(Cat pounces Chinese ) Xiang Xi is more sad than me, she is always chasing Chen Zhi's footsteps. chased Chen Zhi to Beijing, was admitted to a graduate school in Beijing, and the two of them even took wedding photos, Chen Shi suddenly decided to go south to develop.

She didn't say anything, she could only compromise, and secretly cried to me once.

I also cried, because the wisdom teeth were inflamed and painful and secretly cried in the quilt once, and after the swelling subsided, I went to pull out the tooth, Si Chen was surprised when he came back and saw it, and asked me why I didn't let him go with me.

This kind of small thing, there is really no need for people to accompany them.

I can change the light bulb and get the sewer, and I learned to change the fuse after the last time I went back from S City, and I used to be insecure, but when I grew up, I decided to give myself a sense of security.

Just like in the years in the UK, Qi Xiang always taught me to live a little more freely, he said that no one can participate in your life from beginning to end, you have to go alone.

Actually, I miss it madly, but I always feel that loving someone should give him the maximum freedom to realize his dreams, instead of becoming a burden to him.

I don't think I should trap Si Chen, anyway, we will have many, many things in the future.

Around the same time, a satellite TV channel began to prepare for the draft, and the company handed in the registration form for me, and I was happy to try it myself.

In the face of the upcoming long-term separation, I chose to support, personally packed Si Chen's piano and books and sent them to Guangzhou, and also made a plan for when we could meet, whether I would go to him or him to find me.

Si Chen smiled bitterly and said, "I don't think you need me." ”

"No, it's not. I said very calmly, "I will support you in whatever you want to do, and I can take care of myself without you worrying." ”

"What if I quit like Xu Nia and don't go to Guangzhou?"

I would be mistaken, I think Si Chen didn't want to go in order not to be separated from me.

He explained: "Lao Bi is gone, Xu Nia decided to stay and watch the rivers and lakes, do you think he has sacrificed his dream?"

I nodded.

Si Chen continued: "Xu Nia joined SLAM just for Chen Zhi, Chen Zhi needed a bass, so he went to be a bass, Chen Zhi said that he wanted to hold a concert, and Xu Nia worked hard with him." Xiangxiang, what you see is only the surface, staying is not giving up for Xu Niya, have you ever thought about it, now is the life he wants?"

I really don't know, I just know that Xu Nia is quite outgoing, and he is very affectionate to his brothers, and it wasn't until Lao Bi left that he suddenly seemed to be a different person.

If it is really like what Si Chen said, maybe the current Xu Nia is living for himself.

What about Si Chen?

"There is a piano shop to sell, the owner is a friend of Lao Bi's before, and there is still 10% of Lao Bi's shares in it, and he said that I can pay 20% of the transfer fee first. ”

I suddenly realized that I didn't know him well enough, which made me feel very scared and helpless.

For a long time, I thought that singing and holding a concert was our common dream, I thought that no matter what happened, as long as we loved each other deeply, we could resolve it one by one, and I thought that there would be no gap between me and Si Chen when I never mentioned that child again.

But now I'm scared, and this crazy uneasiness makes me choose the wrong one again.

"Then when I finish this competition, I swear, we'll get married when the competition is over. I really just want to try. ”

At this intersection, we still went our separate ways.

Si Chen said: "Maybe we will really break up this time." ”

Si Chen and Chen Zhi went to Guangzhou, and I went to the draft, and it took a month to fight my way out of the encirclement. As I said at the beginning, Si Chen really hasn't contacted me again this month, sometimes I want to call out with my mobile phone, and before I can say anything, I was called to rehearse by the director team, and even later began closed training, and all the players can't communicate with the outside world.

I've been thinking about Si Chen for countless sleepless nights, and I can't figure out why we broke up, so I don't believe we're really going to break up, and it's fine after this competition.

I'll go to Guangzhou to find him right after the game, face to face, as long as I hold him like before, we'll be fine."

The next time I saw Si Chen, it was at a canvassing meeting before the final of the draft competition.

The finals were held in S City, and I, as the favorite for the championship, also had a lot of supporters, and Xiang Xi Chen Shi came to cheer me on, and even my mother gave herself an unprecedented holiday.

But among these people, I was the only one who didn't see Si Chen.

Si Chen told me about the breakup, and only the two of us knew about it.

Chen Shi said: "I have a fever, I'll let him come directly to the finals tomorrow." ”

I nodded, and then asked Chen Shi to borrow a mobile phone to call Si Chen. First, I was afraid that Si Chen would not answer my phone, and secondly, I used Chen Zhi's number, and after Si Chen answered this phone, he could also give me some preparation, so that I would not be too embarrassed.

It's a pity that this phone still can't get through, turn off, I broadcast it several times in a row, and finally change my mobile phone to still turn off the prompt tone, until the staff notified me to go on stage.

This canvassing is mainly divided into two parts, first singing on the stage, and then going off the stage to interact, that is, the audience will get a sticker when they enter the venue, and when the contestants get off the stage, everyone will stick the sticker on whoever they support.

I wasn't in a state all day, I sang the wrong lyrics on stage, and I barely walked through the crowd with a smile after I got off the stage.

In fact, these are all arranged routes, otherwise it would be chaotic to really let fans come in to vote, but I was absent-minded, took the wrong route, and there was a lot of confusion in the audience, and soon I was drowned in the crowd.

I lowered my head and tried to get out of the crowd as soon as possible, when I suddenly felt a pain in my arm. Maybe because my heart was too chaotic, the pain was not too obvious at first, but then it gradually became clear, and I shouted.

Because I had a microphone pinned to my collar, this sound came directly from the sound of the ring of the venue, and the scene was chaotic all of a sudden, Chen Shihe ran west to me, and the security guard soon found the person who attacked me in the crowd.

I could see her face clearly, and the person holding the knife was Si Chen's mother.

Later, I also saw Si Chen, it turned out that he didn't come, he was just watching me outside. He came to see me, I should be happy, but when I was leaning on Chen Shi with blood and waiting for the ambulance, Si Chen chose another path.

He followed his mom into the police car.

Actually, I don't blame Si Chen at all, I can't say why, I feel sad and wronged at that moment, but I just don't blame him. It seems that I can already think about how sad he is with this decision from his perspective in advance, my mind is full of his sadness, and the whole person is like losing his soul in the hospital for stitches.

Almost, the doctor said that the knife to look at my wound was probably not as simple as a cut in my arm, and it almost stabbed into my body.

Anyway, what the doctor said was terrible, although I felt okay myself, but everyone around me thought that this kind of thing could be treated as fine. Chen Zhi and they would also think from Si Chen's point of view, but in the end, they all felt that if I wanted to investigate, they would understand.

Accountability, I really never thought about it.

I remember that when she went crazy and stabbed my mother, I also desperately tried to settle accounts with her, but this time it happened to me, and I was more worried about Si Chen.

I never saw Si Chen in the next few days.

My mother went to the police station several times to find a lawyer, and she said that no matter what happened this time, she would be investigated to the end, and Si Chen and I, she would never agree again. I objected, my mother said I was useless, and I had a big fight with her, just like when I was a child, mother and daughter were-for-tat.

My mother also persuaded me, or this time simply let Si Chen completely get rid of his crazy mother.

I don't know, I don't know if I have the right to choose for Si Chen.

Later, the matter was resolved, but Si Chen still didn't show up, and he didn't come to see me once.

After the injury recovered, I also tried to find Si Chen, so I went to all the places I knew, but I couldn't find him, and my phone was down, there was no nursing home, and there was no house I rented before.

He didn't go back to Tianjin, he didn't go to Guangzhou, Si Chen disappeared with his mother.

Until that time, I still didn't believe that we were going to break up, and the game couldn't continue, so I stayed in S City to recuperate, and after the injury was healed, I continued to look for him everywhere.

The company will still arrange work for me, and I don't want to rest, so I just go on like this day by day, as if I have returned to six years ago.

Every time I see the tattoo on my wrist, I will remember that Si Chen also has the same one, and he also tattooed the word CX on his body for me, which is for a lifetime, so I firmly believe that Si Chen will not really leave like this.

I asked my mother to borrow money to talk to the owner of the piano store about the transfer, and I found all the people Si Chen knew to help me keep an eye on his whereabouts.

A month later, I finally received a phone call, it was a friend of Si Chen in Beijing told me, Si Chen took his mother to Beijing, it was a matter of these two days, but Si Chen went to change dollars and still had a passport or something, he suspected that Si Chen was going abroad.

After receiving this call, I directly booked a plane ticket to Beijing.

This was the first time, I felt that I didn't have the confidence to keep him, so I called Xiangxi to accompany me, and even thought about whether Xiangxi could help me keep Si Chen together.

(These chapters are fast-paced--, I don't think there's anything to write about...... Or don't want to write the sadistic part in too much detail...... Or they love very carefully, and getting tired is a matter of moments...... ）

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