"Yan, we should go, if we don't leave, you won't be able to bear it, I don't care about you. A thin sigh came from behind him, and Li Yan looked back, as if he was a little helpless to look at the handsome man.

Speaking of which, it's also strange, this Shangguan Yang, since he entered the Sacred Heart Academy, he seems to be stunned, and he is inseparable from himself every day, Li Yan remembers, isn't his memory erased by his brother?

Is there a sequelae of deleting memories, and the sequelae is to erase the gender of the object he likes?

It's obviously two boys, it's inseparable, he always likes to say some ambiguous things, what is it? Is it a desire to disgust him?

You say, he doesn't love thousands of men in the world, but he spoils him alone, this ......

He loves to stick to himself so much, according to modern aesthetic standards, shouldn't he stick to girls?

He looked at Shangguan Yang a little helplessly, his cheekiness was simply to the point of being brazen, for example, if he didn't wait for him to eat together, he would say innocently: Yan, do you hate me anymore, for example, if you don't go to the library with him, he will say: Yan, do you have a girl you like, That's why he avoided me. If a girl approaches, he said with an unhappy face: He is labeled as my Shangguanyang, and he loves him first, and then all kinds of difficulties make other girls dare not approach him, thinking that he is sick, but this is fine, and he will be quiet.

Xiao Zi, there's nothing wrong with looking at you like this, does your heart still hurt? He hurt you again and again? I'm sorry, my brother and he just fulfilled his wish, left you and left.

Xiaozi, I said to myself, don't be jealous, don't be jealous, you are just fulfilling your brother's wish, but watching the person you love the most, putting on a wedding dress for others, marrying your dearest man, what is more hurtful than this, in the future, will I call you Xiaozi, or will I call you sister-in-law?

In this world, it is not you and me who are cruel, but God, please don't blame yourself, you are not wrong, it is the whole world that is wrong, not you, nor me.

"Shangguan Yang, the door of the academy is about to close, let's go. ”

"Hey, Li Yan, is that girl you love just now, she is very beautiful, if I hadn't met you, I would have fallen in love with her? So, don't be sad if you lose her, don't you still have me?"

Li Yan looked back and smiled bitterly, is this a kind of malicious revenge, before, brother, I was sticking to you and changing ways to compete with her for favor, but your heart grew well in him, but on the contrary, he became a way to compete with his ex-girlfriend's boyfriend for favor, your bad taste, it's really annoying.

Since the amnesia, Shangguan Yang has forgotten everything about her, and now when he sees Xiao Zi, he is indifferent, and his heart is thinking about me, brother, did you change his heart, and changed it for him with his brain.

"Shangguan Yang, don't you really remember who she is?" Li Yan put his hand on his chest, wanting to test his heartbeat: "Won't you hurt here? You can be ruthless and don't want her? My poor brother, Xiao Yan is hurting for you, Xiao Yan is hurting here." Shangguan Yang's heart trembled with fright, his heart could only pretend to be Li Yan who looked like a child in front of him, Li Yan in front of him was as fragile as a kite with a broken string, that brother who was going to go crazy, okay? That boy just now, was it his brother? How could he be willing to abandon Li Yan like an angel, how ruthless was he?

His past, he can't participate, his future, he can't guard, only the present, and the only thing he can accompany is the present.

The warmth in his arms is like when his brother was a child, he was tired of cowering in his brother's arms, at that time, he felt that he couldn't care about how the vicissitudes of the world changed, he just needed his brother.

Brother, I can't bear you, you are on the other side of heaven, are you okay? I'm fine, Xiaozi, she will be fine, you don't have to worry, it will pass, all our difficulties will pass, I don't hate you, I don't blame you, you are my brother, the only brother, if you don't forgive, then who else in this world can be worthy of my forgiveness.

Time passed day by day, quietly, many times, we feel that time is very long, very long, when we are young, we will feel that time will go very slowly, we are looking forward to growing up, when we grow up, only to find that time is so short, when we grow up, this open eyes, close eyes, the day will pass, Yan, I am back, in the past time, how are you doing? Have you thought of me again, I miss you very much, in the traces of the years, I try to grow into a match with you.

If fate is a gear, the gears turn in time, I have always believed that one day we will meet again, I am here, are you still there? I love you, have been trying to love you, then you, do you miss me a little bit.

We are on two different tracks, slowly moving forward, one day, we will be like gears, there will be a day of bite, the day we meet again, we will still be like gears, running-in, overlapping, we will not be hurt by each other to the end?

I see you in the center of the stage, in the colorful fluorescent light, you tell me, are you really happy? Why do I see that you are lonely behind you?

I thought I was different from them, after all, I was yours, your heart had throbbed for me, we had been together, when I stood in the crowd, in your pupils, I saw your indifferent eyes, it turned out that I was no different from them, I could only look at you from a distance, behind your mask, you saw me come to you, what kind of expression would you have? I looked carefully, in your eyes, without me, I was just an ordinary woman who was infatuated with you.

According to rumors: There is a beautiful man next to you, it is said that your relationship with him is not ordinary, according to rumors, you are the face of the world, and you love the good of Longyang, it is said that Lin Yidie smashed tens of millions of dollars for you and became the heroine of your dramas?

In the three years that I can't see you, what have you experienced and what have you suffered, Lin Yidie, is she still embarrassed by you? In my heart, you have never changed, it is just a rumor, how can I believe those ridiculous rumors.

But why, when you see me looking up to you in the crowd, you have to pretend not to see me, do you do it intentionally, or unintentionally? Either way, I can't accept it.

Colorful world, in this vast sea of people, I can feel her hot gaze, but I look at it from a distance, I dare not approach, I am afraid that approaching, it will bring her endless darkness and calamity.

In the center of all the attention, I had to go cautiously and protect you behind me, I'm sorry, please forgive me.

"Yan, it's time to eat, if you don't eat again, your stomach will hurt later." Shangguan Yang called, he didn't move, there was no expression on his face, unconsciously, he had been with him for three years, he had a small expression, a small movement, a smile, he probably knew what he wanted? I just know what you want, but I can't go into your heart.

"Thank you, Yang, for your hard work. Li Yan smiled lightly.

"Since you know that I am working hard, can you accompany me for a walk tomorrow for me. Shangguan Yang looked at Li Yan with some expectation.

"I'm sorry, Yang, as my agent, you can see that my announcement is full tomorrow. ”

"Yan, you need money, just tell me, I'll give it to you, you fight so hard, I'm very distressed. He frowned, a girlish expression.

"Yang, put away your disgusting expression, and I'll punch it over. He frowned nicely.

"I promise you'll never be able to hit this punch, and I'm still useful, aren't I?" he looked at him with a smirk.

"Shangguan Yang, you are a man, don't forget, you are a man, can you be okay Don't stick to me, find a woman to fall in love, if you continue to misunderstand like this, it will be difficult for me to do it." Li Yan smiled bitterly.

"It's okay! As a result, I like this state a lot, no woman dares to approach me, and no woman approaches you, isn't this what you want? More importantly, Lin Yidie doesn't care about my existence as a result? Instead of letting her hurt the person you love, it's better to deal with me directly, I can protect myself, but in your heart, that she, it's not necessarily, your gentle way is really special, you are really ruthless, you can use the resources, you will never waste, to be honest, boys are thought to be a sufferer? Mr. Li Yan, can I interview you, how do you feel as the recipient?"

"Shangguan Yang, you really can't spit out ivory. He began to draw black lines on his forehead

"Mr. Li Yan, you said it all, dog mouth, dog mouth, can you spit out ivory? ”

"Shangguan Yang, your appearance is really more than a little bit different from your temperament. ”

"It's not the first day you've met. He replied without raising his head, yes, the person in front of him is very different from his brother.

"It turns out that you are enjoying it, aren't you?" Li Yan walked to the windowsill and leaned over to look down at the seventeenth floor, his heart was inexplicably uneasy, Xiao Zi, do you definitely not want me to treat him like this, you shouldn't let him into our world, I just have no choice.

Xiao Zi, are you doing now? Without him, are you also the same as before, living without a soul, if you sacrifice me in exchange for your peace, I am willing.

"Yan, I'm not your agent, I'm not your stand-in, why should I help you do something like that. He wanted to turn away with some resentment.

"A week, how about a week with you?" Li Yan won the ticket.

"Okay, deal. He turned around, his silver mask glowing with a cold light, and his cold breath seemed to be withdrawn.

Li Yan smiled slightly, changed into simple jeans, a white shirt, black-framed glasses, and pasted his left hand, very skillfully from left to right, deep scar, and forcibly divided the overly delicate face in two, and then put on a mask, ordinary and mediocre, and no doubt with ordinary college students.

"Excuse me, thank you, Yang. ”

"Well, come back as soon as possible, it's been debunked, do you know what the consequences will be?"

"Na, it doesn't matter if it's exposed, I don't think Shangguan Yang's value is lower than mine, on the contrary, maybe your value is much higher than mine. He turned around and looked back, and his eyes were clear.

Shangguan Yang stretched out his hand to support his forehead, and the three years that he had been with him day and night were almost to the point of being fake, sometimes without revealing the mask, Lin Yidie may not be able to tell the two of them clearly, but more often in the newspaper is Shangguan Yang's overly delicate face, and Li Yan always has different masks on his face, they always appear in the public eye as two people, but they remember that it is Li Yan's eyes that are dementoring, as well as the curvature of the corners of the lips, and what people can't look up to is Shangguan Yang's talent of crying ghosts and gods.

Shangguan Yang walked out of the door of the company, the sun was a little dazzling, Xiao Yan, in your past, you don't want to mention it, I don't ask, I thought that one day, you would open your heart to me, however, you never, to me, you always smiled slightly, so far, so far that I can only watch, we are obviously by each other's side, but I understand that you are far away from me, I still can't replace her?

Many times, you always look at me blankly, and you can't help but say, "Now, Xiao Yan misses you very much, brother, can you hear Xiao Yan's heart? ”

Many times, when I woke up in the middle of the night, I would hold the corner of my clothes tightly and say, "Brother, please, don't take Xiao Zi away, Xiao Yan doesn't have you anymore, I can't lose Xiao Zi anymore, Xiao Yan doesn't want to be alone." ”

Many times, he would look out the window at the cherry blossoms and mutter, "This year's cherry blossoms are blooming again, are you still not coming? ”

Every now and then, Shangguan Yang always feels that his heart hurts dullly, can you not be alone?

This heart, very early, I knew that it didn't belong to me, obviously it was beating in my chest, again and again, obviously the doctor said, it and mine are integrated, but I can still feel it subtly, it doesn't belong to me, the heart has a moment, every beat, is repeatedly echoing and calling a name: "Xiao Yan, Xiao Yan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." ”

That's why, from the first time I saw you, I was determined to protect you.

I checked the source of this heart, the donor's name is the same as your surname, surnamed Li, Muzi Li, its original owner is called Li Heng, I can feel it, it beats strongly on my left atrium, it wants to live, wants to stay with you all the time, and try to live, sometimes I will be very worried, if the owner of the heart on my body is not called Li Heng, will you, leave me, if the original owner of my left atrium is not called Li Heng, will you, no longer rely on me, smart as you, how can you be so attached to this because of a stranger, yes, ruthless Thanks to the owner of that heart is called Li Heng, although I have never seen him, but I am very grateful, since then there is a young man named Li Yan, who will accompany me through those long years, with you, I am no longer alone.