The fairy tale of midsummer has fallen before it has even bloomed

Shaanxi Rong Electric Power Equipment Co., Ltd. A is committed to doing a good job in every reactor, every process is strictly controlled, every raw material is selected from the best in the industry, and has been sold at home and abroad for 30 years, and has won unanimous praise from customers...... Well, I can't blow it, but seriously, people are doing a good job, but it's not a blind blow.

On June 6, 2013, I was sent here to work, because it was an auspicious day, so I remember it very well. I was eighteen years old. I had nothing to do at home after leaving the hotel, and my parents dragged someone to help me find this job. Running all the way from Shanxi to Weinan, he finally settled down. The area of the factory is not large, and the dormitory building is an old hexagonal building. Most of my colleagues live outside, so it's an honor for me to live in a single room, although the floor is a little higher, the environment is a little worse, the washing is not convenient, the eating place is far away, there are scary strange sounds at night, and everything else is good. Soon after, due to development needs, the company had to move to Xi'an Industrial Park. Every morning at eight o'clock in the morning to work to dismantle the equipment, cleaning, polishing, painting, loading, pull to Xi'an, unload the car until twelve o'clock in the evening, and then take the car back to Weinan, that time tired to doubt life.

One day when we were all wiping the equipment, someone brought a bottle of sustained-release agent and said that it was wiped clean with this thing, and I said pour it into the bucket and wipe it with a rag. After a while, a person, a leader,

Ask me, who told you to pour the extended-release pill into the water?

I thought, who hangs like that, talks to me like this.

I said, "I'm down, what's wrong?"

He said, don't you know that extended-release agents are insoluble in water?

I said I didn't know, but I clearly saw his disdain. Just a flash.

And he said, "If you don't know, pour it in?"

I said impatiently, "I'm already down, what's the matter?" He shook his head and left, and I saw that the people next to me were confused, so I asked what was wrong?

My colleague said that my buddy had been working here for several years, and it was the first time I had seen such a hanging.

I said, do you think he's hanging too?

He said,, I'm talking about you, that's the head of the equipment department, and our director doesn't dare to talk back to others, you are the first one I've ever seen, well, it's very strong. Also, good luck! I instantly felt a little weak,, what's going on. It wasn't until later that he dragged out my conversion for half a year, and with my violent temper, if it wasn't for my colleagues to stop me, I would have gone to kindergarten to beat his son!

One day, we were wandering around the workshop and walking to the wrapping workshop, which was full of girls. I saw the two girls wiping the machine, so I asked the buddy next to me, what is the girl's name?

He said that the letter (in the Shaanxi dialect, the meaning of stupid) Xiaoyan.

I knew he was deliberately playing tricks on me, so I called the girl.

Ask her, your name is Xin Xiaoyan? She immediately shook me off a rag, get out, your surname is Xin.

I said, Zhang Xiaoping told me. She said, "You listen to his nonsense, shameless."

One day I asked Zhang Xiaoping, why do you say that she believes in Xiaoyan?

He said, because she has no heart at all, and it doesn't matter to anyone, do you believe it? I didn't speak! A few days later, they asked me to go to KTV to play together.

I said it's too noisy, don't go, I'm going to go online.

Brother Ping smiled and said, Chen (they usually call her Chen) is going too, you think about it.

I didn't even think about saying it, so let's go.

Anyone who knows me knows that I am a very bad drinker, two bottles of beer, and I don't know anything. The people around me always joke with me that others are pouring too much into the girl, but you are pouring too much into yourself so that others can do it. I didn't know how to sing when I went to KTV, so I drank, but fortunately, the alcohol content there was not high, but I was dizzy after drinking. Out of the KTV, we waited for the car on the side of the road, and they were all thieves who took a taxi first.

Say, oops, I can't sit down, you two are taking a taxi, let's go first.

Chen said, well, okay.

That's when I looked up and suddenly I saw a meteor and said, "Hey, look, there's a meteor." It's really true.

I hurriedly made a wish and said, I wish my sister Chen eternal happiness. She was stunned for a moment, and I could clearly see that there were no tears in her eyes. At that moment, I felt a little embarrassed in my heart, because what I said was not from my heart at all, just to get close. Then one day I asked her why she was so moved, and she said that I was the first person who cared about her so much and thought about her so much. I didn't admit that I was just talking. Because once some lies are told, a hundred lies must be told to fulfill the first lie. I really don't want to lie to her too much. One night, we came back from a stroll and it started to rain.

I said, it's still early, why don't you go and sit in the pavilion on the rooftop for a while!

Chen smiled and said, okay, let's go. She and I sat on the stone steps, listening to the sound of rain and chatting about the past.

After a while, I asked her, are you cold?

She said, it's okay, what's wrong.

I smiled awkwardly and said, cold words. I.. I just... Hold you, and it won't be cold. I stammered, it was dark or she would have seen my neck-red face.

Chen was stunned for a moment, lowered his head and said, It's not cold. Okay, too. I pulled out my right hand and put my arm around her, looking down and laughing.

She chuckled and said, you person, what are you smiling, you don't see it, you will still be shy. I kept my head down, still smiling, not knowing what to say. I just feel happy, very, happy. Also, satisfied. (I'm talking about this moment, and suddenly I feel that we are really simple, so simple, and so easy to satisfy, without so much ideal ambition, and without so many resentments, just simple, happy, and that kind of simple happiness.) )

Since that day, my relationship with her has gradually become clearer, although I haven't said it explicitly, but it is that vague and plausible feeling that makes me addicted to it, and I can't extricate myself from it! Brother Ping, they always joke with me on weekdays, you are amazing, how long has it been, and you have brought home the most sought-after girl in our unit.

I said, okay, don't talk nonsense, if you don't have anything, just ordinary friends.

And he said, well, I know, normal boyfriend and girlfriend.

I knew that my explanations would only get darker and darker, so I simply accepted their teasing. Until one day, Brother Ping's family introduced him to a girl, who wanted to look good, have a figure, and most importantly, be a nurse. You can do that, whatever... Hahaha... Brother Ping's object works at Xi'an People's Hospital, and usually takes a taxi to cook for us as soon as he takes a vacation. I am obedient, and I always call her my mother, because Brother Ping takes me with me at work. Plus I'm younger, and they're all a few years older than me, so they're all used to me, and they don't have to wash the dishes when they're done. Thief cozy!!

One day, Chen came to me and said, "I have something to tell you, and I walked to the corner with her." She said that Dang Yan came to me yesterday, and he asked if we were okay. I didn't answer. I said oh. A hint of disappointment flashed on her face, and she said, "Then are you going to go on like this?" I said, what should I do then? Chen lowered his head, I am already 24 years old, you are only eighteen, can you give me a word? I don't want to hang like this, I don't have as much time to toss as you.

I said, okay, I'll call my parents tonight. In the evening, she came to my dormitory and sat next to me and listened to me call my parents.

I said, Dad, I've found a partner, from our unit.

My dad said, how old is it? I tentatively said, better than me. Four years older.

The old man said, four years older, then do you think you two are suitable?

I'm quite suitable, besides, I'll deal with it slowly, now I don't know.

And he said, well, that's fine, it's not huge. If only I was three years older than you.

I said, okay, what do you want, I'm hanging up. Hang up the phone.

Chen asked me with an unhappy face, why don't you tell your dad the truth? I'm six years older than you.

I replied resignedly, let's talk about it a little bit first, and when our relationship stabilizes later, I'm telling him, and he won't have anything to say. Chen didn't refute it, and it was a tacit acquiescence. Since that day, I have been very close to her, and every day she will come to me and help me wash all the dirty clothes that I have changed. And every time I go to the street, I will bring back things, such as toothbrushes and toothpaste, snacks and drinks, nothing is missing. It's a lot of peace of mind. And I only do my own laundry every month on the days when it is inconvenient for her, and it is when she directs me to do it on the sidelines. The days are simple day by day, and there is rarely a red face in the middle. The biggest problem is that she opposes me going online, very resolutely. It's not an exaggeration to say that every time I was known to her on the Internet, I felt that I instantly turned into her father-killing enemy, which was so terrifying!

She likes a song very much, Chen Shuhua's "When I Wake Up from a Dream", and she is always humming in her mouth. I also despised her several times, saying that she was incomplete. She said she was too lazy to bother with me.

Sometimes we are like ignorant children building our own sand city on the beach, and we are the protagonists in our own castle, indulging in our own world, laughing, playing, and dreaming of our own. One day, when we have to go home and give up this dream that we have built temporarily, we look back step by step, and we know that no matter how reluctant we are, we can't help it, because even if we don't leave, when the sea tide rises, the sand city will disappear with the tide. No matter how sad and reluctant you are, you have to learn to adapt, no one in this world will always wait for another person, and no one will always accommodate another person. We are all tired, we are all tired. We will all be exhausted by our former loved ones! We can't feel each other's heartache, just as others can't feel our heartache. We keep each other warm in the cold night, but we hurt each other under the wind and sun, and we rely on each other together in this suffocating environment, and then, we grow uncontrollably!