Obviously, the strong man is playing with the evening tea for fun, he will make you feel the most helpless, the most painful, the more helpless and painful you are, the happier he will be.

"He simply left me with no way out, he didn't have the sincerity to accept me as a disciple, and he didn't even need a slave, he just wanted to see me in pain, and that was his pleasure. ”

Di Fan was stunned, he didn't expect that the repeated blows came one after another, so that Xi Ming could not bear it, what humiliation is stronger than this, when you are determined to throw your self-esteem to the ground and smash it, the other party is making higher demands on you at this time, everything you do is a joke in the eyes of the other party, and making fun of you has become the only pleasure of the other party, and at this time, you have no power to resist, you can only let that person step on your self-esteem one foot after another, you have been humbled to the dirt, but still can not satisfy the other party, such humiliation, who can bear it？

"So...... How do you do that?"

When Deva asked this sentence, he deeply regretted it, which was undoubtedly sprinkling salt on the wound again.

When a person is most hurt, you have to ask her to tell her a detailed story about the injury.

In fact, everything that Difan said was wrong, and when a person is injured, any inquiry is superfluous.

However, Xi Ming did not refute or show any displeasure, of course she understood that Di Fan was concerned about her, and at no time in the past, Di Fan had not taken the initiative to ask about her life, which was an improvement, although this progress seemed a little clumsy......

Xi Ming smiled: "How do I do it? Ha, this is really a problem, how can I know what to do, let me kill my flesh with my own hands, for me, what is more unreasonable than this, what is more desperate than this? I can't do it, I can't do it!"

"I didn't do anything, but Rourou took action, at this time, I knew that Rourou had already been psychic, she couldn't speak, but she knew what kind of problems I was facing, do you know what Rourou did?"

Di Fan had a bad premonition, but this time he didn't dare to speak, he took a deep breath, waiting for the result to be said by Xi Ming himself, this is really cruel, Di Fan's heart was extremely tormented, he said that if he didn't speak, it was a pain for Xi Ming.

Xi Ming felt the fluctuation in Di Fan's heart, she also knew what Di Fan thought, she smiled miserably, full of despair, full of pain and full of happiness, the flesh turned out to be the same as her, with her in her heart, he would think about her.

"Flesh's thinking is simple, and the only way she can think of to relieve my pain is to die on her own initiative. At that moment, she also understood that her voluntary death was an unspeakable pain for me, but this pain, in her opinion, would relieve the guilt in my heart, wouldn't it? But what difference did it make to me? What was the difference in the process when the ending was the same?"

Really!

Difan's heart was strongly impacted, he was like a lightning strike, a little girl who had no one to play with her, a kitten who had already run to the river to meet this little girl, both of them were lonely people, and they had indescribable emotions for each other, and this emotion could make them die for each other, what kind of emotion was this?

"Meat broke free from my arms, I was still in despair, I didn't know what Meat was going to do, I watched her rush to the ground, running towards the river in the distance, when I reacted to stop her, she had jumped into the river, the moment she entered the river, she winked at me with wide eyes, revealing her two little tiger teeth, her little paws shook at me, as if to say goodbye, I clearly saw that there were tears flowing down from the corners of her eyes, I saw her cry for the first time, the first time I saw a kitten cry…… My flesh is going to leave me forever, I didn't even think about it and ran towards her, isn't it just death, I can too, since I can't live together, then die together, it's easy, it's just a different place to get along. We are still together forever. ”

"The strong man didn't stop me, let me run to the river, jump into the turbulent water to find meat, but I couldn't find anything, the river was not very wide, but at this time for me, it was like blocking two worlds so big, I was so anxious, I swam wildly in the river, in and out, but I couldn't find it. ”

Di Fan silently listened to Xi Ming tell about this, he could feel the despair that followed, when you are ready to die with your love, at this time you find that even dying together, even dying together is a luxury, you can't live together, you can't die together, life is so disrespected, you are in this world, nothing is counted, nothing can be changed, your will is just wishful thinking in the end.

"The river was swallowing me up little by little, I was so weak that even the rushing river could take my life, my consciousness was blurring, I thought, do I die like this? I don't have the right to choose, I can only die like this now, die alone, my consciousness is disappearing little by little. ”

When I was conscious, I heard these words, and I thought that some miracle would happen, that there would be a strong man with good intentions to save me, to save my flesh and flesh, but no miracle happened, and when I woke up, I saw the strong man, the wicked man, who saved me, he had the ability, he saved me, is this the so-called miracle? What an irony, a person with bad intentions saved me who was dying. ”

"He said to me, your life is mine, and you can only die if I decide to let you die, and if you die, wouldn't it be fun?"

"You know what? It's the first time I've hated a man so much, I want to eat his flesh, no! His flesh is so filthy, I thought of countless ways to kill him at that moment, but I was weak and helpless, at his mercy, I was already dead, I was dead to the world, my flesh was dead, I had nothing to be nostalgic about, my body was still alive, but I already saw myself as dead, because my soul was dead, my soul had gone to find flesh. ”

"But even so, he still refused to give up, he played with me before he had fun, the flesh did not die, he was also saved, when I saw the flesh again, you know, I was not happy at all, there was no joy anymore, I would rather the flesh was dead, I did not want her to be as miserable as me. ”

Di Fan closed his eyes and took a deep breath, this despair overwhelmed him, he was already a high priest, for the most ordinary mortals, he was already a "god" like an existence, he could swallow rivers and boil the sea, he could turn over clouds and rain, and he could easily manipulate the life and death of the weak, but even so, Di Fan still couldn't suppress the anger in his heart, the kind of empathetic humiliation.

"Yes, his only purpose in saving flesh and flesh and saving me is to see us in pain again, I really don't know what to do anymore, I and Flesh chose to die by grabbing the ground with our heads, swallowing poison and dying by burning fire...... We have chosen countless ways to die, but none of them can succeed, as he said, I and Flesh no longer have the power to control our own death, life is better than death, death cannot die, we live in this pain. ”

"Every day he would bless the flesh with all kinds of severe torture, just let me watch from the sidelines, every day the flesh was tortured to the brink of death, and he would not let her die, he would appreciate my painful appearance every day to pass the time, I was very resentful, hysterically asked him, how to make him satisfied, he smiled, looked very gentle, but no one understood the chill of the smile better than me, he said, very simple, I said it a long time ago, let you willingly take the initiative to kill this kitten of yours, is my purpose。 ”

"He is a heinous and wicked man, but I have to admit that he is very strong, he can easily see through the hearts of others, know what the deepest weakness of your heart is, it seems that his goal is almost achieved, I don't want to see the flesh suffer every day, rather than see her suffer like this, I would rather kill her with my own hands and save her from suffering. ”

"I came to the side of the flesh, stroked her tortured hair, her hair was mixed with blood, her eyes were already dimmed, her two little tiger teeth had already broken, the long-term pain had turned her torture beyond recognition, I couldn't even recognize her as she was, I couldn't stop shedding tears, I took her in my arms, bandaged her wounds, kissed her forehead and kissed her cheeks, I cried and asked her, can I kill you?"

Ximing cried. Finally couldn't help it, in front of Difan, choked up, crying like a spring, only the crippled will and soul left, hiding in Difan's mind, hiding in a corner, couldn't stop crying, like a helpless child who no one loved anymore.

Di Fan's eyes were red, he wanted to know who that wicked man was, he was going to kill him with his own hands! At no time did he have such a strong desire to kill a cultivator as he did now!

Di Fan condensed a volitional body into his mind, and came to Xi Ming's side, he didn't know how to comfort others, he could only clumsily approach Xi Ming and take her into his arms, just like Xi Ming took her flesh into his arms, maybe this can give her enough warmth, right?