I know that my household registration book has not been reissued, and the words of obtaining the certificate were completely impulsive.

Zhuang Yan lay on top of me for a long time and didn't move, I thought that since I said it, I simply asked again: "Let's choose a good day to get the certificate." ”

He called in my ear hoarsely: "Xixi, what if you have to stay a widow for a few years after receiving the certificate?"

"Then I'll wait, we even have a daughter, and if you tell me to give up now, then I'd rather jump off the building." "I may really be so extreme, doesn't Bao Yuanyuan always say that my life is only Zhuang Yan except for my grandmother?

He finally reacted again, propping himself up and looking into my eyes steadily.

I bravely looked at him and didn't let myself show any weakness. But he looked at me for a long time, and when I felt that I was about to show my timidity, I quickly hugged him, trembling and continued to affirm: "What I said is true, I will probably really do stupid things." If you really have a hard time, you tell me that I should choose whether to leave or not. ”

It took him a long time to say "um", but I could clearly see that there were a few more white strands in his sideburns.

He didn't continue the ** between us, took me to the bathroom and took a shower, and silently helped me get dressed.

When leading me to the car, he glanced in the direction of the bar: "I thought you really went to the bar, and after looking inside, I remembered that I should go to the room to see if you were there." ”

"I'm sorry, I don't know what you've been tormented to the way you are, but I feel like I'm going crazy. "I was very depressed, as if I was covered with rolling dark clouds of impending a storm, and my heart was very heavy as if I was going to a grave.

I used to think of him too perfectly, and I always thought that he could handle everything well, so I was willing to obediently obey all his arrangements. But I'm only now realizing that he also has times when he is flustered, and there are times when he is irrational.

His gray hair may have started to grow since he came back to take over the company, maybe a little further, but I didn't even notice it before. All I know is that when I first met him, he didn't have a single gray hair.

He drove aimlessly around the road, he didn't speak, and I didn't break the silence. He definitely needs time to sort out his mood, and I can't bear to push him any longer.

He drove to a stop near a farmland on the outskirts of the city, and he didn't look at me, just stared at the small tree on the side of the road.

I couldn't help but break the silence: "Does it have a relationship with Zhao Yaru's father, or does it have a relationship with Jiang Yang's father?"

His already frowning brow tightened even tighter, and I saw his eyes narrowed slightly, and he quickly turned his head to look at me: "Who told you that? Yoko? or my dad?"

"I guess. I grabbed his hand and put it in my face, "Do you see the dark circles under my eyes? I couldn't sleep well all night, and I kept wondering why you said those stupid things." Zhuang Yan, I'm about to graduate, I'm about to turn twenty-three years old, and I'm not a kid who doesn't know anything. ”

He tugged at the corners of his mouth weakly and smiled palely: "Yes, you're only twenty-three." ”

"Tell me, why do you say I'm going to wait a few years? I'm willing to wait, don't think it's for my good to push me away, believe it or not, you're hurting me by pushing me to someone else? I'm willing to work so hard for you. My grandmother is old, and if she is gone, you are my only support. If you don't want me, what's the point of me living?"

I'm probably really too emotionally dependent on him, I have to be strong, and if something happens, I'm going to let him know I can make it.

"Heehy," his breathing suddenly shortened, "what if you're going to jail?

My internal organs shook violently, and I looked at him in disbelief: "What are you going to jail?

He subconsciously wanted to shake his head, but he paused halfway, frowned and nodded: "My dad asked you to persuade me to go abroad? What reason did he use to fool you? How old is he, and how many old men are still looking forward to taking over the business again at that age?"

"He said you don't have a good heart and are afraid that you will get sick. I touched his left side of the heart with a trembling hand, and I could clearly feel his powerful heartbeat.

He smiled dumbly: "How long ago happened, this can also be used as a reason." At the beginning, our family was really worried that my mother's disease would be hereditary, but didn't we check it all? ”

My eyes were hot, and I suddenly wanted to cry.

I had thought about the worst before, and I wondered if he had some incurable disease, which is why he said those stupid things to me, and asked me to find some other good man to marry. But I don't dare to tell anyone about this idea, I'm afraid it will become a reality, especially afraid that Bao Yuanyuan and they will nod in affirmation.

I even think that his father is lying to me, maybe Zhuang Yan has a heart attack, so his father will agree to our marriage when he is still healthy, just to make Zhuang Yan happy in his last days......

The more I thought about it, the more sour it became, and I quickly shook my head and shook off these thoughts.

"But you don't tell me anything, this mode of getting along is not right, I have to guess after I perceive the clues, you don't have the ability to let me know as soon as possible without me noticing, isn't this what you said?"

He sighed and used his fingertips to help me gently dry: "I thought I could level it out, but I didn't expect it to become more and more uncontrollable. Heehi, I said it's complicated, and few of the businesses are clean, so you don't have to guess. ”

He picked out some things that he could tell me briefly, and when he began to distance himself from me, he really wanted to separate from me, but he was emotionally reluctant. We are all too careful in this relationship, who would be willing to give up if they give up?

Last time at Jiang Yang's mother's funeral, the reason why he lied to me and said that he would go back to pick up Lele was because he didn't want to tell me the truth. He said that he knew that I was quite measured in what I said and did, but there were so many people at the time that he was not sure that I could keep the truth.

When I followed Zhao Yaru to catch the adulterer, he hoped that he was really doing indescribable things between men and women with Zhou Jin, so that things would be simple.

I glared at him vigorously when I heard this, grabbed his hand and bit it vigorously: "If that's the case, I'll definitely hate you to death." ”

"Hehe, I can't do it, even if she is willing to cooperate with me to act, I can't do it. He smiled bitterly, pulled out his hand to look at the red mark on the back of his hand, and shook his head helplessly, "Yoko is right, the most direct way to break up is betrayal, if I had listened to him, I don't need to explain so much to you now." ”

"Have you been busy with work since you came back, or have you been busy with something that might land you in jail? Zhou Jin has a strong ability to work, so you are willing to discuss these and those with her, can you only talk about love when you are with me?" I reported all the relevant literature I had read about surface plating, although it was on paper, but I had to let him know that I was also working hard.

His pupils dilated slightly, obviously surprised.

"You can't help with this, because it's a fact, and now you can only think about how to remedy it. He shook his head and didn't tell me anything specific, "Hee-hee, the worst outcome is to go to jail, it's true. How old am I, I have become a little old man after a few years in prison, you were just like a flower at that time, and I shouldn't have wronged you. ”

He said it sadly, but combined with what his dad had told me before, I suddenly thought of a possibility. If he really wants to go to jail, maybe his dad should go to jail, and now he wants to take everything on himself? He used to call me to be selfish, but he still can't be selfish.

Thinking of this, I almost wanted to slap myself.

I like him to be affectionate and righteous, if he doesn't even care about his own father, he won't be the Zhuang Yan I like.

His father wanted him to go abroad just to avoid the current situation, so his father wanted to go to jail himself if something happened. As soon as the word "prison" popped up in my mind, I remembered the anger on Jiang Yang's father.

"Hee-hee, that's all I can say. I'm still saying that, if something really happens...... You don't have to wait for me if you meet someone you like. Don't be in a hurry to reassure me, I don't need your assurance, why don't I tell you the truth? Just know that you will have a tendon, you are fine, you don't have to hang on my tree all the time. My attitude is here, you ......."

I quickly covered his mouth, to be honest I was very angry, I don't know if I was angry with him or myself. Why didn't I ask him much about the things in the company? Why didn't he always tell me about the things in his company? In fact, looking back, there are still clues to be found, but I have never thought of violating the law and discipline.

I couldn't calm down at all, and I was sweating on my back.

"You're not in jail, what are you worried about? Maybe it's okay at all, it's you worrying about nothing. I glared at him through gritted teeth and told him not to try to push me away. As long as I still love him, I won't leave him because of these things.

He didn't show any happy expression, shook his head and helped me put my seat belt back on: "Go home, I want to have fun." ”

At the time, I was still naïve enough to think that all his gray hair was the result of imprisonment or not, and I learned much later that he had endured far more torture than I had seen and heard at the time.

When we went home, we happened to meet Aunt Fang taking Lele home, they were sitting in a relatively large business car, before the door was closed, I happened to see the situation inside, the driver was five big and three thick, and the co-pilot seat also sat a man with five big and three thick. I looked at Zhuang Yan in surprise, his eyes were glued to Lele, and he didn't notice my abnormality.

I immediately realized that things might have really been going in a crazy direction. The man in the car can't be a bodyguard, right?