(Cat flutter Chinese) Later, he became drunk and unconscious, and when he woke up, he denied that he had been drunk.

I could tell that what he said was drunkenness and anger, but what he said kept me haunted.

I asked him, what happened when you said yesterday that you saw Chen Xiang crying all the time?

Xu Nia looked at me suspiciously, what did you say, who said that Xiangxiang was crying? You are sick, don't stand in my way while you go, brother has a lot of things to do today.

I grabbed him and told him not to leave.

It's not Si Chen, what are you talking about? Chen Xiang is crying or not, it's your business, she will die, and it won't be your turn to cry and mourn her, ahh You, hurry home and see your wife and children.

Walking to the door, he turned around again, Chen Xiang has nothing to do with you, she is very good now, if you have a conscience, treat the family well, don't be like your father.

How can it be as simple as he said, all day long my mind was full of the appearance of Chen Xiang who was wrongly blamed that day.

And after she turned around, did she start crying, did Xu Nia see that scene.

I don't know, how could a girl so strong as Chen Xiang cry so pitifully as Xu Nia said, shouldn't she have glared at me fiercely and cursed my plane when I left? How could she cry because of me?

It must not be true, it can't be, maybe it's something else.

Jiang Tong took a visit to the kindergarten every day and came back, bringing a lot of school information and some application forms, Jiang Tong said let me fill in.

I took a few sheets, and without exception, I had to fill in the parent information and various contact information first, including email and QQ, and my hand holding the pen paused.

It's been almost five years, I haven't looked at the mailbox and haven't logged in to QQ, at first because there are restrictions on the network to go abroad, and I don't want to think about the past and deliberately escape, and then it has become a habit, and people use mobile phones to contact people.

If I hadn't filled in the contact information, I might not have logged in to QQ in my life, and I wouldn't have seen the messages that Chen Xiang gave me.

Five years ago, the password was also Chen Xiang's birthday, but she didn't ask me to replace the background of my phone with her photo like other girls, so except for this password I secretly set, everything else didn't seem to have anything to do with her.

The login verification took a long time, and at first I wondered if the account had been recycled after so many years, but I didn't expect that the login was successful in the end.

The moment I opened QQ, thousands of comments poured in.

Those who have sent me messages include Chen Zhi and Xiang Xi, Xu Nia and Jiang Hao. The one with the least message was Qi Xiang, who said that you should come back immediately, or don't come back in this life, the time was five years ago.

The one with the most messages is Chen Xiang.

The date started with our quarrel in the draft before I left the country, and Chen Xiang sent me a few messages before my mom stabbed her.

She said, Si Chen, don't be angry, I just want to try, you let me try it, otherwise I won't be reconciled.

She said, you're so angry, why don't you go online.

She said, I asked Chen Zhi, and he said that you haven't been happy lately, I'm sorry.

She said, but now I can't quit, don't be angry with me, I'll wait for your call.

After my mom's incident.

She said, I'm sorry Si Chen, it's not me who wants to sue Auntie, don't worry, I will settle this matter.

She said, Si Chen, are you really angry?

She said, it's been almost a month, where have you been, and how long will it take for you to lose your temper.

She said, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, don't hide from me.

I looked at the computer screen in a daze, stupid or not, it's not your fault, why do you want you to say I'm sorry.

After the airports separately.

She said, I'm getting a visa, but I'm looking for you.

She said, why is it so long, you tell me where you are.

She said, tomorrow's plane, I'll go to you. Landing at ten o'clock in the evening, will you come and pick me up?

She said, you must have come secretly, but you don't see me when you're angry, right?

She said, Si Chen, come out, I don't know the road, I don't know anyone, I miss you, I'm afraid.

She said, I was wrong.

She said, I found the hotel, I ate on time, I will take good care of myself, don't worry, don't be angry.

She said, I still haven't found you, my visa is about to expire, and I will return to China next week.

She said, "I've posted a search notice, have you seen it?"

She said, I don't bother you anymore.

She said, Si Chen, if you die, I won't look for you anymore.

She said, I hate you.

She said, goodbye.

She said, I can't forget you, I still miss you.

She said, don't be angry, okay.

She said, I never wanted to break up with you, and we don't count as a breakup now.

She said that the new visa was ready.

She said, I'm coming to you again, so if you pick me up tomorrow and surprise me, I'll listen to you in everything from now on.

She said, "You didn't come."

She said, I don't want to be famous, I just want you.

She said, "What do I like about you?"

She said, "I'm never going to sing anymore."

She said, you've been gone for almost two years.

She said, I really want to die sometimes, it's too painful to live.

She said, don't worry, I will live well, I won't become a burden to you, I can take care of my aunt with you, I can be very good and well-behaved.

The date of that article happened to be the day I confessed to Jiang Tong.

For more than two years, Chen Xiang would leave me messages every day, sometimes only one, sometimes more than a dozen a day, with photos taken by her, saying that we collected the discs together, as well as her own photos, each of which was so beautiful that people couldn't take their eyes off it.

She is no longer the Chen Xiang who makes me feel **free to tough, it turns out that she also has a lot of vulnerabilities, she still talks angrily when she is angry, but I can see her tears through a layer of screens.

Those hundreds of nights, disappointment and despair again and again, how she said she survived, I didn't dare to think about it.

The last message Chen Xiang sent me was the day before I returned to China, the day before we met at the airport.

She said, I don't know what to say, I just miss you. Qi Xiang said that I would fall in love with you is just an obsession, I know not. I really love you, since I was in high school, you fix my mouthball, you play handsome in front of me, you ride me on a bicycle, you take me away from home. These experiences, you can only have one time in this life, it is not an obsession, and no one can replace you to spend my seventeenth year old again. You were the first person to propose to me, and you didn't even care about my aunt for me. Si Chen, I believe that you really love me, because I really love you, and I know what you do for me. Maybe I'm too naïve and self-righteous, isn't it, I've really drained your love for me?

After that day, she didn't send me a single message, not a word.

Since the day we met at the airport, she really gave up on being disappointed in me.

Actually, that's right, I don't deserve her to remember me for so many years, and I don't deserve her to find me for so many years. I don't have that self-confidence, I underestimated Chen Xiang's feelings for me.

But she overestimated my courage.

I am a coward and a deserter, for five years, I thought that Chen Xiang had forgotten everything about me, I thought she would be with Qi Xiang, but in fact, Xu Nia didn't know that there was such a person as Qi Xiang, but it was conceivable that Chen Xiang was the one who really identified.

It was I who betrayed her trust.

The messages they sent me were all asking me where I was, and they were all asking me to reply as soon as I saw them.

Only Xu Nia said a sentence that made me worry, if you really want to hide from Chen Xiang, then you can prepare to come back, I see that her little life will be finished soon, in broad daylight, with two big eyes open, she walked to the middle of the road, I went over and called her She said she didn't know anything, you said you were afraid that your mother would be crazy, I think Chen Xiang is about to make you go crazy, this time I said I am, next time, you must come back on the day she dies, I am afraid that she will not be blind!

So, what kind of life did Chen Xiang live in those two years?

Pretending to be strong, and then secretly crying alone? Still can't even pretend.

I don't know when I ran in every day, pouting and looking at me, my father was ashamed, and my father was crying.

I touched his hair, how could Dad cry.

Then he tiptoed to let me pick him up, touched my face with his little hand, and then took it away, and spread out in front of me with his palms shining brightly. Dad doesn't cry, is someone bullying you?

I shook my head and said I had done something wrong, something very wrong, very wrong.

Looking at me every day, my father changed it.

No, it can't be changed, not all mistakes have a chance to be changed.

He frowned, as if he was in a better hurry than I was, and it took a long time to send a word, sorry.

said that Jiang Tong taught him, in addition to his parents, grandparents, grandparents and grandparents at the beginning, the first word is thank you, and the second is sorry.

He couldn't explain what he was trying to say, but I understood that he was telling me to apologize when I made a mistake.

But can an apology really be forgiven?

And I, do I deserve her forgiveness?

I don't feel happy every day, so I want to take me out to play, and I want to buy candy candy for me to eat. I spoke, took his little hand and went out, and when I walked to the door, I saw Jiang Tong's busy back in the kitchen, she said, Be careful on the road, help me buy a bag of salt and come back, okay?

I said okay.

At the convenience store, I took a bag of salt and ice cream that I wanted every day and checked out, when he suddenly pointed to a poster posted behind the cash register and called out to me.

Daddy, Sister Bleach.

It's Chen Xiang, and I still remember Chen Xiang every day.

It was the promotional poster for the concert, and Chen Xiang's dream finally came true.

When I got home, I was going to go into the kitchen to help Jiang Tong, but I saw a bag of salt already next to the refrigerator, and I said that I bought it from the same convenience store.

I frowned, Jiang Tong just came in.

She smiled, just like she had ten years ago, and she just smiled a little silly, you didn't turn off your computer, so, I went to see it. I'm sorry. Convenience store, I said I let you go on purpose. I also booked the tickets for the concert. It's just you.

Why?

Once you had a dream and said a long dream.

What the?

Jiang Tong shook her head, go, obsession or entanglement, can you let go of it once, this is what you owe her. I have faith in you and I'm sure you'll come back.

Hitomi ......

I've been pretending to be stupid for years, but now I think that's the only way to get you to think clearly. I'm sure you won't regret it, and if you do, I don't blame you and I won't forgive you. I don't want you to have a knot in your heart for the rest of your life, I'm not generous, I want you to be just my Si Chen, I'm no longer the little girl who has a crush on you, I'm greedy, I'm not the alternative answer, I want you, just love me alone. And you, owe her an apology, or a goodbye.

Hearing me talking to Jiang Tong every day, he ran in from outside and took out his most precious candy to me and Jiang Tong.

Dad eats candy, mom eats sugar.

Don't cry if you eat candy.

******

"What if one day I do something wrong?"

"Apologize, what can I do?"

Chen Xiang turned his head to look at me, opened the CD player and took out the disc inside, and carefully put it back in the plastic box, "I like this band, can you borrow this one for me to listen to?"

"Chen Xiang. ”

"Huh?"

"Is it okay to apologize?"

She thought about it carefully and replied to me, "Otherwise, I will apologize with death?" I am still reluctant, just say I'm sorry, otherwise, when I have a concert, I will give amnesty to the world, and forgive you by the way, hehe." ”

"Okay, I'll go then. ”

This is my agreement with Chen Xiang.

(Finally, the text is completely over.) Everyone knows Si Chen's ending, it can be regarded as open-ended, hate him so much that he wants him to die, just think in that direction. I don't think so. Tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, there will be a few relaxed little fans.,Children's.,And then it's a complete and thorough point)

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