Sun Lili has started to like to come to the hospital recently, especially this week, on Monday she came to the hospital for a four-month prenatal checkup, the child is normal, she heard the baby's heartbeat coming from the loudspeaker, this heartbeat is fast and powerful, like a pony is running happily. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 Listening to the fetal heartbeat, Lily's heart is filled with a hot spring of happiness, and it also reminds her of her responsibilities as a mother. She always likes to look at the little B-ultrasound list again and again, looking for the child's shadow on this small black and white picture.

She herself thinks it's funny, it's not the first time to be a mother, but the longing and anticipation and nervousness and anxiety are no less than the first pregnancy. The process of giving birth to life is so magical, this little seed depends on its own body, it gradually grows and matures in the body, she can really feel any slight changes in it, and sometimes, she can even feel its joys and sorrows. This feeling of being needed, of being intertwined and connected, is something that no one else can give. Sun Lili is obsessed with this feeling.

Today, she came to the hospital again, according to the previous agreement, she came to accompany Su Qing for a pre-pregnancy examination, if everything goes well, after getting the report today, Su Qing can start trying to get pregnant. If everything goes well, maybe Su Qing's worries for so many years are superfluous, she can become a mother very smoothly, and their children may only be half a year apart, they will become very good playmates, boys will become buddies, girls will become best friends, if a man and a girl, maybe she and Su Qing can still form a family! Thinking of this, she couldn't help laughing, when she told Su Qing this idea, Su Qing was also elated and happy.

"You have to be strong!" Sun Lili patted Su Qing's shoulder vigorously. She knew that no matter what the results of today's examination were, all kinds of complicated situations would jump in front of her in the future, but she was busy. "I'm going to do everything I can to support you and protect you, so don't be afraid, okay?"

"Hmm!" Su Qing nodded vigorously, she understood what Sun Lili meant, she nodded gratefully and seriously, and silently told herself in her heart that no matter what the result was today, she would not give up.

However, Su Qing's beautiful ideals were dealt a heavy blow not long after entering the hospital. Although she also works in the hospital and understands how difficult it is to see a doctor now, when she and Sun Lili saw a long queue at every registration window, the two of them couldn't help frowning.

"Why is it like queuing up to pay at a big sale in the supermarket? Don't you even need to pay for a doctor now?" Sun Lili kept complaining as she craned her neck and looked around.

"I'm sorry, Lily, for letting you, a pregnant woman, suffer with me, or you should go find a seat on the side and sit and wait for me. Su Qing looked at Sun Lili's slightly bulging lower abdomen, quite embarrassed. It's Sun Lili herself, who looks indifferent. "I'm fine, I'm strong! I'm a typical first-child child, and the second-child is a pig! I can't fall down if you fall. ”

Although Su Qing was amused by Sun Lili, she felt that she was really going to fall. Today's examination had to be done on an empty stomach, and she got up early in the morning to rush to the hospital, and she didn't even drink a sip of water, and she was already feeling hungry and thirsty. Looking at the long line in front of her, she was a little dizzy, and she didn't know when she would be able to draw blood.

The team moved forward slowly, everyone with the utmost patience, waiting was a frustrating thing in the first place, and besides, it was still in the hospital.

At this time, Su Qing heard the conversation between a mother and son behind him. The woman said, "Son, do you want to see a doctor early and go home early?"

"Yes, Mom!" a childish child's voice.

"Mom teaches you, you go to the front, find a gap and plug in, and when the queue is almost you, Mom will come back. ”

"Mom, the teacher said that you have to queue up, you can't cut the line. The boy decisively refused.

"You stupid boy, the teacher said that it is an ordinary situation, you are now having a high fever, this is a special situation, and you are a child, others may not notice you when you go to the front, even if you do, you pretend to be a child of the adult family in front, so that others will not say about you!" The woman was proud of her cleverness.

"Mom, I don't dare. The boy was a little hesitant.

"Why don't you dare, why is a boy so timid! Let me tell you, your brain will become stupid after a high fever for a long time! If you don't want to be stupid, squeeze forward, we can go home early after seeing a doctor! Mom will have to go to work in a while!" the woman urged sharply.

Is there such a strange mother in this world who educates her children like this? Su Qing and Sun Lili looked at each other, and the two couldn't help but glance back.

The boy blushed, apparently his mother's words were at odds with his usual school education, but he did not dare to disobey his mother's orders. I saw him move forward slowly, and from time to time he glanced back at his mother. And the mother is a gesture of encouragement. Then, the child walked to the front and silently squeezed into the line.

How can there be such a reason to cut in line! Sun Lili was so angry. She looked back at her mother behind her and said, "That's how you educate your children?"

The woman was smug, she rolled her eyes, and showed no weakness. "How do I educate my children do I need you to interject?"

"I don't interject, and you can't cut in line!" she walked straight to the boy. She leaned down and said to the child: "Little brother, what my mother told you just now, my aunt heard it, you said it very well, it is not right to cut in line, if your mother says something wrong, you can not listen." ”

"Is there anything wrong with you? You teach children not to listen to their mothers?" the woman rushed up and pushed Sun Lili away. Su Qing hurriedly followed. "Don't move your hands and feet, can't you see that people are pregnant?"

"Pregnant woman?" the woman snorted through her nose, "Pregnant women still have to take care of other people's affairs? Pregnant women should take care of their stomachs! How can they take care of other people's family affairs?"

"I don't care how you educate your children, but if you teach your children to cut in line, it will affect the interests of all the people in line, and I will take care of this matter!" Sun Lili said loudly.

"My son has a high fever, almost 40 degrees, not to mention that he didn't cut the line, even if he cut the line, what would happen?

"This is a hospital, not a supermarket playground, who is waiting in line here who is not sick?"

"You ......! I won't talk nonsense with you, anyway, my son was already here! Just now he just went to talk to me and came back again, what kind of team?"

"Open your eyes and tell nonsense! I can hear clearly what you said to the child behind me! If you don't believe me, we can ask the person behind the child! See if the little boy has been standing here before!"

Sun Lili's words made the woman dare not speak again, after all, whether the child came in later or not, the people behind must know best.

Sun Lili took advantage of the victory to pursue, her eyes were fixed on this arrogant woman, and asked: "This gentleman in the back, please testify, has this child been lined up here, or did he cut the queue just now?"

"It's true that this kid hasn't been lined up all the time, I was talking to him just now, and he was trying to go back to his mother. A clean and mature voice sounded in Sun Lili's ears.

The world seemed to be quiet suddenly, this voice was like a breeze, swaying to Sun Lili's ears, for her, what a familiar voice, in her green years, in her dreams, in her mind, in her fantasy, this voice always kept echoing. Sun Lili was shocked by this voice, and couldn't move as if someone had cast a spell. Her heart suddenly fluttered wildly, and her hands trembled a little, and she tried her best to stabilize herself, but she still couldn't control her breathing. She turned her head, raised her eyes, and finally, she saw the face.

She saw the face that had haunted her and haunted her. It was a tall man, dressed in a clean linen shirt, and his hair was slightly naturally curled, which obediently stuck to his head, making him look like an obedient cat. The face was smiling at itself, revealing its white, neat teeth. His eyebrow bones are high and the bridge of his nose is straight, although the corners of his eyes have left some traces of time, but this shows the charm of a mature man. Sun Lili felt that everything was like a dream, she had forgotten the mother and son who were standing in front of her with an embarrassed face, she just looked at him blankly, reluctant to look away.

Zhou Zheng! Zhou Zheng! He is Zhou Zheng! How can he be Zhou Zheng? She shouted in her heart.

"Zhou Zheng, why are you!" Su Qing saw Sun Lili's strange appearance, she quietly pushed her best friend, and Sun Lili came to her senses.

Zhou is the man Sun Lili has loved deeply, although she doesn't know, whether the other party has also loved her? People are always like this, growing all the way and forgetting all the way. But Zhou Zheng is the past that still makes her stubborn, hard, and unforgettable even after a long time.

"I'll keep you in my heart forever!" she remembered writing in her diary.

If you love someone for too long, you will forget why you fell in love with him. Sun Lili just remembered that it was a brilliant September, and Sun Lili and Zhou Zheng became classmates in the same high school and the same class. They are the front and back tables, Zhou Zheng is in front, Sun Lili is behind, one of them is a scholar, the other is a scumbag, although Sun Lili admires this boy who learns greatly, writes beautifully and humorously, but she is always careful to keep a wide distance from him. In her life of inferiority and self-esteem, she always reminds herself: Such a perfect Zhou Zheng will not like such an ordinary and small, even a little scum herself.

However, in fact, the relationship between her and Zhou Zheng is always so harmonious and pleasant, they have too much in common, there are always endless words, Zhou Zheng, who usually has a serious face, only when he sees Sun Lili, he will smile like a summer flower, he will be naughty to Sun Lili, just like any boy dealing with the girl he likes, hiding her schoolbag, or secretly writing on her books, they always pass notes to each other in class, pretending to criticize each other. Sun Lili always asked herself in confusion, does he like me? Then she quickly denied it, no way! This is absolutely impossible! I heard that he likes the class flower in the class, the girl who is as good and beautiful as him. During the holidays, she would receive a call from Zhou Zheng: "Sun Lili, follow me to climb the mountain!" or "Sun Lili, come with me to a calligraphy class!" Whenever this happens, Sun Lili's heart is about to jump out, and she is even afraid that her heartbeat will reach Zhou Zheng's ears through the receiver of the phone. But, despite this, she will still calmly say: No!

Why reject a boy she likes? At that age, Sun Lili would not understand that self-esteem is a woman's armor, and in love, the more self-esteem, the deeper it is. Fear of losing, so refuse.

Later, their abnormal behavior was discovered by the teacher, and the head teacher moved out of the killer weapon and transferred Zhou Zheng away from Sun Lili's side. Out of self-esteem again, Sun Lili never took the initiative to say a word to Zhou Zheng again, and Zhou Zheng is still living a thriving life after being away from Sun Lili, continuing to be a scholar, and continuing to be a heartthrob with sunshine and confidence, but he has never laughed so happily again. He didn't call Sun Lili again, nor did he pass a note to her again, and they lost contact with each other in this way.

The saddest thing in life is to find out that the other person is the one you love after breaking up. Although Sun Lili and Zhou Zheng didn't really love, Sun Lili still felt that she had completely lost him. For countless nights, she could only miss Zhou Zheng's appearance in the group photo of the class, waking up in anticipation and falling asleep in disappointment every day. She wrote all her feelings and thoughts for Zhou Zheng into her diary, and then tore them all up and threw them into the flushing toilet. She even hated that she was so obsessed with someone who couldn't get it, "Did he ever like me?" Every day she pondered the question, but could never know the answer.

In this way, they finally went their separate ways after the college entrance examination! Although they were admitted to the same city, they never saw each other again.

Zhou Zheng is undoubtedly Sun Lili's most beloved man, although later, Sun Lili also fell in love, but she has never looked up to other men like Zhou Zheng, nor has she expected anyone else like Zhou Zheng. That kind of longing, anticipation, nervous heartbeat, caution, she never felt it again. She often feels sorry for herself, feeling that the strongest feelings in her life have been consumed early. Zhou Zheng is always high up to her, a god-like existence, she can only look up at him, look at him from afar, and miss him.

After becoming a mother, Sun Lili no longer misses Zhou Zheng, and the child has become the focus of all her life, and she feels that her abundant emotions finally have a direction to vent. Only occasionally, she would suddenly think of the man she loved more than ten years ago, and wondered if he was married now? What did his wife and children look like? She would wonder, did Zhou Zheng still remember me? That little girl who laughed and scolded him in high school?

Today, this Zhou Zheng, who once made her think about it, stood in front of her alive, and he smiled at her, as if he had never been separated.

Sun Lili's heart was confused, "What was I doing just now!" she asked herself subconsciously. "Oh no! I'm arguing with someone! I'm still with a big belly, I'm disheveled, I'm ....... He had imagined the picture of his reunion with Zhou Zheng, and had thought of a hundred or ten thousand possibilities, but none of them were like this today.

"Sun Lili, long time no see. She heard Zhou Zheng's greeting.

"Zhou Zheng, hello! Long time no see!" Sun Lili replied weakly.