Sun Lili shuttled through the bustling crowd, she had just seen Zhou Zheng, the man who had made her think about it day and night, "Follow him, follow him!" a voice said anxiously in her ear. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info she immediately followed the route Zhou Zheng walked without hesitation, she didn't dare to go up to greet him, so she could only follow him silently, and she was satisfied with a little more glance at his back.

But there were too many people on the street, Sun Lili was hit by someone, she fell to the ground one by one, and when she got up again, Zhou Zheng was gone. She panicked and hurriedly looked around, but in the crowd of people, there was no shadow of Zhou Zheng anywhere.

In this way, Zhou Zheng lost it again, and Sun Lili was extremely annoyed! Obviously it was close at hand, but obviously she just wanted to look at him from afar! Why can't this work? Why can it be lost like this!

Tears rolled in her eyes, and she saw the young man who hit her yelling at her, it was so noisy that she couldn't hear what the other person was saying.

"What are you talking about?" asked Sun Lili.

"I said, eldest sister, do you have long eyes? Did you lose your soul? This can hit me!"

Yes, Zhou Zheng is her soul, but she has lost him again and again! She finally found him in the vast sea of people, and now she has lost it again!

"Shut up!" Sun Lili roared viciously, like an angry female beast. The most unbearable thing in life is not that you can't ask for it, but that you lose it and then gain it again and again.

"Yo, the eldest sister's temper is as old as her!" the young man continued to provoke.

Sun Lili was so annoyed that she pounced and pushed the young man away! "You lost my people! Get out of here! Get out of here!"

The young man nodded, "I don't hit women, you wait for me!" After speaking, he turned around and walked away.

"Get out, get out!" Sun Lili shouted angrily.

She lost Zhou Zheng again, she didn't expect that the feeling of losing him again would be so painful. When she saw him from afar just now, Sun Lili felt that all the cells and all the blood in her body were boiling, and she felt that her whole life was lit up!

When will we meet this goodbye again? Sun Lili thought bitterly.

"Who is your person? Are you looking for me?" Just when Sun Lili was in pain, she heard Zhou Zheng's voice coming from behind.

When I turned around, it was him!

"How do you ...... I ......" Sun Lili was at a loss. She was excited about Zhou Zheng's appearance, and she was annoyed by her gaffe.

"I can't see it, you're really fierce!

It's okay, it's also happy to be teased by him.

"Why don't you hurry up, are you waiting for that young man to bring someone to deal with you later?" Zhou Zheng reminded her.

Sun Lili took Zhou Zheng's hand and held it tightly. "You come with me, I must not lose you again!"

"Lily, get up, have breakfast!" Sun Lili was woken up by Tao Cuiping's scream. Since her parents came to live with her, Sun Lili's life has simply changed dramatically. She no longer has to get up early to prepare breakfast for the whole family, nor does she have to take Linglong to and from school every day, these trivial and troublesome things are taken care of by her parents. Today she collapsed limply on the bed and had a wonderful dream. She was immersed in a sweet dream and couldn't extricate herself, and she was looking forward to the further development of the plot when she was interrupted by the sound of her mother calling for dinner!

"I know, I can't sleep any longer!" Sun Lili complained. Who knows if she's complaining because she doesn't want to wake up from a sweet dream?

"You have to sleep and eat before you go! You don't eat what is in your stomach, you still have to eat! You forgot about the low blood sugar not long ago!" said Mom.

For breakfast, Sun Lili ate absent-mindedly. When the old couple sent Linglong out and Qin Dabao went out to work, Sun Lili returned to her quiet world. Since high school, she has dreamed of Zhou Zheng every once in a while, and such dreams have been intermittent until Linglong is born. Today, Zhou Zheng appeared in her dream again, different from the past, Zhou Zheng in the previous dream was always high, and Sun Lili was always the little girl hiding in the dark corner, poor Baba begging him to take a look at herself. And today, her dream has become so wonderful, Zhou Zheng talked to her, and she bravely held his hand!

A dream is the fulfillment of a wish. That's what Freud said. Thinking of this, Sun Lili smiled unconsciously.

She took out her mobile phone, opened the address book, and silently found the phone number, the name on which was clearly written: Zhou Zheng.

Since the last time we met in the hospital, she finally has Zhou Zheng's phone number. This is thanks to Su Qing, if she hadn't been there, if she hadn't known her feelings for Zhou Zheng as Sun Lili's best friend, if she hadn't stepped forward and took the initiative to ask for Zhou Zheng's phone, I'm afraid that Sun Lili and Zhou Zheng would have missed each other again after a short encounter in Pingshui.

But what if she had a phone call? Over the years, the two of them had no intersection at all, she didn't know anything about Zhou Zheng's life, was he married, did he have children, where did he work, was he happy? All of this, she wanted to know but didn't know anything. Sometimes Sun Lili even wonders if she really got along with Zhou Zheng so tacitly back then? Zhou Zheng really called and took the initiative to invite her? They really passed the note? All this seems to be more like a beautiful and distant dream.

The phone was turned upside down in Sun Lili's hand, and the long string of numbers on the screen had been deeply engraved in her mind. The thumb lingered on the toggle button for a long time, but eventually retracted. I didn't have the courage to make this call! Sun Lili already knew in her heart.

Love is such an inequality. Even if that person turns in your heart a thousand times, it is as heavy as Mount Tai. But who knows if you occupy the same place in the other person's mind? Maybe you are just that insignificant, as light as a feather. Take 10,000 steps back and say, even that person used to think about you, but now...... She and Zhou Zheng have been separated for more than ten years! In the past ten years, both of them have undergone earth-shaking changes. Sun Lili lowered her head and stroked her slightly bulging lower abdomen, and sighed softly. What can we talk about when we dial this phone number, and where should we start?" She admonished herself.

When Su Qing got the physical examination report from the hospital, he was even more excited than when he got the admission notice after the college entrance examination. The report shows that all indicators of Su Qing's body are normal, that is to say, her body is ready to welcome a child. Regardless of whether her womb is strong or not, after all, this is also a huge step forward for her! Will she be able to succeed? What is the future? Su Qing no longer thinks about these things, this time, she just wants to take the first step bravely.

In the afternoon, she specially asked for half a day off from the hospital, she cleaned up at home, went to buy vegetables, and made a few of Zuo Anyuan's favorite dishes. She opened the red wine and waited for Zuo Anyuan to go home to celebrate together, as for what to celebrate? Naturally, she would not tell Zuo Anyuanming, she just wanted to take advantage of her good mood, strive to create a good atmosphere, and then hurry up to implement her plan to create a person.

Su Qing has been looking forward to this kind of thing for a long time, and she has been waiting for a long time, and she is almost desperate. Now, with a glimmer of hope in front of her, she can't wait.

While waiting, she began to think about how to set up the child's baby room, and she even began to fantasize about a better life for their family of three in the future. "I'm just going to try to get pregnant!As for this, can you be a little more reserved?" Su Qing knocked on his head. But she still couldn't help but raise the corners of her mouth! Giving birth to a child, something she couldn't think of before, but now for the first time, she feels so close to herself, so close!

When Zuo Anyuan dragged his tired footsteps back home, he was obviously frightened by the scene in front of him, usually he and Su Qing's work was long and intense, although their home was not dirty and messy, but it had never been as bright and clean as it is today. Today, everything in the house is clearly in order, with fresh calla lilies on the coffee table, delicious food on the table, and red wine waiting for you. And Su Qing was even more dressed up, looking at herself with a smile.

Zuo Anyuan was a little nervous subconsciously, and he searched desperately in his mind: her birthday, my birthday, Valentine's Day, Qixi Festival, Christmas, anniversary, no, no!

"What day is today?" Zuo Anyuan finally couldn't help but ask.

"Today is a good day. Su Qing smiled. She took Zuo Anyuan's briefcase in the water and took off her coat for him.

"What's the good thing? Hurry up and say it, don't sell it. ”

"I just got my pre-pregnancy check-up, everything is fine, I decided, have a baby for you!"

"Have a baby? You're not...... Isn't it angry and says that you won't be born?" Hearing Su Qing say this, Zuo Anyuan was honestly afraid, he didn't know the twists and turns in it, he just remembered that last time, after he proposed to have a child, Su Qing jumped to his feet in a hurry and hid from him for a whole week!

"I said I didn't want children, didn't you promise not to have children?

Don't believe in promises, it's just a trick to coax children.

Zuo Anyuan didn't dare to pick up what Su Qing said, but he could see that Su Qing was in a very good mood today, and it didn't seem like he was talking nonsense because he was fighting with him.

"Come, let's eat first. I'm sure I'm hungry after a busy day. Su Qing greeted Zuo Anyuan warmly. "This wine, just drink less, just mean it. Since you have decided to have a child, you should be responsible for him, right?"

"Well, listen to you!" Zuo Anyuan only felt flattered and completely lost the ability to resist.

After dinner, Zuo Anyuan was watching TV on the sofa, and Su Qing came to his side and rested his head on Zuo Anyuan's shoulder. "Anyuan, I feel very happy to be able to give birth to a child for you. Su Qing said softly. This is the heart that echoed in her heart before, she has always wanted to say but can't say anything, she once thought that she would never have the opportunity to complete this thing in this life.

Well, this is really the most beautiful and emotional confession in the world. Zuo Anyuan's heart was ignited by this sentence in an instant, and something warm poured out of his heart and flowed to his whole body like blood. All along, Su Qing has been so resolute and tough to insist on her position of not wanting children. Every time, Zuo Anyuan watched Su Qing silently swallow the contraceptive pill, and his heart was always aching. He even doubted whether Su Qing really loved him. Otherwise, what woman wouldn't want to have a child they share for the man she loves?

"Thank you, thank you for everything you have done for me. Zuo Anyuan hugged Su Qing tightly in his arms, he lowered his head, and imprinted his lips deeply on Su Qing's forehead, cheeks, and lips.

"No thanks, this is what I should have done for you, no, for myself. Su Qing thought silently in his heart. She closed her eyes and gently responded to Zuo Anyuan's kiss. This is the first time she really relaxed to enjoy the kiss from Zuo Anyuan, once she was always nervous, apprehensive and even guilty in the face of Zuo Anyuan's tenderness, and today, she decided to let go of all the baggage to create her own miracle!

Difficulties are like a mountain, when you decide to run away from it and give in to it, it will grow higher and higher until one day you can't look up and look at it. But when you have the courage and decide to face it and challenge it, you will realize that you actually have hope that you can overcome it and defeat it! In the dead of night, Su Qing looked at Zuo Anyuan, who was breathing deeply, and felt that he loved him like never before. Originally, she thought that their union was just a means for her to escape reality. Although she admired Zuo Anyuan's stubborn eyes and mysterious smile, she never dared to really say that she loved him. She always thought that Zuo Anyuan just happened to appear in her broken life, and he didn't want children, so she accepted him naturally, she has been suppressing the desire in her heart, and the voice has been saying, I want to have a child with him. Today, when he bravely took that step, when she smashed all the shackles in her heart, she really understood and admitted: Su Qing loved Zuo Anyuan deeply, from the beginning!

"God bless!, please fulfill me!" Su Qing looked out the window, the bright moon was hanging high, the moonlight was bright and bright, and the snow-white light penetrated through the window and shone on Su Qing's pious and resolute face. Her eyes were crystal clear and shining, and what was reflected in them was Su Qing's unknown future.