Si Chen Fanwai (after the breakup) 20

(Cat flutter Chinese) It seems that the person who decided to separate will really not see each other again, and in the next two years, even though Chen Xiang and I are in the same country and often in the same city, we have not met again.

The place where I work is very close to the street where I first sold the mouth, and in recent years, the country has developed rapidly, and S City has borne the brunt of it as a financial center.

More and more memories of our generation are being torn down, turned into ruins, then into CBD, and into the memories of others.

The piano shop was gone, and I finally opened my own piano shop with the savings of the past few years and the investment of my partners.

The high school was gone, a new school building was built, the uniforms were better than ours, and the name was changed.

Outside the school gate, there are still boys waiting for girls on continuously variable bicycles, whistling and waiting for girls, holding big teddy bears or flowers at special prices from flower shops.

Teenage girls seem to be really coaxing, no matter how complicated and arrogant they disguise themselves on the surface, they will still lower their heads when the boy turns around to smell the fragrance of the flowers, they will smile shyly with their lips pursed, put their hands around the boy's waist, and occasionally scream in panic as the speed of the bicycle increases.

The stinky boys in front of them like to be handsome, suddenly let go of their hands and secretly kiss the girl after the car stopped.

In fact, now that I think about it, how stupid and self-righteous we were in high school, but it was really the best age.

In the United States, where everything is unfamiliar around me, I can't help but think of Chen Xiang, but when I returned to the place where I once walked through the streets and alleys holding hands with her, laughing and playing, I couldn't help but think of her.

I can't remember what Jiang Tong was like at that time, because at that time, all I could think about was Chen Xiang.

Her coldness, her stubbornness, her cold outside and hot inside, at that time she could really think about the whole day and then the whole night.

It's as if with her, the whole world has become a backdrop.

As the years passed, my mood also changed, and I began to be able to calm down and think about everything about her, facing the naïve self at the beginning.

It turned out that seventeen-year-old Chen Xiang was not really cold, but longed for love like other little girls of the same age.

She is not so smart, even a little stupid, there is no brother who can protect her and discipline her like Jiang Hao, so she will like someone who can completely and unreservedly deliver her sincerity.

But no one will mention Chen Xiang to me, Chen Zhi Xiangxi is like that, Jiang Hao Qixiang is the same, and Xu Nia is the same.

I don't know why, when everyone tacitly behaves in front of me as if we have never known Chen Xiang, I feel that my memory seems to be empty, and when I dig deeper, I think of her.

But I already have my own family, a loving wife, and lovely children, and I know I shouldn't think about her, and I can control myself not to think about her.

But at that time, an accident that was not beautiful brought her to me again.

Before the Lunar New Year, Jiang Tong and I took our children to Beijing for the New Year, and in the past few days I took Tian Tian to the mall to buy him new clothes.

Every day is a little taller than children of the same age, and a little naughty, and now when I go out, I don't want me or his mother to hold me, I must walk by myself, and I often say that I walk by myself.

Jiang Tong and I also thought that as long as we held the child's little hand, it would be fine, but when the elevator went down to the first floor that day, we ran out every day when we saw the model of the Transformers in the exhibition hall, and there were other people who got off the elevator, and Jiang Tong didn't hold him and let the child run away by himself.

The elevator didn't stop and took us to the basement level.

Jiang Tong cried at the time, and kept asking me what to do, I could only comfort her, in fact, I was also panicked, although I called someone in the elevator and notified the security guard of the mall through the walkie-talkie, but where so many people came and went years ago, so little one ran away by himself, and it was impossible for any parent to really calm down.

I wanted to look for it separately, but Jiang Tong's whole person had already lost her spirits, so I could only take her to look for it together, and the security guards of the mall were also helping, but I didn't find it after looking for a long time, and the surveillance found that I had gone outside every day.

Jiang Tong's tears were even more, so I could only comfort her that she was okay and go outside to find it together.

In fact, there were not even ten minutes before and after, but for a two-year-old child, ten minutes is already a great danger, I couldn't control myself thinking about a lot of terrible situations in my head, and my spirit was highly nervous, although I comforted Jiang Tong on the surface, in fact, I was as irrational as her.

Outside the mall, we saw a crowd of people gathered together, and Jiang Tong and I ran over shouting Tiantian's name.

It's really every day, being led out of the crowd, and the little face is dirty and there are a little scratches, and there are traces of crying.

All my attention was on Tian Tian at the time, and when I ran in front of him, I realized that the person who led Tian Tian over turned out to be Chen Xiang.

Since the day of the wedding, more than two years later, this was the case when we met for the first time.

I saw the injuries on Tian Tian's body, and then looked at Chen Xiang's calm expression that could be called indifferent, I don't know why I had a kind of anger in my psychology, and I suspected that Tian Tian's injuries were related to Chen Xiang.

Why did she lead my child, why did he get hurt and cry? and Chen Xiang's terrible calmness, I couldn't control myself from maliciously speculating about her.

even suspected that she had changed, and suspected that she had transferred her hatred for me to Jiang Tong and Tiantian.

I stared at Chen Xiang hatefully, she seemed to be stunned for a moment, and then smiled like nothing, the expression on her face became more indifferent and distant.

It wasn't until Jiang Tong took my hand that I realized that my attention was all on Chen Xiang just now, and when I came back to my senses, Chen Xiang had already turned around and walked away.

Her figure appeared and disappeared in the crowd, as if she was as free and easy as every time.

At this time, passers-by finally began to stand up and say it for Chen Xiang.

In their mouths, I realized that I really misunderstood her, in fact, even if no one explained, I shouldn't have misunderstood Chen Xiang, it was my fault that I would run out by myself every day, and I was too relaxed my vigilance. And every day he ran outside to cry alone, and climbed out of the guardrail, if it wasn't for Chen Xiang chasing him and hugging him, he would have been hit by a passing electric car.

A child who is so young that he simply can't withstand a car hit, and the cyclist may not even notice that there are people there.

If it weren't for Chen Xiang...... In short, that kind of consequence is something that Jiang Tong and I dare not think of.

Jiang Tong told me that there was only a little bruise on his face every day, and there was nothing on his body.

Passers-by also said that Chen Xiang was protecting the child from behind, and she was hit in the back by an electric car. Jiang Tong held the child and wanted to chase Chen Xiang, I didn't know what to do, I lowered my head and followed.

called Chen Xiang a sister every day, and kissed her on the face.

The world of children is so simple, you can express your love so directly.

And I don't know how to apologize.

Chen Xiang is gone, and I am also gone, with my children, my wife, my family, but at that moment, I actually felt that she was crying.

I wanted to turn my head and take a look, but every day I opened my mouth first and said, my sister was crying.

I smiled and touched Tiantian's little face, my sister won't cry, my sister is the strongest person I've ever met.

Chen Xiang has really always been the strongest person in my heart, but later, I realized that I was wrong, and I was completely wrong.

Since I met Chen Xiang that day, I have begun to think of her more and more frequently, and even often in a daze. But I can't show it, and I can't tell anyone.

My Hitomi is not that strong, and I have to give her the best love.

The accident was because of Xu Nia, he has opened branches in the rivers and lakes all over the country in recent years, but the nest is still in Tianjin and Beijing, and during the Chinese New Year, Xu Nia is in Beijing, and he asked me to go to the rivers and lakes.

In the evening, the two of us went to drink together, but Chen Zhi didn't come, Xu Nia said that Chen Shi is too busy now that he can't even take care of Xiangxi, let alone drink and chat with our brothers.

Later, when he drank too much, he began to talk nonsense, and he was like that, sometimes he was very sober, and sometimes he was really drunk.

On this day, the subject of his drunken madness turned out to be Chen Xiang.

He likes to bite the cap of the bottle with his teeth and open the wine, and there is always some accident when the bottle cap does not bite open his mouth until it breaks, so at that time, he just spit out a mouthful of beer mixed with blood, and suddenly turned his head to talk to me.

Or, more like a notice and announcement.

Xu Nia said, I have decided, Lao Tzu is going to chase Chen Xiang.

I took it, at the beginning, Xu Niya's nickname was Lang Lang, and the girlfriends around him were one after another, and some female fans of SLAM felt that Xu Nia was so accommodating to Chen Shi because they had a rape// relationship, only me and Chen Zhi knew, in fact, Xu Nia liked to go west, it was a secret love, and she had a secret love for many years.

It is impossible for Xu Nia to like Chen Xiang, why did he say that.

He poured another sip of beer, turned his head and glared at me, one day a year ago I saw Chen Xiang outside, crying, crying alone, it's so distressing, such a good girl, why can't you cherish her well, I have never seen her cry like that, I want to go over and hug her and comfort her. But I can't, she must be more embarrassed when I pass, I can only secretly watch her cry, and follow her to watch her go back to the hotel before I can rest assured. Si Chen, you said, such a good girl, why was you hurt like this? You fucking have more grandchildren than Chen Shi, I just want to chase Chen Xiang now, she has no one around all these years, don't you think she is doing with me, or what do I think about her, the two of us are clean, I just feel sorry for her, anyway, she can't fall in love with others in this life, you can't finally cut off your children and grandchildren for the sake of not falling in love or getting married for the rest of your life, I will be good to her, and the two of us will have a few children in the future, and I will be angry with you stupid!

(I didn't mean to abuse everyone, maybe the ending in the concert is not so complicated, it's more of a helplessness, when I wrote this story outline, I thought that the final ending shouldn't be so empty, no one is perfect, Si Chen may have chosen the wrong one, but he is responsible for his choice.) Then I promise that the male and female protagonists of the next story will be very dedicated and strong. )

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