"Why did your mother leave......?" he said, his eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of dust, and he said slowly: "When your mother was pregnant with you, she was not very sick. However, one day after she went out on a trip, she came back and went crazy, smashing things everywhere and running around like crazy. I had no choice but to keep her chained to my home. ”

"Where did she go? Why did you react so much?"

"I inquired, and the commissary said she fainted on the spot after making a long-distance call. After waking up in the middle of pinching, he went crazy...... I'm always struggling after I tied her up. I watched my belly get bigger day by day, and my heart was also anxious. She was so crazy that she was afraid of hurting the child in her belly, so she couldn't use a chain, only a rope. As a result, my worst fear happened, the rope was broken by her. ”

"I pretty much know what happened next. I said.

"At that time, I went to her like crazy, she was seven months pregnant, and it was winter, and I was very worried. I'm afraid she'll freeze to death outside...... I searched during the day and at night, and I searched for everyone from all over the country. But I couldn't find any. On the contrary, he tossed himself down. All kinds of torture, I turned a big circle in the ghost gate, and I lived in the hospital for nearly half a year. When the illness is almost there, the pension is also spent. ”

As he spoke, I had in my mind the scene of my birth mother wandering with her stomach up, and my father scurrying around like a headless fly, and finally collapsed.

Fortunately, there was DNA comparison later, and then, there are today's days.

"You didn't find it and you continued to collect the rags, and you didn't find anyone to accompany you?" I asked.

"I know in my heart that it is impossible for me to find a daughter-in-law under such conditions. Man...... You have to pay attention to your life. If you don't accept it, you can't do it. After I recovered from my illness, I also put down my face, and I went to pick up scraps in the daytime, and then I got such a place to collect scraps, and I could barely support my life.

"A few years ago, I fell ill a few times, and I also lost your parsley mother to help, Li Fei...... Study hard, and when you grow up, don't forget to pay a good tribute to your parsley mother......"

"Dad, don't worry, I will definitely be filial to you and to Xiangqin's mother. But why don't you go to the government or anything after you have been living so hard? We students know that many poor households have subsidies?"

"Yes, but there are places. Don't look at me half crippled, but half of it can move. In our small county, there are many more people who are not in good health than your father. Although we can win it, if we can live on our own, we don't want the state's money, and if we can do it ourselves, we won't cause trouble to the government and the army. You are still young, you don't understand the minds of us veterans, your father has always put the party flag and the military flag here, we can never lose this thing......" He pointed to his heart, and then to the two flags hanging on one side.

I don't understand his thoughts, I don't understand......

It's like politics in my junior high school, which is a bit fake, and I am slightly repulsed.

But maybe I'll understand later, right?

……

When my father got back to the house, I washed my feet and went to bed.

Lying in bed, my mind is very confused. As for my mother's background, I was the same blank as my father.

Where is she from?

Did she go to the city?

Who was the call to make her faint?

I don't even know that I may be a mystery in this life.

"Feifei, go to sleep!" shouted my father when he saw that I was still with the light on.

After hurriedly answering, he turned off the light.

&

When I woke up the next day, my father was already busy outside.

"Hey, hey, okay! I'll go now!"

Through the window, I heard my father hang up with his old cell phone and push the tricycle.

He doesn't go out to collect things easily, his hands and feet are so inconvenient, how can I let him go by himself?

Hurriedly leaned on the window and asked, "Dad, where are you going?"

"You sleep a little longer, I'll go collect something and come back." As he spoke, he got on the tricycle.

I hurriedly put on the dirty clothes I wore yesterday and followed out.

He walked to the gate, closed the door, and grabbed him.

"Why are you coming, you kid?" he said, sitting on his tricycle.

"Dad, do you think I'm embarrassed to follow me? I'm your daughter, you're a rag collector, I'm a girl who collects rags. I'm not ashamed. I said and sat down on the back seat of the tricycle. He can pull anything so heavy, and it is naturally easy to pull me.

"You! you......" she blushed when she heard me say that he was a rag.

"Dad, I'm not a kid anymore. Although I am raised like an eldest lady in Fu Xiangqin's house, I am not an eldest lady. You're not a big boss, you're just a scrap collector, and you can't spoil me. You know that, don't you?"

When he heard me, his eyes darkened.

I hurriedly grabbed his dirty coat and said, "You know very well that you are a waste collector, but you let me reject a waste collector father, how can that work? I have been through a lot, and I know that if I still live with you as a child, we will really not be able to live." Dad, I've got my place in place. You're not the boss, and I don't want you to spoil you, you're a rag collector, I'm a rag collector's daughter. ”

He listened to me, with tears in his eyes and grinning.

While staring at the bicycle, he said: "People say stupid big stupid big guy, heh, I see that you are such a big person, not stupid at all, you are more sensible than your father, good, really good." Hehe......"

"Your daughter is smart. When I grow up, enjoy it!" I said with a smile in the back.

When my father heard this, he laughed again.

It was nice to sit in the back of my father's tricycle. Even though many people on the street were looking at the two of us, I didn't feel ashamed.

My father was a little unnatural, but I felt quite calm. It's not how noble my mind is, or how sensible I am. It's just that the suffering I suffered when I was young was too profound.

At that time, I was chased and beaten by people who were called fools, and I was scolded by prostitutes, and it really didn't matter if I would call me a tattered daughter.

At least there are no mocking eyes, at least no contemptuous smiles, at least not so many squinting glances and sneers behind them.

……

My father only has a few small restaurants and KTV in the county as regular customers.

And today's customer turned out to be a KTV, and when we rode there, it was already more than eight o'clock.

KTV is in the center of the county, and the decoration is very luxurious, but it is obviously lower than those in the city.

My father pedaled around the back door on his tricycle.

"Hurry up!" the woman in charge opened the back door when she saw us coming, and went in first.

My father and I took out a few large woven bags with white noodles from the back and entered the KTV.

Walking around to the warehouse, my father began to order the bottles, and after ordering them and counting them, he gave the money to the proprietress after counting them.

The scantily clad woman asked me who I was, and my father readily agreed, "My daughter, I've found it." ”

"Really?" the woman looked me up and down a few times, smiled slightly, and said, "With such good conditions, let her come to us? We are short of a tall one! If she can come, the boss can give me a bonus! Haha!"

When my father heard this, he was stunned, and then he pointed at the woman and was speechless.

"Hmm, what's wrong?" asked the proprietress with a frown.

"Give me the money, don't take it! You turn around and say to Genzi that I won't come in the future!" said the father as if he was angry. It seems to have a good relationship with the root child.

"Hey! I said Lao Mo, what kind of illness did you make today? You really don't accept it? You know, this KTV is usually recycled in cooperation with the winery? Genzi was a soldier, and it was just because he looked at the face of a veteran that he gave you this fat difference? Do you want to accept it, some of them are grabbing it after you!"

"Give me money. ”

"Isn't it just a few words of praise for your daughter? I didn't say anything wrong! The girl is so upright, if you don't do this, you'll be blind! Blind and excited, you!?" The proprietress was angry.

"Shut up! Li Fei, take the money. "My father has trouble with his legs and feet, so he asked me to go.

"Dad, let's take it quickly. "I look at so many beer bottles and beverage bottles, how can I make more than 100 yuan if I go back and sell them.

More importantly, I've heard a lot of ugly things before, and those words are really ugly compared to this woman's words.

"Dad, let's take it quickly. I begged.

"That's it, it's still a girl who is sensible, hurry up and accept it! I said that I want your daughter to be good, that's because I look up to you, and I don't ask us when Yunfei has lacked girls, she is going to work here for a month and you for a year!"

"Damn!!" my dad rushed up with a limp, picked up his crutches and hit the woman on the head!

"Ahh

And after my dad's hard work, he also lost his center of gravity and fell to the ground.

"Dad!" I shouted to help him.

"Call me down!" Dad said, struggling to get up from the ground.

A man in his thirties ran down from the stairs, "What's wrong? What are you shouting in the morning? Huh? This girl is so handsome......

&

Chapter: Life is really a wonderful thing, when I thought I got rid of the former labor market, when I thought I got rid of the former bathing center, but I didn't know that fate had already arranged another pit waiting for me.

If I hadn't lived with my father, my life would have been rewritten.

But if a man wants to speak of conscience, he has no eyes before and after.

Whether you get injured or fall, don't complain. That's your choice.

And the choice at any time is correct, because at that time, at that moment, what is done is the most correct choice after weighing the pros and cons.