The violent anger that had been gathering for a long time last night erupted when Doudou was once again procrastinating and not studying well and not resting on time. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

beat Doudou hard and said a lot of angry things that shouldn't be said. But it's also something I've kept in my heart for a long time, I really don't want to live like this, and sometimes I wish I would die. In order for this child to grow up healthily, I have almost exhausted my efforts, and I am trying to actively adjust my state and find ways to improve the current situation. She never seemed to think about her mother's embarrassment and difficulty.

A fourteen-year-old child should be a big child, he should be sensible, at least he knows that he is distressed, but I can't see it. Is it just because I inherited the indifferent genes of my grandfather's family? Could it be that my meticulous care and love since childhood could not withstand such a heredity? Alas! Perhaps it was because I had been emaciated for too long that I complained.

After a sleepless night, I think about it, and think about it, in fact, a large part of the child's current state is the reason for me. Parents who beat and scold their children are unqualified parents and incompetent parents, but I really have no other way than to beat them up. I blame myself deeply for this!

To be reasonable, Doudou is playing the piano to the cow now, and she won't listen. Practicing it can only make her even more unruly and undisciplined. I've always wanted to wait patiently for her to grow up and be sensible, but when I see a tall child who is even more ignorant than in the past, I have mixed feelings in my heart. How much do I wish she could manage herself to alleviate a little bit of my work and worries?

I found that as my child grew up, I unconsciously often felt that she should be sensible, should take care of herself, should be like this and that, and lost her previous patience. So I didn't communicate and communicate with my child more, and I often looked at the child's messy school utensils and books and a mess of miscellaneous handicrafts with great impatience, and then cleaned up while nagging, she may have been used to being nagged by her mother and then didn't have to do it herself, and her mother would naturally clean up this habit. A lot of things are the same pattern, and I complain and do a good job.

From today on, I will change my own practices and image, no longer do everything for me, no longer nagging mother-in-law and mother-in-law, be patient, spend more time with my children, let go of all unsatisfactory things in life, and accompany my children to grow up.