Chapter 49: Past, Present, Future

"Why don't you speak. Qiao Yu sighed deeply when he saw me and didn't say anything.

I asked, "What do you want me to say?" ”

"You like her, why don't you chase her. ”

"Because I'm a dick!" I saw that he didn't understand the meaning of these two words, and said, "Now I am not qualified to say these two words." ”

He was stunned for a moment and said, "People I know shouldn't be like this." ”

"What do you think I should be? ”

"You are a person who knows how to pursue. ”

"You're wrong. I said, "I don't know what a pursuit is." ”

"You're desperate for her, even..."

"I'm not here for her. I said, "I don't want to be an indifferent person." ”

He asked, "If it weren't for her, would you stand up without hesitation?"

"Yes. I said firmly.

He said, "I grew up wanting whatever I wanted. But, this time I threw in the towel. If you really have affection for her, I will quit. ”

"No, it's me who quit. ”

He asked blankly, "Why?" ”

"Because, I'm not qualified. I almost slipped out of my mouth, and hurriedly said, "What do you think is pathetic?" ”

"To climb to the top of the mountain is to watch the sunrise, but who knows that it is dark clouds. Thinking about it, but not getting it, this is the saddest. He looked at me and asked, "What about you?"

I said, "Finally, I have reached the age where I am not afraid of my parents knowing when I fall in love, but I will never meet someone who can let my parents know." ”

He let out a heavy breath and said, "Yes! grew up to know love, but it was difficult to meet. ”

I didn't think that he would be as good as him, how could he say this. However, I am deeply touched by this sentence. I looked at the pigeon flying in the distance and said, "If you feel sorry for me, choose to give up the person who you finally thought was right." I don't want such sympathy. ”

He asked, "Why." I'm quitting, isn't it?"

"To love someone, you must have a bottom line," I said, "my heart is to the water, and my heart is to the mountain." This kind of love is too bitter for me to need. ”

"My heart is to the water, and my heart is to the mountain, this is the most bitter. ”

I didn't expect him to be deeply touched by this sentence, and the tone was intriguing. I thought to myself, "Looks like a person with a story." ”

He said, "There is no interest in listening to my love history, it is tragic." ”

I was stunned, the tragic love history, what is there to hear. However, a voice in my heart told me that such a good person would have a tragic love history, so why not listen to it. My happiness is based on his pain, and I don't feel bad when I think about it.

He didn't care if I wanted to hear it or not, he just said, "When I was in junior high school, I met someone I liked. But, I don't dare to confess. ”

I said, "No. ”

"Yes, someone told me at the time, it's not productive. So, I plucked up the courage to confess to her. And she, rejected me?"

How could I have an evil heart and be happy when I thought that his confession would be rejected? I coughed and asked, "No, how can such a good person be rejected?"

He took out his phone and handed it to me, "Look at it." ”

I looked at the photos on my phone, and at that time, he could only be described in two words, he was really fat. This really confirms the saying, one fat destroys everything. No wonder it was rejected, just like this, it is not wronged.

I handed him my phone and attached a photo of myself as a sixteen-year-old. After he saw it, he looked at me again, "Youth, what a pig-killing knife! What have you experienced over the years?" ”

I said in a daze, "I can't think of it! Brother, it was still a real little fresh meat." ”

"Looks, better looking than me. ”

"That's a must. I changed the subject and asked, "You were in the past and you are now, you are really like two people." ”

"Fat people are potential stocks, I can have now, and I have to thank her. ”

In the depths of my mind, images of pigs welled up, from naΓ―ve to mature.

"She said I was ugly, so she rejected me. Since that day, I have been focusing on my image and sticking to sports. A year later, I was like this. "He handed me another photo of me after losing weight.

"Wow. I said, "You have successfully grown into a handsome guy under the blow." ”

Although he knew that I was not telling the truth, the corners of his lips moved. I asked, "Isn't it a tragic love history?

He took back his phone and said lightly, "In the third year of junior high school, she became my girlfriend." ”

My mind was clouded for a while, saying that the tragedy was good, where was it. I couldn't help but sarcastically, "You are, typical early love." ”

He smiled, that smile was indeed a bit charming, "When you were young, you were also very handsome, didn't you have the experience of love?"

"How could it be. "I won't tell him about my junior high school because I went home with a girl, and then I was said to be a puppy love, and I was invited to my parents. I boasted, "The man who chased me, from here, crossed the Atlantic, arrived in America." ”

"Don't be so exaggerated. He gave me a look of disgust, and he didn't debunk my lies, and said, "She and I agreed to go to the same high school and go to the same university in the future." Then, after graduating from college, they get married. ”

"This is, a good thing, big brother, what about the tragedy that was said to be good?"

"She and I went to the same high school and the same university. When I was a freshman, I told her that I would marry her when her hair reached her waist. As a result, she lost her long hair. Seeing my frightened eyes, he said casually, "I thought I had graduated from college." We can keep the promises we made when we were young. She had long hair and waist-length, and as a result, it was not me who married her. ”

"What a situation. I asked, "Seeing that the war of resistance is about to be won, you have suffered a big loss." You didn't ask her why. ”

"I asked, and she said, we're not suitable. ”

"Nearly ten years of affection, you haven't retained. ”

"What you said, to love someone, you have to have a bottom line. His eyes were calm, presumably coming out of that relationship, "If she has someone she loves, she tells me, I'll quit." ”

"You're so generous. "I didn't expect him to have such a big heart.

"However, I didn't expect that the person who married her would be my buddy from childhood to adulthood. ”

I didn't expect that such an excellent him would have such a relationship history, which is really tragic.

He laughed and said, "You know, what is the most unpleasant thing about me. ”

I said, "*All of them have been cut off." The other party is still a butt. ”

The same can be said. He took a breath and added, "My favorite person is married to my best brother." I didn't know it. Do you think I'm stupid. ”

"It's silly, silly and cute. I changed my words and said, "There is a good saying, there is no grass at the end of the world, why bother to love a flower." ”

"Xiao Xiao's personality has infected me. It also brought me out of that sad relationship. I felt the warmth of the sun. He looked me in the eye and said, "If you ask me what I like about her, I don't know." But, I can be sure that with her, I will be happy. So, I decided to invite her into my life. ”

I said, "Congratulations, you've done what you wanted." ”

"But I was wrong. ”

"Wrong?"

"She said I didn't understand her at all. He gradually said in a solemn tone, "I want to be with her again and make her have a better life." I even begged my dad to let her take her to study in the department for her sake. However, she said that I was selfish and did not understand her feelings. She said she had to fight with her own hands. You say, with my help, what else is she going to struggle for?"

I said, "Maybe it's the environment you grew up in that doesn't make you know the meaning of struggle." ”

He said, "Why fight if someone helps you?"

"Life without struggle is pale. I said, "If you understand the meaning of struggle, you will understand her feelings, and you will understand the meaning of her words." Past, present, future, these six words, have you thought about it? ”

"Past, present, future. He thought for a long time and replied, "I didn't have time to participate in her past. Her now, I can make her life better. Her future is also the brightest. Is there anything wrong with what I did for her? ”

"Couldn't be more wrong. I said, "Do you know the difference between liking and loving?"

He said, "If you like it, you will have love." ”

"Wrong. I said, "You can like it without worry." However, love must be done with the heart. If there is no love of the heart, it can only be said to be love. People who like you, want you now. Someone who loves you will give you a future. And the person who can be with you for a lifetime is to understand your past, believe in your future, and tolerate your present. ”

"I understand that. ”

"You don't understand. I said, "What you give is what she doesn't want." You don't know her past, you don't believe in her present, and you don't believe in her future. She will reject the present and future you have arranged for her. Your kindness becomes charity in her eyes. ”

"I see. He laughed at me, "I'm not going to lose to you." I'm going to tell you that I'm not going to opt out. I'm going to play fair with you. ”

I shouted, "If you want to compete with me, you have to know her past, focus on her present, and believe in her future." ”

He said with a fighting spirit, "I won't lose to you." ”

At this moment, I have already lost in this scene. Lost, very completely.

Neither her past, nor her present, nor even her future, can I be involved. Because, I have opted out.