176. Compensation (2)
"Hmm...... I think if I want you to understand what I'm really trying to say, then I have to tell you a 'story' first!
"If you can understand this 'story', then you can understand what I really want to say later......"
Gao Ran felt that she had "regrets" in her true thoughts, if she really wanted Qiu Yueze to understand, then it was necessary for her to use the form of "stories" to convey to him her outlook on life that she had accumulated due to her growth in her previous life. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
She didn't ask him to accept and agree with her ideas, she just hoped that after he listened, he would understand what she was talking about.
"Okay!
"Okay!
"Actually, as early as when I was able to remember, there was often a very vague figure in my 'dreams' who was always telling me a story over and over again......
"She told me that man is actually a temporary dwelling place for the soul, and that without a soul, the human body is just a shell! Even if he lives, he can no longer be called a 'man'...... Alive...... Until the body's functions are completely exhausted and the oil runs out.
"And once the human body dies, it begins to decay, and then melts into the soil and returns to the earth......
"But the soul is different, after a person dies, it will enter the 'path of reincarnation' and be reincarnated.
"At the end of the life of a body, the soul leaves, and then passes through the 'path of reincarnation', and then reincarnates into the next body, and lives again as a newborn.
"And this process is called 'reincarnation'. The previous body is the soul's 'past life', and the body that is reborn is the soul's 'present life'.
"It's like the body we have now, the shell we have now, its birth, its innate nature, its destiny that carries our soul step by step to the present, and the future it will lead to in our unknown future—these are the 'this life' of our soul!
"If our 'present life' ends and our body dies, then our soul will leave this body and be reincarnated again, then the next body will be our 'next life' for us!"
Speaking of this, Gao Ran paused deliberately, she was waiting for Qiu Yueze to react.
Although there has not yet been a religious organization in this world that has developed a relatively complete ideological system, since more than two years ago, when Gao Ran first asked Qiu Yueze if he believed in the existence of gods, he replied without hesitation, "I believe", then, even if she didn't dare to guarantee that he had never heard of what she said just now, she guessed that it shouldn't be difficult for him to accept what she just said! It's just that he might need some time to digest it......
"Ran'er...... You don't want to tell me why you know so many things that ordinary people don't understand, and your mind is far beyond your years...... It's all because you have memories of your 'past life'?!"
"Huh?!uh......"
Gao Ran must admit that Qiu Yueze's association was indeed something she hadn't expected before!
However, it might be better to make a person like him believe in the existence of "gods" or something than to make him believe in the "past life, this life" or something than to make him believe in the "time-traveling" miracle that even she can't explain!
Originally, she didn't intend to lie and deceive him, but since he wanted to know so much, and he mistakenly thought that what she just said was to hint at him the truth of her secret, then......
"I don't deny it...... After all, I didn't lie!"
Thinking like this, Gao Ran replied softly against his will, "That's your idea, it has nothing to do with me." ”
Indeed, she replied in this way, neither explicitly refuting his conjecture, but it was indeed not a lie!
However, when these words were heard in Qiu Yueze's ears, her obvious weakness and reluctance to answer affirmatively made him more convinced of his own conjecture!
He could only feel more that, from Gao Ran's standpoint, her secret was indeed not allowed for her to admit it directly, so it was normal for her to be weak and afraid to admit it! But, on the other hand, the more she showed her weakness and the more she was unwilling to affirm, the more this proved that his conjecture was correct! Or, at least, it was very close to the truth!
"Okay, it's my own wishful thinking, it's my own willingness to believe, it has nothing to do with you!
But Gao Ran couldn't hear it, he was clearly a second temptation of her! -- In order to verify it again, he had indeed guessed her "hint" to him that she did not dare to admit directly!
"Hmph!
With his "annoyance and anger", Gao Ran glanced at Qiu Yueze angrily, and quickly looked away with a little "panic" and stopped looking at him.
Seeing Gao Ran's reaction, Qiu Yueze smiled with satisfaction.
"Anyway, you want to misunderstand it with wishful thinking! I didn't lie to you! So, I can't be considered to have broken the agreement! Well! This is your own self-inflicted effort, and it has nothing to do with me!"
In order to soothe the guilt that was inexplicably growing in his heart at this moment, Gao Ran could only take advantage of the time when he was not looking at Qiu Yueze, and constantly comforted himself repeatedly in his heart.
"Hmm. Well, since you're not telling this story to hint at me, then I guess what you're going to say next must have something to do with your 'past, present, and future lives.'"
"Hmm. When he responded like this, Gao Ran smiled reluctantly. She hasn't fully recovered from the weakness of her heart just now......
In order to make his conscience feel better, in order not to let himself think that he was a villain who violated his agreement and did not keep his promises, Gao Ran had to reluctantly remind Qiu Yueze one last time......
"Qiu Yueze, I've already said it before, I'm going to tell you that 'story' so that you can understand what I want to say next......
"Besides, I've said it all, it's just a 'dream' I used to have when I first remember, and I can't take it seriously!
"I'm just trying to use some of the statements mentioned in that 'dream' to better explain to you some of the thoughts I want to say later......
"Well, well! I don't mean it!
"Cut!" Gao Ran glanced at Qiu Yueze with some disdain, and suddenly remembered a sentence in his heart - "Self-inflicted, don't live!"
Since he himself must believe, then she will let him be! Anyway, it is neither the thing itself nor her that is lost, but himself! )