Comrade Jia Yuhao:

Last night I went back to stew chicken and potatoes for Doudou. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Slowly peeling the potatoes, remembering the first time I went to your hut, you were peeling a potato, washing and cutting it with a knife in a small stainless steel basin, and I also fell in love with your white and slender hands. You cut so carefully that you didn't leave a little residue.

You are also the minister of literature and art of the Department of Traditional Chinese Medicine, and it is said that you are particularly good at singing! It is a pity that I have not been able to catch a glimpse of your style when you sing on stage! You can play all kinds of musical instruments; you are one of the best chess masters in the whole academy! You have so many hobbies, and you are outstanding in all of them.

But since you got married and had children, you no longer have hobbies, and all your time and energy are spent on family and professional. It didn't take a few years for your career to flourish just as well! Your popularity is rising! But you often feel that you don't have the space and time for the two of us, but I think it's good to stay together in silence like this.

I often want to use my ordinariness to assist your excellence, and your achievements are my pride! I have worked all the trivial things without complaint! A friend envied my ability and asked his lover to learn from me, saying that if his lover can handle everything well like me, he can make a difference like you! When I tell you what he loves, you are so proud! You say: They can't learn from us! I know what you mean and what you think!

Actually, they didn't know that you took care of everything for me! I was just doing some trivial things, I don't have to bother!

I often wonder if I am the one who binds you to your excellence? If we don't love each other so much, if someone else is with you, will you be less stressed, and you don't have to look ahead and backward to do everything? You don't have to postpone the date of going to graduate school for me to study for a doctorate, and you don't have to think about enlisting in the army, so there is nothing that happened later!

If you can survive in peace, I would like to go to hell and not be bound by your success and excellence!

I've always wondered if ...... Then he will tell himself sternly: There are no ifs! Everything is a fact, and nothing can be changed! The heart will fall into a hell from which there will be no return!

I went to see you in the afternoon, and I have a lot to say to you, but I'm afraid I can't control my emotions and can't say anything, please forgive me!

Senior brother's opinion is also not to take Doudou to see you, and I don't want to stimulate her, so I didn't tell her that I went to see you, you won't blame me, right? I don't think you want her to be sad anymore, right?

I want to find a place for you to live as soon as possible, and I don't want to discuss it with your family, they don't care about anything but money, you may be sad when I say this, but I am just as sad!

I've already made your favorite cookies, and I'll bring them to you in the afternoon! I'll buy fruits and flowers for you later! But it's all useless, I think you should understand your fervor and heartache! Do you miss us? You must want to! But we can't turn things around! We can only comply, you are good, we are also good! Although we can't meet anymore, we are all worried about each other!

I said: I have been sentenced to life imprisonment in this life, and I miss you because I can't stranded and forget it if I don't live more!

I remember how good you were to me!

Now that I have time to nag you, I know you should be able to feel and receive!

You come back to see Doudou, Doudou misses you very much!

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