I sat at my desk and thought about what had happened during this period of time, I didn't know how I would face the two women around me in the rest of my life, my life was like a dream during the period when Li Yan was not there, so unreal. Zhou Fang and I have been in absurd and nostalgic love for a month, and every bit of our time together seems to be engraved in my heart, as long as I close my eyes, the scenes will appear in front of my eyes. I touched my lips, I always felt that Zhou Fang's lip temperature was still on it, I kept telling myself that I only had Li Yan in my heart, but Zhou Fang's figure would involuntarily appear in my heart, very clear, her every move, every smile was so familiar, including all the happy times when the two of us were together when I knew her before. Maybe I have long liked Zhou Fang, but this relationship was hidden behind Wen Xue by me, and I covered it up with the friendship of a friend.

"Knock Knock"

The knock on the door pulled me back from my memory, I sorted out my expression to make myself look natural, lowered my head and pretended to be looking at the paper at hand, and said nonchalantly, "Please come in"

The door opened, but I didn't look up at who came in, I looked down and didn't know if I was looking at the papers or still thinking about someone.

"Okay, don't pretend, hurry up and pack up and we'll go out to dinner. ”

Such a familiar voice, I couldn't hold it anymore in my heart, and I immediately pulled her into my arms and hugged her, and my lips were printed on her lips. She struggled to get out of my arms, but I locked her in my arms. It was at this moment that I realized how much I missed her today, and she had taken up a large part of my heart. She pushed me away and stood up.

"You're going to die, this is your company, what should someone do if they see it, do you think I'm Li Yan?"

The person who came was Zhou Fang, and she stood in front of me and looked at me angrily. Seeing her angry look, I touched my lips, smiled, and came back to my senses.Yes, if someone else saw and told Li Yan, then how should I face Li Yan, I don't want to hurt Li Yan, but I don't want to hurt Zhou Fang either. I love Li Yan, but I also like Zhou Fang, I'm not greedy for her body, I'm really like her.

Zhou Fang tidied up her messy clothes, looked at me playfully, walked towards me slowly, and looked at her with a wicked smile, I knew what she was going to do. She came over and sat on my lap with one hand around my neck and one hand touching my face.

"Come, let me see how my Feifei is doing today, she has become so active, do you want to ask for it once in the office, if you want it, then come, my mother will accompany you." ”

As she spoke, she touched my face with her hand down and began to draw circles on my chest, and her hand around my neck kneaded my earlobe. I was made hot by her, I couldn't stand her teasing, I pushed her away from my lap, I watched her stand aside and laugh sadly, to be honest, a man was passively teased by a woman, it was really a "nest".

"Say, what are you looking for me, you can't just come to me to tease me, or come here for work. ”

I was actually very happy to see her, but I didn't know what she took the initiative to find me, it seems that she didn't take the initiative to come to me for a long time, even if she came to my company for work. She came up to pick up the papers on my desk, looked at me quizzically, lifted my chin with her hand, and said:

"My Manager He, when did you start paying attention to celebrities, and the information is so detailed, do you want to take another star behind my back to play, oops, I didn't expect you to be so attentive, it's not enough to have me and Li Yan, it seems that I have to tell Li Yan about it, so that she can recognize your true face as soon as possible." ”

I just noticed that I took the list of candidates for the company's invitation to celebrities, originally our company was going to find a star to endorse our new products, but the company had a dispute about the star candidates, and the chairman of the board of directors at today's meeting handed over the task of selecting people to me, I heard a knock on the door and picked up the document in front of me, but I didn't expect this. Zhou Fang suddenly put her face close to mine, I could clearly feel the heat coming from her mouth on my face, and the heat that had subsided had reacted again, I really couldn't stand this feeling, so I turned my face to the side, but she twisted my face hard.

"Say, isn't that so?"

I didn't dare to look at her with my eyes closed, I was afraid that I would not be able to resist the urge in my heart to be teased by her like this again. I brushed her hand away, got up from my chair, and walked to the door to lock it, I didn't want my colleague to come in and see the intimacy between us.

"The company has a new product that is about to be launched, so I want to ask celebrities to endorse, but some leaders of the company have disputes about star candidates, so today the chairman handed over this task to me, let me choose, I was looking at the information of these stars when you came in. ”

I poured her a glass of water and put it in front of her. She looked at me, then at the materials in her hand, and threw them on my desk.

"Believe you, you already have me and Li Yan, if you let me know what else you have in mind, I will ...... you before Li Yan"

As she said this, she made a scissor-hand gesture, and I suddenly felt a cold wind in my crotch, chilling. I quickly diverted the subject, not wanting her to dwell on the matter again.

"Tell me, what's the matter with me today, is there any work you want to come here? You have never ignored me because of your work, I took the initiative to look for you, and you didn't see me. ”

", it's okay, can't my sister look for you?

I nodded, and when she saw me nodding, she immediately rushed over with her fists clenched, making a gesture to hit me, and I quickly raised my hand to ask for mercy.

"Okay, okay, I'm wrong, can't I, tell me what's the matter with me today?"

Zhou Fang shook her fist in front of me, sat down again, touched her stomach, and changed her aggrieved expression:

"I was doing research near your company today, and I didn't eat all morning, so I wanted you to go out to eat with me, so I came. ”

Looking at her aggrieved expression, I felt that this was what she was supposed to be, such a little woman who had nothing to worry about. She watched me stare at her all the time, and she immediately put her hands on her breasts and removed her boobs from my sight.

"Why are you staring at me in a daze, and you want to bully me?"

I smiled, stood up and walked over, leaned down, and put my face close to hers, the tips of my noses were about to touch, she immediately hugged her chest nervously, she felt insecure and turned around and hugged the chair.

"What are you doing, what do you want to do, I told you I would call it, this is your company, you can't come nonsense. ”

Looking at her nervous appearance, I felt my breath of evil, I straightened up and touched her head. She shook her head vigorously in resistance, a grunt of displeasure coming from her nose. I walked towards the door and beckoned to her:

"Let's go, let's go eat. ”

I opened the door and walked out first, and she immediately chased after her with her bag. As soon as we got into the elevator, she immediately climbed on my body, imprinted her lips on my mouth, kissed me hard, felt her rapid breathing, and I hugged her hard. She kissed me enough, put her head on my shoulder, and whispered in my ear:

"Fei Fei, I miss you, I miss you so much. ”

She hugged me tighter, like I was going to disappear. I whispered in her ear, "I miss you too, my mind is full of you today, and I find that I seem to be ......"

"Ding" The elevator door was about to open, and when I heard the sound, the two of me immediately popped open, standing in the corner of the elevator, I looked at her face flushed red. I smiled and pointed to her face, and she held her face in both hands and gave me a deathly look. The elevator door opened, there was no one at the door, and I both breathed a sigh of relief, I was indeed afraid of being discovered by others, but I was reluctant to Zhou Fang. As soon as the two of me walked out of the door of the company, I saw Li Yan get out of the car, and my heart fluttered, for fear that Li Yan would find out about my intimate relationship with Zhou Fang, and people say that a woman's sixth sense is very accurate. Zhou Fang saw Li Yan pull my sleeve and signaled Li Yan to come over, she was afraid that I wouldn't be able to accompany her out to eat when Li Yan came. Li Yan immediately ran over when she saw me from afar, looking at Li Yan, I felt how disgusting I felt in my heart, all the passion with Zhou Fang just now was suddenly occupied by guilt, I was really afraid that Li Yan would find out about my relationship with Zhou Fang, that would hurt Li Yan, and I would hate myself for the rest of my life. But I'm afraid of hurting Zhou Fang, and I'm also afraid that Zhou Fang will leave me in the end.

Li Yan panted and ran over to hold my arm, I turned my head and secretly looked at Zhou Fang beside me, everything she realized was so natural, but I found a trace of loneliness in her eyes, and I felt a pain in my heart. I have always warned that I should not provoke Zhou Fang, maybe that would be good for all of us, I am about to marry Li Yan, I don't know how I should deal with my relationship with Zhou Fang. Looking back, I gave Zhou Fang a guilty look.

"Husband, are you going out with Miss Zhou?"

Li Yan looked up at me and then at Zhou Fang, I touched Li Yan's head painfully, and nodded with a smile.

"That's right, Zhou Fang hasn't eaten all morning, so I'll accompany her out to eat. ”

Li Yan nodded, she knew that Zhou Fang and I had known each other for a long time, and she also knew that Zhou Fang often came to our company because of work, so she didn't think much about us going out to eat together.

"Uh-huh, then husband, go ahead. ”

Li Yan let go of my arm very sensibly, and by the way, I tidied up the collar of my clothes, and I lowered my head in shame. Zhou Fang watched Li Yan sort out my clothes and smiled habitually, but I always felt a bitter taste in her smile.

"Miss Li wants to go out to dinner with us? ”

"Thank you, Miss Zhou, I won't let you go, there are customers waiting upstairs, I'll be busy later, you and He Fei will go to eat." ”

Li Yan looked at me aggrievedly after speaking, and I pinched her nose.

"Why don't I bring it back to you?"

"Forget it, you can come back and wait for me to go to dinner with me when I'm done, okay?"

I nodded, picked up her cheek and kissed her on the forehead. Li Yan immediately became happy and pushed me to Zhou Fang's side.

"You two go to dinner, I'll go up first. Goodbye Miss Zhou, next time I have the opportunity to invite you to dinner with He Fei, I'm sorry I can't accompany you this time. ”

Zhou Fang looked at me, then at Li Yan, and said:

"Well, okay, then I'll wait for the two of you to invite me to dinner, Miss Li, goodbye. ”

We watched Li Yan turn around and leave, and the two of us were just about to leave, when we heard Li Yan shouting:

"By the way, Miss Zhou is going to marry He Fei next week, and I must come when the time comes. ”

As she spoke, she took out an invitation card from her bag and handed it to Zhou Fang. Zhou Fang took the invitation and didn't say anything, just nodded with a smile. Seeing the invitation card in Zhou Fang's hand slowly change, I don't know how to explain it to Zhou Fang, I can feel Zhou Fang's mood at this time. An invitation from Li Yan brought Zhou Fang and I back to reality, and the original beautiful illusions were shattered at this moment. Li Yan watched the invitation change shape in Zhou Fang's hand, looked at me puzzled, looked at Li Yan and I didn't know how to explain this situation. Zhou Fang realized that she was out of shape, and immediately put on a professional smile, and smiled at Li Yan and said:

"Okay, I'll be back then, congratulations on your cultivation. ”

Li Yan realized that Zhou Fang's blessing was not sincere, but what she didn't expect was the relationship between me and Zhou Fang, thinking that Zhou Fang was still blaming her for taking me away from Wen Xue, just like at Wen Xue's wedding. Li Yan looked at Zhou Fang with an apologetic expression:

"Okay, Miss Zhou must come then. Go to dinner, I'll go up first. ”

After saying that, Li Yan turned around and kissed me on the face and left, looking at the back of Li Yan leaving, I don't know if Li Yan knew about me and Zhou Fang, how would I face Li Yan at that time, she has paid too much for me, I don't want to be hurt in the end. I looked at her back, and I decided that I would definitely make it clear to Zhou Fang today, and I was willing to do anything for her in order to make up for the mistakes I made to Zhou Fang. As soon as I got in the car, I turned to look at Zhou Fang, but what I saw was Zhou Fang's eyes full of tears.

"Zhou Fang, I ......"

Zhou Fang immediately blocked my mouth with her hand, wiped the tears she shed indiscriminately, looked at me and pretended to smile and said:

"Don't say it, I know what you're going to say, let's go to dinner. ”

I looked at Zhou Fang's appearance, I couldn't bear to hurt her again, there is nothing wrong with anyone pursuing love, it's just that both of her have met me, a selfish person. I pulled Zhou Fang into my arms, she struggled for a while, I hugged her hard, and Zhou Fang in my arms immediately couldn't help it and began to cry.

"Fei Fei, am I wrong, am I not cheap, just like Xiao San. ”

She cried aggrievedly in my arms, and I knew that her dream was awake, and my dream was awake. I am the one who is about to get married, I am the one who has Li Yan, and I still occupy Zhou Fang's feelings. I wanted to try not to hurt either of them, but today I knew that I couldn't do anything without hurting anyone, and if I could not hurt them, I could do anything for them.

"Zhou Fang, I ......"

Zhou Fang hugged my neck and shook it vigorously, not letting me say what was in my heart, she cried even more, and her hands hugged me harder.

"Fei Fei, don't leave me before you get married, okay? I will never bother you after you get married, I just want you not to leave me so soon, Fei Fei ......"

I put my hands on her shoulders, looked at her face, wiped the tears from her face with my hands, and kissed her gently. Tears from her face slid into my mouth, a bitter taste. She pushed me away, looked at me with a pleading look, and said:

"Fei Fei, can you not leave me during the time you get married?"

I've known her for so many years, I've never seen her look at anyone like this, I wiped the tears from her face, held her face in my hands, stared at her and nodded, now that's all I can do, except that I won't do anything out of the ordinary in this time.

"Fool, I promise you. ”

Zhou Fang immediately laughed when she heard my words, arranged her hair with her hands, and put the seat belt on her body.

"Let's go, let's go eat. ”

I don't know if my decision was right or wrong, but it wasn't until Li Yan left me that I realized that she saw what happened to me and Zhou Fang today. And Zhou Fang has disappeared since I got married, I have been looking for a long time, asking many people, but I haven't gotten any news from her, these are all things later.

Zhou Fang and I went to a restaurant far away from the company for dinner. She slid her finger over the menu and said to the waiter:

"This, this, and this, yes, yes, one more plate of this, and this one, and this. ”

Seeing that she happily ordered a large table of dishes, I looked at her in disbelief and asked:

"Order so much, can you finish it?"

She looked at the table of dishes, as if she was very satisfied, and when she heard my words, she raised her head and shook her fist in front of my eyes, and said:

"If I can't finish eating, I'll pack, you care about me, hum, if you like to eat or not, be careful that I beat you. ”

I watched her gobbling up, in fact, I really enjoyed this moment, if I had known her feelings for me earlier, maybe the two of me would be very happy together, there will be no Wen Xue in my life, there will be no Li Yan, only one Zhou Fang.

"Xue, the doctor said you can't eat these things, why don't you listen to the doctor, put it down. ”

"That old man is talking nonsense, don't listen to him, I want to die of the phoenix claws here, I finally come here, you just let me eat a bite, okay? ”

A familiar voice came from behind me, and that voice I may never forget in my life was Wen Xue's voice. I turned my head to look in the direction of the voice, and I saw Wen Xue's back, and I also saw the man next to her.

"It's just one bite, not a lot to eat. ”

I watched Wang Kai clip a piece of phoenix claw and feed it to Wen Xue, and at that moment, those memories rushed to my heart like a tide.

"Fei Fei, I want to eat this, Fei Fei has phoenix claws, let's go eat phoenix claws. ”

Until now, I can't forget the last time Wen Xue and I ate, she likes to eat phoenix feet, and we also ordered phoenix feet that day, but the person who is with her now is not me, but her current husband.

"You see you're eating all over your mouth, I'll wipe it for you. ”

I watched Wang Kai wipe her mouth, and Wen Xue seemed to enjoy it. Watching her treatment of Wang Kai, I felt jealous inexplicably. Zhou Fang followed my gaze, she saw Wen Xue, hesitated for a moment, she put down her chopsticks and walked over to Wen Xue.

"Hey, Cher, you're here too. ”

Wen Xue immediately stood up when she heard the voice and hugged Zhou Fang, but the moment she looked up, she saw me behind Zhou Fang, she let go of Zhou Fang, and nodded expressionlessly at me.

"You're here too. ”

After saying that, she pulled Zhou Fang to sit down, I stood in place, I don't know what identity I should face her now, ex-boyfriend? But in the eyes of others, am I a classmate or a friend? Maybe this is not counted, in her eyes I am a clown.

"Hello, sit down and eat. ”

Wang Kai looked at it, and then looked at Wen Xue beside him. And I looked at the scene in front of me indifferently, I knew that for Wang Kai, I was an unexpected guest, and it was a kind word to invite me to sit down and eat together.

"No, we're eating over there, just come over and say hello, you can eat." ”

I turned around and was about to leave, when Zhou Fang got up and grabbed me, winked at me, and pulled me to sit opposite Wen Xue. I looked at Wen Xue's haggard face, I don't know if it was caused by her being too tired after marriage or if she was uncomfortable when she met me. I didn't dare to look at her again, I was afraid that I would feel like a loser in front of her.

"Waiter. ”

Zhou Fang waved at the waiter, and the waiter walked over.

"Hello, can you help me move the dish on that table over here?"

"Okay, wait a minute. ”

After a while, the waiter moved our dishes over, and she ordered some more dishes. During the whole process, only Zhou Fang and Wen Xue were talking there, and Wang Kai and I sat quietly on the side, maybe we all had our own thoughts, but we all pretended not to care, during which Wang Kai wanted to say something, every time Wen Xue stopped him, he sat quietly next to Wen Xue, I felt that this meal was like eating for a century, it was very long, like sitting on pins and needles.

After the meal, I settled the bill, watched Wen Xue leave, and I sent Zhou Fang back to her company, and neither of them spoke along the way. I was alone on the way back to the company, and all the memories poured into my heart one after another, mixed with Xie Bin's words, shattering my former love. Everyone's first love is so beautiful, only mine is full of deception. I parked the car on the side of the road, leaned on the steering wheel and tears flowed down my eyes, and my first love gradually died in my heart