Chapter 39 - You are my most beautiful bride today

A long time, a long time ago, I had fantasized like that, just always, has been quietly by your side, staring at your smile, listening to you play the piano, just like this to go through our lives, if there is no her appearance, if there is no Li Yan, if that day will not come, is it, everything is the same as before, I have fantasized like that, time can go back, then I can do whatever I want, but, there is no if, so, Li Heng, you have spent your life in exchange for today, then, please always remember, as I remember you, until you return to that place, until we never see each other again, Until you watch me and Li Yan go through this life calmly, I won't give up on myself like this again, if it continues like this, your return will become meaningless.

Do you see? The most beautiful me, the way you have been looking forward to me growing up, time, can you please go slower, he has been with me for a short time, I have not been with him for a long time, the person in front of me, he has tried his life to protect me, then, God, please forgive him, let him go, let us go, we just want to live this day.

Maybe I forget him, will it take a day, a month, a year, or a lifetime, I don't know, I just know, I just want to be his most beautiful bride today, accompany him through the end of the world, walk through the cape, and come to the end.

Heng, do you hear me? The sound of my heartbeat, so close to you, so close, even if I can no longer touch the warmth now, I want to use my life to prove to you that I am really happy to have you in those years.

The sea, at some point, began to rain, like a lover's tears, clear, sad, desperate, no one could see the happiness of that moment.

Situ Zi faced the sea, she looked back at Li Heng with a smile, he was quietly by her side, she approached the sea, she shouted: " Today, I am here to announce that I am willing to marry Li Heng as his wife, whether it is in this life or in the next life, if he is a man, I will be a man, if he is a ghost, I will be a ghost, if he is not a man, I will find a thousand years, and I will be with him in this life, then I will accompany him in this life, then in the next life, in the next life, in the next life, I will accompany him, I owe him, I will repay him in my life, in this life, he will protect me, then in the next life, in exchange, I will protect him, in this life, I will marry and have children, and I will have children and grandchildren, 100 sons and grandchildren, into the soil for peace, my Situ Zi, also related to him, my first half of my life - Li Heng, I will use up the first half of my life, Li Heng, the second half of my life, I made a promise to protect what he wants to protect, I will spend my life with the person he wants to accompany, every breath of mine, every heartbeat, every frequency, there are traces of him coming to the world, from today, he has no time to see the world, I look at it instead of him, he has no time to live the life, I live for him, the first half of my life, all because of him, the second half of my life, also because of him。 ”

The human form that had been condensed exploded, and the blood-soaked bead refracted a colorful light in mid-air, slowly beginning to metamorphose......

The sky changed, slowly, slowly, under the moonlight, the sky was bright and picturesque, the door of the sky opened, and a teenager slowly walked out, his face, pure smile, clean and transparent as crystal, the smile rubbed into the moonlight, he had a different smile from others, so pure that people dare not look directly, if Li Yan is like a fairy, then the young man in front of him, the jade who walked out of the deep mountains, Li Yan's every move is like a painting, then, this young man's every move, moist as jade, is in a class of its own, he doesn't need any words to describe his safety, a clean breath that is different from ordinary people, you are by his side, it is tranquility, yes, it is tranquilityAs long as he is around, it has nothing to do with sadness, nothing to do with happiness, nothing to do with prosperity, there is a wind like summer, cool and safe.

He held out his hand: "My wife, can I dance with you again?"

Situ Zi stretched out her hand, it was cool, it was real, she would never touch a transparent body like before.

"Heng, long time no see. Her eyelashes were wet with tears, and they were like flowers.

"Long time no see. The boy smiled softly and held out his hand......

"I knew you'd be watching from above, wouldn't I? Silently guarding us, right?"

"Well, I'm sorry I didn't let you know. ”

"The transparent form is your doppelganger?"

"Well, if you hurt three points, I will hurt seven points, he is my blood and tears in the sky, I just didn't expect him to be touched by my feelings, I have to do this thing for me in the lower realm, so it's okay, and it's over one of my dreams. ”

"If I wanted to ask you, do you love Yan more or me more, will you tell me? He came back this time, I guess, not only for me, but also for him, right?"

"Now, Xiao Zi, are you still as smart as before? Sometimes it's not good to be too smart. ”

"You love Yan, don't you?"

"So, Xiao Zi, don't you love Xiao Yan either? So what is the difference between my love and Xiao Zi's love? Xiao Yan has been in poor health since I was a child, he will not fight with me for anything, nor will he rob me, he has left me with the best, he gave me sixteen years of peace, hour, I like to be quiet, his temperament is also with me, happy and quiet, but for me, he has been socializing in the sea of people, Xiao Zi, those happy times we have together are also his sacrifice of his life in exchange, originally, Lin Yidie loves him, I like Lin Yidie, she is my first love, or my fiancΓ©e, what about him, knowing that Lin Yidie likes him, he hurt her like that in order to please me, just to push Lin Yidie to my side, but he didn't expect it, Everyone in this world will develop according to his preferences, this silly child, Xiao Yan, his subconscious protects me first in everything, but he doesn't know that he has inadvertently hurt others, and he has hurt himself, Xiao Zi, he obviously likes you, knows that you are my lover, and then, would rather watch over you as if he knew it, in order to promise us a future, he did not hesitate to spend his life to change, such a stupid person, who can not love?"

"Li Heng, I know all this, it's just that, in the end, I didn't expect you to protect him in this way, so, na, can I beg you, for him, you also love yourself more, for him, you don't even want your life, don't want to die, have you ever thought about me, have you ever thought about me who once loved me deeply? Until now, you still don't let me tell him, how can you make my conscience safe?"

"Xiao Zi, being loved by Xiao Yan is the happiest person in the world, what are we dissatisfied with? Besides, don't you still make me willful like before, aren't you? I am very happy to have you love me so much!"

"Are you crazy?"

"Na, I think it's quite similar, I said, Situ Zi, if you want to cry, cry, I said, if one day, you, Situ Zi, if you want to be willful, then it's up to you, I'll be generous, let you be willful for ten minutes, after ten minutes, Situ Zi will return to Situ Zi's life, live stronger than anyone, live more calmly than anyone, live more indifferent than anyone. ”

"But, Li Heng, a princess without fancy clothes, is she still a princess? a princess without happiness, still a princess? A princess without a prince, is she still a princess?"

"Xiao Zi, have you forgotten? Li Yan is the real prince. ”

"That's right, who else is more worthy of the word prince than him, he is a fool, you are a madman, you say, how can I meet a fool, and I meet a madman, do I have to thank God?"

She smiled bitterly and said nothing, if she could, she only needed to be a fool, however, helplessly God loved, her tranquility, the madman was always there.

"Xiao Zi, why are you so troubled? Li Yan is more suitable for you than me, isn't he?"

"Yes, the uniqueness of the world is mine, so why should I not be satisfied?"

"He's so happy, protected by you. ”

"Heng, I don't know, I thought that when I met you, we would be with you until I grew old, but I didn't expect to meet Li Yan, let alone be loved by him. ”

"You didn't expect you to be touched by him. ”

"When you meet someone like that, there's nothing you won't be tempted by. ”

"I know, so, you see, why should I trade my life for his life. ”

"Heh, are we considered rivals in love?"

"No, after all, in Xiao Yan's heart, I am the first, and you! can only be counted as two, Xiao Zi, I am very happy to have someone like you to love Xiao Yan, from now on, I don't have to worry anymore, whether it is you or Xiao Yan, there is still a long way to go in the future you have to face, so, Xiao Zi, please protect him for me, in fact, he is not as strong as you think, he likes to pretend to be cool, sometimes, he is bleeding in his heart, he has to laugh, you know? He never thinks about himself, so please love him well, for me, as he thinks, he will love you for me. Situ Zi looked at Li Heng, who was as clear as water in front of her, without words, since she was by his side, she had never refused his right to every word and word.

Maybe now, maybe here, maybe we will, in time, in the world of many people shuttle, my heart is full of love for you, at the moment I met you, amazed my entire youth, until today, you never know, you are the only driving force for me to live, yes, I am in love with Li Yan, but you are also irreplaceable, you know, with you, I am very happy.

In your blood and tears, I saw the happiness we walked together, those happy memories, I know, I am in your heart, the position is also unique, the love I give you, whenever you recall in the sky, the light fills your eyes, every time you talk about me in front of others, it will shine, so, it is enough, Li Heng, if I am this purple, I give you so many memories, in your lonely years in the sky, will accompany you through the thousands of years.

Your cool fingers hold my warm palm, the coolness fills my heart, and you give me a happy and warm youth. Your fingers are slightly cold, and they pass between my hair, and it is a slightly hot golden year.

When I think of you, I will wrinkle my forehead, because when I think of you, it is my golden years, and I can't go back to the years.