244. High Decision

"Oh, yes, yes, I'm bound to have the support of forces other than them who can compete with them!

"Well...... 'I' think about it...... In addition to the forces of the Gao and Fu families and Yun Zhen's faction, there are still forces involved with 'me'...... There should also be Tiange, An Jia, Dong Family, Master and Little Uncle, and the Four Princes Yunjie.

"But the Dong family is obviously inappropriate!"

Who knows, it's okay not to mention this, as soon as the Dong family is mentioned, Gao Xi's heart suddenly can't help but feel sour. In fact, no matter what he thought, he couldn't understand why Gao Ran would make a marriage contract with Dong Tian?—— they had no interests, and the two families were not suitable for marriage, and Dong Tianyi basically couldn't help her in fact...... It's better to say that he can not become a burden to her in the future, it is already a great luck!

But this kind of marriage contract, which almost does not see the slightest benefit, has just become the most important reason why Gao Xi is faintly jealous of Dong Tianyi—— even now he knows that Gao Ran also treats Dong Tianyi equally, but he is still jealous—— after all, in order to stay by Gao Ran's side, he has always tried his best to help her, and what about Dong Tianyi? He didn't do anything, he got almost the same treatment as him for nothing! This is too unfair to him! Gao Ran's equal treatment made him quite unhappy!

No matter what Gao Xi thought, he felt that Gao Ran was biased! And he himself really suffered a loss! This breath, he couldn't swallow it so easily!

"Hmph!" Thinking of the end, Gao Xi couldn't help but be indignant: "The surname Dong, you wait for me! Now I can't do anything to you, but when we live under the same roof one in the future...... Heh, you'll have to take it!"

When he said this, Gao Xi only thought that he would take revenge on Dong Tianyi sooner or later, but he completely forgot whether he and Gao Ran would still have the so-called "future"? Not to mention, the relationship between Dong Tianyi and Gao Ran was actually not much better than him! Naturally, he completely forgot that since he met Dong Tianyi for the first time, his impression of him was actually quite good, and he even thought about having a deep friendship with him...... but at this time, he had already forgotten all these things!

It can only be said that the human heart is really at one time and another...... especially when jealousy arises......

It's just that the price of Gao Xi's extremely inopportune distraction is that when he comes back to his senses again, he finds that with his current mood, it is difficult to enter the previous state again!

"Oops!"

After trying several times and still to no avail, he realized that the imagination and speculation like his previous one was not something he wanted to do!

In fact, as long as he wanders away a little, it will be very difficult for him to go back......! He had a vague feeling that a state like the one he had been in before was probably still something that could not be encountered: the more he longed for it, the harder it was to obtain. And he had only experienced it once, and he didn't have time to sum up any valuable experience that could help him quickly get into the same state again.

"Damn!" In the end, Gao Xi couldn't help but punch the trunk of the tree in front of him hard, and almost shook himself off the tree!

But it was precisely because of his punch that his body instinctively wanted to stabilize and avoid falling, which forced him to wake up in time, so that he would not continue to be immersed in the resentment just now.

And after such a self-toss, Gao Xi could only exhale a long breath a little helplessly, and then forcibly took a deep breath again, and after finally calming down his emotions, he deliberately comforted himself: "Forget it! If you can't force it, then let it be! Perhaps, this is also the will of God......

As he thought so, Gao Xi couldn't help but look up at the sky that looked so broken through the gaps between the branches and leaves.

For some reason, at this moment, he felt that such a "broken and broken" sky looked more beautiful, more intriguing, and more real than a "complete" sky......

And Gao Xi's thoughts also quietly drifted away again again inadvertently......

He thought about it a lot, and many memories related to Gao Ran suddenly sprung up for no reason, they were vivid in his mind, but they were fleeting, making him want to grasp but couldn't grasp them, but they made him clearly "see" them passing by in front of his eyes one by one......

At this time, he has completely returned to his original appearance,—— he has been himself again.

Then, from the perspective of a bystander, he once again looked back at the real situation he had thought of when he pretended to be Gao Ran, and the real considerations she might have...... Then, for the first time, he realized more deeply than before, her difficulty......

It turns out that Ran'er's life has been destined from the beginning that she will either fight her own way to fight her own blood, or she will be ready to die for others at any time. There is no third choice! And the 'paradise' she wants is not so much her yearning as the only way out she has to choose!

"Longing? That's just an excuse she made to prevaricate others in order to hide her helplessness!

Thinking of this, Gao Xi suddenly sat up nervously as if he had been struck by lightning!

"Oh no! If she had thought so, wouldn't she have taken such an adventure and never looked back?

"With Ran'er's temper, if I want to leave, she will never force me to stay!

"But if I leave like this, if one day she is really forced to the point where she can't bear it anymore......"

Thinking of this, Gao Xi immediately thought of what Gao Ran had just told him earlier - her survival is only limited to not touching her bottom line, and she will do her best......

"If the situation at that time no longer allows her to stick to the bottom line, then wouldn't she have the idea of seeking death?!

"No! If Ran'er, if she really wants to die, then she may really do it cleanly—— so fast that she doesn't even give people a chance to detect and stop it—— I believe she can do it!

"No! I can't watch her do stupid things! I can't ignore her! At least...... At least I can't leave her until I'm out of danger once and for all! Otherwise, I won't be at ease for the rest of my life! If something really happens to her when I'm not with her, then I'll never be able to forgive myself!"

Thinking of this, Gao Xi's heart can be regarded as having made a decision! But even so, he still has the last trace of worry in his heart......

He didn't forget that as early as half a month ago, before he left, Gao Ran had said that he would give him a list when he returned...... But who would have thought that when he came back, the list was not received, but he accidentally received the "ultimatum" she gave him......

Now that I think about it, it is naturally not difficult for Gao Xi to think that he has probably been excluded from the major plans that Gao Ran has temporarily changed!

And in this way, even if he chooses to stay by her side because he is not worried about letting Gao Ran alone, what can he help her by doing so? If she no longer trusts him, then even if he wants to help her again, he can only be more than willing to do after all. - Gao Ran probably won't give him any chance to contribute at all! On the contrary, he will be more and more defensive against him because of his courtesy.

"If that's the case, then what's the best thing to do? Talk to her? But if she's decided that I'm no longer credible, is it any use for me to say anything?"

Gao Xi was silent for a while, but finally retorted to himself: "No! Even if she doesn't believe me, I can't ignore her! This time, I will never follow her anymore no matter what! Whether she believes it or not, I have to stay by her side! At least, I have to see with my own eyes that she is finally safe and sound, so that I can really rest assured! And as for whether to leave or stay in the end...... We'll talk about it then!"