"If it were you, I'd think about it. "I don't know why I said those words. But when I say these words, I can clearly feel the sound of my heart beating. Could it be that this is the so-called heartbeat.

Xiao Xiao looked at me calmly, wanting to say something, but couldn't say it. I saw that her face was even more ruddy.

At this moment, there was a dinging sound.

"I've arrived. Xiao Xiao stepped out of the elevator.

"I'll send you. "I chased it out too.

In order to ease the atmosphere, I said, "It turns out that this is the respiratory department!

Seeing that I didn't say the rest of the words, Xiao Xiao asked, "In your eyes, what is the respiratory department like?" ”

As for the respiratory department, I've only heard about it. I looked at the place in front of me and said in my heart: "Could it be that here, it is really as deep as the sea, and Xiao Lang is a stranger." ”

Seeing that I didn't speak, Xiao Xiao stopped and said, "Do you want me to take a look for you and meet the beauties of the respiratory department." ”

I casually said, "Just look at you." ”

Xiao Xiao sighed: "You! ”

I was just about to speak, when I heard a voice from behind me, "Nothing helps." ”

I saw a handsome man wearing a white coat, a white shirt, and a nice tie around his neck, coming to Xiao Xiao.

The man said again: "Little bit, why did you go for so long?" It's not like it's lost!"

Xiao Xiao nodded and said, "Well, I'm lost." ”

The man smiled: "You don't need to have me as a navigator, you deserve it." ”

Xiao Xiao said: "The director won't lose his temper!"

"I've already taken a leave of absence for you. The man said, reaching out and brushing the scattered hair on Xiao Xiao's forehead. Xiao Xiao coughed, and the man stopped, only then did he remember my existence.

The man turned around, looked at me, and asked, "Who is this?"

Xiao Xiao introduced: "This is my classmate. ”

'Classmate', yes, I'm a classmate with her, that's all. How could I make such a joke with my classmates.

I said, "Jiang Yingyu." ”

"English spoken. The man was a little embarrassed.

For some reason, I felt a great sense of oppression in front of the person in front of me. The man looked at my makeshift badge and said with a smile: "It's Jiang Yingyu! I'm sorry I got it wrong. ”

I laughed, "That's one of the reasons I don't want to introduce myself." ”

The man stretched out his hand and formally introduced, "Hello, Yingyu. My name is Qiao Yu, and I belong to Xiao Xiao..."

Qiao Yu paused intentionally and looked at Xiao Xiao. He didn't say the next few words, but I had already got the answer from what they had just done. The other party's actions are like me declaring sovereignty.

I stretched out my hand and said, "Yingyu." ”

Qiao Yu asked kindly, "You are also a graduate of the Medical University." ”

"yes!" I glanced at Xiao Xiao, "she told you." ”

"Hmm. Qiao Yu looked at Xiao Xiao with gentle eyes, and smiled at the corner of his lips, "She told me." I am also a graduate of the medical university, two years higher than you, and I am your senior brother. ”

Although the person in front of me said that he was my senior brother, I couldn't shout the word 'senior brother'. Looking at his confident eyes, I instantly lost my fighting spirit.

"We are brothers, and in the future, if there is anything, notify each other. Qiao Yu said again: "Thank you for sending this road idiot back, and leave the rest to me!"

"I'm not sending her back. When I saw that the other party had sworn sovereignty and issued an eviction order, I said with a big grin: "I am also a lost child." ”

Seeing that I didn't threaten him at all, Qiao Yu asked with a smile, "Senior Brother Jiang, what kind of department are you?" ”

Xiao Xiao said for me: "Obstetrics." ”

"Good department. Qiao Yu said again: "Obstetrics, not in this building." You go downstairs and out of the hall. Walk 500 meters and turn right. ”

"Thank you. After I said these two words, I left in a panic.

Qiao Yu shouted at my back, "Senior Brother Jiang, do you want me to send you?"

"No need. I said in my heart: "After swearing sovereignty, I still want to show the posture of a victor in front of me." ”

Qiao Yu won a big victory, and shouted proudly: "Then I won't send you to Xiaobudian." ”

I stopped, turned around, and looked at them. I'm going to tell him that I'm not a loser. I'm also going to tell him that you don't have an impact on me. No matter how many words there are, none of the glances and smiles are appropriate. I smiled and waved goodbye to them, and turned to stand at the elevator door. Two nurses were also waiting for the elevator.

At this moment, the elevator door opened.

The two nurses shouted, "Nurse Xiao." ”

Nurse Xiao walked out of it, saw me, and shouted, "Doctor Jiang, why are you here?" ”

I was embarrassed and said, "I got on the wrong elevator." ”

Nurse Xiao sighed incomparably: "I thought you were going to be our son-in-law in the respiratory department. ”

I smiled and walked into the elevator, and two nurses walked in.

I thought to myself, "What am I doing?" ”

At this time, I heard two nurses talking in the back.

"Dr. Joe, that's so handsome. ”

"yes, it's a pity, she has a girlfriend. Otherwise, I can get off the list. ”

"What does Dr. Siu have to do with him? ”

"Dr. Joe is kind and keeps his distance from the opposite sex. He is gentle with Dr. Siu. What do you think of their relationship? ”

"You're saying Dr. Shaw is Dr. Joe's girlfriend. ”

"Dr. Siu is the person Dr. Joe is talking about. Also the one Dr. Joe waited for two years. ”

"What are you talking about? Dr. Qiao has been waiting for Dr. Xiao for two years. ”

"I've heard that Dr. Siu and Dr. Joe have known each other since they were in high school. Dr. Siu is two post-generations of Dr. Joe. Dr. Siu went to medical school for Dr. Qiao. ”

"Dr. Qiao and Dr. Xiao have achieved positive results. This is love!"

As I listened to the conversation between the two nurses, I felt a little more lost. Xiao Xiao and I were classmates, and it was just a joke. For some reason, my heart welled up with inexplicable sadness.

As soon as the heart beat began, it was extinguished.

I said in my heart: "It's better to be a famous dick!"

I got out of the elevator, walked out of the hall, walked 500 meters to the right, and saw Ji Xiaoyu. Ji Xiaoyu saw me and asked, "Are you lost?"

I nodded awkwardly, sort of a reply.

"The director saw that you didn't go back, so call me. Ji Xiaoyu pointed to the mobile phone and said, "The director said that I took you out, and if you lost it, I will be responsible." Come on, find it, I'm not responsible. ”

Ji Xiaoyu was relieved to find me, and I was relieved to find my way home. Ji Xiaoyu pressed the elevator and asked, "Call you, why didn't you answer." ”

I subconsciously touched my trouser pocket, and when I saw that the trouser pocket was empty, I was very embarrassed and said, "It may have fallen into the director's office." ”

When Ji Xiaoyu saw me, she didn't deliberately not answer her phone, and said with a smile: "How can you lose the guy who eats? Also, ordinary mobile phones can't get in. So it's recommended that you buy a new phone. ”

Ji Xiaoyu said again: "How is it, is it tall and high-grade." ”

I nodded, "yes." ”

Ji Xiaoyu shook his mobile phone in front of my eyes, and said proudly: "Don't forget next time, bring the guy who eats." ”

As I spoke, I went back to obstetrics again.

Ji Xiaoyu said: "The director has been waiting for you for a long time. ”

I said thank you and went to the director's office. I knocked on the door and heard Director Lei say please come in.

I pushed open the door and walked in, and saw all the people in white coats sitting inside. Director Lei saw me, high-fived me and said, "Welcome Xiao Jiang to join our big family." ”

I bowed to my seniors.

Director Lei said, "Xiao Jiang, introduce yourself." ”

I said, "Hello teachers. My name is Jiang Yingyu. If there are deficiencies, please give me more advice. ”

"Welcome to Xiao Jiang and join our big family. Director Lei motioned for me to sit down, and said, "During this time, you will learn more from Teacher Jiang." ”

I took a look at Teacher Jiang, who was a female teacher.

Director Lei said: "In the obstetrics and gynecology department, there will always be many people who criticize and don't understand us. Someone asked you where you worked in the hospital. You don't say obstetrics proudly. On the contrary, I will feel that it will be humiliating to stay in obstetrics. ”

"There will always be people who don't understand this sacred profession. They always look at us with vulgar eyes. Many people will not understand that a good seven-foot man, if he doesn't learn anything, he has to go to the obstetrics and gynecology department. Couldn't there be male doctors in obstetrics and gynecology? ”

Director Lei said in a colorful voice on it, the injustice of the male doctor in obstetrics and gynecology. At this time, one of them poked me and handed me a badge, and I saw that the other person was greeting me. I also handed him the tableau card.

He wrote with a pen: "The director is like this every year, whenever a new colleague comes to the obstetrics and gynecology department, he will say a lot. However, it is always impossible to retain male doctors. ”

I asked in sign language, "Why." ”

"The male doctor is in the obstetrics and gynecology department, embarrassing!"

"Why are you?"

"I've applied many times, but the director won't let me go! You say, my life is miserable. You're here, I can be liberated. ”

I looked at him suspiciously, wondering what he meant by this, "I'm here, and he's free." Meaning, I'll be left in the obstetrics and gynecology department instead of him?"

Before I could ask him why, I heard Director Lei say, "The meeting is adjourned." ”

After the meeting, the man threw a meaningful smile at me. When I saw that smile, it was as if I was saying again, Xiao Jiang, congratulations on entering this department. Sigh for your life!

Walking out of the director's office, I came to Mr. Jiang. Teacher Jiang's real name is Jiang Yu, forty-six years old, with shoulder-length short hair and glasses, and the mother of a twenty-year-old child.

I said, "Hello Mr. Jiang." ”

Teacher Jiang said gently: "Little Jiang, you will mess with me in the future." ”

As soon as I heard the word 'mix', I seemed to feel that something was wrong there, but I still smiled and said, "Please ask Mr. Jiang for more advice." ”

Teacher Jiang said again: "Stay for a while, there is surgery, you go with me." ”

I said, "Okay." ”

Mr. Jiang handed me a lot of information and said, "You should first understand what we should do before the operation." ”

I looked carefully at the materials handed over by Mr. Jiang. Half an hour later, Mr. Jiang shouted to me, "It's almost time." ”

The first time I had surgery, I was full of excitement. I have been in college for four years and have also done an internship. But there is a saying that is true, it is better to sit and watch a hundred times, than to practice. Only by personally operating the process can you have a deeper understanding.

After changing my shoes, surgical gown, wearing a medical mask, washing and disinfecting my hands sterilely, and so on, I entered the operating room. Mr. Jiang was deeply satisfied when he saw that the knowledge of my school had not been forgotten, "Today, the surgery we are going to do is very simple, it is an abortion operation. The information I gave you just now, you must already know the indications and contraindications for surgery. Why this surgery was done, I won't say much here. ”

Mr. Jiang explained the relevant knowledge of surgery to me on the one hand, and operated on the other side. When I heard that it was an abortion operation, I didn't know why there was a lot of resistance in my heart. Although Mr. Jiang explained to me very seriously, I couldn't listen to a word.

I don't know how long it took, but Mr. Jiang finished the operation and said to me, "Come and have a look." ”

I don't look at it, it's disgusting to look at. Teacher Jiang didn't notice my abnormality and continued, "We have to put together a complete diagram. In this way, you can find out if there is anything missing. You see, isn't it cute. ”

I saw a picture of a baby made of bones, and suddenly I ran out of the operating room and vomited.

Seeing that I was useless, Teacher Jiang also followed me and asked, "Young man, how is it?" ”

I asked, "Mr. Jiang, what are we doing?" ”

Seeing that I had asked a stupid question, Mr. Jiang replied, "Save people!"

"Is this a rescue?" I vomited as I thought back to what I had just seen.

Teacher Jiang said: "Young man, the first time you have surgery, it's like this. You'll accept it. ”

I looked at myself in the mirror and asked, "He was deprived of his life before he was born." Instead of welcoming newborns into this world, how did it become a stop for them to come into this world? Are we saving people, or are we killing people? ”

Seeing that I was in a state of intense emotion, and that I had been in college for four years, Mr. Jiang couldn't even let go of such a stupid question, and sighed, "You are the worst doctor I have ever seen." ”