Chapter 40 - Guarding You in Your Farthest Places
From today on, I don't want to be afraid of the nightmare of the past, because everything will end today, and after today, Lin Yidie, I will return the pain you gave me.
"Xiaozi, do you want to settle accounts with Lin Yidie?"
"If you can forgive her, forgive her, don't drive her crazy, remember, any woman, it's terrible to be crazy, I don't want to cause another tragedy because of the end of my life, when will I be wronged, what's more, I can't stand her first, knowing that she used me to get close to Yan, because of my selfishness, it will make Yan lose his freedom, although I owe her, but, Xiao Zi, Xiao Yan wants freedom, I have returned him, so, help me persuade Yan, remember the way home." ”
"Heng, I'm sorry, I can't agree to this only one, if she doesn't hurt me and Yan, I will let her go, but if she still lets Li Yan go on your path again, I won't forgive her. ”
"Xiao Zi, sometimes, don't push yourself too hard, and relax yourself once in a while, okay?"
"Love is like white ice that melts the coldest day, and I am sure that your love will also touch her. Li Heng raised the corners of her mouth slightly, thirty-five degrees, it was a slightly cool warmth, she stared at this smile, I haven't seen her for a long time, and in those beautiful years, this smile witnessed all their sweet moments, and now, it is also such a smile, is it time to say goodbye?
I remember that day, he was also smiling like this, on the coast, he said: "Xiao Zi, you believe in me more, okay? We are lovers, shouldn't we trust each other?" Li Yan also used such a smile to say to her: "Xiao Zi, you want my brother to be very happy and happy together, otherwise, my efforts will be in vain." Her heart was aching.
She caressed his face with both hands, so that he could feel her warmth, and this was all she could do, and finally the warmth she could give him, so it would be good.
"I met the right person, I met, I got to know each other, I fell in love, I got married , Then, let that girl remember my life, in her heart, I became the driving force for her to go on bravely, Xiao Zi, if I didn't meet you, my whole life was imperfect, your appearance made my life come to a perfect end, there are many people who have not loved well, I have loved without reservation, it is you, let me love without reservation, I can meet you in a good year, this world, I prove that I have come, my life, because of you and Xiao Yan and beautiful, I have gone through this life in vain, so, Xiao Zi, don't be sad, live well, love him well, you have a happy future, I wish you, just like me in this life, In this life, I promise you to be willful again, cry in my arms, and after that, your life may only be the sky. ”
The cherry trees are swaying in the wind, and soon they will bloom, and the occasional showers, the wind blows, and they are scattered one after another, a dream, a heartbreak, a perfect life, so, very good.
"Okay, don't cry, Xiaozi, you see, God really treats me well, I promised to accompany you in a rain, and now, everything I owe you has been repaid, and the last wish has been fulfilled. A line of tears, silently slid across his face, the image of tears overlapping with memories, just like that day, autumn bleak, bone-chilling.
Na, you said, Li Heng, why did I lose you once, and you let me lose you again, I thought that with Yan, it wouldn't hurt so much if I lost it again, but I didn't expect it, it's still the same, it seems to hurt even more, is your heart the same as mine?
I'm sorry, Xiaozi, I hurt your heart again, this time you are hurt, you don't have to hide, you can cry in my arms, that's all I can do for you.
He stepped forward and gently hugged her into his arms, yes, because he is alive, he will feel pain, cry, as long as you cry, you can continue to fight, this is also the proof that we are alive.
We give everything, only wish: the last heartbreak, our dream wakes up.
As the seasons go by, your thoughts of me will become thinner and thinner, and I will gradually forget you above the heavenly realm, won't I?
Why not take it easy, the past is well stored in a corner, in fact, it is not far from here, there is an unprecedented scenery waiting for you, you have to overcome the irrepressible heartache, I want to be closer to you, I turned a ball and returned to the original point
You keep looking for that blue sky, we fall in love, and then we break up, and the only vow we once made was that today would be the way it was originally.
The cherry trees are swaying in the wind, I gently stretch out my hand to you, I love you so much that I don't know what to do, but this has nothing to do with you from now on, after tonight, my youth has come to an end, Xiaozi, in those beautiful and picturesque years, thank you, accompany me through the best years of my life, the result is always good, so, please be happy for me.
At the end of the sky, the stars are beautiful, the moonlight is good, you, very good, I, loved, you, loved, our love, with our hearts, moved with emotion.
Li Heng, I want to thank you for giving me the happiness that others can't give, that day under the tree, the boy who played the piano, like an elf, accidentally broke into my heart, from now on, don't forget it, thank you, let me meet the boy who slept lightly under the tree, and from then on, never give up.
She doesn't know how long the rain has been falling, and she doesn't know when it stopped, she doesn't know how long she sat by the sea, when the first round of the morning sun fell from one end of the sea and rose from the other, it was sprinkled on her, it was really warm, she sat quietly in the morning sun, there were tears, slipping from her eyes, dry and wet, wet and dry, tears in the morning sun, refracting colorful light, the wind blew, the soaked clothes, flying in the wind, the wind dried her tears, her lonely shadow, reflected in his pupils, became a wound.
Is autumn coming, the redbuds are already full of branches, this year's autumn, it came early, she sighed, it's over, it's all over.
Yan, have you seen it? I have become your brother's most beautiful bride, am I beautiful? I look like this, you see it, will your heart hurt?
I said that I would accompany you to see the long stream of water in the future, but unfortunately before I arrived, I let go of your hand first, I am not good enough, will you forgive me? Or am I still qualified to ask for your forgiveness?
Time has gone so much, so much, do you miss me a little, you probably hate me, you have done everything to love me, I still became someone else's bride, I personally sent myself to his palm, and chose to return to him without hesitation, I'm sorry!
I can beg you for forgiveness, maybe you won't forgive me, it's me, I've embarrassed my identity, will you mind? What can you do if you mind me?
I don't want to let go of your hand anymore, and the thought of you becoming a man for someone else makes me feel like I want to die.
Li Heng, from now on, you and I are strangers, in this uncrossable Chu River Han realm, you are on the side of death, I am on the end of life, we can only look at each other from afar, we are not the Cowherd and Weaver Girl, from then on, we will no longer meet, no longer know, no longer love, if there is a next life, I don't want to be your bride anymore, because I love you, it's too bitter.
You are all so good, I am reluctant, it is clear that I am the one who changed my mind first, you forgive me, Xiao Yan He understands me, I saved the universe, so I can meet you, God, can you not be too good to me, so good that I feel that this land, every inch of the land is jealous of me.
Li Yan, I will catch up with you, I owe you, I will pay it back, can I please you, walk slowly, wait for me, wait for someone, how long the time is, how bitter it is to miss someone.
Li Heng, you never know how tired it is to live for you, you don't know how difficult it is to protect what you want to protect, because of love, so, as long as you want it, I will protect it well, because what you want to protect is just what I want to protect, even if it takes my life, I am willing, because it is you, I am willing.
Xiao Zi, thank you, the stars are dancing in the air, like a spirit butterfly, surrounding her, leaving, the earth is silent, as if nothing has happened, nothing has come, it is like a dream, the dream wakes up, nothing is left.
However, some things have happened, they just happened, even if I didn't see it, the memory is still there, my heart still hurts, I still have to go on the road, loving you is the bravest decision of my life, and it is also my choice, isn't it?
Li Heng, love you, no regrets, Li Yan, love you, not in vain.
In the morning light, her clothes fluttered, like a fairy who had fallen into the world, and she could not touch the buoyancy of prosperity.
The sun shone like gold and silver, falling on her, and her face, faint, without a trace of blood, had some unreal sense of dislocation.
Not far away, there was a person who had been with her, crying with her, raining with her, watching the sunset with her, watching the sunrise with her, he didn't want her to see the tearful self, the embarrassed self, the overwhelmed self.