Fu Jiayue's heart instantly seemed to skip a beat, she looked at Xie Bai in disbelief, but immediately returned to the look of disbelief just now, Fu Jiayue sneered, "Hehe, what truth do you know?"

She didn't want Xie Bai to know the truth, and now, the only thing Fu Jiayue could do was to cover up the truth and put on a thicker coat for the truth. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

"About mortals. Xie Bai said helplessly.

Actually, Xie Bai has always wanted to hear this sentence from Fu Jiayue's mouth.

Seeing that Fu Jiayue was still clenching her teeth, unwilling to reveal too many words, Xie Bai's eyes couldn't help but dim a little, he had already said the word "Fanfan", she just didn't want to admit it, so she hated her so much, and wanted to deceive him for the rest of her life?

After a long time, Fu Jiayue's trembling body straightened up a little, and she roared in a low voice, "Xie Bai, don't talk nonsense, Fan Fan is just me, I don't allow you to hurt him!"

Fu Jiayue accentuated the five words "I'm alone" at the end, as if this was the way to stop Xie Bai's idea of wanting to continue.

Xie Bai shook his head with a wry smile and said, "Jia Yue, at a time like this, do you still want to hide it from me?"

Fu Jiayue's face had become a little pale, she sneered and shook her head, "What are you hiding from you? I haven't been sorry for anyone in my life!"

Actually, I'm sorry, but she doesn't want to admit it, especially in front of Xie Bai.

In front of Xie Bai, Fu Jiayue has never been weak, her weakness will only make Xie Bai feel proud, and her weakness will only give Xie Bai a chance to get close to her.

And she didn't want to have anything to do with Xie Bai anymore, and what Fu Jiayue expected was just to be able to leave with Fan Fan after solving the mess in the capital.

Even if Fan Fan is reluctant to leave at that time, it doesn't matter, as long as Fan Fan is happy, as long as she can stay away from the environment and people that make her afraid and don't want to be in contact with anymore, she will feel satisfied.

There are so many unsatisfactory things in this world, so much so that she no longer has the motivation of her youth, and wants to challenge it, and now, all she has left is the mentality of an old man, and she just wants to get away from this chaotic world, go to a quiet place, and live the quiet life she wants to live.

Fu Jiayue's cruel sentence was like a knife cutting at Xie Bai's heart, which was already full of holes.

There was a long silence between the two, as if they were both waiting for each other's answer.

After a long time, when Fu Jiayue was about to turn around and continue to take care of Fan Fan, Xie Bai suddenly said coldly, "Fan Fan is my child, do you think I don't know?"

Fu Jiayue's body stiffened, and her eyes could no longer hide the sadness and loss.

What was she thinking?

If Xie Bai wanted to check, he would know that Fan Fan was his child in minutes.

What is the point of her lies?

Is it just for the slightest possibility? That, now that I think about it, it's very sad.

Fu Jiayue pursed her lips and asked, "Did Cha Cha tell you?"

"No, she only told me your location," Xie Bai shook his head in denial, and directly said what was in his heart, "But, Jia Yue, do you think that this is how you can hide from me?

"Mother-" At the same time, Fan Fan, who was sleeping soundly, suddenly said in a dream.

Just this sentence softened the stiff Fu Jiayue, she slowly closed her eyes, and her heart was already calm at this moment.

It didn't take long for Fu Jiayue to say to Xie Bai, "Let's go out and say, Fan Fan needs to be quiet." ”

Her voice didn't have much of an ebb and flow.

As she spoke, she just didn't wait for Xie Bai's answer, but rushed out of the door.

For some reason, seeing that Fu Jiayue was now calm, even when Xie Bai first saw her a few days ago, Xie Bai's heart was inexplicably sad.

Although, this kind of Fu Jiayue is very sensible, much better than the way she likes to lose her temper just now, but this kind of Fu Jiayue is always unreal, Fu Jiayue, who likes to lose her temper with him, is what he liked at the beginning, and what he has always liked.

It's just that Xie Bai doesn't know how to get the previous Fu Jiayue back, and all of this seems to be out of his control.

In fact, Xie Bai never felt that he had mastered Fu Jiayue, after all, since Fu Jiayue and the princess's soul were intertwined, she had never stopped in front of him in any matter.

In the past, Fu Jiayue could quarrel with him because of anything.

Although Xie Bai had always felt that Fu Jiayue was arrogant and domineering, naïve but did not admit that he was naïve, but now, Xie Bai found out and felt that Fu Jiayue like that seemed to be what he should cherish more.

Now, in the time he spent with Fu Jiayue, there was nothing else but coldness.

This kind of coldness is like a Yangtze River that can't be crossed between the two, so he doesn't know where to ease the relationship between the two.

While thinking about it, Xie Bai had already followed Fu Jiayue outside.

Fu Jiayue didn't stop until the end of the corridor, she didn't want to make a noise to Fanfan, Xie Bai knew this.

Stopping in front of a window, Fu Jiayue slowly turned around, looked at Xie Bai, her tone had slowed down, and said, "Xie Bai, Fan Fan is now the only person I can really have, I don't want to, I really don't want to ......"

Fu Jiayue's weakness at the moment made Xie Bai even more distressed, such a Fu Jiayue looked pitiful in her humility, and every word she said was more like a sharp knife cutting his heart.

As he spoke, Xie Bai also slowed down his voice and said, "I never intended to snatch Fan Fan away from you, but, Jia Yue, can you, look at me carefully? I'm not an iron-blooded animal, I also have flesh and blood, I will also be sad, I will be sad, my heart will also hurt, what happened back then, it is not that I think it will not happen." If it could be solved, it wouldn't have been so stiff back then. ”

This point, in fact, Fu Jiayue has always understood this, but she still has a faint hope in her heart, hoping that Xie Bai is such an indestructible person, so that she can rely on her cruelty and determination to do what she wants to do without feeling the evil in her heart.

It's just that this idea is always imaginary, and she has never had a chance to touch it, just like every time she says something cruel to Xie Bai, Fu Jiayue's heart is like a knife in half, which makes her feel almost out of breath uncomfortably.

Fu Jiayue shook her head with a miserable smile and said, "You know I don't want to hear this. ”

"Even if you don't want to hear it, you have to face it, and when you return to the capital, you will face real people, not just my words. Xie Bai didn't have the slightest intention of "pity", and every word he said hit Fu Jiayue's heart.

Fu Jiayue didn't seem to hear his words, and directly turned the topic back to Fan Fan, only to hear her ask, "When did you know?"

Xie Bai's eyes were filled with a faint ghostly wave, making it difficult for Fu Jiayue to know what kind of thoughts he was thinking now, so he only heard him answer truthfully, "From the time when you avoided Fan Fan to talk to me and be intimate with me." You have a weak heart, otherwise, you wouldn't care so much about the relationship between me and Fanfan. ”

Fu Jiayue cruelly curled her lips, her eyes seemed to reveal a different look, she seemed to be recalling, for a moment, only to hear her say, "He looks very much like you." ”

Hearing Xie Bai from Fu Jiayue's mouth was already a sure thing, not only did Xie Bai's heart not relax, but he didn't have obvious happy thoughts after learning that Fan Fan's lovely child was his child.

The only thought in his heart was how much Fu Jiayue had suffered in order to take care of Fan Fan over the years.

The man Fu Jiayue told him did not exist, that is to say, Fu Jiayue gave birth to Fan Fan alone all these years and raised the child alone.

In Xie Bai's impression, even in today's situation, Xie Bai feels that Fu Jiayue's thin shoulders can't withstand so many things, but she really did it, which is, in fact, it is so incredible that Xie Bai thinks about it now.

Xie Bai didn't know what to say to answer, so he only said, "You've worked hard all these years?"

Fu Jiayue shook her head with a wry smile and replied, "No, I'm not hard at all, the money I brought when I escaped from the capital back then was enough for me to spend for a few lifetimes, and the bitter thing is Fan Fan's child, this child hasn't had a good life with me for a few days, all these years, it's all because ......of my relationship."

Xie Bai interrupted Fu Jiayue's words at once, "No, you are also hard! If it weren't for you, this kid would ...... Jia Yue, thank you. ”

He knows that Fu Jiayue's life has not been easy over the years, you must know that Fu Jiayue in the past was such a confident person, and Fu Jiayue in the past would not say these derogatory words at all, all of this is because she has suffered too many things, and the ending she has suffered.

Fu Jiayue denied it with a miserable smile, "You know, I gave birth to mortals just because I didn't want to create evil, and it was never for you!"

This sentence is also what Fu Jiayue has been saying to comfort herself and convince herself in the past five years, it seems that only in this way can she restore her inner peace and not be so uncomfortable.

Xie Bai could easily take the deception she was trying to into his eyes, he shook his head with a wry smile, and replied, "Jia Yue, at this moment, you don't need to say these words, the twists and turns during this period, there is no need to say anything between us, we all understand." ”

"Do you know? Every time I see Fan Fan, I think of you, he looks so much like you, like I am a little scared, like I dare not look at him directly, as if as long as I look at him more, you will appear in front of my eyes. Fu Jiayue said very sadly, no anger, no complaints, and the rest is just endless sorrow.

"I never blamed anyone for what happened back then, it was God who was wrong, and it was it that allowed us to meet the wrong people at the wrong time. Xie Bai said helplessly.

Back then, Xie Baiyue was powerless to return to the sky, this was the second thing that Xie Bai couldn't control since he was a child, except for the cold poison in his body.

And this matter, in Ming Teng's eyes, is actually more difficult to control than the cold poison.

Fu Jiayue said unhurriedly, and there was not much fluctuation in her words, "Am I the wrong person for you?"

"No, never. Xie Bai shook his head and denied it.

Incorrect, just incorrect in the intertwined web, many people, in fact, this cup is not necessary to meet, but there are always some people, you can't escape and must encounter.

Fu Jiayue shook her head with a miserable smile and replied, "But, you are for me!"

"Don't belittle yourself so much. Xie Bai's heart throbbed.

Fu Jiayue still shook her head and said, "I didn't, I was just lamenting my original choice, you say, Xie Bai, if I hadn't chosen to give birth to Fanfan, then what kind of scene would be between us now, in that case, will we still talk to each other?"

"In this world, there are not so many ifs. Xie Bai directly said the words accumulated in his heart.

Fu Jiayue also knows this, but she still hopes that people can have such hopes when they are alive.

Otherwise, she really didn't know how to live in this world, which was almost all suffering.

I only heard Fu Jiayue say, "However, if there is never an if, if people don't even have the imagination and the will to yearn for a better life, then what's the point of living in the world? There are countless unsatisfactory things in this world, if you don't see through these courages, if you don't have the hope of yearning for a good life, then what's the point of experiencing all these pains?"

Xie Bai didn't deny her words, but continued, "People don't live in this world to think about this kind of ethereal thing. ”

"However, this can give people the strength to survive, doesn't it?" Fu Jiayue asked rhetorically.

There was not the slightest smell of gunpowder in the calm conversation between the two at the moment, there was, just one after another, it seemed that the things they were talking about were just sparse and ordinary, but they couldn't make much waves at all.

Xie Bai pursed his lips, and then asked, "What do you think, what do you imagine these things get?"

Since he was a child, Xie Bai's instilled thoughts were to look at the present, but when he met Fu Jiayue and watched her break the original instilled thoughts in his heart over and over again, he suddenly had some doubts, doubting whether the things he had insisted on before were reasonable.

Seeing that Fu Jiayue was silent, Xie Bai changed his sentence and asked, "Or in other words, do you think that after thinking about these things, do you feel happy because you imagined the beautiful life you imagined?"