On that day, I routinely followed the leader to a solemn and solemn meeting. As usual, I sat under the noses of the leaders and made meaningless transcripts. However, halfway through the meeting, I had a swollen butt and ran to the bathroom in desperation. But I damn forgot to bring a paper with me. I lifted my pants, crossed my ass, and looked around, but the damn thing is weird today, the toilet that is dirty on weekdays is cleaner than a fucking virgin today. I was about to despair when a big belly rushed in. The big belly just squatted, and before he had time to close the door, he poured out for thousands of miles.

I knocked on the door panel and pointed to the stack of white paper in Potbelly's hand. Big Belly began to look at me in surprise, then understood what it meant, and handed over two blank pieces of paper angrily. If I get a treasure, I'll send it straight under my ass. But the paper was so hard that I felt so uncomfortable that I was angry and wanted to see what it was. But as soon as I saw it, my eyes fell off. That piece of paper is exactly the same as the paper that the leaders on the stage are swallowing mountains and seas.

I couldn't help but laugh dryly. At this time, the big belly slapped on the door panel and yelled, "Nervous!"

My last bit of self-esteem, my last bit of love for secretarial work, was just filmed into pieces, thousands of pieces. My heart was completely dead, and with it came anxiety, despair, and fear......

Anxiety, despair, fear, guess what I want to do?

I want to kill someone, believe it or not?

But I can't kill anyone, I'm too skinny, and people will throw me out like a chicken. Of course, only gay men have the strength to throw me out, and most of the lesbians can't, and Li Xiaomei will never throw me without moving. I still have this little self-confidence.

Li Xiaomei is a junior officer in the Organization Department. About Li Xiaomei, I can only be regarded as knowing, a little contact, except for her appearance, other knowledge is almost zero. Basically, it can be summarized into three ominous:

First, the date of birth is unknown. These days, women are all the same age - "guess what". Li Xiaomei's appearance and temperament show a kind of well-informed, long-lived maturity and sophistication, and treat people and things calmly, which is quite inconsistent with the age on the ID card and registration form.

Second, the family origin is unknown. Regarding Li Xiaomei's family background, there are N versions circulating, and the more popular version is: Li Xiaomei's parents used to hold important positions, and then they fell into hiding, but the relationship back then was still intermittent, and the clues extended to a certain corner of a certain system. It is said that Li Xiaomei has not studied for a few years, and she is about a second-rate junior college. At first, Li Xiaomei was mixed in a state-owned enterprise, but then the company collapsed and was transferred to a public institution. can change units like this, and the more they change, the better, Li Xiaomei's background will not be shallow.

Third, and most crucially, the life experience is unknown. Looking at Li Xiaomei today, you can imagine Li Xiaomei in the past. Whether it is high school or college, with Li Xiaomei's appearance, she is not a school flower, at least she is also a department flower and a class flower. Once a woman becomes a "flower", nine times out of ten she is a "flower woman", and the male classmates in line are not one after another. It is conceivable that Li Xiaomei's classmate and boyfriend should at least be able to form a football team. Now, Li Xiaomei has been working for seven or eight years, and she has not yet married, and she has never heard of any regular boyfriend. Even if Li Xiaomei can't be called an old woman, at least she should be a mature woman. The only way for a woman to change from jerky to mature is to experience, which is the law set by the Creator. The more she goes through, the more mature a woman becomes. It can be inferred from this that Li Xiaomei must have experienced too much and is too complicated for anyone to dare to ask for it......

The reason why I still dare to deal with such a woman is mainly because Li Xiaomei's appearance attracts me. On the whole, Li Xiaomei is still very beautiful, but Li Xiaomei's beauty is not unearthly and unearthly, but between vulgarity and kitsch.

Let's put it this way, Li Xiaomei is a Peugeot girl, she has a look and a look, she has a board and eyes, she is neither thin nor fat, her breasts should be bulging, and her buttocks should be round and warped. Eyes, nose, mouth, eyebrows, ears, chin...... , I can't find anything wrong, but there is no unique delicacy either. As far as individual parts are concerned, they may not be better than any woman, and some are even worse. Strangely, the combination of these parts is very coordinated and very eye-catching. What's worse is that Li Xiaomei has a "leisurely atmosphere" all over her body (of course, such a vicious word can only be thought up by her friend Ah D). Li Xiaomei's seemingly ordinary parts have this kind of gas, just like ordinary mountain villages and fields with clouds and mist. Li Xiaomei's gaze is always very scattered, the two eyelids are always in a half-closed and half-open state, and when looking at people, she always gives people a kind of careless, lukewarm warmth. Li Xiaomei doesn't look like the delicate dress of those stars, her hair is fluffy and fluffy, her whole body is loose and saggy, as if she has no bones, and her face seems to be smiling, always giving people a hazy look of not waking up. Li Xiaomei looks like she has just been pulled out of the bed, giving people infinitely rich imagination......

You want to kill someone? You want to kill me? Li Xiaomei said.

Li Xiaomei didn't bother to look at me, a gangster who wanted to kill someone. Li Xiaomei was sitting in the swivel chair opposite me, her right hand playing with a high-legged glass, but not a drop of wine flew out of the glass. Li Xiaomei's back was facing the bar, and the waiter who was shaking his head there just now didn't know when he slipped away. The bar was basically empty, and under the dim light in the distance, there were two young people who were drunk and lying on the sofa, already unconscious. On the street behind the glass around me, there were also sparse pedestrians, and a few swaying figures floated past every once in a while. Based on a comprehensive analysis of various circumstances, now is a good time to commit homicide.

Kill! Li Xiaomei stretched her thin neck, which was long enough, forward and stretched it out in front of me. Li Xiaomei tilted her head and looked at me with slanted eyes. Li Xiaomei's vision is blurred and firm, with a heroic spirit that is invincible, righteous and awe-inspiring, and sees death as home. Li Xiaomei glanced at me, shook her head, and shouted, kill, kill, kill, kill!

Li Xiaomei is so deceitful that she looks down on me so that I raised my right hand, clicked, and cut it down.

Li Xiaomei screamed and fell to the ground with a bang.

I killed someone. I killed Li Xiaomei.

But before I could abscond, I was arrested on the spot by my thin director the next morning and taken all the way to his office. The director didn't bother to take care of me on weekdays, but he rarely reprimanded me. But this time it was different, as soon as the director opened it, it was full of gunpowder. I didn't know what to say, and I didn't know what the director wanted me to say, so I hung my head indifferently and stared at the floor.

The director shouted again, you are bold, ah——, if you take a kitchen knife, you will also cut it? If something goes wrong with Li Xiaomei, I can't explain it, and you will die. The director roared and spun around with his hands behind his back, like a mad hound, grinding his fists and trying to tear me to pieces.

In the end, the director shouted helplessly, you go back to me now, and stay at home. Li Xiaomei is not out of the hospital, you don't come to work, Li Xiaomei is discharged from the hospital, I will clean you up.

I think I'm going to die. Li Xiaomei was discharged from the hospital, and I was all dead. Once a person gets to this point, either the dog jumps off the wall in a hurry, or the dead pig is not afraid of boiling water. Since I don't have the courage to jump over the wall, I can only be a dead pig. I lay myself flat on the bed and slept with my head covered, my head blank.

After sleeping in a daze for three days, Li Xiaomei was discharged from the hospital, I could go to work, and the director could clean me up. My colleague Sister Ma called me to inform me, Xiaoka, come to work! Sister Ma is the only person in the unit who cannot be called a bad person. Sister Ma is good-hearted and kind. Seeing that I didn't react, Sister Ma sighed and said, if you don't come again, the eldest sister won't be able to help you.

Sister Ma's words reminded me that there are still good people in this world. Sister Ma is a good person. Sister Ma is still thinking about helping me, and for Sister Ma, I am determined to go to work.

I walked into the office building like a rat crossing the street, and I felt countless pairs of eyes behind me picking at my pants. I finally rushed to the office, expecting my colleagues to look at me differently, but I was disappointed, they didn't even look at me, as if I didn't exist.

I instantly felt like I wanted to slip away. As soon as I turned around, I saw the Director standing in the doorway. The director hooked his finger and I was hooked away.

The rest of the story is actually relatively simple, and there is no need to be verbose. I basically didn't listen to what the director said. Of course, the director didn't clean me up much.

When I came to Li Xiaomei's door, Li Xiaomei was not there. Li Xiaomei rented a house of more than 90 square meters in X community. After I answered the doorbell a few times, I saw that there was no response, so I put the one in my hand at the door, and I wanted to write a message, but I didn't know what to write, so I just thought about it, so I slipped away.

That night, Li Xiaomei called and said, come here. I'll just go over.