Maybe it's because the painful memory of my father's death is fading, or maybe it's because staying at home all day is easy to have some unrealistic fantasies, so when Jiaqi was 4 years old, one day, I had the idea of cultivating Jiaqi as my own woman.

When this idea appeared, I myself was a little surprised, because in the past few years, I have raised Jiaqi as a daughter, my relationship with her is more of a father and daughter's relationship, as Jiaqi becomes more and more dependent on me, I also spoil her so much, the evil thoughts at the beginning have begun to retreat, and the rest is actually more of a sense of responsibility and family affection.

It's just that maybe I'm still a man after all, or maybe I'm still a bad guy who loves fantasy in my bones, so when Jiaqi was 4 years old, I gradually began to have some bad thoughts, planning to train Jiaqi to be my future wife.

At that time, Jiaqi was already getting more and more beautiful, her black hair was getting longer and longer, her skin was getting more and more tender, her big eyes were still bright, and she had gradually become a Peugeot little beauty, and in the foreseeable future, she would inevitably become a big beauty, which is why I had bad thoughts.

At that time, my crazy idea was that I would not marry a wife in the future, and let Jiaqi become my wife.

I already have a house and a car, and I am not short of money, and if Jiaqi becomes my future wife, then I will not lack anything in my life.

I can't bear it when I think that if Jiaqi, who I have worked so hard to bring up, will one day be coquettish in the arms of others, which is why I insist on my thoughts even more.

Jiaqi belongs to me, she can only belong to me.

I don't want to give it to anyone.

Call me selfish or perverted, but I really don't want to give her to anyone.

Maybe it's not fair to Jiaqi, maybe she should be left to choose her own future. However, I really didn't want to leave Jiaqi, so for my own sake, I deprived her of all possibilities for the future.

In this way, I finally convinced myself and started the plan to educate Jiaqi.

When Jiaqi was less than 4 years old, she could already count to 10. It wasn't easy to teach Jiaqi to count, because I didn't have a kindergarten teacher to teach her myself.

I took oranges to teach her how to count.

To teach her to count, you can't do it all at once, first of all, I want Jiaqi to know what is more and what is less.

For example, I put a red orange on the left side of Jiaqi, and two red oranges on the right, and then point to the orange on the left and say to Jiaqi: "Less~~" and then point to the oranges on the right and say: "More ~~"

"Less...... More ......" Jiaqi kept reading my accent, and then I used other items, such as chopsticks, plates, and building blocks, to show her more and less, and so on for an afternoon, and then repeated it a few times from time to time in the next few days, and she finally understood what "less" and "more" meant.

During this time, Jiaqi also learned to say words such as oranges, chopsticks, plates, tables, chairs, etc.

Sometimes, I would pick up an orange, hold it in front of Jiaqi's eyes, shake it slowly, and ask her, "Kiki, tell Papa, what is this?"

"Tangerine!" Jiaqi replied with a sweet smile, looking up.

"What about this?"

"Chopsticks Paper~~!(Chopsticks)"

"Where's this?"

"Apple~fruit!"

At that time, I was so proud that I almost didn't laugh. Damn, Lao Tzu is also a teacher, haha.

After that, I started teaching Jiaqi to count again, holding a block in front of her, first placing a block, and then saying "one". Jiaqi also followed and said one, and then increased one by one, and when there was two, she asked her to say "two", and then it was three, four, five, six, seven, eight, ninety......

But talking too much in one breath, Jiaqi is a child after all, and she can't remember, and in the end, she can't tell the difference between five, six, seven and three, four, five. So I started with the less, first taught her one and two, this is relatively much simpler, after repeatedly demonstrating to her with oranges and building blocks, Jiaqi seems to vaguely understand what I mean, and will count it herself.

Of course, it took a lot of time after that, and I used the same method to teach Jiaqi to count to five, and it took me several days to repeat the demonstration, and then Jiaqi finally counted one, two, three, four, five slowly with her fingers crossed.

For learning counting, Jiaqi is also very interested and willing to learn, so learning is actually not slow.

Finally, Jiaqi was finally able to slowly start counting.

"Kiki, tell Papa, how much is this?" I asked Jiaqi with my palm unfolded in front of her.

Jiaqi's eyes widened, and she looked at my fingers steadily, then stretched out her little hand, counting them one by one.

"One, two, three, four, five...... It's five! It's five! Wow!" Jiaqi laughed happily after counting right, very happy, and her little mouth opened the most innocent smile.

"yes, Kiki guessed right!" I smiled and patted her little head in appreciation.

After learning to count, it is more important for her to practice in life, so in the evening, I occasionally take Jiaqi out of the nearby community and park for a walk, looking at the street lamps on the side, I asked her, "Kiki, how many are there?"

Then Jiaqi will stretch out her little hand and open her little mouth to point it.

"One, two, three, four—four!"

"You guessed it!"

When I saw the pedestrians on the side of the road, I asked, "How many people are there?"

"One, two, three, four, five...... Uh-huh...... Ah...... "Jiaqi, who counted very smoothly at the beginning, was dumbfounded when she understood the flow of people coming and going on the street, at that time she didn't know how to count more than 5, and when she saw the flow of dozens or hundreds of people on the street, she immediately became confused, and she couldn't count it for a long time.

"Kiki doesn't know, does she?"

Kiki didn't know. Jiaqi looked at me with wide eyes and replied honestly.

"Kiki is a little fool. I touched her little brain and smiled.

Time flies, and after Jiaqi has grown up a little more, I taught Jiaqi to distinguish colors, first of all, let her distinguish between yellow, red, Blue and green, the best way for her to distinguish the color is to let her draw, I bought a big box of colored pens and a few painting books, let her paint in the room, and then what color she painted, I pointed to the line of the color she painted and told her the name of the color, maybe girls are naturally more sensitive to color, after scribbling on the paper every day, Jiaqi also quickly learned to distinguish colors, of course, some complex colors, such as reddish-brown, crimson, pink and light red are still a little difficult to distinguish, often mistaken。

There is also the puppy raised at home, which is very cheesy, I named the obedient white-haired poodle Xiaobai, and then I sometimes point to the fur on Xiaobai's body and ask Jiaqi: "Kiki, what color is Xiaobai?"

At that time, Jiaqi would cover her little mouth and laugh, her little eyes narrowed into lines, and she looked like she knew everything.

"Kiki, say, what color?"

Jiaqi laughed for a while, opened her mouth, and shouted in a clear voice, "White!"

"Then why is Kiki laughing?"

"Because Papa is called Xiaobai Xiaobai~~~"

"You're smart. I touched Jiaqi's head and smiled.

Jiaqi is really smart. She's also very lively. I think if I hadn't left Jiaqi at home and sent her to kindergarten, she would have been more cheerful and lively.

In her world, her only relative is me, and the only person to communicate with me is also me, so she is always so cheerful and lively in front of me. But when I go out and see strangers, Jiaqi will panic and be scared, retreat behind me, and dare not make a sound, unless I urge her to call Auntie, Jiaqi will occasionally call Auntie softly.

After a long time, I feel more and more that Jiaqi's lively and cheerful personality is diametrically opposed to my withdrawn personality in my heart, Jiaqi is a cheerful girl. She loves to play and like to walk around, sometimes when she sees those amusement facilities in the community, she will run over to play, and then when she sees the sand piles at the nearby construction site, she will also be curious to go up and play, and then get her clothes and hands dirty. At that time, I would pretend to be very angry and criticize her, the way was to hit her palm, and then she would scream in fright, of course, I didn't do it very hard, just scared her, but Jiaqi was very timid, and I was immediately scared when I saw pretending to be angry.

As the days passed, and in this way, Jiaqi gradually learned to count to 10, 20, and even 30...... Then another year passed, and Jiaqi was 5 years old.

At the age of 5, Jiaqi really looks like a little girl, and her originally round face has begun to become pointy, and there is a tendency to gradually transform into a beauty with a melon seed face and a goose egg face.

The so-called three-year-old looks old, Jiaqi at the age of three is already beautiful and smart, not to mention the five-year-old, from Jiaqi's small body, I seem to see the future Allure girl.

After the threshold of five years old, Jiaqi's growth rate is even more amazing, at that time she was already more than 0.9 meters tall, which is more than half of mine. Moreover, under the guidance that I was not going to work and staying at home 24 hours a day, she was able to say more, although some of the words were still very unclear, but she could already express the meaning clearly.

For example, a few times when I went to the market to buy groceries, Jiaqi would stop me, point to the toys in the window, and beg me pitifully, saying, "Papa, I want this." Well, this one. ”

Then I will satisfy her. Because I have enough money with me.

Looking at Jiaqi happily bouncing around with a fluffy ragdoll rabbit, I would have felt very happy at that time, and I could certainly understand her feelings after having experienced the same thing.