The first time, how dare I?
"Bang!"
Yan Leng kicked open the door of the basement, and the scene in front of him made him stay at the door, and he didn't even have the strength to move forward.
Yan Leng suddenly wanted to squat on the ground and cry now, twenty years of daily torment made him almost think that he was in a dream now.
Looking at the person he dreamed of night and night, Yan Leng greedily thought, why let him be reborn on this day, two days earlier, as long as two days, he would not treat Cen Ge like this, he would give Cen Ge all the love, all the warmth, what he had, what he owed Cen Ge, he was willing to repay it with a lifetime, and he was willing to exchange a thousand times the pain for Cen Ge's worry-free life.
Yan Leng suddenly sobered up, yes, now is just a bad start, but he still has a lifetime to make up for him.
Yan Leng is a proud and domineering person, he loves Cen Ge and owes Cen Ge, he is conceited more than anyone else in the world loves Cen Ge and owes Cen Ge, so he is Cen Ge in this life, and he does not allow him to escape.
Cen Ge looked at Yan Leng like a fool and kicked open the door of his house, but he stood at the door stupidly, staring at him all the time, his face was full of joy and sorrow and joy was not like the Yan Leng he knew.
Yan Leng looked at Cen Ge in front of him, he was hung naked and tied in the air, there was still a tragic white turbidity left on his thighs, there were traces of bruises all over his body, slightly long bangs were attached to his face, a pair of eyes were blank, as if he had lost focus, and there was despair that made his heart shatter instantly.
The corners of Cen Ge's mouth hooked a smile, smiling sarcastically, I don't know whether it was sarcastic Yan Leng or sarcastic himself.
At the beginning, my mother gave up her dignity for that man, and in order to let him pass on the lineage, she gave birth to herself. And then, all the love and joy of satisfaction were trampled wantonly, and he didn't see the man care at all until he died, but he knew that his mother still couldn't let him go.
What about himself? I know what kind of person Yan Leng is, why do I still approach him even though I know the danger? Why can I still see the trace of love in my heart when a man's dignity is trampled on?
Cen Ge, you're so cheap.
Yan Leng saw the sarcastic smile and felt a knife stabbing him in the heart.
Yan Leng almost crawled and ran towards Cen Ge, slowly put Cen Ge down, and ran to the bedroom with Cen Ge in his arms. He felt that the person in his arms couldn't help but shrink back, and there was a pain in his heart, Yan Leng didn't dare to look at Cen Ge's eyes, he was afraid, he was afraid of seeing Cen Ge hate him, and he was even more afraid of seeing Cen Ge not hate him. Why didn't he hate him after being treated humiliated like that? It took Yan Leng 20 years to figure it out, just because Cen Ge loved him, and there would never be a love in this world, he was wantonly squandered and trampled on, and he did not deserve to be forgiven.
Yan Leng quickly wrapped Cen Ge in the quilt, ran to the bathroom to soak the towel, and came back to wipe Cen Ge's body.
Cen Ge didn't struggle, just looked at him silently, only feeling extremely tired.
Yan Leng, let me go, I can't afford to play your game. Even if I like you, even if even your dignity has been trampled on, but you don't love me, then don't provoke me anymore and let me go. I think we'll never see each other again.
Yan Leng was a little panicked, Cen Ge's eyes, he had seen them, those were the eyes that Cen Ge chose to give up, what did Cen Ge want to give up? Is it his love for himself? Is he not liking himself anymore?
Yan Leng wanted to beg Cen Ge to forgive him, but he couldn't open his mouth, he didn't know why Cen Ge wanted to forgive himself, but he couldn't watch Cen Ge leave, he couldn't stand it anymore, what he owed him hadn't been repaid.
Yan Leng laughed at himself, obviously he owed Cen Ge a whole life, and he still had to force Cen Ge to stay by his side, he thought, he was shameful.
Yan Leng didn't dare to look at Cen Ge's eyes, so he could only bow his head and silently clean up for Cen Ge, and when he poked his fingers into the most unbearable place in his body to clean up, Yan Leng trembled, but tried his best to keep his hands steady, he has always been a ruthless person, he thought.
Cen Ge endured it hard, when Yan Leng's fingers poked into that place, his body trembled violently, and he closed his eyes, he was not such a fragile person, he didn't have a glass heart, he also knelt alone from midnight to dawn, he also used to deliver water door to door in order to support himself, and he could sleep overnight by laying a layer of newspaper on the corner of the corridor, he was born in a wealthy family that was envied in the eyes of others, but he never regarded himself as a big young master, he didn't have that life, he knew.
Therefore, Yan Leng was willing to be a brother with him, helping him before and after, and when he was lonely, he could feel him as hot and dazzling as the sun, and he thought, at that time, he would thank him and fall in love with him. Therefore, Yan Leng treated him like that, he would not hate him, he has lived for so many years, and he has always relied on his own hands that are getting more and more broken, those lights and warmth, all of which he stole from Yan Leng, and now, he was caught by the owner, and as soon as he was killed, it was time to end, but it was just to return it to him. It's just that he is afraid of himself, and he is still reluctant in the end.
"You...... Bear with me, I'm going to be drugged. Yan Leng's voice was not as domineering as before, his voice was very soft, and the light Cen Ge almost thought that he was hallucinating.
Yan Leng didn't dare to divide Cen Ge's legs too far, he was afraid that he would feel humiliated, but it was impossible for such an injury to be without medicine, Yan Leng frowned, he wanted to be ruthless, but he found that his heart was not as ruthless as he imagined, he couldn't do it, such a domineering person, but he was at a loss when facing Cen Ge.
Cen Ge was a little out of the world, but he was shocked by Yan Leng's words, and looked at the person in front of him, not as reckless as before, but so cautious. Cen Ge was waiting for the moment when the wound came into contact with the medicinal powder, but found that Yan Leng did not move......
Cen Ge was about to get up as soon as he struggled, because he saw Yan Leng kneeling down directly!
Seeing Cen Ge struggling to get up, Yan Leng suddenly hugged Cen Ge tightly, feeling that the person in his arms was gradually becoming quieter, Yan Leng put Cen Ge back on the bed.
"You...... Hurry up."
As soon as Cen Ge saw Yan Leng kneeling in front of him, his heart felt like something had suddenly collapsed.
He knows Yan Leng, he knows how proud Yan Leng is, he only respects and does not obey in front of people like his father, no matter who he is in front of, he can be completely himself, he will not bow his head to anyone, but now he kneels in front of him, and looks at himself so reverently, Cen Ge knows that he is folded in this person's hands again.
Cen Ge suddenly wanted to slap himself, treat him so ruthlessly, trample on it so wantonly, and he was deep again because of one of his kneeling and one look, he looked down on himself like this.
"Cen Ge, don't go, please" Yan Leng's voice trembled violently, he was really afraid, he couldn't stand Cen Ge's departure at all, but if Cen Ge wanted to leave, he didn't know how to keep him, he couldn't do anything to hurt Cen Ge anymore, he only begged.
Will you forgive me if I give you on my knees one by one what you have thrown away?
"If you don't want me to go, isn't it easy for you? Why do you want to do this, break my legs, and continue to imprison me in the basement, or feed me medicine, isn't it easy for you? Yan Leng, I should beg you to let me go. Cen Ge said such fierce and sad words in such an indifferent tone, just as before.
"Cen Ge ......" Yan Leng looked at Cen Ge's eyes, and two big tears suddenly appeared in his eyes.
"How dare I?!"
Cen Ge almost felt that this qiē in front of him was a dream, but the tears did drip on his hands, and Yan Leng was crying!
Cen Ge looked at Yan Leng's eyes, those eyes were as beautiful as the eyes in his impression, but the eyes were full of feelings that he didn't understand, and the black pupils were full of pain, and ...... Afraid! The eyes in Cen Ge's memory should be full of domineering and contempt, not like now, these eyes are not like Yan Leng's eyes at all.
Yan Leng said that he didn't dare, Cen Ge didn't understand. He didn't know how these feelings that would only be had by life would appear in Yan Leng, a person who was so proud that he seemed to have the whole world, but now Yan Leng did kneel in front of him, crying, and saying pleading, so humble and real, so real that he almost thought it was true.
"Yan Leng, you don't have to do this, there are so many means you can use, why bother to use this hardest method? Your play is so good, I really thought it was all true for a moment, but you forgot, you have already used this method once in front of me, and the moves are old, so it is not easy to use. ”
Hearing this, Yan Leng was stunned, Cen Ge was saying...... What the?
Seeing Yan Leng like this, completely pierced by someone's thoughts, the last bit of hope in Cen Ge's heart was also shattered, and a tear slowly condensed from his eyes, flowing down his pale face.
"Yan Leng, it was about a year ago, I wanted to be an ice beauty like Su Die, but in the end I was deceived by you like that. Speaking of this, Cen Ge seemed to want to laugh, but somehow, he just tugged at the corners of his mouth, "You didn't expect it, at that time, I was also there." It's the first time I've seen you so affectionately. At that time, you said that you regretted it, give you another chance, you won't look at other women again, and in the end? A woman like Su Die begged you to let her go, but she evaporated from this world. Yan Leng, I pierced your deep affection, you sue me, how long can I live?"
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