Not a misunderstanding - the most memorable letter

¥¥¥ Recorded April 12, 1987

(Prairie Night Beauty) is a very stretched, very smooth lyrical song, how can it make people cry? It sounds, sings, it is simply a kind of enjoyment and intoxication!?

Sitting alone in a high-rise building with nothing to do, the moon is like a hook, and you can see the clear autumn of the Seser River from afar. Forget constantly, reason is still messy, it's an old dream, don't have a taste in your heart.

You're so right, there are so many misunderstandings in the world that they can be weird. But be assured, there is no direct misunderstanding between us. The cause of the estrangement is yours. was originally a good group, but you yourself broke up in Yunlong due to misunderstanding. I'm stupid and incompetent, and I've been so stunned by you that I've lost my ability to discern direction, so I've decided to escape and catch my breath to wake up. But it backfired, and unexpectedly, life turned out to be a circle one after another, jumping out of one and one after another, so there are still a lot of faints.

If I lose contact with you, I will lose my understanding, so I will lose my closeness and trust (I will come to understand that you are not enough, and if your foundation is not strong, it will inevitably be ruined), and I hope for understanding. A few chance encounters, everyone seemed like strangers. I thought that everyone had become indifferent to each other, quitting this scene forever, and was planning to follow the crowd, seek fame and glory, and get away with it, but it turned out that they couldn't get out!

I've always liked to be introverted, calm and resolute, but in life, I have to be frank and straightforward. So there are some things that say what the consequences will be, and I rarely think about them. If there is something unpleasant to the eye, please use a large amount. After not communicating with each other for such a long time, then we should be clear about our strangeness and correctly estimate our current interaction with each other, I am afraid that I will not be able to play the slightest good role in your affection, this is an objective fact, and I can't help it.

Recently, I am in a good mood, relaxed and comfortable, and I don't have to worry about anything. Why bother? There are so many sorrows and sorrows in the world, and if you don't seek liberation, you can die of sorrow, so why not do it? There are so many joys in the world, and if you can't grasp them, you will always be full of sorrows. The best way to get rid of it is to take a pessimistic view. Seeing through the red dust, it doesn't matter (it's hard for anyone to do that). Jia Baoyu revisited the realm of Taixu, that kind of understanding is wonderful, and it couldn't be clearer.

You call yourself a "misunderstanding guy". Yes, a person who always likes to cover himself in a mist, can people not be misunderstood? I always find it difficult for people to understand you in the acquaintance from a distance, the familiarity from a distance, and the distance between you and you. It's in the same letter that sometimes you can reject people thousands of miles away, and sometimes you feel close...... Probably your calm and reserved attitude towards the world is the root cause of your misunderstandings, right? Do you admit it? Do you want to change? Can you do it? A person who always creates misunderstandings will always make people misunderstood, and will eventually be misunderstood! Can you ruin your reputation and even kill you. (Maybe not a misunderstanding at all.) ）

How do you know that I will like ***** (a classmate of the same sex)? I will be honest with you, all people to me can say that I like them or I don't like them at all, especially some people...... Aren't you going to write to her, and if you don't think there's any misunderstanding between you, write it. I never convey what anyone means, (though I can honestly remind you that not all women have a watery tenderness and are so easy to take the bait, especially for someone who has made a bad impression on others.) ）

I think that, apart from the people you are involved in, in your twists and turns, everyone you know will occupy a little bit of your fifth space and time. What's so strange about that? You're so energetic, more active than punctuation, and you always like to compose so many moving stories. Sentimentality in disguise, I really envy you.

My brother and I often have trouble (I can't always be a sister at home, but I'm always recognized as a sister outside), everything, I don't understand what you're referring to, please explain.

I like to hear what people say about me, both good and bad. Do people say I'm "good"? Do you say I'm strange? Where is the good? Where is the strange? I'm afraid it's a more terrible rhetoric than the word "bad"? What are you afraid of? If you know that you have corrected your mistakes, won't it be more perfect? I used to think that I was an ordinary person who was no longer ordinary, but how could I be strange? I really don't understand, and I really want to hear an explanation.

This letter may have disappointed you, no way, I don't know anything about your story, how can I comfort people?

It's better to be steady, don't open your mouth, please forgive me!

October 10, 1986

(If I misunderstand you again, I can write to us to state it, otherwise there is no need to correspond.) ）

I've heard people say that there is a woman named He Ying among you, who is very attractive, and wants to go to the "music academy" because she can sing. I heard that the enrollment is very demanding, first of all, the appearance must be passed, the height must be more than 1.58 meters, and you must also have a certain degree of musical accomplishment and music knowledge. If you are sure of all of the above, I can help you with some help (materials, information). I've also heard that you have said to others that you have written me more than 10 letters without replying? This is pure nonsense! I don't know which of you is a liar, who has nothing to do when you are full, and who specializes in juggling right and wrong and making waves! I remember (clearly) that there were only two of your letters that I did not reply, and this was before September '85, and you have never written to me again, have you? Those who open your eyes and tell nonsense, be careful! Besides, the mail route is no problem at all!

I've also heard that you're "shedding tears" because of your "broken love". Why bother? Today's young people, especially some poplar water-based, are too passionate, and they are easy to be impulsive, so it is inevitable to throw away love seeds indiscriminately, which makes the obsessed fascinated. In fact, such feelings are not precious, (you should know it better than anyone else), and I thought you could stand this little wind and rain, otherwise how could you be so quick that you would have time to carry out your next great plan? In fact, you have really good intentions in launching such a plan, not just to catch another fish that you have been looking for a long time ago. I tell you that I know this fish very well, and that you have used stupid methods in the past, and you have lost your spirits, and this fish has become disgusted and wary. So I warn you to be careful, your opponent is strong, she is not as romantic as the average woman, and she is not as fragile as you think. I think you're feeling a little too good about yourself, overestimating the outcome of the situation. When you were a sophomore in high school in Yunlong Town, I heard that there was a lot of trouble, and I heard a lot of rumors, and the reactions from many sides were good! Isn't your current situation (if you know it yourself) the aftermath of that time? Now there is no one around me who can bring any benefit to your literature, so I wonder if there is no need for you to carry out your plan and keep in touch with me anymore?

Now, I realized that there really are ghosts in this world, and I have changed them in a very subtle way.

(Since some people think of me as a sister, they are not polite and say these harsh words.) Actually, I'm very sincere, and I'm afraid that someone will suffer. ）

Good luck with you

86.10.10 noon