Xia said that he was on fire at that time, and he was on his head all of a sudden, his lungs were panting, and he really wanted to beat Yang Fan, the sun was so vicious, so he walked on the road with his legs, and in the end, the address was fake, and Yang Fan already knew that it was fake before leaving.

Xia stood under the sun, looked up at the sun, shook his eyes for a long time and couldn't see clearly, looked down at Yang Fan again, stood beside him obediently, pursed his mouth, didn't dare to let the tears run out, Xia didn't get angry, took Yang Fan's hand, and returned to this alley.

When Xia sat on the sofa and told me about this, it was raining outside the window, Xia looked at the pouring rain outside the window, and said, "At this time, Yang Fan and Yu Wen may be sleeping together." ”

Xia was very tired, took the train for more than ten hours, walked countless roads, and came back after a train ride of more than ten hours, did nothing, wasted energy, and when I stretched my waist, I heard the sound of bones clicking.

I stood on the balcony to watch the rain, the rain outside the window drifted in, it was cool, it was already mid-August, it was extremely cold these days, I didn't need to turn on the air conditioner to sleep, this is an illusion, and it will be warmed up again in a few days. But I still can't help but think back, when I know summer, the weather is surprisingly hot, I can soak my clothes without moving, time flies so fast, autumn is coming soon, I am afraid of autumn, I say that I am often a guest in autumn, I am sad enough, I don't need autumn to make me sad and sad. But I can't stop the pace of time.

Xia's head stuck out of the window, and he asked quickly, "Brother, have you lost something?"

"What?" I chuckled inwardly, and Natsu knew that her bag had been turned over.

"My bag has been tampered with. ”

"No, are you sure?" I walked into Natsu's room, and Natsu poured out the bottom of his school bag, and the bed was full of Natsu's things, and the diary also fell out.

"No, you listen to me. I saw that Xia's face was wrong, and just wanted to explain, Xia said, "I'm gone with a thousand yuan." ”

I stood in place, it was the schoolbag that Xia often carried out, there was a thousand yuan missing in it, Xia turned all his schoolbags upside down, then stood up, picked up the mobile phone and called Jia Ru.

A sweet female voice came from the other end of the phone, Xia held the phone, bit her mouth tightly, nodded with a smile, and walked to the door.

Xia rode the car crazily, stood up and pedaled hard, there were still a lot of cars on the road, I didn't dare to lean into Xia when I drove the car, Xia didn't even care about the red light, and rode hard, like a crazy beast.

Why is everyone worried about Xia's money, stolen, calculated, Jia Ru's father stole Xia before going to school in early July, after Xia worked hard for two months to earn it back, Jia Ru came again, just before taking the train, Xia also said that he would buy something to see Jia Ru go after he came back.

Xia walked to the clinic, and Jia Ru had been gone for a few days. Xia walked along, looked back at me in a trance, and hurried to Jia Ru's residence, Jia Ru had already left, the house was turned over very messily, Xia stood by the bed, stood still for a long time, saw a book next to the bed, picked it up and opened the title page, and slowly closed it, the air was terrible quiet.

Xia slammed the book and smashed it against the mirror next to the bed, the mirror shattered to the ground, Xia didn't say anything, and left expressionlessly.

I picked up the book that Xia threw away, and the title page of the book reads:

Pretty ones such as:

Send you this book, may you read more, be more beautiful, and have a happy birthday.

I read the title of the book, "Ordinary World", and Xia was disappointed. In the end, Jia Ru left his hometown and took all of Xia's money and all the clothes in his box, but he didn't take away the books Xia gave to Jia Ru.

Xia sat on the road, saw me standing behind her, looked up at me with teary eyes, and asked, "What time is it today?" ”

The moment Xia spoke, I trembled, Xia's voice was full of vicissitudes, hoarse and tired, lifeless and hopeless, I squatted down, I wanted to say something comforting to Xia. I didn't know what to say when I saw Natsu's lowered eyes and lifeless face.

"Give me a hand, I can't get up. Natsu's deep voice reached my ears.

I stretched out my hand and pulled Xia up, and Xia's fingers were cold, as cold as an ice cellar. My palms were very hot, and I wanted to give Xia Yan heat, but Xia retracted his hand after standing up and slowly rode home.

Xia sat next to the sofa, pressing the computer, this time, she didn't make such a big move, slowly put it away after the calculation, put the computer in the study, and slowly walked to the bedroom, the soles of her shoes were not raised at all, and the whole room was the sound of Xia Slippers' soles grinding the floor.

There are still ten days before school starts, how much money Xia has, I don't know, but the whole city is in the city, there is no night market that needs Xia to serve, and bars do not need Xia to sell alcohol, Xia Xian sits at home to study, when I go out, Xia is studying, when I go home, Xia is studying.

Xia was really struck, I obviously felt Xia's weakness, her face was not as good as before, like an unpainted white wall. Every morning at dinner, Xia would boil a pot of eggs, and when they were cooked, he would sit on the table and eat them slowly one by one.

I knew that when Xia went to donate blood, Xia had already scraped together a thousand yuan, I angrily reprimanded Xia, Xia didn't care, sat on the table and ate eggs, Xia's mouth was full of egg yolks, she took a sip of water and egg yolks, and didn't answer my words.

He said, "I don't have the strength to quarrel, don't talk about it." ”

"I can lend you money, is it useful for you to be so tough?" I stopped Xia angrily, Xia was not angry, she may not have the strength to be angry, I slowly let go of my hand, when I looked at Xia's face, her face was bloodless, and her eyes were drooping, but there was still a force hidden in Xia's eyes, she squinted her eyes and said, "Maybe." ”

I had a big fight with Natsu.

The next day, when I got up, Xia had already disappeared with his bag, his phone was turned off, I returned to the alley, Xia didn't go back, I know, this time I really can't find Xia.

By the time I went to the bar again in September, the futon that Xia had put in it had already been removed, and I knew that summer had started school.

Yan Ye is back, when he comes back, I don't know him anymore, he is even darker than before he left, his body is emaciated, and there is no extra meat. Yan Ye was still wearing the clothes he had before leaving, a Tai Chi suit, his aura was too strong, and I didn't dare to speak.

"Or, give my money to Xia Xun. "I said when I received my salary.

Yan Ye raised his eyelids, glanced at me, and said, "Take it, she won't want it." ”

When I got home, it was already September, I looked at the moon outside the window, I was still as depressed as two months ago, I still couldn't sleep at night, but my body didn't collapse, I liked the feeling of sitting quietly and thinking about things when everything was silent.

I had a dream, in the dream there was a rain, the cool moonlight and the drizzle fell on me together, I woke up, looking at the shaking curtains, the cool breeze blowing above my head, an autumn rain and a cold, the weather cooled down.

I walked to the balcony and closed the open window, this autumn wind blew away all my unreasonable anxiety, I looked out the window at the lights of thousands of homes, and there were several spirits one after another, and I was so good.

I am no longer anxious, as long as there is no major event, I can fall asleep when I lie down, and I no longer feel upset when I sit quietly at night, but I retain the ability to perceive the delicate life suddenly a few months ago, and I can always watch the autumn when I look at the falling maple leaves.

Xia is gone, I'm fine, no one will stay up all night chatting with me, no longer hear the laughter of the room, no more diligent girls get up early to read the back.

I put away the room full of dolls and piled up half a small room, my house was simplified, I went back to the 5-to-9 routine I had a year ago, my home was once again a place for me to stay, the kitchen utensils were covered with dust, there was still only one piece of activated charcoal in the refrigerator, and the wall was still the half of the picture that I had not finished.

My partner, Cheng Shun, and I walked out of the big house he worked hard for, and we didn't look back, happily got into a taxi, and then went to the furniture store to buy a folding bed and put it in the office, saying that we were going to start working hard and put our life's work on our careers.

I sat on his folding bed and comforted him, saying, "Don't worry, I'll meet something better in the future." ”

"No, I'm so disappointed that I'm not going to get married again. ”

"Don't be so pessimistic, you will be disappointed in people at every turn. ”

"Nope. Cheng Shun pointed to the tip of his nose and said word by word, "I'm disappointed in myself, it's good to live alone, and no one will harm anyone." ”

I listened to his words and was shocked, he who had been married twice was exactly the same as the twenty-year-old Xia.

Cheng Shun bought another house, one bedroom and one living room, and one more house is too much, Cheng Shun said that he will spend his lonely old age in it in the future.

I started to work out, I looked in the mirror and tried my best to maintain my teenage body and appearance, my thirty years passed like this, these months, nothing has changed, but I always feel that it has changed a lot.