177. Compensation (3)
"Qiu Yueze, I have already said before, in my opinion, the true face of 'regret' is not necessarily what you think it is......
"Actually, the 'story' I told before is not finished......
"The vague figure in my dream, while telling me that people have souls, souls have reincarnation, past lives, present lives, and future lives, she also told me that the reason why the soul has reincarnation is because God has already set a 'mission' for it to complete in each life when it assigns it to the human world to undergo the tempering of a lifetime. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 It is only when it is truly enlightened, when it understands the will of the Divine, and fulfills the 'mission' given to it by the Divine with a pious and humble heart, that it can attain true peace and freedom.
And only those who have such a soul can be truly happy.
"I told you about 'past lives' and 'this life' so that you could understand what I was going to talk about next......
"Qiu Yueze, I don't know what the meaning of your 'regrets' is to you? But I know that if a person deliberately magnifies some of his memories and feelings, it is nothing more than because their existence has some special meaning to that person.
Without those meanings, their existence will be as inconspicuous to us as the other small things in our lives that we tend to overlook, and we may not even be aware of their existence itself.
However, there is another fact that is the easiest for us to ignore!
"In fact, no matter how we look at those 'regrets', how we think about them, and how much extraordinary meaning we give them, they are still themselves in their own right, and they will still exist or disappear as they are. -- And none of this will change because of what we think.
"Qiu Yueze, let me ask you, when you feel that you have regrets in your heart, especially when you have great regrets that you will definitely regret for the rest of your life, do you really hope that there will be a chance to make everything start over again?
was suddenly asked by Gao Ran coldly, and every word went straight to the bottom of his heart, Qiu Yueze couldn't help but be stunned.
For a moment, Qiu Yueze only felt as if his heart had suddenly stopped beating for a moment. For a moment, everything he seemed to perceive, including his own breathing, was paused!
It's an amazing feeling. It's as if everything in this world, including his own body's perception of the outside world, as well as his breathing and heartbeat, has been suspended with the pause of time! But only his consciousness is still awake and beyond the shackles of time! He can still think and know: everything is "suspended"!
But this wonderful feeling was only fleeting, and the next moment he felt his heart beating again, but the rate of the beating suddenly increased considerably! At the same time, his breathing, everything he could perceive, seemed to return to normal......
Qiu Yueze couldn't help but cover his heart. Because at this moment, he actually had a delusion: if he didn't cover his heart quickly, his heart would probably jump out directly!
He had never felt such a feeling before! It was amazing, but it also made him feel a little inexplicably afraid......
Holding his heart in silence for a while, Qiu Yueze replied only after feeling that he had finally recovered, "Yes! You guessed it right! If there really is the 'afterlife' you said in this world, I think I do have some hope that in the next life, I can make everything start again......
Qiu Yueze's voice trembled uncontrollably in reply...... And all these abnormalities of his, Gao Ran also saw them all, but he didn't say anything, and he felt that there was nothing to say......
It's better to say that she herself experienced it once before, and this time it was Qiu Yueze's turn...... She thinks that in this way, the two of them will be even! What will it be like to be "completely seen through by others"? As long as everyone understands in their hearts, there is nothing to say!
Instead of knowingly pointing out his abnormality and embarrassing each other, it is better to choose to deliberately ignore it and continue the original topic directly, and each other will be much more comfortable.
So, Gao Ran followed Qiu Yueze's answer normally as if he was not affected at all, and continued, "Well, I can understand your thoughts.
"Well, I guessed you would have answered......
"It's just that, after all, no one is perfect! There is never an absolutely 'perfect' choice in this world! Any choice has a price!
"Even if you are given the opportunity to do everything all over again, even if you can skillfully avoid all the calamities that you wanted to avoid in this life but could not avoid in this life, there is still a price to be paid for such a choice.
"What you gain will lose something, and when you are really in that situation, and you really have everything you want, I am sure that you will still feel regret, regret, and even regret again for what you have given or given up for the new things you have acquired, because you will still have to pay a different price for the new things that you have acquired, but still the same amount as what you have gained......
"What's more, even if you can really make everything start over again as you wish, then that kind of life is not the 'next life', but the 'present life' and time reversal, which just allows you to return to your 'past'...... Otherwise, how can everything be the same as what you have experienced?!
"But, you know what?
"Even if you can go back to the 'old days', all the calamities you have experienced will not continue to develop in the same order and law as you wish!
"Because, everything in this world has aura! Their appearance, existence, development, and disappearance are all carried out according to their own laws! Therefore, the calamities you want to avoid will not completely rewrite the 'ending' just because of a temporary change in your own person.
"What you can change is just a specific process leading to that and a doomed ending for you now! But even if you have a different path, you will still end up in the same place......"
"Oh?!You mean, even if I had the chance to do it all over again, my 'ending' would still be predestined and could not be rewritten?!"
Regarding Gao Ran's point of view, Qiu Yueze obviously couldn't agree, or even rejected!
Because he knew that if he had even a slight agreement with Gao Ran's thoughts in his heart, it would be tantamount to shaking the foundation of his 'regret' and his vague 'hope' that everything could be done again.
If he agrees with even a little bit, then all the attachments he has been with, whether it be his regret or his pride, will become less meaningful. Maybe even the value of their existence itself, he will begin to question it!
This is undoubtedly a subversive ideological impact for Qiu Yueze!
Therefore, for such an impact, his first reaction is to produce rejection, which is normal.
But Gao Ran seemed to have completely failed to comprehend his rejection of her ideas, and still continued to insist on her own ideas. Although he didn't insist that he immediately agree with her idea, he never intended to accommodate him in the slightest, and his attitude was still very firm!
I saw that she directly ignored Qiu Yueze's obviously unhappy look at the moment, and replied in a more determined tone, "Yes! As long as you are still you, or the current you, from your birth to now, all the calamities that you will inevitably encounter, even if you have the opportunity to start over, you still can't really avoid it! All the things you are bound to lose, you can't keep after all!"
But when it came to this, Gao Ran's words suddenly changed, and his tone softened a little, "But, relatively, all you are destined to get, even if you have the heart to avoid it, fate will push you and force you to accept, learn, grow, and obtain......
"Otherwise, you wouldn't be who you are, you wouldn't be what you are, and everything you have now won't be your ......" (To be continued. )