Even though I felt it in my body, my heart was still tormented.

But the unreality of stepping on the clouds is particularly beautiful, and it was the first time after my grandmother was diagnosed with cancer that I was so happy that I wanted to cry. I feel very happy, blooming with Mr. Zhuang, like lit fireworks, rushing into the sky to bloom the most beautiful flowers.

This time, instead of taking a shower as soon as he was done, he put his arm around me and rested for a while.

I waited a few minutes thinking he was asleep, so I quickly whispered, "Mr. Zhuang?"

After waiting for a while and there was no response, I cautiously wanted to raise the hand on my waist and go to the guest room to sleep, but Mr. Zhuang suddenly pulled me back.

I exclaimed in fright, and turned my head to meet those eyes, and there was a flickering light floating in the depths, which made me drunk at once.

I touched his mouth by mistake, and after swallowing twice, I actually took the initiative to kiss him.

But after the kiss ended, he suddenly rolled me on the bed and pressed me down again......

I couldn't help but make a sound, I couldn't contain the joy that rose from the bottom of my heart, it was the first time I really enjoyed the joy of fish and water, it was very beautiful, I think I will never forget it for the rest of my life.

This night tossed for nearly three hours, and it was close to twelve o'clock when Zhuang Yan entered the bathroom.

But when I was still wearing pajamas, Mr. Zhuang actually came out with a towel.

My face was very hot, and I quickly lowered my head and called him softly: "Mr. Zhuang." ”

Does he still want to continue?

Only then did I feel ashamed, and I didn't dare to look at him again. As a result, he suddenly crouched down, I didn't know what he wanted to do, I was so frightened that I didn't dare to move, and my heart was beating so fast that I couldn't speak.

As a result, after he pushed me down on the bed, he actually helped me wipe my body clean.

My heart shook so badly that my nose was sore, and the corners of my eyes suddenly became wet.

I feel so blessed that I met Mr. Zhuang in the most difficult time, not only solved my urgent needs, but also treated me so well.

After he entered the bathroom quietly, I fled back to my room, panting violently with my back to the door.

That night, I couldn't sleep.

As soon as I close my eyes, I will think of Zhuang Yan's charming eyes, and think of the wonderful feeling of excitement as if he was flying in the sky when he kissed my mouth......

On the third day, Zhao Yaru went out shopping, and wanted to take me with her, but as soon as I remembered the expensive price in the mall, I quickly shook my head and refused.

When I visited a shopping mall in my freshman year, when my roommate pulled me into a clothing store to look at the clothes, I couldn't help but touch one of them, and the shopping guide next to me immediately told me screamingly: "This dress is more than 2,000, don't touch it if you don't buy it, what should I do if it gets dirty?"

More than 2,000, which is more expensive than my living expenses for a semester.

I haven't been to the mall since, and I can't afford to buy those beautiful clothes, and I can't afford to pay for them if I accidentally get dirty.

In the afternoon, when I was helping my aunt clean up, Zhuang Yan suddenly came back.

When he saw the rag in my hand, he suddenly glanced at my aunt coldly, and his tone was obviously reproachful: "You don't have to do these things. ”

It was the first time I had met him in the daytime, and it was the first time I had seen him in such a well-lit environment, and I always felt a little embarrassed.

After my eyes lingered on his face for a second, I hurriedly moved elsewhere: "Mr. Zhuang, you are back, I will go back to the room first." ”

I walked past Mr. Zhuang with my head down, but he grabbed my arm: "I don't know where to put a document, help me find it in the study." ”

I thought he was in a hurry and didn't dare to refuse.

But as soon as I entered with my front foot, he followed the study with his back foot and locked the door.

I turned around in fright and slammed into the desk, looking at him in horror: "Mr. Zhuang, why...... Lock the door?"

The sun shines on the side of his face, with thick eyebrows, peach blossom eyes, and thin lips, which are particularly good-looking, but the facial contour is a little stiff. When my eyes fell on his mouth, my face was hot, and I was so ashamed that I quickly lowered my head again.

He pulled out a piece of paper from the table and handed it to me, his voice as cold as ever: "Give me your card number." ”

I looked at him in horror, not understanding what he was trying to do, and bit my lip so hard that my hands trembled in fright.

He waited a few seconds and got a little impatient, and directly stuffed the pen into my hand: "Can't remember?"

I shook my head, my eyes suddenly a little wet: "Mr. Zhuang, don't drive me away." I haven't conceived a child yet, and if I, what I'm not doing well, you tell me, I'll change it. ”

When I wanted to look up and plead with him, I found that his brows were furrowed tightly, and a touch of complicated feelings flashed in his eyes, and he suddenly raised his hand and touched my face: "I didn't say to drive you away." ”

The breath that was tightly held was suddenly loosened, and he hugged me at this moment.

I was so frightened that I didn't dare to move, and my mind went blank in his arms.

He asked, "Do you have no card?" and give me your ID card later." ”

"Mr. Zhuang, what do you want my ID card for?" The breath that had just been released was raised nervously again, I didn't know what he was thinking, and I didn't dare to guess.

He didn't speak, just raised his hand to rub my hair, spread his arms and walked to the bookshelf to look for information.

My uncle and aunt have never hugged me, and since I was sensible, my grandmother was busy farming and picking up garbage, and she didn't have time to hold me. We countrymen rarely hug us when we are adults, and we always feel embarrassed.

So looking at Zhuang Yan's tall back, I suddenly became a little greedy for his arms.

I mustered up the courage to walk over and glanced at him secretly: "Mr. Zhuang, I'll help you find the documents together." ”

He looked at it expressionlessly, and paused for two seconds before nodding: "Okay, a white-shell document." ”

I carefully searched the rows of large bookshelves, and as I was distracted, I suddenly felt two burning eyes staring at me. I hurriedly looked over, Zhuang Yan didn't know when he appeared next to me, I stumbled under my feet, accidentally bumped into him, hurriedly retreated but almost fell.

He grabbed me and pressed my back against the shelf.

Somehow I kissed, and somehow there was a feeling of passion, and there was no sense of solemnity at night at all.

It was that afternoon that things started to take a turn for the worse, and since I had that relationship with him, I had an inexplicable crush on him. That affection turned into passion that afternoon, and for the first time I left all my worries to him.

The books on the shelves were thrown to the floor by me, and they were a mess.

Halfway through, the aunt tried to open the door and come in to clean, but was scared away by Zhuang Yan's cough.

At that time, none of us knew that we would pay a lot for it in the future, and sometimes the price of happiness was destined to be huge. I never knew that there was a sea of swords and fire between us, and if we tried to get close, we were bound to be bruised.