Text Chapter 5: Twin Cities Lovesickness
Finally, all the approvals and summaries have been completed, and it is time for Kevin Lin, a passer-by from Shenzhen, to return to his original place. Shenzhen is still prosperous like a dream, but Lin Kaiwen is not allowed to take a commemorative occasion; Yiwu, ten days after saying goodbye, is still in a hurry to come back. When he returned to the office, he was busy handing out gifts to everyone, and when he sat in front of his computer, Lin Kaiwen remembered one of the gifts Shu Jing gave him before parting, a photo and frame of them, and he was about to frame it and put it on the table, and he was worried that his colleagues would gossip when they saw it, so he locked it in a drawer and only took it out occasionally in his spare time.
Shu Jing's face was so thin and a little haggard, her long hair was fluttering, leaning on his arms, smiling shyly, and he, with his head on her hair, smiled quietly. Behind is the gate of the Window of the World, this place Lin Kaiwen has also taken pictures before, but at that time he was holding the cherry blossom that made him unforgettable, but this time it was Shu Jing, who had only known each other for a few days. Kevin Lin never believed in love at first sight, but he believed that ambiguity was easy to produce feelings. Any ambiguous collision can make people fall into a relationship, and regardless of the outcome, at least at the moment of ambiguity, people can't care about thinking about the past and the future, this is the role of hormones.
In fact, every ambiguous relationship may not necessarily lead to anything, and sometimes it will not be resolved. For example, if you have an ambiguous conversation with a stranger on the Internet, or like the drunken mantra of a man and woman at a bar, the day after you wake up drunk, you no longer know who was at the bar last night and what they said.
As for Kevin Lin and Shu Jing, neither of them can predict what will happen after this ambiguous relationship, or now that they have returned to their original places, it is already the end. Kevin Lin thought that after his busy work, he would not deliberately think of her, he thought that this was just a short encounter, although it was not a passing by, but the last hug at Bao'an Airport, the last Kiss was already the time when they should learn to forget.
However, things often backfire, and for people who value relationships, it is difficult to quickly cut through the mess of an ambiguous relationship. Kevin Lin really doesn't think about her when he's busy outside, but when he goes back to his desk, he will see Sakurako on the table, and when he returns to the room, he will see the picture of Sakurako on the wall. Now every time he looks up at Sakurako's portrait, he gradually thinks of Shu Jing, and that shy smile and Sakurako's smile will cross and flicker in his mind. Kevin Lin couldn't believe that Sakurako, who had been in love for many years, was replaced by Shu Jing, who had known each other for a few days. Is it really as people say, a new relationship can make you forget the previous person, even if it is an unforgettable relationship. In the confusion, Shu Jing may have become an indelible lovesickness that he can't erase every night when he is quiet.
"Who is singing that Mudanjiang ...... outside the window" The mobile phone rang, and it was Shu Jinglai's call: "Hey, Shu Jing." How are you?"
There was silence for a few seconds: "It's okay, what about you? Did you forget me?"
Hearing this, Lin Kaiwen's first reaction was to explain in a hurry, how much he wanted to tell her that he had not forgotten her, but thought about her every day, and he also wanted to tell her that he didn't want Sakura anymore, he just missed her. However, Kevin Lin still braked suddenly.
"How can I be, I've just been busy when I came back these days. How is your work over there?" Kevin Lin's answer was incomprehensible, but she still echoed herself:
"Fortunately, with Sister Meiling taking care of it, the sky can't fall. Just ......"
"Just what?"
"It's just that every day I think of you, of the days we spent together. I ......" The voice over there was a little slurred.
"It's only been a few days, and you miss me? It looks like I'm going to Shenzhen again. ”
"Ah, are you coming to Shenzhen again? Didn't you just finish reporting work?"
"Hehe--- go report to your beauty!" didn't want to make the topic heavy, so he had to joke, but Lin Kaiwen forgot Shu Jing's innocence, and his unintentional actions and unintentional words would always make Shu Jing pay special attention.
"Are you --- really going to see me again?" The voice over there suddenly became low, and Kevin Lin could imagine that Shu Jing on the other end of the phone must be holding his breath at this moment, expecting his answer. Kevin Lin paused for a few seconds, but he couldn't help but speak:
"Yes, wait for me. Maybe ......" Kevin Lin didn't know what to say anymore.
"Maybe what?" The voice over there suddenly became excited, not wanting to extinguish the hope that had just been ignited for her, Kevin Lin had no choice but to bite the bullet and say:
"Maybe I'll go to Shenzhen to celebrate the New Year with you. When he said this, Kevin Lin's heart was entangled again, why do you want to give people hope?
"Really? Hehe--- is it true?"
"Maybe, it depends on when the list at the end of the year will be out. It's long gone. ”
"Oh, you can come over before Chinese New Year's Eve! I'll wait for you." ”
"Hmm...... I'll go out for a while and have time to talk!" Kevin Lin didn't know how to pick up Shu Jing's enthusiasm.
"Hmm...... Bye-bye!" After hanging up the phone, Kevin Lin began to hate himself for not being able to control her hope, and for not being able to hold back his lovesickness.
Unexpectedly, the economy of Europe and the United States recovered quickly, and the list before the end of the year suddenly increased, and Kevin Lin's office received three big orders in one day. Confirm the product details, confirm the Pantone color number, proofing and sending samples, calling for advance payment, looking for manufacturers, arranging production, and a bunch of things waiting for them to do. The list in their office is completed by four people collectively, so that everything is thought out and everything is done. It's been a habit for two years. In this economic situation, although the price is a little lower and the list is not as big as before, they have more customers and their performance is not bad, and sometimes they will help the Shenzhen headquarters to follow up on a few orders. For more than two years here, Kevin Lin rarely has the opportunity to go out and play, he is always busy every day, copying orders during the day, and he has to go back to the room before 9 o'clock in the evening, because the guests are going online, and the next thing is non-stop emails, non-stop MSN, Skype videos.
There are more and more members of Alibaba, but the guests are still only those, and the inquiry information is still those, so if you want to make a list, you can only be diligent, and you have to stare in front of the computer at night. Alas, these days, the economies of European and American countries have been so declining, and when they came to inquire, Kevin Lin and those who do foreign trade still had to echo them like receiving God, responding to them, and waiting for them carefully.
The days are full and busy, Lin Kaiwen's neck is gradually becoming strange, his waist is beginning to be numb, and his stomach is gradually getting bigger.
One night when Shu Jing came to the phone, he mentioned it in passing, but he didn't expect that a few days later he received a parcel from Shenzhen, and when he opened it, he saw a delicate and small massager and a soft pillow. At that moment, Kevin Lin was touched by Shu Jing's intimate gift, he is a sensual person, so that as long as there is a girl who cares about him, he can't help but be moved, although he is not grateful every time, but when that warm air flow is delivered to every organ, Kevin Lin will secretly promise that he must make this friend well and repay her/him well. It's been a long time since I received such an intimate gift, Kevin Lin was in a particularly good mood that day, when he sat in front of the computer at night and massaged with a massager, his eyes were full of a quiet smile, whenever he pillowed the love pillow she sent, he would miss her warmth in those days, as well as the fresh fragrance.
There are unavoidable sides to everything, he is very touched when he receives Shu Jing's gift, but he will also fall into contradiction every time he enjoys it, do he really want to go to Shenzhen to accompany her for the New Year? If he goes, will the two of them be determined in the future, will they have to love each other in the future? However, is this really the kind of feeling he wants? Is Shu Jing really not a substitute for Sakura?
Kevin Lin is naturally emotional, he always makes himself very tired, especially emotionally, he has never been a confident person, in his heart, he has always thought that he is an ordinary ordinary person who can no longer be ordinary, if he walks in the sea of people, few people will notice him. When he met the girl he liked, he never dared to come forward to say hello, let alone ask for a phone number?
As for Sakura, Lin Kaiwen also rushed forward to say hello under the repeated encouragement of his classmates, but Sakurako saw his embarrassment at a glance, she smiled at herself, Lin Kaiwen's face suddenly turned red to the root of her ears, and Sakurako still smiled calmly and tore up a piece of paper, wrote her PHS number and QQ number and handed it to him. Since then, Kevin Lin has been unable to erase Sakurako until that ambiguous night.
It was Shu Jing's appearance that made him gradually let go of the kind of longing for Sakurako. In the past two years, Lin Kaiwen has tried to use various methods not to miss Sakura, QQ number deleted, mobile phone number deleted, 51 deleted, MSN deleted, he has always thought that he will not miss her for a long time, but he will still suddenly dream of Sakura on an inadvertent night, and then wake up, and he can no longer sleep.
Lin Kaiwen also told his thoughts several times in Xici Hutong and other blogs, thinking that he could release these thoughts by writing them, but all his methods did not work, only Shu Jing, like a prescription for terminal illness, that ambiguous conversation, that ambiguous night, let him gradually let go of his thoughts about Sakura, and replaced them with thoughts about Shu Jing and expectations for her. Perhaps, since I heard James tell me that Sakurako is married, I have also broken up my hope, perhaps, Shu Jing is the angel sent to him by God, she used her gentleness and carefulness to make Lin Kaiwen really understand that you should not sink into the past, but cherish the people in front of you.
The end of the year is approaching, all the lists are gradually coming to an end, watching colleagues book air tickets online, Kevin Lin suddenly remembered his promise to Shu Jing, so he returned to his desk, opened the booking website, and booked the ticket in half an hour