The 059th diary love is endless

The 'situation' of this case is not over, such as the woman's hair pimple, old, too sad, and not free. October 4th, cloudy

Some people are respected, and I probably am.

The gentleman was complaining that He Ying's eyes looked at everyone as if he was flirting, and the old man next door ran over and made a fuss. This is what happened when Junzi and He Ying were both at the eldest mother's house after our second breakup, and this episode, they emphasized to me a few times, I paid too much attention to myself and self-goals, and I ignored this episode many times. I didn't notice whether there was any jealousy in it, whether there was or not, she had become my 'looking for good fish', and they still came to my net to fight for something?

The only explanation is that she doesn't think she's in the net. She still has the right to swing freely, unlike me, who is as bound as a spring moth, I can no longer look at any other woman, and she is still looking forward to it.

The gentleman's reminder was full of love, and even I couldn't point it out to her directly, so only the gentleman wouldn't worry too much. She must have been able to appreciate his kindness if she was so smart. has some affection for everyone, and in the end, it is she who gets hurt and suffers trouble.

I didn't get it from those eyes, when she deliberately said, "People say that my eyes are bad water", I disagree, maybe I don't see it from the glamour of her beautiful eyes, I look at the depths of the eyes. I'm more inspired by her than because she's so confusing to me.

The video "Tanabata Rain" desperately moved me, and the firepower was far above her eyebrows. I'm just hard-hearted, and I only have a slight tear in my eyes - I just don't cry!

I changed into men's high heels that had become popular and the long bell bottoms my mother made for me, and I thought to myself: "Yo! Xiao Chen, I didn't expect you to be beautiful in high heels." ”

"No, I was originally a clown, but now I've become a second clown, if you put a high hat on me again, wouldn't it be a big clown!"

In the afternoon, I put on this outfit, carrying the boiled peanuts brought by my father in my pocket, and was about to watch the video "Night Shanghai" again, and I couldn't believe that I couldn't be moved. Standing in front of the bookstall with my hands, eyes and mouth busy, I never imagined that one day I would be such an image.

Suddenly, someone tapped me on the shoulder: "Hey, have you eaten enough?"

Every time Mom and Dad give something good, someone comes to share it, and they can't snatch them. Uh-huh!

On the fourth day of the National Day, I became like this, and the old and gentleman are still the same. Get together again, unexpectedly, who wants to watch any video?

We crossed the river by boat, as if we were stepping into another world, and all of them were not the same in my perception, that is, between my hometown and school, between the ideal and the reality. In the small farmhouse teahouse, the three male babies sat for more than an hour.

I can't see that the biggest problem in our gang is myself, I have always been recognized as the most talented person, where is my talent? Is it in study? Is it in writing? Is it in labor? I was warned in the old way: "If someone asks me in the future, where is Chen Yueping, how do you say I will answer?"

Chen Yueping before this summer vacation is full of energy and talent, and no matter how big the difficult thing is, it can always be completed lightly beyond everyone's expectations. The bigger the blow, the straighter it will be. Could it be that burning those notes also cremated the incomparable self? Love can make people change, but it shouldn't be like this again.

It's true that I'm sick, and I've never been sick before, and I took sick leave for more than a week when I first entered high school, but I was able to make up for that study quickly, ensuring the ranking of the first and second places. What about now? How many of my former selves have not lost my name? I have always been a person who can hear everything and draw inferences, and I can always hear the sound of the strings when I am obedient. It doesn't take too many words to wake me up, one sentence should be enough.

But I replied like this: "I seem to have no self at all, and I promise whatever you say." The gentleman said, "Hey, weigh the melon seeds, and I still have a dime to jump in my pocket." "Of course, my boiled peanuts have long been "shared", and it is already a luxury to be able to drink a cup of tea and have some melon seeds to knock.

This melon seed with tea is obviously not enough, so he brought out the same old works as a talking point, just like the fish expected.

People who engage in literature are very sensitive to feelings, and my views are so horribly the same as those of the old people.

Yi He is what Ying [in the future, it will be called Yi He], Yuan Shaobo is sometimes a gentleman and sometimes Yaohui, and he has always integrated the two of them.

The gentleman and Yi He should be in love, and they are also the happiest couple, and we have seen too much of this due affection between them.

In the hometown of the gentleman, the gentleman was so painful for Yi He to go to Chengdu; he gnashed his teeth when he learned that she and Comrade Xiao Yang hugged each other and slept together; they were so harmonious and happy together; the gentleman suddenly raised his hand in front of her eyes, she panicked for a moment, and then looked at the gentleman's face; the gentleman found out again that I was so affectionate to Yi He, and he was so painful...... Yi He is not an item, Yi He is in Chengdu.

The old man asked me to read his diary, and it turned out that I had hurt her self-esteem like that, and almost completely pushed her to Comrade Xiao Yang.

What did he say in his first letter? What did he say so sadly? It almost wasted my hard work, so to speak! I want a few of us to get better! Terrible gentleman, the terrible thing is that I still don't know what he wrote, how can I save it? What's even worse is that his second letter is shot again, and what is written?

We all said that if the gentleman and her loved each other, we should fully support it, but the question was, what was the gentleman's affection for Yi He, and did he himself admit and face this feeling?

There was sun all afternoon, but no moon at night, and the lights were shining.

The two of us walked a few big laps and a few small laps.

"My depression isn't just because of her. I'm not that easily depressed, and there must be someone among us who doesn't go down. I sighed in the light of my bedroom. A person who is too strong is not good, because he can overcome all the injuries and survive without love. It seems that all people who have love have a vulnerable side.

"Really?" promised the old man.

He used to read "The Red Chamber" and wrote a continuation for it, and the names he gave to several characters in the novel are like the names of people in "The Red Chamber", which are mostly based on and referred to. For example, the old style is not only conservative, but also implies "old Yang". Shaobo, it means that 'there are few twists and turns' and people who don't like to change themselves, so needless to say, of course I am the only one......

Where is the dream broken? What is the fate of Shaobo?

I bought a copy of "On the Water Side". In the two days of the National Day, he traveled dozens of miles with the gentleman, and when he arrived at another house of hers, he found out the new address of a 'strange woman', and he asked me to write to her. It turns out that most of their rush is for me!

It turned out that the address of the strange woman was not easy to come by, and it turned out that when I was still writing those six or seven thousand words in my diary alone in middle school, there were more than one person running on the road for me, and they only ate too many boiled peanuts in my pocket. It turned out that we didn't meet by chance in front of the bookstell, and it turned out that crossing the river by boat was not a temporary idea, and it turned out that what the old man said in the small farmhouse teahouse, "Where is Chen Yueping?" was not suddenly remembered. It was all unpremeditated, it was all planned before the trek......

[Alas, what is love? No one can say clearly. If love is not a thing, it is the last three words of the first que of Lu You's "Hairpin Phoenix"! So at the beginning of this diary, I copied this hateful noun through the ages. Feeling the old arduous trek of inconvenience in my legs and feet, I have always been fascinated in my heart, so that the stupidity once again pressed my finger, and believed that I must write, and gave me a strange woman whose weight is much heavier than love. Is the result of this letter, and the consequences it caused, what those of us who have a good starting point want? If there is a letter that can change the life of more than one person, then the reply that this letter was written is -- the day is not over.