Feeling Yu Qian's gaze, an inexplicable bad mood began to spread in my heart.

Yu Qian stared at the backpack behind me for a while, then slowly raised her head and looked at me again.

It made me feel a little uncomfortable, but I still took a deep breath and walked up to say hello

"Morning.. Such a coincidence.."

Yu Qian came back to her senses, she nodded, then raised her hand, pointed to the backpack behind me and said

"Are you leaving?"

Because I already knew that I was going out with Zheng Jiayue, Yu Qian asked like this.

Seriously, it's not good to talk to her about this kind of thing, especially when she found that little set last time, so she knows that what it means for me to travel with Zheng Jiayue, that means... The two of us...

To have that very intimate relationship...

I didn't think I had anything before, but I realized two days ago that Yu Qian actually had a good impression of me, at least because of many reasons, she didn't accept me, but it doesn't mean that when she sees me with others, she will have nothing, so it can be said that Yu Qian must not be so comfortable in her heart now..

Thinking of this, I sighed and spoke again

"Yes, tomorrow... Departure tomorrow at noon.."

Yu Qian smiled when she heard me say this, and spoke again

"It's good, I see that you were worried before, but now it seems that there is nothing to do, in short..."

"Be good to Xiaoyue~ Pay attention to safety when you go out, after all, it's a foreign country, don't leave it there.. Of course.."

Speaking of this, Yu Qian stopped, thought about it and then spoke

"And of course the most important thing... ！”

I looked at Yu Qian and couldn't help but ask

"What's the most important thing?"

At this time, Yu Qian squeezed out a smile and said word by word

"Remember to bring me a gift back~ I want to.. Special gifts: Is that okay?"

When Yu Qian said this, a gust of wind blew, I shrank back, and I saw Yu Qian's hair fluttering in the wind.

At this moment, I don't know why, I suddenly felt that everything was so sad... So sad...

After a while, I nodded, and squeezed out a smile

"Yes, don't worry, I'll think of a good gift, a special one, and bring it back to you when the time comes.."

Yu Qian nodded seriously when she heard me say this, and said

"Okay, I remember~ That.. I went in first.."

After speaking, Yu Qian turned around and walked into the company.

I saw Yu Qian walk into the door of the company, and the suppressed emotions in my heart were slightly relieved.

But I always feel that my chest is still stuffy, and I can't breathe.

It took me a while before I shook my head and headed upstairs with my bag on my back.

After going upstairs, Yu Qian was no longer visible...

I walked to my seat with my bag on my back and found that Zheng Jiayue hadn't come yet.

Zheng Jiayue has been extremely passionate in the past two days, and she came early every day, but she didn't expect to come today, I guess she didn't get up because she was tired?

But don't worry about her anyway, she'll be here in a while.

As I expected, it didn't take long for Zheng Jiayue to come, and this little guy was jumping up and down, looking very happy.

Zheng Jiayue, who walked in front of me, looked at the bag I was carrying, and immediately showed a slightly surprised expression, looked at me and asked

"Ah~ Xiao Xiaoming, you can bring such a little thing, what can you hold in such a small bag?"

I looked at Zheng Jiayue and spoke

"What's the matter, I'm going to have to move all the houses here, so I'll bring some clothes or something, I think it's okay, right?"

Zheng Jiayue frowned when she heard me say this, she thought about it, and finally sighed, nodded and said

"It's okay, but your bag doesn't seem to be able to hold a few clothes~"

I looked at her and said

"Sister, let's go out to play, it's not a fashion show, you still have to change one dress a day? ！”

"But... But what if Xiao Xiaoming's clothes get dirty by then?"

"What's the matter, there's no place to sell clothes in all of Hokkaido?"

Zheng Jiayue was a little speechless by what I said, she looked at me, and after a while, she still spoke

"Hmm.. Well, you guys are so weird... Didn't like to be clean at all!"

I was a little speechless when I heard Zheng Jiayue say this, but I still spoke

"It's not the same thing, we have to travel lightly, otherwise when the time comes, how to play with a large bag of luggage.. I advise you to bring a few fewer clothes and just take enough to wear.. Really.."

Zheng Jiayue didn't speak again when she heard me say this, she looked at me and quickly said again

"Got it, I'll clean it up in the evening, that... Xiao Xiaoming, do you want to talk to Mr. Chen? I have already called her about our departure tomorrow, but I still think it is better for you to go and talk to him in person~ After all, it will take a few days.."

Hearing Zheng Jiayue say this, I nodded and spoke

"Well, I really have to go and talk to her, it's better to say it, wait a minute, wait until she comes, that.."" Are you sure you have everything in order? Don't make any mess of it."

Zheng Jiayue nodded and said

"Don't worry, it's all done, the things are on the side of the travel agency, but it's Xiao Xiaoming, with an ID card or something."

I nodded, indicating that I had always been inseparable, and then signaled to her that it would be fine, and I would go and tell Mr. Guo in advance that I would wait to go to Tianjin tomorrow to take a plane.

After saying this, Zheng Jiayue suddenly looked at me and smiled, her smile looked warm, which made people's hearts very stable...

I looked at her and couldn't help but ask

"What are you smirking at?"

Zheng Jiayue shook her head and said

"Yes, hmph, maybe it's because I'm very happy... The thought that I will be flying to Hokkaido tomorrow makes me feel very good."

I heard her say that, laughed, and spoke

"You look like an elementary school student who knows you're going on a spring outing tomorrow. ”

Zheng Jiayue pursed her lips and spoke

"Cut, what's there, where am I like a primary school student, but it's Xiao Xiaoming.. What do you feel in your heart?"

I didn't know what was going on when I heard Zheng Jiayue's words, and my eyes inexplicably flashed Yu Qian's somewhat lonely figure in the morning...

After a while, I sighed and spoke

"Who knows, I don't know what it's like, it's anyway."

"It's good, isn't it? Hopefully everything will go well.."

After hearing me say this, Zheng Jiayue's expression changed slightly, but soon she moved her mouth and said softly

: "Is it.. That's it.. Hmmm.."

"I really hope that everything will go well.."

I don't know what's going on, I always feel that Zheng Jiayue seems to have something in her words, but she doesn't seem to be going to say it...

I looked at Zheng Jiayue a little strangely, and after a while, I heard her speak again

"Okay, I'm going to work, I'm done with everything at hand, and I can go out and play with confidence.."

I heard her say this and nodded, motioning for her to get busy first. Then I also thought about how to talk to Chen Yanyu for a while...

After a while, I saw Chen Yanyu coming...

She looked unhurried, and seemed to have a lot of leisure in the past two days.

I don't know what happened to her and Queen Guo, and I don't want to know, after all, I'm going out to play soon, and I don't want to get entangled in anything at work...

I thought about it, but I still stood up, and after Chen Yanyu entered the office, I entered her office again.

Because Zheng Jiayue had already told her, Chen Yanyu knew what I was looking for her for...

She just gave me a faint look as I walked in the door, and then asked

"What, are you going to take a leave of absence?"

I heard Chen Yanyu say this, nodded, and spoke

"Well, yes, Mr. Chen, that.. Xiaoyue and I are going to leave tomorrow, okay?"

Chen Yanyu didn't speak for a while when she heard me say this, and after a while, she spoke again

"Can I say no? Anyway, the company hasn't had anything to do in the past two days, but... You have to explain what you are doing, I can help you take a look, but you can't always keep an eye on it. And that Li Xinran's side, the data seems to be pretty powerful now, right? You have to tell me to do it, but you can't just because you went out and these grades will drop when you come back... It's not going to work.."

I heard Chen Yanyu say this, nodded, and spoke

"I know, I'll go downstairs to arrange it in a while, don't worry, Mr. Chen.. That.."

"Then Xiaoyue and I will leave then, by the way, Mr. Chen... You.."

"What do you want? I can buy you some back.."

At this time, I still have to shoot a wave of sycophants, after all, Chen Yanyu is the head...

Unexpectedly, Chen Yanyu waved her hand and said with an indifferent look

"No need, you ask me so, I don't know what I want, it's better for you to look at it and buy it, it's okay if you don't buy it, you go out to play, don't worry about my side.."

Chen Yanyu's words were quite casual, which made me think about it, and I still spoke

"Good.. That.. Then I'll go downstairs and arrange my work."

Chen Yanyu waved her hand when she heard me say this, and said

"Go for it.."

After saying this, she seemed to think of something, and opened her mouth to instruct again

"By the way, when the time comes, prepare a surprise for Xiaoyue's gift, it's rare to be so coincidental.. She's going out with you again, you have to be romantic."

Chen Yanyu said this, I had a question mark on my face, thinking what the hell are you meowing?

But I nodded and spoke

"Okay, good, sure.."

After saying this, I turned around and walked out of Chen Yanyu's office in a gloomy manner.

———— tomorrow

Hearing Yu Qian say something like this... I was stunned...

I looked at her in front of me and felt as if something in my heart was beginning to decay.

yes, that's how it feels...

Is that how it feels?

When I expressed my affection for Qian, wasn't it just like she is now, in this situation?

When I expressed my affection for Yu Qian, I knew that she was with Lu Mao, not even me, but the whole company, so I didn't take into account her mood at all, I just felt that Lu Mao was not worthy of her, and she shouldn't be with Lu Mao.. But now that I think about it, isn't my situation the same now?

It can be said that it is the other way around... I am with Zheng Jiayue, and I also feel Yu Qian's good feelings, although I am very eager to enjoy this indescribable feeling, but I will not give up Zheng Jiayue at all...

Presumably Yu Qian was under the same pressure as me at that time.

She has also been secretly entangled in countless nights.

Thinking of this, my heart seemed to be missing a corner all of a sudden, and countless sorrows kept surging out from that gap...

I looked at Yu Qian like this, and it took a long time before I spoke

"Hmm.."

"I see... Now, there it is.."

My answer made Yu Qian raise her head and look at me again, she stared at me for a long time, and finally moved again.

I saw her break free of my hand and stumble out the door a little.

I stood in the bathroom for a while before walking out again...

After going out, Yu Qian was already lying on the bed, she was lying on her back, her eyes were tightly closed, and she seemed to be resting.

I feel that Yu Qian really drank too much today, even if she didn't drink too much, at least she was not in a good mood...

So after looking at her for a while, I still spoke

"If you want to sleep, put on the covers, I..."

"I'll go back first."

I didn't mention what happened just now, I just think that it is a good choice to leave by myself now...

As a result, I didn't expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yu Qian's voice came...

"Don't go.. Stay with me.."

"Stay with me... One night.."

Although the sound was small, I could hear it clearly.

I was stunned, I never thought that Yu Qian would say this...

Do you want to stay with her all night?

Although I wanted to crook for a second, I quickly understood what she meant...

After all, it's not safe to leave her alone to stay here at night... And it's so foggy outside, it's not convenient for me to go home, and I can't hang up on the way and become a ghost or something...

So at this time, I looked at Yu Qian again, and then asked tentatively

"Is it convenient? There's only one bed."

Yu Qian immediately opened her eyes again when she heard me say this, and she seemed to be really much more awake after she vomited. She struggled to sit up again, then looked at me and said

: "Previous... Didn't you do the same?"

"So, there's nothing inconvenient about it.."

Yu Qian's words reminded me of the fact that I went to Yangtian Mountain with her, and that night, we did spend the night in the hotel bed.

Thinking of this, I didn't say anything, and finally nodded at Yu Qian...

Seeing me nodding, Yu Qian rubbed her eyes, and soon she looked at me again, and then spoke

"Let's just sleep in bed, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll sleep first, one and a half.."

After saying this, Yu Qian walked to the other side of the bed again, she took off her shoes, took off my coat and her own coat, put it aside, and then the whole person got into the bed...

I saw Yu Qian's move, so I thought about it again, and then walked into the bathroom on the side...

After I went in, I washed my face and looked at myself in the mirror, I actually felt that I was not like myself anymore.

Which self am I?

In the end, in my heart, what kind of thoughts do I have about Qian, and what do I think about Zheng Jiayue?

I took a deep breath at this thought, then turned off the light and walked out of the bathroom.

When I went out, the lights were still on in the house.

The rooms in this hotel are very good, at least worth the price.

I turned off the lights and soon it was pitch black...

I fumbled in the dark for a long time, and finally crawled to the side of the bed.

I don't know when it started, sleeping in the same bed with Yu Qian has become so easy...

Perhaps, this is a feeling that Lu Mao has never experienced, right?

At this time, I suddenly had such an impulse, an impulse to ask Yu Qian clearly, what was going on between her and Lu Mao, to ask her if she knew Li Laogou, and to know what she had always disliked Lu Mao and being with him again.

But this thought only swirled around in my head a few times, and then I rejected it again...

Because even if I ask, Yu Qian may not tell me, and she is estimated to be in a state of half-drinking now, so it is very likely that she will not say anything I ask, but it will make her more nervous and concerned, and there will be less chance of knowing in the future.

Thinking of this, I still sighed lightly, and then opened the corner of the quilt and gently got in...

After lying down, Yu Qian next to me was facing away from me, she didn't know if she was asleep, but it was quiet and motionless.

I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, and after a while, that feeling in my heart returned.

Obviously, she was always so close to her, but she couldn't shorten the distance by a little bit.

Obviously, many times as long as you stretch out your hand, you can touch her, but because of various reasons, you can't do so...

Perhaps, this is the so-called fate without separation... Perhaps, it is destined that Yu Qian and I can only stay in this distance.

Thinking of this, I was sad again, and finally closed my eyes, thinking that it would be better to sleep.

When I wake up from sleep, I guess everything will be fine, Yu Qian will return to normal, and her trembling heart will calm down again.

However, such a thought did not stay in his mind for long, and suddenly he felt that Yu Qian turned around again.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that she was looking at me too.

Although it was pitch black, my eyes and her eyes seemed to be intertwined in the darkness.

It was a very subtle feeling, it was a feeling, there are no good words to describe it.

Lying in bed and looking at each other with the girl you liked, or rather, the girl you once liked...

Obviously, I can't see each other's faces clearly, but I don't want to look away at all.

At this time, I couldn't help but start to guess in my heart.

What kind of thoughts does she have now?

What was she thinking at this time?

Is it the same thing as what you think? Or is it that you are not looking at yourself at all, and you are just thinking too much about it?

Such thoughts were racing in my mind, and suddenly Yu Qian moved...

Her face became clear in her field of vision.

As soon as my back stiffened, I felt it.

There was a temperature in front of him, and the face slowly leaned towards him.

Before I could come back to my senses, I felt a hand gently placed on my waist.

And in his arms, a petite body, leaned over...

My head buzzed, and my eyes turned into a white expanse...

My heart sank rapidly at this moment, I lowered my head, Yu Qian's face was hidden in the darkness, but her eyes were clearly shining brightly.

After a brief pause, her thin voice came from her arms

"Just one night.."

"Just give it to me. Such an evening ...

Her voice sounded so small, but it seemed to explode in my body, and the sound resounded in every corner of my body. This voice, down my veins, slowly rushed towards my heart...

I don't know why, I can't speak anymore.

Zheng Jiayue's smiling face flashed in front of him, but it was only a short second, and it disappeared.

What reappeared was Yu Qian's lonely figure, Yu Qian... That heartbreaking figure...

That's how I started it, and I don't know where the strength came from.

hugged her tightly in his arms...

The moment he hugged Yu Qian in his arms, a feeling that he had never felt before poured into his heart.

It seems to be the first time, the first time to hold her tight like this...

For the first time I felt her mood, and then, with her consent, hugged her tightly...

I can't describe my mood now, and I can't find a good word to describe this excited and insecure mood now...

Yes, it is very exciting to be able to lie on the bed and hug Yu Qian tightly.

At the same time, I am a little uneasy, I don't know where this uneasiness comes from, but it should be because it has something to do with Zheng Jiayue...

Because I was still thinking about Zheng Jiayue in my heart, I felt a little guilty, and I felt that I was very sorry for Zheng Jiayue for a while

..

But he couldn't control it, and hugged the person in his arms tightly.

I hugged Yu Qian tightly, completely from the bottom of my heart, and hugged Yu Qian tightly.

Maybe it's because of the kind of liking I used to like her.,Or, because all along, how much unwilling...

In short, he hugged her tightly, as if he was going to use all his strength.

And Yu Qian leaned on my arms like this, her head was tightly pressed against my chest, and there was no sound in her mouth.

The two of us just lay on the same bed, hugging each other tightly.

The two of us, like a couple, leaned on each other tightly.

Seriously, in a way, I kind of enjoy it.

Because this gave me an illusion, an illusion that I was already with Yu Qian...

A long time ago, being able to be with Yu Qian was almost one of the things I looked forward to the most... But nowadays, that feeling isn't so good...

I know that I can't be with her, even if I know that she doesn't like Lu Mao at all, even if I know that she has a good impression of me, but I still can't be with her.

Because, I already have Zheng Jiayue, I already have Zheng Jiayue, by my side...