When the doorbell rang, I panicked and stuffed my things into my diary, trying to put them in my bag as they were. Xia stood at the door and rang the doorbell vigorously, and I opened the door sleepily, "Don't press it." ”

"No, I thought you were asleep and couldn't hear. ”

"I just fell asleep, I was too tired in the afternoon. I rubbed my eyes and walked into the bedroom, Xia sat on the sofa thinking about something, and called me out to ask, "Brother, ask you something." ”

"Do you want to take Yang Fan to his mother?"

"He still has a mother? Then take him there, it's better to be with his mother than with his grandfather." ”

"His mother is a prostitute, you know?"

I also fell silent, Xia said, "You said that she wanted to know that the surname Yang was dead and there were still 300,000, and she took her son away and made a sum of money by the way, will she come back to find her son." ”

"I don't know. "I really don't know.

"But his grandfather won't live for two years and will die, who will he live with then? ”

"I don't know. ”

"Forget it. My answer didn't give Xia any advice, Xia scratched his head, and then clasped his palms together and said, "I'll show him tomorrow what her mother's attitude is." ”

Xia got up violently, sat on the sofa with a shake of his body, I looked at Xia, puzzled and angry, and asked, "Why do you have to take care of everything, does their family have anything to do with you?"

"Hey, but if it weren't for his family, I would have been sold to the mountains as a child bride, and he drove me back at night, so I would have returned the favor. ”

I stood in front of Xia, Xia rubbed his eyebrows vigorously, it was a deep Sichuan character pattern, I said, "Whatever you want, I'll send you over tomorrow morning." Go to sleep. ”

I walked to my room and threw the pillow on the bed to the balcony, the balcony made a bang, I probed and saw Xia sitting on the sofa on the balcony reading a book, and the sudden appearance of the pillow scared Xia, I quickly picked up the pillow.

"You don't sit on the couch, you sit on the balcony instead. "I saw Xia sitting, I was happy, Xia couldn't sleep, I couldn't sleep, I could talk until dawn.

"I can't sleep, I can read a book. ”

"What book?"

"Guide to Filling in the College Entrance Examination"

"Where do you want to go?"

"Look, I think it's a lot of money to be a doctor. ”

"What, didn't you say you were quite a designer the other day?"

"But I don't know how to draw, and besides, who would hire me if I went to someone else to design like this. ”

"Come to our company and set up a position for you. I handed Xia a bottle of water, Xia held it in his hand, and still didn't drink it.

"Okay, I haven't gone to school yet, so I'll book a position. Xia closed the book, and I saw that Xia Gou had drawn a lot of volunteers in the book, but Xia wouldn't say, only that he wanted to be a doctor, and others would give some advice, so Xia nodded and followed other people's suggestions, in fact, Xia's thoughts have never really been said to anyone, they will only be remembered in their own hearts, and it doesn't work for anyone to say.

"Brother, it's so cold, I'm sitting here in my clothes. Don't freeze. ”

"Good, good. "I stood up, I just realized that I came out without a tank top after taking a shower, I randomly found a white t-shirt pullover, it wasn't cold at all, my face was a little hot.

Xia said, "Brother, I think you have a heart disease, and you will collapse if you continue like this." ”

"I know, but I'm enjoying it," I said to Natsu, "people will never find themselves in the bustling team, only when a person stays, lying on the sofa and is lost, or constantly thinking about himself, will open the self in his brain, at that time, although you are depressed and indifferent on the surface, but not necessarily unhappy." ”

I said excitedly, Xia didn't have the trademark nod in agreement this time, but she said, "I know, I understand you, and I'm like that." ”

Xia asked again, "Then do you think of anything?" ”

I shook my head and asked Xia rhetorically, have you come up with anything.

Xia pondered for a while and said, "Maybe there is, I think any reason is just a reason, it's useless to figure it out, and it can't solve any problem at all." ”

Xia said that she thinks that all people are a virtue, don't care about men and women, it's the same, one virtue and two looks, some problems can't be thought of, anyway, in the end, they all have to die, men and women have to die, what do you want to do like this.

I looked at Xia, the first time I looked at Xia so closely, there was a playfulness and a little wild on her body, nothing could stop Xia, she didn't care at all, it was like living according to her own will, but in real life, she always revealed a momentum that was not easy to mess with, but fortunately, someone could see her kind background through Xia's perversity.

"Since you think there are no good people in the world, why do you want to be a good person and send Yang Fan to find his mother. ”

"It's different, okay. Xia explained, "You know no, brother, let me tell you, everyone on that street thinks I'm sick, that I have a bad brain, and I'm stupid to read, but they have an accident in the end, don't they still look for me, thinking that I have read books, and I will definitely be able to do good things, even fuck, and make a will in the end, please ask me." Xia smiled helplessly, but there was pride in his smile.

Xia said very proudly, saying that he didn't want to do it at all, he just wanted to show his ability, I pierced Xia and said, "To do good is to do good, why are there so many excuses." ”

"No, it's not an excuse. Xia wanted to explain, but couldn't say anything, and said, "Okay." ”

The next afternoon, Xia and I came to the alley of the bar, Yang Fan was playing the military flag with Yu Wen in the alley building, Xia led Yang Fan to Uncle Yang's grave, the soil on the grave was still new, next to the smell of grass dug up when digging the grave, fresh and through, I took a deep breath, Yang Fan stood at the head of the grave, and asked Xia with a small face, "Didn't you just come yesterday?"

"Get down on your knees and kowtow. ”

Yang Fan was too young to know the meaning of life and death, but he knelt down and kowtowed according to Xia's meaning, but his affection was constantly cut, and Yang Fan's tears came up instantly.

The playmate who came with Yang Fan, Yu Wen, stood behind Xia, and when he saw Yang Fan about to cry, he walked over slowly, took Yang Fan's hand, helped him wipe away his tears, and said in a milky voice, "Don't cry, let's play together in the future, so that you will never call your father to beat me again when you are bullied, and I will protect you in the future." ”

Yang Fan was half understanding and half confused, he took Yu Wen's hand, Xia looked at them, his head turned to the side, looking at me, I shrugged, I knew that Xia was asking me, if I wanted to send Yang Fan to find my mother.

Xia closed his eyes, thought for a while, and pulled Yang Fan towards the road before his eyelids opened. I took Yu Wen's little hand and sent him back to the alley, Yu Wen raised his head and asked me, "You say, will he come back?"

"Do you want him back?"

"Yes. ”

"Then he'll definitely come back. ”

"Really?" Yu Wen jumped happily, although I haven't seen a few scheming people in the past 30 years, treacherous people, and no scheming, but I like to be with children more and more, I like to talk to them, even if I can never answer the questions they ask me.

The next day, Xia led Yang Fan back, Xia said, when he got off the train station, Yu Wen staggered to pull Yang Fan's little hand, a second ago on the train, Yang Fan's face was still cloudy and could not see a little sunshine, Xia said a lot of interesting things did not amuse him, after seeing Yu Wen, in an instant, Yang Fan's face was sunny.

Xia talked about the experience of searching for relatives this time.

Xia led Yang Fan, holding the address left by Yang Fan's mother when she sent Yang Fan here, they walked to a strange county seat, relying on the mouth under their noses, there was no map, they couldn't distinguish between east and west, north and south, and relied on the car to turn back and forth, came to the town in the county, and then walked to the township, and in the end, they walked to many villages, but they did not find Yang Fan's mother.

Xia was about to collapse, and the clothes on his body were soaked and soaked, and after a while, they were dry again, and then they were soaked and dried again.

In the end, Xia thought about taking Yang Fan to the police station, in case the police could help find it, Yang Fan panicked, thinking that Xia didn't want himself anymore, took Xia's hand, and said, "Sister, my mother ran away with a man, the address is fake, don't throw me to the police." Before he finished speaking, Yang Fan hugged Xia and cried.