Chapter 42 - Knowing that you are fire, I will be the moth

If my fate with you is a cog, the cogs of my fate with you will flow through time, and I am convinced that there will be a day when we will meet again.

The two of us are moving slowly in different time and space, on two parallel lines that do not intersect, and I believe that one day, the gears will bite one day, and the intersecting parallel lines may have an end, provided that one person learns to turn first.

I know you can't turn, so this time, I'll turn first, and if one day we coincide like gears, and the shuttle corners are smoothed out, then we won't be hurt by each other.

I look at you in the center of the stage, in this colorful fluorescent center, and I want to know, I'm not with you, are you really happy? Why, after I saw your thin coldness through your mask, I thought that I was in your eyes, I was different from them, after all, you had been throbbing for me, I overlapped with your gaze through the heavy crowd, only then did I find that there was dodging, evasion, and alienation in your gaze, it turned out that in these years, in the years when you and I were uneasy, those memories spent in time still hurt you and me, I was in your pupils, and I could no longer see my figure, na, Li Yan, I am so afraid of losing you, just as you are so afraid of losing him, has it finally come to this point?

I was thinking, what if I came back a little bit later? Obviously you have nothing, obviously you are only left with me, why in the end, how can you even stop me.

In the past, you always paid silently alone, without asking for anything in return, without asking for a response, just asking me to be happy, this time, I want to give you double, is it okay? I want to make you happy every day, happiness comes too late to be sad.

Li Yan, I haven't seen you for a long time, according to rumors, there is already a handsome man next to you, it is said that you are a couple, it is said that you are unparalleled, but you are the good of Longyang, it is really too much, how can they say this about you, how can you not say a word, if he really loves you, how can he let them talk nonsense.

I look up to you in the crowd, it doesn't matter if you can't see it, in this colorful light, as long as I can feel you.

I sensed the sight from her, hot, bright, sad, obviously we were close enough to touch, however, I could only look at her from afar, I didn't dare to approach you, I was afraid that I would be careless, a sentence that I accidentally said wrong, would hurt you, that day, that she was as fragile as a porcelain doll, in my mind, imprinted, I was distressed.

Xiao Zi, forgive me, I didn't approach you, I am now standing in the center of the attention of all people, I must move forward carefully, I am afraid that if I am not careful, I will lose you.

"Yan, it's time for you to have dinner, if you don't eat it again, your stomach will not be able to stand it, it will hurt for a while, don't be coquettish. Li Yan turned his head and shouted at Li Yan.

"Well, got it, how is tomorrow's itinerary?"

"You don't care about tomorrow's itinerary, let's eat first, okay? Today there is your favorite fried pork with bean sprouts." ”

"Thank you, thank you for your hard work, can you take a look at my itinerary tomorrow?" he asked with a slight smile at Shangguan Yang.

"Got it, I'm not deaf, you don't need me to repeat it to me twice, besides, since you know that I've worked hard, then in order to thank me, accompany me to the beach tomorrow to play, your itinerary tomorrow is very easy, how about it?"

"I'm sorry, Yang, I feel like I like money more with you. He spoke apologetically.

"Yan, if you want money, I can give you money, if you want power, I will give you power, if you fight so hard to deal with Lin Yidie, besides, Lin Yidie's side has been very quiet recently, you don't need to be in such a hurry, besides, I can help you over there, I don't want to see you so tired, my heart will hurt." He tugged at his lips and grumbled a little unhappily.

"Yang, don't speak to me in that tone, my fans will be misunderstood. He opened his mouth a little helplessly.

"Then, won't you be done with me?" he flashed a hint of anticipation.

"Yang, don't forget, you're a man, I'll be very annoyed if you're so sticky to me, besides, this is an act of losing fans. He flashed a wry smile, this man is even more terrifying than his brother, compared to Shangguan Yang, Li Heng is simply an angel, okay? No wonder Lin Yidie is afraid of him.

"Hey, in this way, is Xiao Yan tired of what I mean?" he looked at Li Yan with some grievances in his low voice.

"Yang, you know that I didn't mean that, I just think that you have been with me all the time, and in the end what should I do if I hurt you? You also know that the dean came to me last time, don't forget, no matter how you say that your father is also a dean, you are shameless, as an educator, you have to take into account his situation more or less. He rubbed his forehead heavily.

"I don't care, as for my father, although he has complaints, compared to this, I will be a little better alive, on the contrary, I still like this way of getting along, okay, you see, because we are together, there are no girls close to Yan, the same, no girls are close to me, and more importantly, isn't this what Yan wants? With me here, Lin Yidie at least didn't dare to mess around, instead of hurting others because of your own relationship, it is better to let her deal with me directly, I can protect myself, more importantly, the situation is very clear, one-sided, and my face is still good, I can add fans to you, isn't it? Since you use my weapon so easily, and now that the weapon has emotions, should you, as the owner of the weapon, also do something?" he said quietly.

"Yang, doesn't the result show that you are enjoying it, and you have so many zeros in your savings card, you should be content. He approached the windowsill, the scenery on the seventeenth floor was very beautiful, and his heart had a dull ache inexplicably, Xiao Zi, this is also very good, isn't it? You are with your brother, I am with his shadow, we don't owe each other, this is fair, isn't it?

The two of us, spend so many days and nights peacefully, those daily routines that are taken for granted, if you really have to sacrifice me, you can spend every minute and every second after passing in peace, then there is nothing bad, isn't it?

People always do whatever it takes to achieve their goals, and I'm just a pawn.

"Li Yan, after all, I'm just a dispensable shadow around you, right? So, you don't want to give me even the slightest warmth, right?" Shangguan Yang opened his mouth with some bitterness.

"Yang, what are you talking about? You're my unique brother. He smiled slightly, and the country was overwhelmed.

"Na, Yan, you're too much!" There were tears that seemed to roll in his eyes, the water was sparkling, and at the thought of it, it was full of smiles, as if everything just now was just an illusion.

Li Yan walked slowly in front of him, his forehead resting on his shoulder, and the cold temperature of the mask melted on his shoulder little by little...... Shangguan Yang reached out and gently removed the mask covering his face, and his palm caressed the thrillingly beautiful face, he tried to warm the face that had no temperature.

Li Yan's palm touched the place of his left atrium, and his tone was touching and gentle: "I'm not lying, listen, my brother is here, he has been guarding Xiao Yan, he will hear Xiao Yan's words, he must know that from beginning to end, Xiao Yan's heart is only his brother, and only his brother is with Xiao Yan." ”

His heart skipped half a beat, a little chilly, this damn straightforward, this damn ambiguous, this damn little tendon: "Li Yan, if you move again, I'll eat you now!"

"Yang, will it be? But, it's a pity, I'm a straight one, I like girls. He laughed lowly: "I said Yang, you are also straight, you stick to me like this again, if one day, you are bent by me, what should I do? He mischievously blew a breath in Shangguan Yang's ear, Shangguan Yang pushed Li Yan away with some trembling, and said viciously: "Li Yan, please have the consciousness of being an artist, I don't want to make headlines tomorrow, let alone not see the sun tomorrow." ”

"I said, Yang, they are not YY We are a day or two, saying that we are gay, and the newspaper is not a day or two, it is strange to say, they all say that you have a heavy taste, according to rumors, I am an ugly monster, where do you say I am ugly, if I am also called ugly, then the people in this world really don't look good, besides, who said just now that this is not good, isn't it?"

"That's because they're blind, then again, classmate Li Yan, do you really think this is very good, well, I thought about it, it's really good! If she saw the two of us here, what do you think she would do? Shangguan Yang can't forget that when he first saw Li Yan, he was sleeping peacefully on the bed at that time, and the girl held his hand tightly, as if he was inseparable from life and death.

Before Li Yan's debut, his background was wiped out by him, and when Li Yan chose him as his agent, the Sacred Heart Academy only wrote eight words on his resume: "Angels are coming, and they have nothing to do with the world."

He walked in front of him, like a fairy in a painting, he thought that after that piano competition, they would not have a chance to see each other again, after all, the Sacred Heart Academy was so mysterious, he thought it would never be seen again, but he didn't expect the girl to leave, he met him again, he just walked up to him and bent down slightly, and said in front of him: "Please advise me more in the future." ”

He nodded slightly, who knew that since then, they have been entangled together, they are like twin flowers, no one can do without anyone, from his stage design of Li Yan, from his costume design of Li Yan, from his little things about Li Yan's life, he takes care of it, I don't know why, he doesn't want to fake his hands to others, he seems to like that person under his changes, little by little he has become a unique existence for everyone.

Shangguan Yang didn't know why he would help him deal with all these big and small things, obviously this was not what he wanted, but whenever Li Yan frowned, he said in a low voice: "Yang, I only want you, I don't want anyone else." He surrendered, and with a smile on his face, he had to admit that he had lost.

I don't know where to start, the overwhelming reports came out like this, and he became the public enemy of everyone, Li Yan's mask was put on for him by himself, he said: "Yan, bring this on, I hate the gaze they stop rolling on your face." ”

Li Yan took the mask silently, kept silent, just put it on silently, and from then on, his beauty was the only one he monopolized.

From that moment on, he was like an armor, the enemy of the whole world, just to protect the pure young man in front of him.

"Now, Yang, I'll make an announcement tomorrow afternoon, can I? He opened his mouth and asked of him.

"Yan, I remember that I was just your agent, not your stand-in. He tried to turn around and try to stifle his ridiculous idea in the Shake Blue.

"A week of playing, eating, and reading. He looked at him and smiled slightly, as if he had won the battle.

"Why don't you add sleeping together, if you add this, you know I will not hesitate, even if I want to give my life for you. He turned around gorgeously, grasped the mask in his palm, and quickly covered his delicate countenance, and the cold aura on his body was the same as his.

Li Yan looked at the somewhat similar person in front of him, he changed into a simple denim and T-shirt as quickly as possible, black-framed glasses, with a belt on his left hand, the deep scar stuck to the delicate face, and forcibly divided the excessively delicate face into two, and then put the mask on his face, ordinary and mediocre, and the average college student is undoubted.

"I'm in trouble, I won't come back today or tomorrow, I'm going back to my house, these two days, I'm sorry for you. ”

"Try to come back as soon as possible, it's been debunked, you know the consequences. ”

"Now, if you are exposed, what about it, they also have a great interest in you, and your ability to absorb gold is no less than mine, and you are more valuable than me compared to them, aren't you? Now the whole world knows that you are the financier behind me, even if you are exposed, they can't do anything to you, after all, there is also the identity of the young owner of the Tevez Academy behind you, isn't it?" Open the door, turn around, go out, and be dashing without the slightest drag......

Li Yan, I have been with you for more than three days and nights, the two of us are almost fake, sometimes if I don't unmask you, I can't tell if I am you, or myself, not to mention, the Lin Yidie who loves you to the bones, she can't tell the two of us, she is used to being your stand-in, whether it is you threatening or you tempting, I am willing, knowing that you are fire, I still made that moth.