Comrade Jia Yuhao:

For a few days I had been dreaming that I was alone, lonely, hesitant, and at a loss!

A person looks at the vast future and does not know how to take a step! A person is panicked and cannot find his way home! A person is trapped in a net and cannot get out! A person ......

A person struggles desperately, and can never get rid of that helplessness and panic!

You come back to appease! Sort things out, pack, pack, call a taxi, and travel with me! Everything goes so smoothly and in one go! I am so relieved, so relaxed, and I have a place to settle down by relying on your heart! I am still at ease when I wake up! You can't let go of me! Knowing my pain, and often applying medicine to the symptoms, this is our heart!

Yesterday I went to order the curtains for the living room. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info originally wanted to install one when the construction site in front of the door started last year, and I wanted us to move to a new house immediately, and I didn't want to waste this money and didn't install it!

Before, there were green trees and birds singing in front of the window! Now there was a mess outside the window! It was building buildings and building roads! It was a mess! When I looked up, there was garbage and dust! All that came to my ears was noise! At night, the lights on the construction site were like daylight! Even though it might have only taken a few months, I still went to order it.

I've been trying to get by, I've been thinking about how to have my own home, you can't wait for us to go step by step first, I decided not to live anymore, although without you, I want to live this crippled life, I don't want to make up anymore, and I'm afraid that I will be the same as you for a lifetime! I want to be like the spiritual pursuit in material life, can you understand?

No longer force yourself, no longer be stingy with yourself, no longer unsatisfactory!

Without you, no one is worthy of me to wronged myself anymore!

xw

2011.4.27