It was already dark, and I thought I was nervous and misunderstood, so I rubbed my eyes vigorously twice.

After Zhuang Yan held Lele in his arms, he looked back at me in a daze, and then took my hand: "Cold?"

My hands began to chill as early as when he said the word imprisonment, and I couldn't control it at all, I stared at the direction where the business car left and confirmed with Zhuang Yan: "Lele still needs bodyguards when he goes out?"

He nodded lightly: "Don't be nervous, just in case, I heard that someone is inquiring about Lele's background." ”

I remembered that Zheng Tao's wife once asked me about it, but they were just for gossip at the time, right? But I'm not sure now, Zheng Tao helped Zhao Yaru's father do things, but he was involved with Jiang Yang's father behind his back, and these two people were clearly opposites.

I told Zhuang Yan about these things in a panic, he grabbed my hand and shook his head, the smile on his face suddenly disappeared: "Can you stop thinking about this? I already regret explaining so much to you." ”

I opened my mouth in disbelief, only to feel the rest of the words being choked in my throat.

I had chills all the time that night, Zhuang Yan didn't come back to the room until late, I was facing away from him, and I stopped when I heard him walk to the bed, but I didn't lie down next to him to sleep. I couldn't help but look back, and he was looking down at me.

The overhead light blinded me from the expression on his face, but I could feel his low pressure.

"Why don't you sleep, uncomfortable?" he bent down and touched my forehead, touched my face, and said that my face was too pale and my complexion was too bad.

I knew very well that I was just afraid of going to jail, and after forcing him to explain, I didn't feel much better.

"No, I'll sleep now. I closed my eyes anxiously, but my body was still trembling, and I couldn't control it at all. He sighed softly, and finally fell asleep and took me in his arms. A bubbling warmth came from him, and gradually warmed my heart......

Before going back the next day, Jiang Yang came, and after staying in the study with Zhuang Yan's father for a while, his face was a little weird when he came out. When he heard that I was going back, he asked me to come with him, saying that he was going to find Bao Yuanyuan to make it clear.

"Yoko. After Zhuang Yan heard our conversation, he frowned slightly and pulled me to his side, and stared at Jiang Yang for two seconds without knowing what to expect. But Jiang Yang didn't say anything, only looked back at Zhuang Yan fixedly.

The atmosphere between them was a little weird, not as relaxed as before, and I hurriedly broke the embarrassment: "Brother Jiang, you wait for me, I'll take the bag." ”

I didn't realize anything was wrong when I got into Jiang Yang's car, Jiang Yang didn't talk lazily like before, he was surprisingly silent today, and he was a little absent-minded when driving.

"Brother Jiang, are you okay?" I think he may still be sad about his mother's passing, although I have a lot to ask him, but I don't know how to speak.

Jiang Yang came back to his senses and pulled out a very casual smile perfunctorily: "Why is it bad? You quarreled with Zhuangzi? Look at the two of you are bitter, and it's not like the sky is falling." ”

"It's not much different from the sky falling. I didn't know if I could tell him what Zhuang Yan said to me, so I didn't open the topic for a long time, "I...... Tell him about getting the certificate. ”

The car was on the high speed, Jiang Yang heard this, and shook it in reverse, and the whole body twisted his waist twice as if dancing, which scared both of us a lot.

"!" Jiang Yang cursed and patted the steering wheel, and quickly slowed down the speed of the car, "Sister, what are you kidding?

I was so frightened that I held on to the handrail and didn't dare to let go: "You drive well, and we'll talk when you get off the highway." ”

Jiang Yang was particularly silent today, and he didn't play poverty at all. He waited for the highway to get off the highway before finding a place to stop the car, opened the window, lit a cigarette, and took a few puffs before looking back at me: "Zhuangzi didn't pay attention to you, did you? What kind of evidence did you talk about at a young age? Are you so anxious to use a piece of paper to restrain your freedom?"

He must have known the situation in Zhuang Yan's company, otherwise he wouldn't have said to Zhuang Yan on the phone that the more he dragged on, the more he would hurt.

This was the first time I had been alone with his mother since his death, and I always felt that he had matured a lot overnight, and it was hard to find the cynicism of the past on this face now.

"Sister, if you're thinking about it, I suggest you separate from him for the time being. His mouth was full of smoke, I instinctively avoided a little far, he frowned when he saw my actions, and directly started the car and continued to drive forward, "Life is not just for love, love, how old are you, good days have just begun." ”

"Brother Jiang, you know that he may go to jail, right?"

Jiang Yang didn't deny it, and glanced at me with a smile: "What else did he tell you?"

"It's nothing, he won't tell me the details, can you tell me about it?"

"No, you can't. Jiang Yang refused very simply, his eyes suddenly glanced at me diagonally back, followed by another swear word, "This place can also be touched?"

As he spoke, he suddenly leaned over and threw my chair back, and before I could exclaim, he had already taken the coat from the back seat and covered my head and face.

"Sister, don't be silent. He hurriedly admonished, and then I heard the sound of rustling, as if I was undressing.

Soon there was a knock on the car window outside, and a very greasy voice came in from the crack in Jiang Yang's open car window: "I knew it was you as soon as I saw the car, how did you kid ...... Oh, ouch, look at me, I'm sorry to disturb you. ”

Jiang Yang pretended to be ambiguous and pulled the coat on my body, as if to block me from being exposed. Is he deliberately trying to make outsiders think that he is making out with someone in the car, and he doesn't want people to see me in his car?

"Get up, you know that you will disturb Lao Tzu's good deeds, and you will not leave?" Jiang Yang scolded impatiently, and then the hands pressing on the sides of my head disappeared, and he seemed to sit back in the driver's seat heavily.

"Cheng, said on the phone at night. The man whistled greasy and walked away, and the ambiguous laughter stung me uncomfortably.

I secretly poked my head out to look back to see who that person was, but Jiang Yang twisted back to the front, but I still saw the figure in the rearview mirror. It's not too high, it's a bit fat, and when the man looked back at Jiang Yang's car, I clearly saw that face, it was Zheng Tao.

Jiang Yang drove the car away irritably, and looked in the rearview mirror vigilantly halfway, as if he was afraid that Zheng Tao would catch up.

"Brother Jiang, don't you hate his wife very much, why did you let me avoid him just now?"

"Silly, he helped Zhao Dehai with errands, what did he think when he saw you in my car? You don't care so much, take a detour when you meet him, and don't talk nonsense with these people. ”

Jiang Yang said this in his mouth, but I always felt a little strange, he was surprised how his father could get involved with Zheng Tao, just now Zheng Tao said that he would contact him at night, obviously he was already very familiar with him. I don't know if he deliberately approached Zheng Tao to help Zhuang Yan, and I can't tell me about them, maybe it's purely because of work.

When I got home, it was dark, but my grandmother wasn't at home.

I made two calls in a row but no one answered, and when I called the third, she answered, and her voice was so weak that she floated: "Xixi, I'll go back immediately, I'll help people dance in the community." ”

I heard that her voice was wrong, so I quickly went to the small square in the community, where my grandmother was sitting on a stone bench, laughing weakly.

I quickly ran over and touched her forehead: "Is there something uncomfortable? Have you eaten dinner?"

Before she could speak, an aunt next to her suddenly said to me, "You're her granddaughter, right? She almost fainted just now, why don't you know how to care about ......it?"

Grandma hurriedly shook her head at her and waved her hand to prevent her from saying, I panicked, and hurriedly helped my grandmother to walk back: "Where are you uncomfortable? When did you start feeling uncomfortable?"

Grandma's breathing was short and rapid, her face was still sallow, and she gritted her teeth and shook her head, refusing to tell me in detail.

"I'll take you for a medical check-up on Monday. "I have a very bad premonition, I don't want to wait for the spring of next year to go for a physical examination, she is afraid that it has been going on for a while, I didn't care about her before, now I just hope that she will not have an accident.

But the old lady didn't know what was going on, and after I took my leave on Monday, she never slept in bed early in the morning and refused to get up. It took me a long time for her to get up and wash, and it was already noon when she was done.

"Xixi, you see it's not too early, let's go next time, ah, you hurry up and get busy, I'm fine." "The more she dragged it out, the more suspicious I became, because before the surgery, the doctor said that her cancer was likely to recur, and the survival rate of more than five years was not accurate, and it varied from person to person.

I was worried that her illness had gone wrong again, I used to think that she had stomach problems, so it was normal to eat less, but now I realize that her yellow face and thin muscles may not be caused by eating less.

I didn't agree, but after dinner, I took her to the hospital for a medical check-up, and the results of the check-up made me very devastated, her cancer had indeed returned, and according to the doctor's blame, it had been recurring for several months.

I didn't breathe anymore and almost fell to the ground.

I subconsciously took out my mobile phone and wanted to confide in Zhuang Yan about my helplessness, but I hesitated again when I turned out his number. Now he is still bothering him with family affairs, and he is still too busy with his own affairs.

Grandma saw that I didn't speak, so she was so worried that she kept patting the back of my hand: "Xixi, it's okay, don't be like this, it's good to live a few more years." ”

She realized that her illness had recurred before she let her aunt and uncle reunite with her, right? She wanted to fulfill her wish before leaving this world? She felt that she was dragging me down, so she stayed up silently and didn't tell me about her illness, and I was so tired of my work and feelings that I forgot to pay attention to her body!

Thinking of this, I hated it, raised my hand and slapped myself, since I took her over, I always put her alone at home, where can I take good care of her?

My grandmother was so anxious that she hugged my arm and burst into tears: "Child, don't be like this. ”