Looking at Sun Quangen, who was pale, Qin Tian pushed Yao Guiying's arm complainingly, Yao Guiying knew that what she said just now was too smooth, and she blurted out some things that shouldn't be said without thinking too much, but the words she said were like water spilled out, and it was difficult to collect the water, and it was too late for her to remedy it, so she could only bow her head stupidly, not daring to look at Sun Quangen again. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Although she didn't say it, Yao Guiying's thoughts in her heart were still firm: at the beginning, their Qin family was married to a daughter-in-law, and when they got married, there were a lot of houses, cars, and dowries, and in the past few years of marriage, their sons have also worked to support the family.

Tao Cuiping looked at Sun Quangen nervously, dragging his arm. She knew the old man's temper, and when she heard Yao Guiying say such hurtful words, she was also surprised, it must be the family of her two parents, and she will not see her head down in the future, how can she get along after the relationship is stiffened? She didn't dare to fight back, so she could only pull Sun Quangen to prevent him from doing anything out of line.

"Let's go, old man, it's not too early, let's go back to the room to rest!" "More things are better than less, Tao Cuiping wants to branch Sun Quangen and ask for peace.

"Mom and Dad, don't leave yet!" At this moment, the bedroom door that had been closed opened and Sun Lili walked out of it.

"Linglong is tired of crying, I just put her to sleep, so I haven't come out just now. But I have heard what you have just said, and I have something to say. ”

Sun Lili, who came out of the room at this moment, seemed unusually calm, she heard it in the room, so she suddenly figured it out, the disappointment of Qin Dabao, the guilt of the child, and the apology of the old man, her heart turned over, and today while everyone is here, she must make her words clear.

"First, I won't kill the child, I will definitely give birth, although the cost will be a little bigger, but after giving birth, I will work hard to find a job; When I married Qin Dabao, the child born was naturally surnamed Qin, but it was not said that all children should be surnamed Qin, we guarantee that the Qin family can have a surname, if there is a boy, let the boy be surnamed Qin, I don't think it is too much;

Sun Lili looked at everyone with serious eyes, Sun Quangen understood that her daughter came out of the round, and she was very reasonable. Yao Guiying was worried that what she said was too ugly to hear, and she couldn't find the bottom of the steps, but Sun Lili's proposal just helped her out. Seeing that his mother was silent, Qin Dabao naturally had no opinion. In this way, a fire that was about to burn was extinguished by Sun Lili's three words, and everyone reached a consensus in silence.

"Just do as Lily says!" Qin Tian finally spoke.

Sun Lili secretly breathed a sigh of relief in her heart, she glanced at Qin Tian gratefully, and hurriedly said: "Dad, I didn't know that your hepatitis B was so serious before, I'm sorry, I told Dabao, let you bring the medical records, I asked someone to find an expert to take a look at it, you don't have to worry, rest more, you are welcome to come over at any time if you miss your child." Lily looked sincere.

After hearing this, Qin Tian looked at Sun Lili in confusion and said, "I have hepatitis B? is it still very serious?" Lili, where do you start with this? I just took part in a physical examination not long ago, except for my blood pressure is a little high, everything else is normal!"

Hearing this, Sun Lili immediately stared at her husband with wide eyes in surprise, only to see Qin Dabao with his head down, his face red and his ears red, and he looked helpless, Lily knew that Qin Dabao lied!

"Don't blame Dabao, I made him say that!" Yao Guiying immediately explained for her son. "I just want you to know that there are difficulties at home, although this hepatitis B is fake, but Dabao's body is not good! I can't bear to see Dabao work so hard, and I have to add another burden! Dabao's body can't stand working so late every day!"

"You, confused! You can tell this kind of lie, do you dislike me for living long?" Qin Tian was furious when he heard this. "Let's go, come home with me!"

Qin Tian turned around and walked out without looking back, Qin Dabao shouted from behind: "Dad, it's so late, stay one night and then leave." Yao Guiying responded: "What do you live, do you want to live?" turned around and chased after Qin Tian.

"Hahahaha. Looking at the distant backs of the two old men, Sun Lili suddenly burst out laughing, she bent down with laughter, pressed her stomach with one hand, and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with the other hand, I don't know whether to laugh or cry. She laughed so unscrupulously, completely ignoring Qin Dabao, who was embarrassed by the side, and her parents, who looked dazed and didn't know why, for a long time, she stopped laughing, she looked at Qin Dabao calmly, and said word by word: "Tomorrow morning, remember to apologize to Linglong." Her eyes revealed a stubborn and sharp cold light that no one could question.

Twilight falls, the lights are on, the whole city begins to be wrapped in a fragile and gorgeous atmosphere, the hustle and bustle of the day is like the ebb tide of the sea as quickly faded, without a trace, another inexplicable taste began to permeate the streets and alleys of the city, under the background of this atmosphere, people began to slowly remove the armor of the day, became sensual and fragile, an ambiguous and hazy emotion is spreading everywhere, as if a turn can meet a loved one, a look can not help but confide all the heart.

On this day, Su Qing and Sun Lili, two best friends, began their "sharing time", which is a rule they set when they were studying, there must be one day a month, two good friends have to meet, chat, report to each other about ideological dynamics, emotional changes and even trivial life. It is in this kind of date that they get to know each other, support each other, warm each other, and spend countless happy, boring or sad moments. On this day, Su Qing decided to tell Sun Lili the biggest secret of her life, and she wanted to announce a decision that was extremely important and meaningful to her.

After Su Qing told Sun Lili the secret of her womb, Sun Lili was unexpectedly calm, she neither screamed or screamed, nor was she at a loss, dumbfounded, she just looked at Su Qing with a little distress, and said in a complaining tone: "Why didn't you tell me earlier?

At this moment, Su Qing was grateful to Sun Lili for her calmness and restraint, although she understood that Sun Lili must have countless questions waiting for her to answer at this moment, but she did not take the initiative to mention half a sentence. In life, we often meet some people who "care" about themselves, when we are in pain and hesitation, they always appear at the right time, their problems are more than comfort, inquire more than explanation, they always want to try to gossip about your whole life, but they don't care about your pain and hesitation, when you tell the story and tell it, after satisfying their desire to learn, often just three or two words of comfort, they will disappear completely, and your unfortunate story is suddenly known.

Such "good people" must stay away!

Sun Lili is different from them, she gives herself 100% care and love, she doesn't want to gossip about her pain, she just wants to share it for her. Su Qing couldn't help but smile bitterly and shook her head while being grateful, she knew in her heart that there were some pains that no one could share.

"I figured it out, I can't just give up my life, I decided to work hard, for the sake of Anyuan, but also for myself. Sun Lili solemnly announced her decision to Sun Lili.

Sun Lili nodded happily and frequently, yes, she saw the Su Qing she knew again, brave, decisive, and never admit defeat! She held Su Qing's hands tightly and responded firmly: "Don't be afraid, I will definitely support you." ”

Su Qing suddenly felt that his body was full of fighting power again.

"There's one thing I have to ask you to help me with. Su Qing said seriously. "First, please keep it secret for me, I can't let anyone know about the treatment I went to, especially Zuo Anyuan. I don't want him to find out, I've been cheating on him for so many years!"

"No problem, I don't know anything. Sun Lili nodded in agreement.

"Second, Lily, I'...... I'm actually so scared! I'm afraid that the result of the examination and treatment will be ......" Before Su Qing finished speaking, Sun Lili covered Su Qing's mouth with her hand. "Don't talk nonsense, let alone think nonsense!" Sun Lili said.

"Lily, your belly is already pregnant, I didn't want to trouble you anymore, but now that I'm alone, you're my only ally, and I want you to stay with me. In case Zuo Anyuan finds out that something is wrong, I can also ask you to help me block it. Su Qing's eyes were red, and he pleaded pitifully.

has known Su Qing for more than ten years, and she has never begged anyone, including Sun Lili. Perhaps it was because of her illness that she was extra strong, self-respecting and sensitive. But this time, she looked so nervous and helpless, like a small sapling in the wind, crumbling.

"I'll be with you, and I won't let you face it alone. Sun Lili said firmly.

In order to avoid being discovered by her colleagues, Su Qing chose another maternal and child health hospital in Hangzhou for treatment. On this day, she lied to go to a meeting in the field, so she got up early in the morning and hurried to the hospital. Suddenly, a warm current flowed through her body, giving her a lot of courage and strength.

"Thank you, Lily!, I will repay you!" she swore silently in her heart.

Ever since Sun Lili was sixteen years old, her mother took her for a check-up, and her condition seemed to have been sealed, and although she later became a doctor herself, her fragile self-esteem had always controlled her and kept her from delving. In fact, she knew in her heart that what she really cared about and feared was the result of her catastrophe and desperation.

If there are no children, it is good to have hope, and if there is no hope, it is also good to have dreams. Su Qing was willing to dream, she didn't want to be woken up by the cruel reality.

But today, she is finally going to take this step, for the sake of her family and love, she is willing to let go of her self-esteem, let go of her stubbornness and persistence, she has to fight against the water.

The cold instrument swept across her body again, and the familiar feeling of despair and humiliation from more than ten years ago hit her again, her father's words rang in her ears uncontrollably, and her heart was beating wildly, so that she couldn't help but look for Sun Lili's figure nervously and dependently by her side. Good friends have been by her side, holding her cold palms tightly, and she felt the temperature of Sun Lili's palms slowly coming to her, like a person who is about to freeze to death is slowly approaching a bonfire.

It's a feeling of hope.

Holding the B-ultrasound report sheet. Su Qing walked into the doctor's office. She didn't know if what would happen to her next would be utter pain and despair or a glimmer of life?

"Judging from the list, it should be a complete mediastinal uterus, the mediastinum is very deep and thorough, and the two uterine cavities are relatively narrow. Did you know about this before?" the doctor asked.

Su Qing's head was buzzing, she remembered that seventeen years ago, the doctor also said something very similar, and her mother began to cry bitterly. At that time, she was still ignorant and didn't know what to do, but now, she is married.

"I basically know. She tried to restrain her emotions and replied calmly.

"Have you ever had a pregnancy or miscarriage?"

"No, not once. I...... I've been on contraception. ”

"Why? You don't want children?" the doctor was surprised.

Su Qing nodded, in the past few years of marriage, she has no treatment and no pregnancy attempt, she relied on her agreement with Zuo Anyuan, and avoided this question with peace of mind.

"However, I want to try it now. Su Qing immediately corrected her attitude.

"From the current condition of the uterus, if you want to treat it completely, you need surgery. However, surgery also has certain risks, after all, it is a knife in the uterus, and the scars left in the uterus and the adhesions that may occur after surgery also need to be carefully considered. But the current technical means are much more advanced than 20 years ago, and there is no need to be too nervous. ”

"If it doesn't work, we'll have surgery. Su Qing, don't be nervous. Sun Lili was on the side to cheer her up.

"Wait, I'm not done yet. The doctor continued. "Since you haven't been pregnant in all these years, I recommend that you do a detailed and comprehensive preconception check-up, if everything else is okay. I suggest that you can try to get pregnant first. ”

"What? I can try to get pregnant? Is it okay if my uterine malformation is so serious?" asked Su Qing with wide eyes.

"The cases of mediastinal uterus are not a few, you are just uterine septum, there is no problem with the birth canal at all, I have met many patients with mediastinal uterus, some of them can complete natural conception, when the embryo slowly stretches the uterus, some mediastinum will disappear with the change of uterine shape, and there are also examples of successful full-term birth of a baby. So it's not that there's no hope at all. We save the surgery until the end, and we will choose it as a last resort. What do you say?"

Su Qing's tears flowed out all of a sudden, and the grievances in his heart for so many years gushed out at this moment. She cried out in her heart: "I'm not a monster, I still have hope." ”

"Doctor, what if the pregnancy trial fails?" Sun Lili had to ask clearly, she looked at Su Qing, who was slightly out of control at the moment, and her heart became inexplicably nervous.

If she was overjoyed and disappointed, Sun Lili was afraid that this blow would completely crush Su Qing.

"Of course, trying to conceive may fail, it may be difficult to implant, it may be easy to miscarry or premature birth, this possibility will happen, but now there is no way to accurately judge what kind of situation may occur, you have to try it yourself to know, of course, the most optimistic situation is that you successfully give birth to the baby. It's all up to you. If the attempt to conceive fails, surgery is still an option. ”

"I'll try!" Before Sun Lili could say anything, Su Qing spoke first. "I try, I have to try. ”

There are always dreams, what if they come true?

Coming out of the hospital, the sun was incomparably bright, Su Qing took Sun Lili's hand and walked briskly, since she heard her mother's cry and her father's sigh, every day and every moment has never been really relaxed and happy, today, although the doctor explained various possibilities to her, she was still ecstatic. For her, even if there is only one in 10,000 chance of natural conception and becoming a mother, she will not let it go. At this moment, Su Qing was like a traveler who had been trekking in the endless darkness for a long time, and suddenly saw a little light in the sky, although the light was far away, but it welcomed her and moved forward bravely.