Chapter 8: Ask Sun for Heart
In the second half of the night, Lao Chen's anger calmed down a lot, and he hugged my shoulders affectionately, "Jingjing, you take your mother back to sleep, I'll just guard here." Women can't stay up late, they'll get old!"
"What's the matter, it's only been seven years, and you dislike me for being old? Are you looking at an eighteen-year-old schoolgirl all day long, and don't wait to see me, a yellow-faced woman?"
"You are really unreasonable, how did you become a sensitive, vexatious shrew!" Lao Chen frowned after being provoked, and his eyes showed a fierce light.
After a day of high-pressure work, a sullen stomach, it was already two o'clock in the morning, people were in a state of extreme fatigue, the mood was difficult to restrain themselves, my mother-in-law had fallen asleep at the head of Siqi's bed, and I suppressed my throat to express my inner resentment.
From the time I got off work until now, I didn't eat the grains, and I was already overly hungry. My head kept buzzing, I was tired and emotional, and soon I collapsed in Lao Chen's arms, unconscious.
When I woke up the next day, I slept in my own bed, asked for a leave of absence from the unit's personnel, I boiled some millet porridge, steamed a few piglets, and packed them and went to the hospital.
"Are you going to get an injection? Are you an intern, you're practicing with my baby!" The mother-in-law was very excited when she hugged Siqi, and Siqi in her arms cried more and more hoarsely after being frightened.
"I'm sorry, don't get excited! I want to give my baby a stitch. The baby's blood vessels are difficult to find, and she moves hard...... "The little nurse in the pink uniform blushed and tried to communicate with her mother-in-law and Lao Chen.
After Siqi fell ill, her body was already unwell, and she was even more frightened when she came to an unfamiliar environment, not to mention that there must be pain when the needle pierced into the skin, in addition to crying to express the emotions in her heart, what else can a five-year-old child do? The nurses also hope to be stable, accurate, light and fast!
I have to say that quality sleep is too important, and the fatigue of yesterday's whole day inadvertently contributed to a good night's sleep, and the mood is much more relaxed. At this moment, standing outside the door of the ward, I actually have a little more understanding of the little pink nurse.
The little nurse in the pink uniform was the one I accidentally bumped into yesterday, with a slender figure, white and smooth skin, but the dark circles under her eyes were too obvious, like smoky makeup washed by the rain, I think she was on a big night shift. I was born with compassion, and as a human being, she also had a mother's pain, and somehow, since I became a mother, this compassion has grown more and more.
"Siqi, good boy, look, mom brought you a little pig bun with custard stuffing. ”
Siqi raised her wet eyelashes, and the pear blossom looked at the cute and cute pig bag in my hand with rain. Taking advantage of her distraction, I glanced at the little nurse, and this time finally pinned the vein in Siqi's hand.
Siqi came back to her senses, the water had been suspended, she looked at me with grievances in her eyes, and pursed her mouth, but she was soon attracted by the little pig bag, and the little pig bag was held in her little hand, and she said angrily, "I'm sorry, little piggy, I'm going to eat you, you have to forgive me!"
It's so cute and lovely.
Lao Chen has been busier than before since he entered the school office, although he has been promoted, he has to work as a driver behind the school leaders during the day, and accompany the leaders to socialize at night. Although he has entered the high-level at a young age, with his age, he has not been more than five years old, and he can't go up for the time being.
At this time, Lao Chen went to work, his handsome face was a little tired, I was inexplicably soft-hearted, thinking about his attitude towards him yesterday, the moment he turned around and went out, I said softly, "Come back early in the evening, wait for you to eat!".
Lao Chen is the kind of man who gives him some sunshine and he shines, gives him a little color and he can open a dye shop, and gives him a little flood and he will flood. "Okay, wife!", Lao Chen's obsidian-like eyes shone with stars, and the smile on the corner of his lips revealed a hint of evil, but it was so charming.
Siqi's cold has obviously improved throughout the day, I played with her, let my mother-in-law make up for sleep, these days my mother-in-law is not feeling well, one is that the baby grandson is gone, the other is Siqi is hospitalized, and she has not slept peacefully. To say a word of conscience, over the years, my mother-in-law has been very good to me in other aspects except for wanting me to have a son.
"Mom, are there any dead people in the hospital?" Siqi jumped out of nowhere, startling me.
"It's a natural law that new lives are born every day in the hospital, and naturally people are leaving. Baby, as long as we remember our loved ones, as long as the other person is still in our hearts, then nothing and no one will separate us. ”
"Mom, is 'death' like Ultraman running out of power and resurrecting it once it is charged, or squashing it like SpongeBob SquarePants and getting back up again. Siqi asked again, she seemed to have a strong interest in the topic.
Thinking so, I still plan to explain the true meaning of death to Siqi.
"Do you remember the last time your little goldfish died, it could no longer breathe, eat, swim around, and your mother buried it in the soil downstairs with you, and that was death. ”
I think that children at this stage are very clear about their basic survival needs, and this kind of explanation is easier for them to accept and understand. It's just that I didn't expect Siqi's eyes to be red, and she asked me gently, "Mom, will you die then?"
I chuckled in my heart, people have a sense of reverence for death, and no one wants to think about it, or even avoid it. The discussion of the topic of death is, in the final analysis, the education of life, and the acceptance of life is a process of beginning and ending, so that we can calmly face these problems of children.
"Mom will live for a long, long time, when you grow up and have your own family and children, Mom will die when she is old, even if Mom dies, you still have Dad, husband, and children...... They will take care of you, be there for you, and everyone will love you very much. Siqi, Mom will definitely live a long, long time. ”
Siqi nodded weakly, half-understood, but she would eventually understand one day that everything in this world is a constant replacement and exchange, this is a natural law, and no one can avoid it.
My mother-in-law woke up at some point, interrupting my parent-child communication with Siqi, frowning, "What is not dead, how unlucky, Siqi, hurry, bah, bah, three times!"
I thought to myself, I am so old, I can't face death calmly, instead of being afraid of it, it is better to face it, who has not died since ancient times!
Siqi followed the example of her mother-in-law, and snorted three times, and her mother-in-law relaxed her brows and resumed her smile. But it didn't take long for her to start making a big deal again.
"Jingjing, mom doesn't want to persuade you, we will all leave in the future, and Siqi won't even have a relative to discuss things at that time, it's so pitiful. There are many sisters, and we can discuss anything together. ”
I didn't need to continue listening, I knew that my mother-in-law had started to pour ecstasy soup again, and thinking that she was going to be kind to me again and guide me to give birth to a child, I breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, but it was not as she wished.
"Mom, don't you have a future husband and children quietly! Children and grandchildren have their own children and grandchildren, you want to open some!"
"Don't say that the children have great rebellion, disobedience and viciousness, husband? Hmph, husband and wife are originally birds of the same forest, and they fly separately when disaster comes, who can say for sure in the future? I, an old lady, know how to take precautions, why don't you young people understand this truth?"
I deliberately turned up the volume of the cartoon "Peppa Pig" to drown out my mother-in-law's chatter.