
"Good. Jian Jian touched her head and then her pocket, "Hey, where's my little hairpin? Mom, my little hairpin is missing." ”
That kind of little thing, it's hard to find when it's dropped, and it's not worth a few dollars.
Yan Rushun helped her daughter look for a while, but she didn't find it anywhere, so she wanted to perfunctory: "It seems that it has been dropped, but it doesn't matter, my mother will help you buy it after you go back." ”
Jian Jian stomped her feet and insisted: "Don't, I just want my little hairpin." ”
At her current age, she is at the stage where her self-consciousness is budding, and she has an inexplicable stubbornness about the things that belong to "mine".
Yan Rushun didn't want to disappoint her daughter, so she patiently accompanied her to look back, and when she turned to the door of the dessert shop, she saw Mei Bai looking excited and behaving exaggeratedly and asked Qi Qing: "Our sisters for so many years, how can you be so hard-hearted?"