Chapter 41: Xiang Chenglin, you are shameless
In just one second, Su Ye's back touched the hospital bed, and she just cried and couldn't struggle.
"Xiang Chenglin, I beg you, let me go, okay? I'm really tired, I can't face that memory, even a simple touch, I can think of that man, now look at you more, my heart will hurt a little more, that incident is my nightmare, let's separate, okay? I beg you." ”
She couldn't forget how the man had touched her body, what that disgusting tongue had done to her, and she trembled with fear.
Her eyes were red, her whole fingers trembled helplessly, and there was resistance and pain and horror in those eyes that touched him.
Xiang Chenglin breathed tightly, as if he was strangled by someone with a rope, he couldn't breathe, he didn't dare to move too much, and the bitter taste spread in his chest.
In fact, he knew that what she said was good, for her, he was not wrong, but for himself, he was very wrong, he did not protect her.
But let him let her go, he won't be able to do it until he dies.
Xiang Chenglin imprisoned her slender waist, and his voice was hoarse: "Don't talk like that, huh?" ”
"Then how should I speak, Xiang Chenglin, don't be so selfish, if you don't want me to say it before, you should retreat if you say you don't love me, but now even if you tell me that the hurtful words you said to me are false, what can you change, we all understand that you are not loving me, what is the difference between you and now you are to Eucalyptus?"
Xiang Chenglin tried to explain: "I don't love her, and when I cure her, I will make it clear to her, but now I hope you can understand me?
"I know it's not love, it's guilt, isn't it the same for me? I don't need you to be responsible for me, I've already died once, and I'm not going to look for death, what you should have done, what you should have paid back has already been returned, so you let me go, I beg you, okay?"
Xiang Chenglin shook his head, he had already tried the pain of losing her once, he didn't want to forcibly pull her out of his body again, and his love for her was integrated into the bone marrow and could not be separated.
He knew how cruel it was for her to face those things, and how difficult it was for her to believe that he loved her, but he just couldn't let go, and now that it's today, how can he let go.
"I'll give you time to calm down and think about it, but I can't get a divorce. ”
Su Ye opened his mouth, but he couldn't say a word, only tears dripped from his lips and fell on the tip of his tongue, salty and bitter, like this inseparable relationship......
There was a knock at the door, and Eucalyptus's voice appeared behind the door: "Brother Chenglin, are you and your sister-in-law inside?"
Su Ye obviously felt the instantaneous stiffness of the man's body, most of his reason returned, and his heart was poured with a bucket of cold water: "She came to you, go quickly." ”
Xiang Chenglin took a deep breath and suppressed the depression in his heart: "You are emotional, let's not talk about it first, and we will talk about it when you calm down?"
Su Ye didn't look over, he didn't want to look at him, looking at her stubborn expression, Xiang Chenglin knew that she had gotten into the horns, and now she couldn't listen to anything she said.
The person standing at the door hadn't left yet, Xiang Chenglin knew that she was angry and wanted to explain, but the knock at the door made him understand that he couldn't entangle with her here, let go of the hand holding her, and pinched his eyebrows that were a little painful.
Instead, he held her slender wrist, opened the door, and said to Zhao Tianlin, who was guarding the side.
"Send Su Ye back. ”
"I'll go myself. ”
Su Ye replied coldly, turned around and pushed the wheelchair to the elevator entrance, she didn't struggle because she knew that now she couldn't escape Xiang Chenglin's control.
Zhao Tianlin saw the strange atmosphere between the two of them, and he didn't dare to ask more, but just made a reassuring gesture towards Cheng Lin, and followed Su Ye.
Seeing Zhao Tianlin catch up, Xiang Chenglin breathed a sigh of relief, didn't hold back, took out a cigarette from his bag, lit it, and took a puff.
Seeing the two of them leaving one after the other, Eucalyptus frowned and asked, "Brother Chenglin, did you quarrel with Sister Su Ye?"
She hadn't heard it very clearly outside the door, but she had only vaguely heard her name mentioned.
Xiang Chenglin stared at the number jumping on the closed elevator door, and his tone was cold: "No, don't think about it." ”
Eucalyptus didn't dare to ask more, in the past few days, she could obviously feel that Xiang Chenglin was a lot colder to her, both in her behavior and tone.
She raised her head and stared at Xiang Chenglin's handsome face, with a crazy smile on the corner of her mouth, did their quarrel today mean that she was one step closer to getting this man.
The nurse who came over said respectfully, "Chief Xiang, the donor of the heart I found earlier has arrived, and now I want to take Miss Gallie to do the matching to see if it is suitable." ”
"yes, I see. ”
In the car, Su Ye sat in the back seat very quietly, always lowering his eyes, if it weren't for the eyelids blinking, Zhao Tianlin would think that there was a human-shaped doll sitting in the car.
He turned around several times and wanted to speak, but after thinking about it, he gave up, this is a matter of two people, not to mention that there are some things that should not be told to her by him.
It wasn't until he sent Su Ye home that Zhao Tianlin dialed Xiang Chenglin on the way down the elevator to the stairs.
"It's been delivered home, Brother Xiang. ”
Xiang Chenglin threw the crumpled paper in his hand into the trash, and his voice was a little emotional: "Thank you today, send someone to the wooden house to find her ring, and arrange for two other people to guard her and don't let her leave." ”
"Brother Xiang really wants to do this, sister-in-law's temper is better than me, if you do this, it will definitely backfire, otherwise, you ......"
Xiang Chenglin said resolutely in that tone: "I won't let her go." ”
The smoke faintly shrouded his delicate and gloomy features, and in the face of his friend, Xiang Chenglin no longer hid his pain.
"I let go when I caught her back, it's because I know too much that I don't dare to let go, I know it's unfair to her, but who understands my heartache, she's too stubborn, I'd rather imprison her by my side and entangle her for the rest of my life than let go. ”
Zhao Tianlin sighed, a little headache, he had seen with his own eyes how this arrogant man gave up everything for her, they had experienced something between them, and he knew much more than others.
finally asked, the words that had been held in my heart for many years: "Brother Xiang, I really don't know, since you love her so much, why didn't you agree to her at the beginning, and now like this, both of them are in pain." ”
Xiang Chenglin narrowed his cold eyes slightly, and the bright lights that rushed out of his mind, the picture of drunken dreams and death, made his fingertips holding the cigarette tremble slightly, and his tone was thin and cold.
"Tianlin, I was not qualified to love her at that time. ”
Zhao Tianlin looked at the open elevator door, and suddenly paused, thinking of the girl he once loved the most, and threw himself with a disgusted and disgusting expression.
"That's right, at that time, we didn't have the qualifications to love each other. ”
The life of Jiuchi Roulin, the hypocritical performance, and the dark whirlpool at the bottom of society, they are not clean.
Hanging up the phone, Zhao Tianlin put away the cynical smile on his face, looked at the window, and showed a helpless smile.
He once thought that Xiang Chenglin would be the luckiest one among them, but in the end, he still embarked on a detour full of thorns and bumps.
But love is a thing, how can there be a clear right and wrong, some are love and not love, and you can't quit if you love.
Su Ye never thought that one day she would be trapped by Xiang Chenglin.
Looking at the electronic desk calendar on the table, today is the fifth day since the last dispute between the two, and she has almost counted the days these days.
There is an extra servant in the house to serve her food and daily life, and the three meals a day are made on time, and the dishes look exquisite, but she often moves the chopsticks and stops doing it.
There were two bodyguards guarding the door, as soon as they saw Su Ye open the door, they asked respectfully, where she went, they followed her, one after the other.
The phone would ring every day, and she hung up one by one, not wanting to answer, not wanting to hear the voice of another woman on the other side of the phone.
Will he take care of her as if he were his own, will he feed her, will he make her happy?
These thoughts are constantly growing in my head, growing wildly and wantonly.
It didn't stop until the heart was pinched.
It wasn't until Su Ye received a call from Qian Xia that the energetic voice over there added a touch of light to Su Ye's originally somewhat gloomy heart.
"Yezi, our studio hehe, we have cooperated with Milan, the financing is successful, a new brand should be established, and we will leave in a month, and then we should go to Milan, France for a year, will you go or will I go?"
Su Ye was silent, remembering the company that Qian Xia had mentioned to herself not long ago, and her mind was on Xiang Chenglin, where she would want to go so far.
"Xia Xia, I want to go. ”
She can leave him, since love can't let go, she wants to try to use distance to forget.
Su Ye sat at the dining table, but his tone was a little cold: "How long will Xiang Chenglin come back." ”
The servant hurriedly put down the dishes and chopsticks and replied respectfully: "Mr. Xiang said that he has been a little busy these days, and he will come back after this period of time." ”
She should have told him this kind of thing in person.
Su Ye stared at her phone, many of which were text messages left by Xiang Chenglin for herself, and she flipped through them one by one, but she still couldn't muster up the courage to call him.
I don't know if I should make this phone call, I never thought that making a phone call would be such a painful thing, and they must make it clear to each other.
In the VIP ward, as soon as Eucalyptus opened the lunch box in front of him, he heard a vibration of the mobile phone in his hand.
It's Xiang Chenglin's mobile phone.
Eucalyptus looked at the closed door of the ward, he went out with the doctor, and he would not come back for a while, and when he saw the caller, his face became ugly.
She took such a dangerous move and didn't get Xiang Chenglin.
It was because of her that Xiang Chenglin would not be with him, and he should have let Li Hui kill her before.
Almost immediately, she picked up her phone and swiped down to answer.
The voice was soft: "Hey, hello, do you have anything to do with Brother Chenglin?"
“……”
Eucalyptus smiled, pretending not to know who the person opposite was: "I'm sorry, Brother Chenglin's phone doesn't have your number on it, you can call later." ”
Su Ye's eyes were cold, and his tone was light: "Eucalyptus, such a childish trick doesn't look like you would do it." ”
How could Xiang Chenglin not have her number on his mobile phone, is she lying to ghosts?
Eucalyptus's voice was clear and brisk: "Sister-in-law, you can hear it! I'm just joking with you, but sister-in-law, how long do you think I can call you sister-in-law?"
"What do you mean by that?"
"Chenglin has promised me that he will always be with me until I am not well, accompany me until I recover, and never leave me. ”
A dark light flashed in Eucalyptus' eyes, what she wanted was for Su Ye to withdraw automatically, she heard the dispute between the two five days ago clearly, and what she lacked was an opportunity.
Today finally made her wait.
Listening to the triumphant words over there, Su Ye's heart felt like it had been pricked by a needle, she knew that it would be like this, but how could she accept the naked facts in front of her.
"What's the use of tying him up with your brother's guilt, don't forget that I and Xiang Chenglin are in a military marriage, you are just a junior, you have already broken the law, what qualifications do you have to show off to me, Eucalyptus was me wrong about you before. ”
"Doodoo ......"
The phone was hung up by Su Ye, and Eucalyptus couldn't hide the excitement in his eyes, looking at the photo of the woman on the mobile phone screen, the whole person was very happy, and it won't be long before the woman on the mobile phone screen will be herself.
Listening to the sound of footsteps coming from the door of the ward, she quickly clicked the delete button with her finger and deleted the call log.
Then he put the phone on the table, pretended to be nothing, and said with anticipation: "Brother Chenglin, how is that person's match?"
Xiang Chenglin glanced at the mobile phone on the table, just before the doctor had time, he walked over quickly and picked up the phone: "You just touched my mobile phone?"
Eucalyptus didn't expect him to observe so carefully, and smiled pretending to be nothing: "I accidentally touched it just now, I'm sorry, Brother Chenglin, fortunately it didn't break." ”
Xiang Chenglin clicked on the phone screen and found that there was nothing in it, and he always felt that something was wrong: "Don't touch my personal belongings in the future, do you know?"
His personal belongings, she doesn't even have the qualifications to touch them?, so why can Su Ye occupy everything from him.
Eucalyptus curled up his fist slightly, swallowed the sharpness in his tone, and responded obediently: "Okay, I'll pay attention to it later." ”
"There will be a meeting in the afternoon, and there is a project that needs to be overtime, so I won't come. ”
When Eucalyptus saw that he was leaving, he couldn't help asking, "Aren't you coming back, where are you going at night?"
She deleted all the call logs, he shouldn't have noticed anything, right?
Xiang Chenglin turned his head, his eyes were a little cold: "Gali, there are some things that you shouldn't take care of, don't cross the line, I gave you the lowest patience, don't challenge my bottom line, or do you want to go overtime with me?"
Eucalyptus's heart tightened, and he understood that he was getting a little too close, so he smiled considerately: "No, I'm sorry, I'm asking too much, Brother Chenglin be careful on the road." ”
Xiang Chenglin didn't say much to her, turned around and walked outside the door, and dialed Su Ye's phone, he sent a lot of messages to Su Ye in the past few days, but he didn't get a response, and the phone was the same no one answered.
The slightly furrowed eyebrows revealed the uneasiness in his heart.
……………………………………
Su Ye glanced at the mobile phone that kept ringing, and threw it aside with some irritation, without appetite, and put down the chopsticks: "Remove it." ”
She's fed up with being locked up here by him, and she's fed up with watching her life wherever she goes and where this group of people follow her these days.
Why can he hide everything from himself, even if he agreed to Eucalyptus's conditions, she is the last to know.
The servant tried to stop her: "Madam, this gentleman told me that you must eat, and if he blames it, I will ......"
"I made it very clear and I don't want to repeat it. ”
In the car, Xiang Chenglin sat in the back seat, his face was not very good, and his blue eyes revealed his fatigue at the moment.
Somewhat bored, he pulled the tie around his neck, answered the phone, gave some instructions, and said to Zhao Tianlin: "Send me back to the apartment, you can arrange other things in the company." ”
Zhao Tianlin answered, temporarily changed the route, and drove towards the apartment, in the past few days, he obviously felt that something was wrong with Xiang Chenglin, the company's affairs were rushing day and night, and the hospital had to take care of the sick number, and his expression was getting more and more tired.
Su Ye was lying on the bed, and since that day, she had slept back to the previous guest room.
The whole person slept groggyly, and the shots kept appearing in her head, and as soon as she closed her eyes, the man's expression would appear in her mind.
No accident, every time she would wake up from her dream, Su Ye panted roughly, dense fine sweat appeared on his forehead, reached out and picked up the water placed at the head of the bed, and took a sip.
After a while, Su Ye heard the sound of the door opening, got up and picked up his coat and put it on his body, and when he opened the bedroom door, he saw Xiang Chenglin who was bending down to change his shoes.
As if he had a sense, Xiang Chenglin looked up and looked at her, and this pair of visions seemed to have been separated for a long time, and there was a slight sense of distance.
A few steps not far away, no one took the first step, but seemed to be frozen in place, each with a different demeanor.
"Why don't you eat?"
Xiang Chenglin had a headache, because he stayed up late every day, his eyes were bloodshot, and he was a little tired.
Su Ye stared straight at him, his state was not much better than him, he had eaten very little for a few days, and now his body was a little weak, especially the dark blue under his eyes was also obvious, and the whole person was a lot haggard.
It was snowing outside, and Xiang Chenglin was stained with a lot of snowflakes, he reached out to take off his coat, put it on the back of the sofa, and reached out to get closer to her, but found that she was obviously resisting.
This attitude made Xiang Chenglin's heart cold: "Why don't you eat? You want to punish me like this? Tell me that you are angry, complaining that I won't let you out?"
Su Ye bit her lip, she was indeed aggrieved in her heart, and she didn't want to answer his words.
Xiang Chenglin's eyes sank: "What's the matter, let's talk about it after eating." ”
He opened his mouth and said to the trembling servant next to him: "Bring out this afternoon's dinner." ”
The maid quickly prepared the meal, served it and walked out of the apartment by himself, leaving a separate space for the two of them.
Xiang Chenglin reached out and untied his cuffs, folded up a few times to reveal his textured arms, and stepped forward to take her to the dining table.
But as soon as he approached, Su Ye stepped back, lost patience with Xiang Chenglin, strode forward, picked her up, and put her on the seat: "I have promised you the conditions, it has appeared, you should also fulfill your promise and eat." ”
Su Ye's eyes were a little bright, he obediently picked up the chopsticks, picked up the food and sent a few mouthfuls to his mouth, and after swallowing, he looked at him again: "I'm full." ”
Xiang Chenglin looked at the dishes in front of her that had not moved a few bites, frowned, picked up the chopsticks that had not been touched on the side, and put the vegetables into her bowl: "Eat these obediently, I will promise you whatever you say." ”
Su Ye's eyes moved: "Really?"
"Well, do you want me to feed you or eat it yourself?"
Su Ye dodged the chopsticks he was holding the vegetables: "I'll eat it myself." ”
Picked up the chopsticks that he had just put down, and began to send them to his mouth, Xiang Chenglin stared at her from the side, and when the dishes in her bowl were about to be finished, he added some more to her.
During this period, neither of them spoke, and after a while, Su Ye ate almost all the dishes on the table, and then she spoke: "Take your people back, don't follow me wherever you go, in addition, Xia Xia's studio and I will set up a company in Milan, and we need to send someone to manage it, I want to go, after I go, we don't have to have any more contact." ”
She waited for a long time and didn't wait for Xiang Chenglin's response, and looked up at the man's grim facial features, Su Ye frowned: "Didn't you promise me before, and after eating, you agreed to all the requests I made?"
"Except for this one. ”
Su Ye was a little annoyed: "Xiang Chenglin, you don't count your words, you are a gentleman, you go back on your word, you said it, I finished eating, you will promise me whatever I say." ”
Xiang Chenglin walked up to her with long legs, looked at her petite cheeks, and after a while, nodded: "I am indeed not a gentleman, if you say no, I am not, I can promise you anything, I can give you my heart if you want, except for letting you go, if I become a villain, you can stay by my side I have no opinion." ”
Su Ye's eyes were full of anger, and he felt that he was unreasonable, why could he imprison himself like this while promising Eucalyptus to stay by her side.
"Shame on you!"
Su Ye was probably really angry, and he couldn't push his steel body away, stretched out his hand, exerted all his strength, and slapped the seductive face.
"Smack!"
As soon as this voice came out, both of them were stunned for a second, and turned their faces to Chenglin that were a little off-headed, he could have avoided it, but he ate the slap stiffly.
"Have you had enough?
Su Ye looked at the place where he had just been beaten by himself, a finger print appeared on his cheek, her fingertips trembled a little, injured the enemy 10,000 and injured 8,000, she hit him, how could her heart not be uncomfortable, taking a slap was not only hitting him in the face, it hurt her heart.
"You let go!"
Xiang Chenglin stretched out his hand to rub her small and delicate chin, squinted his eyes, and looked at her condescendingly, without the slightest anger in his eyes, more calmly and calmly.
Pointing to the other cheek of himself, he said in a deep voice: "If you want to fight, you will be beaten here, if you are still angry, you can bite as you like, you can hit every part of your body, as long as you can dissipate your anger, if you can't do it, I will help you fight." ”
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