113. He wants me back his children
He walked over and glanced at the divorce agreement in my hand, and there was not much expression on his face. He turned to look at me again and asked the previous question, "You just said you killed a child, whose child?"
I said lightly: "I don't know about this." ”
He suddenly overreacted and grabbed my shoulders and whispered, "You make it clear to me!"
I felt the force he put on my shoulders, almost scratching, and it hurt me, but I didn't say a word.
As soon as Yuan Fang saw him like this, he immediately became angry, and ran over to push him, "What are you doing? ”
However, no matter how fierce Yuan Fang's personality is, she is still a woman after all, Qin Jianghao insists on letting go, and she can't push it.
Qin Jianghao turned his head and said coldly to her: "This is our business, it has nothing to do with you." ”
I didn't want Yuan Fang to have a conflict with Qin Jianghao because of me, so I said to her: "Fangfang, I'm fine, you go back first." ”
Yuan Fang yelled at me, "Back to you big-headed ghost, I'll go back, can you beat him if he bullies you?"
I'm glad I have such a good sister, people often say that it's better to have a lack than an abundance, even if she is the only one who knows each other for a few years, I'm already very satisfied.
I looked at her with pleading and comforting eyes, "You go back first." ”
Yuan Fang has always advanced and retreated, no longer said anything, took his bag and left, and before leaving, he didn't forget to glance at Qin Jianghao with his eyes, as a threat that he would not hurt me.
After Yuan Fang left, Qin Jianghao and I were silent for a moment, and we didn't speak first, and the force he put on my shoulder still didn't let go at all, but I didn't want to let him go at all.
It seems to be using the pain of the body to alleviate and numb the pain in the heart, let yourself be stubborn, stop being cowardly, and stop retreating.
After a long while, he finally spoke again, again with the same question, "Who killed the child?"
I looked at him and could only make out the confusion in his eyes, but I couldn't tell the rest.
I handed him the divorce agreement, "Sign it, I promise to divorce you." I went out of the house, I didn't want anything, and I won't go to work in your company again, and after I signed, I will pack up my things and go back to City C tomorrow. After a pause, he added, "As you wish." ”
He reached out and grabbed the paper in my hand, threw it aside without looking at it, and said in a deep voice: "You tell me clearly first, what's the matter with the child?"
I said lightly, "It's like what you heard." ”
His hand slipped off my shoulder, and his voice was a little hoarse, "You, when did you have it...... Why didn't you tell me?"
This has fully proved that he has listened to all the previous conversations between me and Yuan Fang, so why did he force me to ask me before?
Just want to get a definitive answer?
"Tell you...... Why did you tell you?" I looked at him and asked suspiciously, "Tell you, will you let it stay?"
He looked at me with a momentary frustration in his eyes, and did not answer my question immediately.
I wanted to evoke a noble sneer, but it overflowed with a wry smile, "You said that you don't want children, have you forgotten?"
It took him a long time to speak again, "That's because ......" He said four words but he didn't say it again, pursed his lips, and looked very difficult to say.
"Because of what?" I asked him.
But instead of answering, he asked me, "Did you really beat it?"
"yes. I pretended to be relaxed and said, "We're going to get divorced, should I give birth to him? I'm a vagrant now, and I can't afford to support him." ”
He suddenly grabbed my shoulder again, even harder than just now, "Bai Luoluo, are you taking revenge on me? Just because I didn't transfer you to S City, so you killed my child?"
It turns out that I am just a person in his heart who will kill our child because he is angry? I have thought too much about this man, and I have always been accommodating to him, but I am such a person in his place.
Qin Jianghao, you still don't understand me after all, no matter what I do, you never look at the problem from your point of view, never from my point of view.
"Anyway, it's already been knocked out, no matter how much you say, it's useless, let's sign it. "I'm really fed up, I don't want to stay any longer, I immediately want to run away and stay with him again, I'm afraid that I will cry again and show weakness in front of him.
I tried to break away his hands to pick up the divorce agreement on the floor, but suddenly I felt a chill in my neck, followed by a pain.
Qin Jianghao pinched my neck, and said with a gloomy look in his eyes: "Bai Luoluo, do you want to be with other men so much?
The pain in my neck made me unable to utter a word, and the tears still flowed after all, was he going to kill me?
His whole body began to tremble with fear, but not because he was afraid of death, but because of his indifference and ruthlessness. But he obviously doesn't love me, why should he be angry because of a child, he can obviously have another life with the woman he likes.
I looked at him, and for the first time in years, I didn't understand him at all.
His eyes were red, but he didn't have the heart to strangle me to death, and he let me go when I thought I was going to die.
I sat down on the floor, gulping in on the air, but I was choking and coughing so hard that I couldn't stop the tears.
I moved my foot, but because I stepped on something, he picked up the divorce agreement I had given him, looked at it, and then tore it apart without hesitation, and then smashed it me.
"Can't wait to divorce me? Don't even think about it!" he let out a low growl, then came over and took my hand.
I breathed a sigh of relief and asked him in a panic, "What are you going to do?"
"you. He said two words coldly.
Then I dragged me upstairs, and I struggled hard, but I couldn't get out.
"Are you crazy?!let go of me!"
"I'm just crazy!" he said coldly.
I reached out and grabbed the armrest, and when he saw that he couldn't drag me away, he directly grabbed my waist, hugged me horizontally, turned around, and then threw me the sofa, and then his tall body pressed down.
"Do you think you'll be able to walk away after beating my child......? Bai Luoluo, don't you think, you give my child back to me!" The last sentence he said word by word, gritted his teeth, and when the words fell, he lowered his head and kissed it.
I didn't speak, I didn't resist, because I no longer had the strength to speak and resist, a sharp cramp in my abdomen made my nerves numb for a moment, and it took me a while to have a little strength, I reached out and grabbed his clothes, trying to stop his rude movements, but I was powerless to resist, I could only murmur in a low voice, "Child, Qin Jianghao, child......"
He looked up at me and said sarcastically and coldly: "Why, you only know that you are distressed now, so why did you be so ruthless in the first place?"
I shook my head weakly, tears flowed out more violently, "I didn't ......" The cramping pain in my abdomen became more and more intense, I felt something falling down in large pieces, I pulled his clothes, my face was twisted in pain, but I only had the strength to repeat the two most important words "child......"
Wow!
There was another feeling of falling down, Qin Jianghao finally reacted that something was wrong with me, he propped up a little and asked, "Why are you ......?"
Before he could finish speaking, the expression on his face paused, then he felt something, reached down and touched it, and then I saw his hands full of blood.
He was so frightened that he tumbled off the couch, hit his back on the coffee table, and then looked at my lower body and asked in a trembling voice, "Luoluo, what's wrong with you?" He crawled over to lift my clothes.
I clutched my stomach and bent over in pain, "Child, send me...... Go to the hospital......"
He seemed to finally react, then quickly stood up, picked me up, and ran out the door.
I could feel him trembling all over, but I was too weak to look at his expression, and the pain in my abdomen hurt so much that I wanted to twist and roll.
But as soon as I moved, I felt that a large piece of something continued to fall.
The scenes of the accidental abortion on the TV and the large bleeding in the lower body were intertwined in my mind, and I didn't dare to look at what was going on under my skirt, nor did I dare to move again, so as to comfort myself, maybe that little life was still in my belly.
How many times, when I was disheartened with Qin Jianghao, I thought about giving it up, but when I was lying on the operating table and looking at the cold tools on the doctor's plate, I thought of some of the flow videos I had seen on the Internet.
The forceps reach directly into the woman's uterus, clamp the child's legs, and directly clip them out, followed by the body, the head, and ......
The picture was so cruel that I couldn't bear it, so I gave up when the doctor was about to give me an anesthetic.
I think I can hide it from Qin Jianghao, hide it from my family and give birth to him, and I won't let him become a bargaining chip between me and Qin Jianghao, and I won't let him become an obstacle to Qin Jianghao. Even if he will not have a father after birth, I will protect him well and will not let others bully him.
Whether it's right or wrong, I'm going to spoil him.
But can I keep it now? Is God punishing me? Punishing my selfishness, punishing my lies.
Qin Jianghao put me in the back seat of the car, and then quickly drove the car out.
The car was fast, and every now and then the horn would sound violently one after another, and I think he probably kept running the red light. I remember telling him to drive well, why didn't he listen......
The strength of my whole body was gradually drained, and I felt that my eyelids were heavy, and then my consciousness began to blur.
It was dark all around, and only the pain in my abdomen was still so clear......
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This chapter is a surprise for you, so that their children will live half a chapter more, so don't call me a bad person!